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So lately I’m not feeling myself, I being depressed more lately, thinking stuff more often. And my only safety places is here Tumblr, I know it’s sounds stupid nor lame. But when I read stories from you guys I feel home, like you guys know what I’m going thru and sometimes you do some reference or tips on your’s storys that help me a lot. I know it’s sounds like a cliché thing but this is me saying THANK YOU for all you created and done for the time you have beeng here helping.

My thank you tagged (I might  forget some and excuse me for my typo english is’nt my first language)

@luci-in-trenchcoats @5minutefanfiction @iwantthedean @katymacsupernatural @theoriginalvicki @lucifersagents @blacktithe7 @trexrambling @luciisthebest @peddlergirl @melissaj616 @dreamingintheimpalawithdean @mayhemofsupernatural @abbirae99 @arazialotis @coolvioletmoon @impalaimagining and the list go on and on


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Okay so I’ve seen a lot of fanart and fics where aged up Lance has scars on his skin, and man do I dig that aesthetic, but what if it’s the opposite? What if healing pods not only repair injuries to the point where there’s no scarring, but they also repair old damage? Like, say, regenerating tissues and cells to the point where the whole body is like brand new.

The scar that Lance’s sister gave him when he was four? Gone. The old burn he had when he was twelve and touched the stove? Like it was never there in the first place. And siblings fight, and Lance has a lot of siblings, so he’s bound to have many “battle” scars, but they’re wiped away, one by one  — like they were never there, like his past with his family never happened.

So maybe at some point, when he only has so many scars left, Lance starts fearing taking an injury, not because of pain and blood, but because that means another trip to a healing pod. Another mark of his past, proof that he really is a boy from Cuba, washed away like ocean foam. Maybe at some point, even if the injury is severe enough to warrant a visit to the pods, but not quite severe enough that it’d keep Lance from piloting Blue, he denies Coran when he suggests he visit the infirmary. Maybe he wants to heal naturally, welcoming new scars to join the old ones.

Maybe he learns to accept it, maybe he doesn’t. Maybe the birthmark on his hip is one day wiped away, replaced by unblemished tanned skin, and maybe Lance stays up till two crying because there’s so little left of who he used to be. What’s left of him that hasn’t been stomped on by parades of war and sullied with blood, tears and duty?

And maybe, when years have passed and the universe is finally well off that they can return home for a few vargas, maybe… Maybe Lance still looks the same.

Maybe all his visits to the healing pods; being exposed to their magic and quintessence has regenerated him to the point where he still looks exactly the same as he did when they snuck out of the Garrison that one oh so fateful night. Maybe it’s been two years, maybe it’s been ten, but the Paladins all look the same, to the dot, like they’re untouched by time. But Lance’s family doesn’t. His little sister, who used to only reach Lance’s hip, all pigtails and freckles, maybe she’s now tall enough to reach his chest and better at math than Lance will ever be. Maybe she has new scars Lance has never seen or kissed away.

Maybe his mom has worry lines and grey hairs Lance knows she didn’t have when he last saw her, and maybe she talks less than he remembers. Maybe she has to pinch herself when she first sees her son after however many years, because he hasn’t changed a bit. Maybe she breaks into tears at the sight of him, and her hug is just as warm and three times as tight as Lance remembers.

Maybe his siblings give him a new scar to cherish before there’s another planet, another crisis that needs Voltron.

hey!! so a lot of you were asking about the day and night universe and how stuff works there and i tried to think of something less half-assed and seriously thought this through. and i would like to warn you if you were expecting some kind of science related explanation or something cries i deeply apologize


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[ @the-mic-drop this might not be what you had in mind, but I hope it’s satisfactory. also, I thank @nervmaid for this. ]

A rather sudden bang distracts Roadhog from his novel.

Dog-earing the page, he sets the worn book down on his belly and sighs through his mask. Two years of playing bodyguard has granted him enough experience to distinguish one bang from another. Explosions, while outside the norm for the everyday citizen, have a surprising array of sounds that Roadhog has become well acquainted with. If anyone cared to ask, he’s sure he could name every type of explosive he’s heard. In fact, it has come to the point where he could give a rough estimate on how much damage a bomb might inflict from its noise alone, and he supposes that might be an impressive feat if he weren’t so invested in making sure the creator of said bomb remains in one piece.

Fortunately for him (and his boss, he must concede), the bang does not belong to any sort of explosive.

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"Paying Guests" (Part 2)

Pairing: Steve x Reader x Bucky

Summary: When a need arises, Steve and Bucky on a whim lie about their sexuality to you. Unbeknownst of their purpose you let them stay with you, in your apartment. But what happens when they start falling for you? And what will be the outcome of their harmless tall tale?

Word Count: +1.5k

Genre: Pure floof, throughout the series

Warning: none

Author’s Note: this part is short bc i wrote it on my phone yesterday while on a road trip to my hometown (we’re still travelling, but now we’re staying at this lodge-type-resort for a night) so if i don’t reply to any of your comments, it’s bc i don’t have wifi here 😥 ugh ik.

also excuse my typos (typing on phone sucks, i’ll edit this later when i get home)

Enjoy, my loves and don’t forget to write me a feedback!! 😉😊

another thing: HOLY YOU GUYS, I LOVED THE RESPONSE I GOT ON THE LAST PART. SHIET, IT WAS SO UNEXPECTED AHHH

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My brain seems to have decided that recovery from thinking too hard would be best done by thinking some more. The most I can do is listen to exhausted thoughts and force myself to sleep, hoping that I will wake up to a more functional process. But then, if I stopped thinking, I would be gravely worried for myself and painfully bored. And so I have accepted my fate as a thinker.

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5/16/17

anonymous asked:

34 with Chris? You're a great writer!

thank you! sorry for the delay x

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34. “Do you know how hard I’m trying not to kiss you right now?”

You and Chris had been friends for a while, but your friendship quickly switched from just talking about classes to flirting. You two were always constantly flirting in the hallways, which had led up to many people including your closest friends to think that you two were dating. The thing was that you weren’t, even though you wished you were.

It had started out as a little joke between you and Chris, but as time went on you realized that you were in fact falling for him. You were ashamed to admit it but you liked having his attention. You liked when he flirted with you, you always felt like you had butterflies in your stomach when talking to him. There was no denying that he was unbelievably hot and his personality was great. Underneath that ’bad boy who constantly hooks up with girls’ act was a sweet guy who just wanted to hang out with friends.

Chris didn’t seem to notice how nervous you’d get around him or how you’d start blushing when he came closer. You were pretty sure he was either blind or really dumb. It was hard for you to see him with other girls, which you felt really bad for since he wasn’t yours and your jealousy was ridiculous, but gosh did you wish that you could be one of those girls.

You had done everything humanly possible to stop you from falling for him, constantly telling yourself it was a little crush and it’ll pass sooner or later. You had given it time, only to notice your feelings had grown stronger. It was all so frustrating to you, but you couldn’t bring yourself to tell him or stop talking to him.

That was how you had ended up at his place, sitting on the couch watching a movie. It was one of those little things you always did together, trashing on a movie and eating popcorn until early hours of the morning.

Chris had the privilege to pick the movie this time, since last time you had decided. It took him a good ten minutes to pick, but when he was done he sat next to you flashing a little smile making your heart skip a beat.

The movie wasn’t really your thing and you had a hard time to concentrate on it when all you could do was stare at Chris, watch his expression change as the movie went on. Your gaze was quickly fixated on his lips, which by the way looked extra soft and plump today.

You shook your head as you tried to get your head clear, turning your attention back to the television only to lose interest once again. All you could think of was how his lips would feel against yours.

“Do you know how hard I’m trying not to kiss you right now?” you blurted out. This immediately caught Chris’ attention, his eyes drilling into yours. He looked confused and slightly shocked.

You felt sick in your stomach. This is it, this is how your friendship with him ended. You felt stupid.

”Wait, fuck, I didn’t mean it like that I just-” you were in the middle of your rushed explanation, when a soft pair of lips interrupted you. You relaxed a bit, shyly kissing back before you pulled away.

”What just happened?” You asked, your eyes wide.
”I like you so just shut up for a moment.” Chris said before once again kissing you. This time you felt a lot more relaxed, your lips molding together perfectly. The feeling of butterflies in your stomach had disappeared, now the only thing you could feel was happiness.

Can we talk about how much character growth there was in TRC??

First off, Gansey. In the beginning of the series, you see this fresh faced boy wanting adventure and magic, believing anything is possible. But he’s also holding in literally EVERYTHING. He makes sure no one ever sees him as anything but perfect. He doesnt think hes worth it. In the raven boys, there was that part saying, “in the end he was nothin to ronan. He was nothing to adam.” He really believed that. Now by the end, we see him as this guy who knows theres good and evil and he knows that not everything is perfect, but he also knows that his new family doesnt want him to be perfect. He can be broken around them, and in showing that he starts to heal. Gansey’s anxiety ate him alive for so long and now he knows there are other people with him. In trk, he goes after glendower alone, and he could have died because he was having an anxiety attack and imagining wasps. Abd then ronan, adam, blue, abd henry show him hes not alone and he realizes that with them, he can do it. Even when they find out glendower is actually dead, he and his family are together abd they will make it together and he KNOWS that now.


Blue started off hating raven boys and what they stood for abd she was all sarcasm and wanting. She longed for magic as much as gansey did. She was the only non-psychic in a family of psychics and it she wanted something more. She was full of potantial, but when would that potential become real? Then she meetd gnasey and at first she hates him. She becomes friends with them and falls in love with all the boys, a little. Blue realizes that she was something more. And with them, she could reach that potential. By the end of the series, blue realizes that she is more than her fanily and she can be more than what she is. She isnt tied down.

Then adam. In the beginning, Adam was this angry, beaten boy who refused to take anything from anyone. He had so much pride that it almost killed him. Adam didnt know what love was and so he refused to take any of it because it seemed like pity to him. He was a ball of rage and he pushed everyone away because he hust couldnt understand the concept of love. As the books go on and he makes the deal with glendower, adam starts to picture himself as other. He was different, and because of that he was lonesome, or at least he thought. Adam isolated himself because he didnt know what to do. Then things progress and adam starts to see ronan’s feelings for him and he sees himself as someone worthy of love, or he starts to. But adam didnt know what love was. His father hated him and his mother didnt care for him. Then, by the last book, adam starts to realize. He can be loved. This is his family. Ronan, gnasey, blue, even henry, these people are his. The ending when adam goes to his father gave me such closeure because he is above fearing his father. Where before he was terrified and he thought he could become like that, now he knows differently. He knows he is special and he knows he is worthy of love he never got at home. Adam Parrish is worthy and he realizes it now. He tells his father about the deaf ear and when his father averts his gaze, adam is filled with satisfaction. It DID happen. It wasnt a figment of his inagination. But he rose above it, and that isbthe best thing of anything.


Finally, Ronan. In the beginning, ronan is a weapon honed to kill. He is destruction and his smile is as sharp as daggers and the look in his eyes can slay. But then we SEE him. He cares about his family and he loved fiercly. Ronan was ferocious, but he also loved ferociously. But ronan was broken too. What realy hit me in TRK was when ronan said in cabeswater that what was different in his dreams was that before, his dreams had wanted to kill him and he wanted them to kill him. Now, he wanted life. His new family made him realize he was more than his father’s murder, abd he was more than the horrors of his life. He could live with adam and he could dream up beautiful creations and he could live as fiercly as he loved. Ronan went from hating everything and everyone to loving everything fiercly. Ronan was sharp and in the beginning, Gansey tried to get him to hold it in, but ronan was like that and he needed that to be ronan, but he could also be more than car racing and danger. He could be a boyfriend and he could be a best friend and he could make people feel joy with his dream things. The biggest thing about ronan was that he created. In the beginning, his creations were nightmares and danger and pain, asidefrom Matther and Chainsaw. Now, he dreamt up wonders like the engine-less camaro and epi pens for gansey abd hand cream for adam. Ronan had reasons for life now and he wasnt going to let them go and that’s beautiful.

Also, please excuse my typos, i just finished rereading TRC and have many emotions so this isnt really revised or anything, sorry

Cursed Child 23/04 thoughts !!!

This show is my third time seeing cursed child, second time in dress circle, second time premium tickets. Paid a ridiculous amount of money for the tickets (they were the £250 ones,,, I cried when the money left my bank account) buttttt the seats were amazing. Row C, aisle seats !!! amazing. Incredible. Best seats I’ve had so far.
Little run down of moments that made me smile:

Anto:
Everything. He is a gem, a rare gem. This is the second time I’ve seen anto as Scorpius and (my first one was in August last year) he has changed COMPLETELY. He is so much more gentle and emotional, his voice is still squeaky and charismatic but he’s outgoing in a less obvious way. His movements and voice mean that whenever there is an exciting, funny moment- the audience appreciate it so much more. Everyone loved him today. He was so adorable ??? He kept wiping his nose, sniffing (I thought anto was sick but I’m pretty sure he was fine at stage door), fiddling with his hair. The library scene and staircase ballet ended me. I’m pretty sure he actually cried at the staircases. Therefore I cried. He was so sweet during the owlery scene. He and Sam kept bumping into each other during the show and in the owlery scene as Scorpius says “and wake up everyone at hog warts?” he just echoed “hogwarts warts warts warts” and everyone died. The whole yelling “help” moment was sweet as well. He ran across the stage and everyone lost it. He and Sam were also very sweet during a lot of the play. On the train anto knelt down and held onto sams leg, cute. In the church scene they side hugged and patted each other on their backs. Also as Albus reassured Harry he was fine, anto was sat on the floor and he shuffled over to gently squeeze Sam’s arm. Eeeeep! Special mention to the last scene- the two of them were soooo close, there was a nose boop, several pokes and it was adorable. He also repeatedly overexaggerated certain lines like “you can stand with me” as Albus got sorted into slytherin. I love anto, I can’t wait to see him in something new but I will miss him as my baby Scorpius.

Sam:
Oh Sam. Sam is so under appreciated, today was a Sam day for me. I spent so much time just admiring Sam. He’s exceptional. His angst and emotion, facial expressions and movements destroy me. Even in the first few scenes as he sits on the trunk watching everyone stare he had me broken. His facial expressions…. gahhhhh!!!!! I told him several times today how exceptional he is and he’s responded to all of them so I’m glad he’s getting the love he deserves :’) he looked so sad during the ballet, as usual. And he and Jamie were on fire today during the arguments. Right up in each other’s faces, yelling and so overcome with emotion. He’s the kind of actor who doesn’t just learn what he has to do- he learns the lines but the lines become part of who his character is and it all feels so natural. He’s so talented. His interaction with poppy always makes me cry and his chemistry with anto,,, there would be no scorbus without Sam and it seems that people forget that sometimes. He is so talented and deserves love and acknowledgement of that. He was so incredible during the Delphi/Scorpius/Albus scenes. His face and voice when Scorpius was crucioed god I cried so hard. Sam always brings something new and fresh and I feel so honoured to have seen his Albus three times. He made Albus for me, he is Albus and I honestly appreciate his characterisation so much. Sam clemmett is an exceptionally talented actor and I will be front at the queue to purchase tickets to whatever he does next.

James Howard:
Have only ever seen Alex’s draco so this was a wonderful surprise to see James. And boyyyy he loved up to my expectation. Alex has a more humorous side, his lines have a hint of laughter and he makes draco funny while also sensitive. But James,,,,, god James took it to a different place. He took draco somewhere darker, someone trapped inside his own emotions. I felt the intensity whenever he was on stage. During the duel with harry, he sounded almost sinister on the “I want to hurt you” likes. It was immense. The office scene in part two with Scorpius,,, the way he speaks the line about Scorpius. I was so emotional during his delivery of the speech about Astoria. He built up all these sinister walls around draco and tore them all down in the really emotional moments. I am so glad he is taking over as draco because he is AMAZING. During the church scene he comforted Scorpius at the door, kept rubbing his shoulder asking if he was okay. I felt the malfoy love and he played dad!draco so well. During the next scene watching Lily and James die,,, he pulled anto into his side, comforted him with love while battling his own emotions. Breathtaking. Truly breathtaking. I’m honoured to have seen him perform.

As usual the rest of the cast were incredible. Noma always impresses, Paul was as funny as always. The polyjuice scene always brightens my day. Jamie was incredible. He was more emotional than I’ve ever seen him before. During fights and yelling and after the dreams he was so deep into Harry I had shivers down my spine. I also want to celebrate poppy because she is also lovely. I love her Ginny. She makes her the doting mother while retaining the independence and strength Ginny has had all her life. I also just want to appreciate her run- when she runs on and off stage it makes me happy. She has an adorable run. I wanted to tell her at stage door but it seemed like such a random thing to say to someone lmao.

The audience took a while to get into it today. There weren’t many laughs until the second interval of part 1. Which was a shame because the polyjuice potion scene didn’t get as much appreciation as it deserved. A lot of the funny lines also got overlooked (imo) but lord knows hannah was there laughing herself to tears at everything. By the end everyone was enthralled. Standing ovation, cheers and tears and happiness all around. The rightful response. This cast are immense. I love them. I love this play.

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♚ ℐASSYBEANS.



MULAN. ☽ ˣ @honoreflected

Man o’ man, where do I even begin with this girl?
Mulan, you and I have been friends for YEARS – you’re practically my baby sister by now. I remember the day we met like it was yesterday and I can’t believe that I didn’t approach you a day sooner, babes. For the longest time, I kept my distance from you; I had this crazy assumption that you were just a troll roleplayer, always joking around and hardly ever staying in character. But then you sent me that friend request and I figured that it was time to get to know the perfect person that is you.
I’m so glad that I did.
Honey, you turned out to be one of the most beautiful people on the planet. ON THE FUCKING PLANET. And not to mention, a great writer! Just ask your 900+ followers. c; You’re always thinking of others and you never fail to do what’s right or decide what’s fair for everyone, even if your gut tells you otherwise. I’ve seen your saddest times, your hardest times, and your happiest times and you’ve definitely seen all of mine. It’s just so crazy how you became such a huge part of my life so quickly. It was so quick, that it was almost impossible to believe and ever since we exchanged Roleplayer.Me comments, I beat myself up for not giving you a chance way back when first started. Now, I can’t even go a day without talking to you or I’ll probably lose it. Lol. Mulan… B.Cookie… you mean more to me than Jasmine does or ever will – and you KNOW how deep my love for this character is.
Basically, I love you best friend and I always will. That’s a promise!

MEGARA. ☽ ˣ @nxtmegara

You already know how much you mean to me. But… My darling! I can’t believe the circumstances of how we’ve met. Lol. Not only are you a bestie in RP, but you’re a bestie in RL, that is also my COWORKER. I just can’t. You’re an angel sent from Heaven, you just don’t know. When I was new at our crazy, slave-driving job, you welcomed me SO nicely without hesitation, along with other people too. You even bought me a Princess Jasmine pin for Christmas and a Rajah Tsum-Tsum plush randomly, just because. JUST BECAUSE. That’s how I knew we had a real thing going. AND THEN RECENTLY. You opened up to me about your personal life a little bit more, insanely revealing to me that you were into character-writes too. That literally blew my mind. Blew it. You’ve always been different than everyone else at our job but, it’s even more-so now that we have a deeper connection no one else around us will ever understand – and that’s pretty freaking cool, if you ask me. Work used to suck but, it’s worth showing up to everyday now, knowing that you’ll possibly be there, cracking up at dumb shit and avoiding mess with me. Lmfaoooo! I love you, my mermaid! Lots and lots! ~

GENIE / FLINT LOCKWOOD. ☽ ˣ @flintlockwood

My baby! Oh, guys. This is my heart right here. He is my beloved Meatball, Flint. But first and foremost, he is my main Genie of the Lamp. I have been roleplaying as Jasmine for a long enough time and for years now, I’ve struggled to find a Genie to have as a main / best friend. And then he came along and we instantly had more than an RP connection. / Fli-nie / , you mean so much more to me than some silly old RP account. Honestly, truly. That’s simply because you are absolutely incredible in character and out of character – just angelic either way. The bond that we share is irreplaceable; it’s gotten to where I can spot your editing / many, many profiles a mile away. You have made millions of other accounts to keep you occupied lately, all of which you’ve added me from. And even though your big, blue account is inactive, you’ve still held onto it just for me. That means something. I’m not going to lie, I miss having you there but being with you as Flint is just as perfect. You’re such a blessing! Just know that you will always be my number one Big Blue Baby Boo and my best friend forever!



♚ ℐASSYBAES.



MIRAGE. ☽ ˣ @femmexfatale-x

Mirage, Mirage, Mirage. We go waaaaay back – even farther back than Mulan and I. When I first joined the Disney verse, you were the very first one to speak to me, the first to write with me, and the first to co-own RPGs with me. We went everywhere together hand in hand and always had each other’s backs. Sadly, after a while, we grew distant as our RL’s grew busier and then you vanished completely, from time to time. But even still, you always made it a point to contact me as soon as you could and I was always willing and happy to hear from you! Then, thankfully last year, out of the blue, you made a huge come-back and things were back to the way they used to be between us. Ever since then, it has been like old times hanging out with you and catching up on everything we’ve missed out on. You’re the ride-or-die that everyone on the planet is wishing for and I’m so glad to call you mine. I love you babygal!

ICHIGO. ☽ ˣ @xkingshinigamix

You already know you hold a special place in my heart, Ichi. We haven’t known eachother for very long but, I already know for a fact that I can always depend on you. You’re my King, my Knight, my Protector. And I couldn’t ask for a better companion.

RAJA. ☽ ˣ @fireversed

My OTHER Raja + her muses. When I first made my account, before my hiatus, you were one of the very first people to speak to me here. I was SO new and SO nervous to post my writing but then, you were just so welcoming and sweet and the ice-breaking message you sent to me was too cute! You gave me the confidence that I needed and I want to seriously thank you for that. So now, when I call for my furrier Rajah, I have high hopes that you’ll come prancing from around the corner alongside him! xD ILYBBY.

POCAHONTAS. ☽ ˣ @ofthewiind

Just. Ugh. You’re the most amazing Indian Queen that I’ve ever met. Deadass. You give me such life and you’re such a beautiful and great writer. I didn’t think my love for Poca could get any stronger, TBH. Then here yo ass come, all flawless n’ shit. c; ILY, ma. Thank you for sticking with this basic-ass queen.

LOLA BUNNY. ☽ ˣ @hoopsheartthrob

#WCE right here. You’re the epitome of bunny badass and you slay me every single day. I had no choice BUT to include you on here. AND YOUR BIRTHDAY IS IN APRIL TOO? Please. Lol! Thank you for giving me the opportunity to potentially become your best friend in the whole entire world because we’re honestly meant to be when you think about it – I mean, come on now.

ESMERALDA. ☽ ˣ @murroyilodel

Esmeeeeeee! Oh, girl. You’re such a sweetheart in every way! I will never forget that day, a few weeks ago, when things weren’t going so well with me and you sent me that sweet, random message. That really made my day and it gave me the feel goods that I needed. Thank you so much, honey! That won you a permanent place on my besties list and you’re definitely A1 in my book.

MOANA. ☽ ˣ @horizoncrossed

Mo! You are beyond perfect, from muse to mun! It is a delight to see your bright, beautiful posts on my dashboard every day! You definitely do Moana a justice and I’m so excited to see where this friendship will take us! Expect tons of loving from me, okay? ~



♚ ℰVEN MORE DAZZLING FACES !



Those of you that I’ve peeped and literally swooned over.
If anyone is / feels left out, I’m so sorry! That is not intentional!
But there are so many of you now and I’ve recently gained almost 50 more followers, so! Lol!

@snakemade ( jafar. ) , @cantsayit ( megara. ) , @distrcss ( megara. ) , @air-hercs ( hercules. ) @gloryfound ( miguel. ) , @goldfound ( tulio. ) , @worldlyevil ( maleficent. ) , @futurxxs ( ishizu. ) , @leparoza ( aurora. ) , @servesthegods ( chel. ) , @starhaze ( multi-muse. ) , @lecturebeaute ( belle. ) , @underworldreign ( hades. ) , @inhxrmony ( ariel. ) , @sailedstars ( jimbo. ) , @boorishbrute ( gaston. ) , @dreamswithin ( edward. ) , @mistressofevil ( maleficent. ) , @glassedcoffin ( snow white. ) , @wabbitseezon ( daffy. ) , @riffraffstreetratidontbuythat ( female aladdin. ) , @adventhero ( cloud strife. ) , @hxilprincxssaurora ( aurora. ) , @spacebabed ( beautiful stargirl. ) , @oceancalled ( moana. ) , @problem-free ( timon. ) , @flxbber ( professor phillip. ) , @wiccanblood ( thorn. ) , @bengalisms ( caspian. ) , @cavetigrim ( shere khan. ) , @rxseblanche ( belle. ) , @incarnateyouth ( peter pan. ) , @ofmallum ( maleficent. ) , @ibisangelus ( rinoa. ) , @the-char-memeing-prince ( prince charming. ) , @kcybladcr ( sora. ) , @diilwen ( sophie. ) , @pickanosis ( osmosis. ) , @tinkiisms ( tinker bell. ) .

Obviously, each and every one of my followers mean a lot to me! But these are just the few that have really stood out / have contacted me over the past few weeks! My list keeps updating so of course, more of you will be on the next Follow Forever post, for sure! I hope to get to know more of you soon!

i think a lot of victor’s characterisation and depth does com from fanon (though here it’s not really the writer’s fault i think given how they have to toe a very fine line and not get freaking censored) but he’s one of hte only characters with (possible) depression that i’ve found not offensive? same thing with Yuuri’s anxiety. I can only speak for myself obviously but i really appreciate how the show and most writers don’t just kinda do the tropey “aaaaaand magical healing cock an deverything is fine” thing. 

i feel like viktor being able to consider quitting is so real and really hits me close to home because i find myself really trapped (though not in some endless loop of emprical succes like him haha). but yeah it’s. quitting is really hard. giving up is hard. i know i can’t do it. i know i don’t know how.

sigh i really hope you guys like the victor fic because it feels very close to me. idek.

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a progression of selfies as i realized that 1) my hair should be down and 2) i wasn’t wearing my glasses and thus representing myself as a person who can see which is a downright lie

anonymous asked:

hey... what do you think... of non-platonic burrjeff?? asking for a friend ;)

Ya know, I have thought about this many a time. While I personally love them having a close platonic relationship (that was one of my fave things to write in DWYD), I can see it being more!

Just both of them being at college around the same time and being in some of the same classes. And we all know Jefferson answers every damn question a professor asks and he interrupts people or shoots down their arguments. And he succeeds at doing that until one day Aaron has just had enough and starts arguing a point with Jefferson in class.

And it seriously turns into a full blown debate. Jefferson turns in his chair (he’s in the front) to look at Aaron (who is in the back of the room) and they start debating back and forth and much to everyone’s surprise, Aaron manages to silence Jefferson and win the debate.

And Jefferson, instead of being upset, is just like, finally! Someone who can keep up with him! So he intercepts Aaron before he can leave the class and asks him if they can continue their conversation over dinner. But Aaron just rolls his eyes and says no, because goddamn he gets annoyed listening to Jefferson in class, no way is he gonna listen to the guy outside of class.

But Jefferson doesn’t give up easily.

Every day in class Jefferson makes a point of trying to get Aaron riled up enough to start arguing with him again. He’ll just be talking and talking and lean back in his chair to throw Aaron a smirk over his shoulder. And Aaron will bite his tongue in an effort to not give in, but eventually he’ll just sigh heavily, and then start arguing with Jefferson and he does his best to ignore Jefferson’s satisfied expression. Soon, Aaron finds that he’s actually starting to enjoy arguing with Jefferson. Hell, he’s even starting to look forward to it every day.

Then Aaron starts to notice that he’s running into Jefferson everywhere.

Jefferson appears at Aaron’s favorite study spot, sprawled across a chair at the table with a cheeky smile on his face when Aaron stops dead in his tracks. Then Aaron just rolls his eyes and slams his books onto the table, shooting Jefferson a glare as he starts to study. And Jefferson gives him about 3 minutes of silence before leaning across the table and asking Aaron how his day is going.

And honestly, Aaron would be lying if he said he hated Jefferson. Sure the guy is annoying, but he’s also incredibly smart and has a certain charm that Aaron can’t deny he’s attracted to. But he would never actually tell Jefferson this. The man’s ego is big enough already.

But Aaron doesn’t tell Jefferson to leave him alone or go away. So they start studying together almost every day, and soon that studying turns into getting dinner together as well. And sure most of the time they spend together consists of them bickering back and forth, but Jefferson always has a smile on his face as they argue, and soon, Aaron finds himself mirroring that expression.

Aaron, without really understanding why, finds himself even spending time in Jefferson’s dorm room during his free time. And in his own habitat, Jefferson is even more interesting to Aaron. The man seems less uptight and less pretentious when he’s alone, cracks more jokes and shares more about himself. And Aaron slowly finds himself opening up to Jefferson, wondering at the same time why this loud, bouncy, snarky man makes him feel so comfortable? Jefferson is the type of person that Aaron usually despises. But for some reason, he can’t stop thinking about Jefferson.

But Aaron is confused. He likes Jefferson, and he’s pretty sure Jefferson likes him, so why hasn’t the man asked Aaron out again? Does he not like him anymore? Does he only want to be Aaron’s friend? Had Aaron misinterpreted the first dinner invite? He’s so confused.

And Jefferson is just as confused. Aaron is suddenly around him all the time, looking at him with those beautiful eyes and falling asleep on his couch when they stay up too late working or talking. He’s overwhelmed by how much he likes Aaron, and he really, really doesn’t want to mess it up. Especially since he got pulled aside by Aaron’s roommate, Bellamy, and had been told/basically threatened that if he hurts Aaron he will be kicked in the ass. Once Jefferson told Bellamy he had only good intentions, Bellamy tells him that Aaron isn’t used to letting people get close to him, and freaks out when he starts to feel attached to people. So Jefferson is trying to take things slow.

It all kind of comes crashing down one day when Aaron and Jefferson are walking back to the dorms. It’s snowing and Aaron is grumbling about not having a scarf and Jefferson barely even hesitates before unwrapping the purple scarf he’s wearing and then wrapping it around Aaron’s neck. Aaron stands perfectly still as Jefferson’s fingers brush over his skin, and when he looks up, Jefferson is staring down at him with parted lips and wide eyes, both of them leaning towards each other, but the moment is broken when Laurens walks past them with Hamilton and yells, “Aw! You two are the cutest couple!” And Jefferson, worried that Aaron will be freaked out by the assumption quickly responds back that him and Aaron aren’t dating. Aaron, taking that as meaning Jefferson doesn’t like him, pulls away from Jefferson and mumbles out that he has to go before almost running back to his dorm.

Weeks go by without them speaking, and Aaron spends most of his time moping in his room and staring at the ridiculous purple scarf lying on his floor. And Jefferson is being an even bigger mope, sometimes not even showing up to class because he is so terrified of seeing Aaron, who he thinks hates him now. And of course Aaron thinks that Jefferson is just showing that he never liked Aaron in the first place.

Eventually, Aaron gets so fed up with everything that he just runs outside in his pajamas one evening, not even throwing on a coat, and goes to Jefferson’s dorm, knocking loudly on his door and yelling his name. He falls silent when the door opens, greeted by a disheveled Jefferson clad in sweatpants and a white t-shirt, his eyes puffy and his hair a mess. Aaron opens and closes his mouth a few times as his mind spins; he had thought Jefferson was just messing with him, that he had never cared, but now…well, Aaron thinks he might have misread the situation.

He convinces Jefferson to let him in, and they just stand there staring at the floor until Aaron blurts out that he thought Jefferson had liked him before and now he’s confused. And Jefferson just stares open mouthed at Aaron before half yelling that of course he likes Aaron, he was just trying to take things slow.

And Aaron lets that sink in for a moment before throwing himself at Jefferson, wrapping his arms around his neck and kissing him square on the mouth. When they pull away a few moments later, Aaron tells him that he doesn’t want them to go slow. He wants Jefferson to be his stupid, annoying, pretentious boyfriend that drives him crazy.

The following weeks are the same but a little different between them. They still argue in class, still bicker back and forth at meals, but they also hold hands now and kiss each other on the cheek after an argument, or just sit and stare at each other with love struck expressions while trying to study.

And Aaron wears that purple scarf every damn day.

Things about the OiYama 50 First Dates AU because I’ve been thinking about it A Lot:

- Karasuno first years were all roommates at uni before the accident

- Yamaguchi was visiting home for the weekend and got into a car accident with his mother on the way to the store

- He was in a coma for 2 months before waking up. The doctors kept him for monitoring for a few more weeks. After having to explain why he was in the hospital every single day without fail they discovered he had severe damage to his temporal lobe and can’t process any new memories. (He loses all his memory of the day when he sleeps but he can remember everything leading up to the day of the accident)

- His parents take him home and live every day over and over and Yamaguchi is none the wiser, thinking he’s just on break from uni

- This goes on for over a year

- Seijoh third years and Kuroo and Bokuto are all close friends and typical party boys and enjoy sleeping around a lot

- Oikawa has issues with commitment and constantly has one night stands with promised phone calls that never happen

- He sees Yamaguchi in a cafe one day and immediately wants to Tap That

- Suga and Daichi own the cafe and are very aware of Yamaguchi’s situation

- Oikawa comes back every day for a week and Yamaguchi is always there eating his french fries and reading a book (it’s the same book every day but Oikawa just figures the boy must really like that book)

- Finally he gets up the nerve to strike up a conversation with the boy and they get along great and he reacts well to his flirtatious advances

- He asks Yamaguchi if he wants to go back to his place with a wink and Yamaguchi is just like ???? No? And he gets indignant and offended because he doesn’t put out on the first date

- And Oikawa is just like, well can I take you out again then? Because damn if this boy isn’t intriguing and hot

- Yamaguchi eventually agrees to meet Oikawa at the cafe again the next day at the same time

- When Oikawa shows up the next day and sits by Yamaguchi asking jokingly if he was ready to sleep with him yet, Yamaguchi looks at him terrified before shakily asking him to leave or he’ll call the cops

- Oikawa is stunned before Daichi is grabbing him and dragging him out of the cafe

- Suga angrily explains everything to Oikawa and warns him to stay away from Yamaguchi

- Cue Oikawa coming back again every now and then and starting random conversations with Yamaguchi, much to Suga and Daichi’s annoyance

- At first Oikawa only does it because it annoys Suga and Daichi and he can flirt with Yamaguchi all day with no strings attached

- But oh no Oikawa catches feelings and that is not good because Yamaguchi will never know who he is

- He attempts though and eventually Suga and Daichi see he’s serious and help him out

- Through videos and journals he explains every day about Yamaguchi’s accident and they start a very shaky relationship that Yamaguchi has to be told about every single day

- Lots of angst and bittersweetness ensue of course

God someone kick me so I actually write this instead of just thinking about it and making myself angry