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That Special Time of the Month

Originally posted by antisepticdark

Summary: Fem!Reader wakes up to find that her period came during the night and now she has to deal with the guys being annoying at the office… Well mainly just Mark. Hope you guys like!

A/N: Hello! I wrote a fic, and trust me its not very good and it’s waaay longer than it needs to be. Be gentle, I’m new to the whole posting my writing thing. Also! I speak fluent Spanish so i used some slang in the fic!
“No mames”- Spanish slang/curse for “no way”/“no fucking way”
“Sentida”- Spanish for upset or offended (in this context reader is sad)
Lastly there’s a text conversation in the fic so ‘-’ is Ethan and ‘=‘ is Tyler.

Wordcount: like +2k I’m sorry this is too long bye

Requests are open? This is no good so I don’t know why anyone would be requesting but yeah you can do that if you want. Hope you guys enjoy!

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anonymous asked:

(Monii) JikookThrowback Ep.3: Remember that time when we caught jikook in the back of another boy group's interview. Or those times in bon voyage when they were WAAAAY to the back or off to the side just chillin'(with no cam focused on them). Or those times when they share a car (just them). And those times they were the last to leave (together). Or those times JK waited for JM because he's slow or even when he wasn't. It's interesting how they just fall into pace with each other. #GOALS

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they enjoy each other’s company

 it’s very well known that they are always the last ones to leave, because jimin is always slow and jungkook always waits for him , i think there was this time in “bon voyage” where jimin was late / left behind, and jungkook kept saying”oh! he’s driving me crazy!”and kept looking back for jimin , but still waited for him anyways. and in that same day when the other members complained about jimin being slow/late he suddenly got so defensive about it , and found excuses for jimin sounding a little too offended. 

they even once said it themselves once that  they were always the last ones to leave! 

they’ve been caught hanging out, just the two of them in the back, in several occasions, when there was no camera on them , they’d choose to stick togther “ alone “ on their own free will , like all these times where they waited for each other/ walked together in the back -while having deep conversations-  when there was no cam focusing on them . which poves how much they enjoy each other’s company.

they share a car most of the time, even when it’s not the tow of them only in the car they’d be with taehyung, like jungkook’s graduation day, despite the presence of taehyung with them in the car they pretty much acted as if they were alone, especially in the video that jimin uploaded on twitter,you can see tae in the bg laying there watching something on his phone while they were having a talk , because it was clear that jungkook was in the middle of saying something when jimin suddenly started filming him. 

also remember the time jimin waited for jungkook for over five hours so that he could go home together with him , no one would do such a thing unless they really really enjoy that person’s company, and are attached / attracted to that person beyond imagination , because here’s the thing,in jimin‘s case can you imagine how tired he must have been that day because of the promotions/practice/+he spent all day filming ! and after he was done, instead of choosing to go home and have some rest like the rest of the members did , he chose not to, and waited for 5 damn hours for jungkook! and most importantly he still didn’t look that annoyed by it,he looked very chill actually even when he was complaining that jungkook kept drawing even after finishing filming, he couldn’t stop smiling.. rapmon once said; quote:[when someone falls in love and really likes the other person, they’d feel happy and sweet even when they wait for an hour].

“the hotel room analysis” i’m pretty convinced that jimin was staying in jungkook’s hotel room that night (the analysis i’m talking about is taken down because it was too risky for them)  but it was too accurate that’s why they took it down in the first place… in this vlive, jungkook looked a little more disturbed than usual, he took a little too long to open the door for tae when he was supposed to be only throwing a robe(?) which btw he was still in the process of wearing after opening the door (+jimin’s phone/shoes/sweater were there too)  the real question is why was jimin hanging out with him there, with lights dimmed and with some soft music playing and with jungkook’s make up “smeared all over his face” (he kept pointing that out btw which made tae change the subject) , hmm… 

i can’t find the gifs of jungkook being caught back hugging jimin in the background when some boy group was having an interview, but it happened so there’s that. it just proves how genuine the whole thing is! i mean they were sure that they weren’t being filmed and jungkook still back hugged jimin. it shows how intimate their relationship is, even with no cams  are involved which proves that their whole relationship is indeed not for fanservice but very genuine! 

Why I Have To Meet Jack

You guys may well think I’m silly for writing this post, but I’m going to anyway. I have thoughts and I need to get them out. I’m a firm believer in writing down your emotions rather than bottling them up. 

Anyway. If you’re tired of my complaining about not meeting Jack, then I won’t blame you for scrolling away from this right away. Feel free, or you can carry on reading. But not only am I saying the obstacles that are in my way, I’m also writing exactly why meeting Jack matters so much to me. I’ve broken it down so hopefully it’s easier for you guys to read.

I know I’ve posted about this a billion times before, but I feel the need to do it again. I kind of stop thinking about it, and then something reminds me again. I see gifs from PAX, I read about people meeting him. I’m happy for everyone who does, but I’m reminded that it hasn’t happened to me and maybe never will. I feel selfish for thinking this, but I can’t help it.

Just wait, it will happen, I hear you say. But that’s easier said than done, for a number of reasons. If it was just as simple as being too young to go on my own or whatever, then yes, it would only be a matter of time. But it’s not.

First of all, I can’t afford to go to conventions (particularly so if they are in another country, and I’m yet to find one in the UK that Jack goes to). I currently don’t earn, and even when I do it won’t be much - musicians often don’t earn much at first, and I’m not making anything from YouTube “yet” (I hope I will but it may never take off for all I know. I can’t rely on it).

Then there’s my current mental state. Going to a convention would be difficult thanks to my wonderful social anxiety. Just the thought of the crowds, the people around me while travelling… And I imagine that travelling, and the convention itself, would take a lot of energy - possibly too much for my depression to handle. Maybe I could push through it to meet Jack, but I don’t know; would it be worth risking putting myself under too much pressure?

And that’s not all. Oh yes, there’s more. Getting to another country is difficult for me for another reason. I can’t do it by myself. Yes, I’m 21 years old and I don’t know how to go through an airport by myself. I feel stupid. Not just because I’ve never learnt how, but also I struggle with things like that. I always have. I’m particularly brilliant at getting lost. My anxiety loves it, not.

And there’s more. Since I’ve started watching Jack, I’ve been at university/college so I haven’t had the time to go away to conventions. Once I leave here in a couple of months time (*panics*), I will be focusing a lot on YouTube, and probably having to find a job (yawn). And until I find one and have money, I can’t go even if I have the time.

This may well sound like I’m making excuses, but honestly… I’m really not. I wouldn’t. This is something I need to do in my lifetime, it’s a dream of mine. Jack is my hero. I have no reason to make any excuses. These are all genuine barriers to one of my life goals. Obstacles that feel insurmountable. And it breaks my heart. It breaks my heart to think that I may never meet the person who began to turn my life around. It breaks my heart to think that I may never get to thank him in person for what he’s done. It breaks my heart to think that I may never be able to hug him. He feels like a long distance friend - or even family, if I can say that. Jack means the world to me. More than he’ll ever know - but if I meet him, I can get closer to expressing it than I can from here.

I have thoughts about what I would do if I did meet Jack. I already know that I will make a folder or something of stuff I’ve made for him (fanart, poems, etc) and I’ll give it to him. And, of course, I’ll give him the biggest hugs he’s ever had. I’ll do my best to let him know what he means to me. I’ll tell him about how he’s inspired me and that my YouTube channel is beginning to grow thanks to him giving me the courage to make more videos. I was anxious to go on camera, but he made me brave, and now I love it immensely and want to do it for as long as possible.

Jack is not just a YouTuber to me. He’s been a counsellor when I’ve needed advice and someone to care. Jack has been a friend when I’ve felt alone, believing in me even when I didn’t anymore. He’s been a beautiful green light in the pitch black void of depression and anxiety, the hope I needed when mine was all gone. 

He’s been like an annoying older brother who makes stupid jokes to make you laugh - which means even more to me as one of my older brothers, who made me laugh a lot, is no longer with us. He’s been someone to watch playing games now that I can’t watch my brother play them anymore.

He’s been a lullaby when I couldn’t sleep, cradling me with kindness and wrapping me up in smiles and laughter. He’s been a soothing voice amongst the painful noise of life. He’s held my hand when I’ve been hurting, wiping away the tears from my eyes. He’s started to heal the cracks in my heart and mind. When I was starting to lose sight of anything good in life, having less and less reasons to smile, he showed me that things weren’t so bad after all. He taught me to genuinely smile again.

And Jack is the reason why I found this wonderful community, and have made amazing friends who have made me feel cared about. You guys have made me feel less lonely despite the isolation of social anxiety and depression. Without Jack, I probably wouldn’t know any of you exist.

Jack is my hero.

I need to meet him some day.

I have to.

jungle - part five

title: jungle (PG)

type: chaptered

character: Jackson (feat got7)

plot : you think you’re about to die when you’re purposefully abandoned on an unknown island, but life has other things(or people) in store for you

part one | part two | part three | part four | part six

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anonymous asked:

Do you think you could explain all the drama and controversy behind the miss officer and mr truffles show thing. Are they asking for too much money on their kickstarter or is this just about one of the animators saying something rude? I'm really confused and i was kinda excited over this becoming a real show but now I don't know what's going on.

here’s the post claiming animators are still not paid for the work they did on the kickstarter video

here are my thoughts about the budget proposal 

here’s why i didnt like this crap in the first place months ago

here’s a response to one of the recent posts on the MOAMT blog

someone mentioned the creator (Ami) makes gross posts on twitter and yep sure does

for the stuff that happened months ago i never thought to screencap their responses and when i went back to look up receipts for my post all the shitty stuff they said got deleted or edited, and i dunno if anyone screencapped the original responses that pissed everyone off.

a run down of the “drama” (which tbh i dont think its drama, i think their non-apologies and anti-“sjw” bitterness makes it drama. people were pretty civil and polite until Ami started getting pissed off bc ppl were offended):

  • they had an url with a slur in it (f*ggot) which is not a slur for them to reclaim. 
  • when the original post with the meme art got popular, people started to get offended at their url. they got so many asks about it they threw a fit and changed their url, explicitly stating it was frustrating and just to get people off their back. 
  • yeah, they changed the url but continued to mock the people who were offended and asked them to change it. i looked up the posts where they did this and they were all deleted or the response had been changed from mocking to playing the victim.
  • they received an ask with a transmisogynist slur in it (t word but not  the usual t word, the other one) and answered the ask jokingly. they edited their response in this receipt too.
  • their online shop name is the same name their url used to be with a slur in it. apparently its too much trouble to move their shop over under a different name.
  • they posted an “apology” (its in one of the links) which is NOT an apology it’s a “im sorry youre offended i guess, will you piss off now since i said sorry” type of thing. 
  • basically theyve had a super shitty attitude about all this and theyre always mocking people who are offended. (see the link about their twitter and them making fun of “f*ggot” being offensive.)

people thought the bear had been put down but apparently not, i dunno how valid that is. also the RCMP, “Ms Officer” in the original post with the bear, has a long history of abusing power and racially charged oppression, especially of First Nation peoples. a lot of people dont want to support this project on that fact alone, since its glorifying a police force who has terrorized native communities and has been investigated for racist motivations multiple times. 

without the screencapped receipts of the artists original fuck ups and attitude, a lot of what i say cant really be backed up through evidence. idk if anyone else capped them, i figure if they did i’d see it eventually.

also with the reports of animators being bullied around and going unpaid is on word alone, the person who posted about it says they cant disclose who the animators are. so the evidence there is thin. however, my gut tells me theres truth to it, and the fact MOAMT hasnt addressed the accusations seems fishy. (and even when they do address stuff, it usually seems really hostile and desperate, which seems too reactive for someone so innocent. but thats my gut feeling and idk i dont blame anybody for disregarding these things.)

but still, its your money. if you still wanna support it, go ahead. i just dont think its wise and tbh i dont think this person deserves that kind of support just because they drew a cute bear and had a popular post based on an already popular post. at least not from me, theyve shown themselves to be very unprofessional, bitter, condescending and just straight up rude. people try to defend the slurs and non-apology saying English isn’t their first language, but that seems like a poor excuse. their handle of the language and slang is pretty good, i couldnt even tell. and even if its true, they didnt understand those slurs, they certainly dont really give a shit about it. their apology is about as far away from an apology you can get without explicitly telling someone to fuck off, and to top it off theyre now mocking the slur on twitter that they apparently got educated about months ago.

they dont give a fuck. they fucked up and rolled their eyes about it while saying the words “sorry”, deleted all the shitty stuff they said, and then now they have this exorbitant budget for a 7 minute pitch episode based on a tumblr meme. theyve shown themselves to be extremely unprofessional, and if nothing else, i dont trust them with all that money. if people want to support it, sure. fine, its your money? do what you want, and if you dont care abt all the shady/bad attitude stuff and just want the show to be made, welp. do what you do.

Lizz talks about Christmas

(Until the end of the Christmas Season, Lizz will talk about Austrian Christmas traditions, music, theology and other christmas related stuff.)

Today: KRAMPUS!!!!!

Two days ago we talked about Saint Nicolas and Santa Claus, so it’s time to talk about Krampus now. Be prepared, it’s gonna get scary (and a little longer) today!!

December 5th is the day of Saint Nicolas’ helper, the KRAMPUS.

(Look at him! Fucking scary!!!!)

Note: Let me just say one thing about the Krampus movie: I’m not a fan of Hollywood taking things from my culture and my traditions and turning it into a crappy horror comedy whatever. I don’t appreciate it, and the trailer was - rightfully - booed in my local cinema. Krampus is not just some movie monster, he’s an important part of our culture, especially where I come from. So fuck you Hollywood. A lot. Thanks.

Now then, let’s talk about the Krampus!

What is the Krampus?

In many European countries, Saint Nicolas has a helper. Krampus is one of those helpers and became highly popular in recent years (because of the movie, and because he’s awesome!). An article on cracked.com describes Krampus as “a horned monster … who acts as the bad cop of Santa’s operation, scaring children into being on they best behavior with the threats of being whipped with birch rods or, in extreme cases, being stuffed in a wicker basket and dragged off to hell.” They also call him the “Batman of Christmas”, which is pretty awesome!

We see Krampus in three different situations:

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anonymous asked:

Okay so this may seem a bit silly but I feel like I'm being pulled in two different directions. You (very successfully, damn you) pulled me into Ziam (and made me both love and hate this band all over again because why do they do this my feels are struggling). But now theres all this payneton stuff on my dash and I want to check it out, but not because of Ziam and do you think its legit or just some wave from the fandom?

You know people keep telling me that there’s Liam/Jordan stuff everywhere and I literally have yet to see anything pop up randomly on my dash. I’ve had one post sent to me, but in terms of trying to wrap my head around it. I’m not seeing much. Maybe I just haven’t taken a proper look at my dash or got distracted going through my ‘sao dogs’ tag (I LOVE DOGS IF YOU DO TOO CLICK ON THAT LINK…SO MANY DOGS…SO MANY LOLS…SO MANY HAPPY TEARS). 

Sorry I started thinking about pugs and got distracted. Goddamn I love them. With their snuffling and snoring. Have you seen that youtube video called ‘Pug gets scolded, takes it hard’? If not get thee to youtube. 

Ok what were you asking? Oh yeah. Ummm. I’m working on a ‘Definition of a Bro Tattoo Part II’ as it pertains to Ziam. They are seriously more hardcore than Larry when it comes to tattoos. Zayn’s about one tattoo away from getting ‘I LOVE LIAM’ tattooed on his forehead. Unless you’ve looked into Muslim marriage tattoos then it won’t be obvious what they’re saying, but that madala and rose was basically Ziam’s way of saying 

I’ll explain it all in due time. Like after I’ve had more coffee. 

I was very opposed to talking about Jordan Paynton because coming from a sports background myself and knowing people who work in athletic management, certain sports are far more homophobic than others and initially I felt that he was being lined up to be outed against his will. HOWEVER, there was no way for me to say this when I first got wind of it the other day without drawing more attention to it, and now that it’s out there I can’t very well shut down an entire conversation myself. 

I also started looking into it a bit more last night and Jordan Paynton is still in university. He’s currently a 5th draft recruit (apparently) who has a business degree and a clothing line (I think?). I don’t know if people are familiar with NCAA rules, or why you would expect that an Oxbridge graduate would be, but I am. Don’t worry about why. 

Jordan Paynton cannot accept any fiscal rewards for playing football as a university student. Nor can he appear in commercials, drive around free cars, or get endorsements like NFL players. If you were looking to raise your personal profile as someone who cannot do so as an athlete, how could you? Aligning yourself with one of the biggest boy bands in the world could help. Last I checked Jordan had about 4,000 followers on Twitter. Liam as 22 MILLION. And his tweet to Jordan was literally one of two things he tweeted in the entire month of January. 

Now, I don’t know why and I’m not going to sit here guessing and try to pass it off to everyone as fact. As always I am just trying to point out some details about these shady ass situations because it’s quite baffling and talkin it out is how I can start to connect the dots. 

I would imagine that getting people used to the idea of Liam dating a man is at least part of this. Remember Xander? How quickly people went from assuming Harry was dating every girl he hung out with to dating every man he hung out with was one of the most low-key and kind of smartest ways I’ve seen a narrative shift in which Harry liking men was just all of a sudden accepted as fact to most people. 

The fact that people couldn’t even breathe the word Ziam without being laughed at a couple of months ago but now all of a sudden it’s become the main discourse that Liam might like men (just not Zayn! Anyone but Zayn.) makes me feel like whoever is running this show isn’t as moronic as I thought. Evil genius is probably going too far. Evil for sure, though.   

I’ll be keeping my eye on all the stories that are happening on the periphery as there is literally no reason for this to be such a big deal. As always. Like, where’s Harry? He’s been MIA since arriving in LA. All this smokescreening is making my asthma act up. So excuse me while I suck on this blue inhaler and try to figure out wtf is going on. 

Thank you for your question which I have completely (probably) provided an irrelevant answer to, but just wanted to get some of my thoughts out there xx

"I'll never hurt you again"

Hello Hello Hello! This is a drabble that I wrote while listening to “Promentory"  from the movie ‘Last of the Mohicans’ and was inspired. It is a beautiful, passionate instrumental that I absolutely love. I hope you enjoy reading it, and I suggest you listen to it as well while reading :) Thank you so much!

Here is a link to youtube where someone has the song posted.



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annebonnyish  asked:

Hi there! Sorry to bother you. I just wanted to say that I love seeing all your Being Human posts/tags … and I was wondering if you'd mind taking the time to write out something about your thoughts on John Mitchell? Judging from your tags, I feel like you would have a very interesting, balanced take on his character; most people I follow on tumblr either love him and forgive all his faults, or they completely hate him. And if you don't have time, that's okay too. Thanks! :)

omg you’re not bothering me at all! i’m surprised anyone would actually ask for my opinion about well anything, really. 

(you’re probably gonna be really disappointed in this i’m sorry baby)


(includes lots of pictures, some gifs, and a few quotes)

mitchell is so special to me. i can spend hours (edit: i literally just did) studying and breaking him apart. he’s a bad character, and a lot of people miss that because of the whole “mitchell is pretty he can do no wrong” thing which even i suffered from. but if you excuse everything he’s done, and just focus on his looks then oh boy y OU ARE MISSING ONE HELL OF A CHARACTER IT’S A ROLLER-COASTER

he’s both good and bad; he’s both a hero and a villian—boy, you are something

i love mitchell, i always have, and probably always will. bUT with that said, i will probably always hate him, or be really bitter about him. because plainly: mitchell is a little shit who uses people as a means to an end and who always blames everyone else for his mistakes. 

what is mitchell’s means to an end? survival, probably. salvation, happiness—and you know what? it’s what a lot of humans do. strip away everything about humanity, and what’s the end goal? happiness, salvation from themselves, to survive as long as possible. BUT mitchell…abuses it…almost? that and he doesn’t do it right.

mitchell, sadly, suffers from something i like to call the saving complex which means that he seeks salvation from other people (from friends and/or lovers—usually those who have no vampiric influence, they complicate things even more). he both seeks salvation, and offers to give it BUT there’s a catch: you have to save him in order for him to save you—he never really says that directly, though, like “save me and i’ll save you” but it’s implied.


(season one; episode one)

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anonymous asked:

I don't want to worry about this will they/won't they w bellarke s4. I rlly don't. In fact, I hate the stress and these cons just do nothing to help. As fans of the show we're supposed to enjoy these cons but if at every con we as the fandom have to take the actors/writers words as just bs than what's the point? What I'm trying to say is, there has to be some truth behind every discussion at these cons. Like how apparently Bellarke was the plan but isn't anymore bc of how huge CL became

( to anyone that I tagged + everyone else, sorry about this. You can read after the — , if you choose not to ignore this XD)

+ different anon:

We keep comparing how Eliza talks about L to how she talked about Finn but I think it’s important that we also note that these situations can’t be compared so simply. C.lexa was wayyyyyy more popular than Flarke. & now knowing that there is (was but was deleted) video evidence of the Bellarke ship sailing, meaning they’re not going that route anymore, bc of how big CL turned out to be, just makes me so sad. That Jason is possibly planning to change his story bc of the fan outcry over L/C.lexa 

(to my 2 anons, I already apologize if I come out too aggressive, but there are a few things I need to say and I won’t hold back now)

First things first,

“ here has to be some truth behind every discussion at these cons. Like how apparently Bellarke was the plan but isn’t anymore bc of how huge CL became “ - No, there hasn’t, especially because shippers fabricate truths. Like, where on earth did anyone say Bellarke was the plan??? They haven’t said it. WE say it because we read the text and jason said it WAAAY back on a text he deleted. Now? Where? Source???

“ if at every con we as the fandom have to take the actors/writers words as just bs than what’s the point “ - no, take as bs what doesn’t make sense comparing it to the text 

now knowing that there is (was but was deleted) video evidence of the Bellarke ship sailing, meaning they’re not going that route anymore “ - again I ask, source? because, let me tell you, “being deleted” is no excuse.  Don’t you think it’s very suspicious that no one saved such an important recording after hearing it?? We got tweets like x and x,  which were deleted soon after posted, and they aren’t as defining as what you’re describing and everyone’s got copies of those. 

And people want me to believe no one downloaded, saved that recording/video? Convenient.

Don’t believe anything you hear until YOU have seen/heard it yourself.

But that’s not why I’m publishing those asks.

I’m publishing them because what you guys (and nearly all my anons) are actually afraid of is this:

“ bc of how huge CL became “ +  “ c of how big CL turned out to be “ + “ bc of the fan outcry over L/C.lexa “ + let me add the fandom favorite “ because the CL fandom is loud”

For starters, Bellarke is huge. The TCAs are there, and bellarke was one of the most reblogged ships on 2015 . Only 2 places after CL, one place before Johnlock, and 4 places before Sterek - while Stydia wasn’t even on the list (for those who get the reference).

Now, I don’t know if anyone remembers 2015, but I do. And here is the sum up: the first episode of the year was 2x09. Aka the last episode of the 2x05-2x09 Bellarke reunion arc, the episode when Clarke sent Bellamy away. And after that, they’d only be together again on 2x16. And then they’d be apart, AGAIN.

Now, even if we got moments after 2x09, can we all agree that there were fewer moments since they weren’t even in the same place? that makes it harder to gif and reblog (and sometimes, ship). Most of the 2x05-2x08 reblogged scenes belong to the year of 2014, not 2015.

This is not to mention that after 2x09, CL was the one who grew?? (that’s when their fandom started getting bigger?)

More than that - the last episode of the season (2x16) aired in MARCH. And we got ZERO bellarke scenes until  December when the s3 promo aired (and that was after Tumblr released the “year in review” if I’m not mistaken). 

Now, while CL was also on hiatus, they actually got a freaking kiss on s2???? unlike us??? which got a bunch of pain and separations??? That and the cast/crew kept hyping them. Also unlike us

But, with all that: fewer scenes (in a season with 16 episodes, we got a total of  6 episodes with Bellamy and Clarke on the same room, versus 8 CL episodes +kiss) , super long hiatus (= when this grow quiet) and CL (+ writers) all over our heads, we still made it to the most reblogged list.

Bellarke is huge too. Stop forgetting about that.

(and we grew under unfriendly circumstances, my friend)

So my question is this (and no, i won’t be sarcastic. Please hear what i have to say):

if anything I (or any other blooger) say doesn’t convince you, if you think this is all so unfair, if you’re afraid of what the writers will do, why the heck are you messaging ME?

Why are you messaging me, or others, or maybe fighting CLS - all of which will do nothing to change your situation? Why aren’t you messaging someone who can actually do something about it?

If you think it’s unfair cause CL is a loud fandom, become a loud fandom 

Go and message/tweet @cwthe100 on Tumblr AND twitter. Go and message @JRothenbergTV on twitter

(heck, jason is MIA because of the haters but maybe he’ll listen. you’ve got nothing to lose)

And i’m not saying go and yell at them, go and fight them. (in fact, please, don’t)

I’m saying go and tell them what bellarke means to you, go and tell them why you think they have to happen. Go and tell them there’s a fandom who has been supporting them ever since s3, still is, and deserves to be valued.  Go and tell them there are other representations and other minorities that matter just as much and deserve to be respected.

(tell them what you wanna tell them)

Heck, go to them and tell them what you’d tell ME (respectfully, please. please don’t badmouth people of the cast or a whole fandom -i.e:CL-, please, please elaborate what you want to say)

EDIT: DON’T spread fandom hate. Make GOOD noise, noise about things YOU LOVE. NOt about things you hate. Don’t start wars, please.

And I’m not even saying they’ll listen to everything. I’m saying go and give our fandom a voice, go and show them that there are people here that still care , go and tell them that not everyone has got the same opinions as the antis.

Every time you see something that frustrates you, go and tell THEM instead of telling me or anyone else, or bashing the antis. Because the writers are the ones who can actually do something about all this - and now it’s the perfect time to do that, because they’re writing s4 as we speak: x

Stop moping around and go fight for what you want

I know I will

And I’m just gonna tag a bunch of people because, hopefully, one of them won’t hate me and will reblog this instead so their frustrated followers will hear (but anyone else who isn’t here, reblog it if you want):

@the-ships-to-rule-them-all @rosymamacita @abazethe100 @merdok1993 @bellarke-please @the100thbellarker @bellarkestories @magicalice @mego42 @stydixa @spacexualkids @dire-consequence @asweetdeception2

Sorry guys, ignore this if you want. I just, I’m done. that’s it.

anonymous asked:

I don't get it.. Soccercop was never a thing? How did all of you even get to shipping them? And HOWWWWW could they bring Beth back? Bitch dead remember.. that's like the first scene of the show

And we hardly knew shit about her so why do y’all obsess over her? Genuine curiosity!


oh god i’m so bad at explaining things but for the life of me i can’t find the posts that other people made about Beth.

Basically, about Soccer Cop, we noticed that Alison is the only one who actually cared about Beth. Who cared about what happened to Beth and the only one who misses her. She almost cries while she talks about Beth to Sarah. And at first it started as a joke like “haha they probably banged” but then we noticed how good they’d be as a couple? Like, their personalities match so well.

And no, we actually learned a lot about Beth on the show, you just gotta pay attention. We learned about her depression and addiction problems. We learned how protective she was over her sisters, how much she loved Art and how good friends they were. And she seemed like a cocky asshole, calling people ‘dipshit’, using it as a term of endearment.

The description of Beth in the original script: “Beth reads a bit of a hard ass. Hard shell, soft center. She doesn’t smile a lot, but when she does it’s warm and fragile. She bites her nails. She chews gum.”

Beth was a runner. Beth was very classy, I mean, did you see her clothes? Hot damn. She couldn’t have kids. Her boyfriend was a fucking asshole who didn’t love her. On those home videos he’s like “I love filming you!” and she’s like “yeah yeah” and smiles a little but you can see how hurt she is. Sarah found the letters from Beth to Paul and they were heartbreaking. Someone actually took pictures of the letters, trying to see what they say but that post is like waaaay deep in my Elizabeth Childs tag and I can’t bring myself to go dig for it right now, I’m sorry.

We know that she was one of the youngest people to become a detective. She was a rookie, she was hardworking. She always had Art’s back. She was very smart, she cracked that whole clone conspiracy, found the other clones, found out that Paul is her monitor.

We also know that she wasn’t easy to get close to. Alison said she was “professional” and you can see that Cosima didn’t have a very close relationship with Beth. She had problems with depression which probably kept her from having a deep connection with other people even if she wanted to (and she probably did).

She kept everything inside: the Maggie Chen shooting, the monitor situation, the proletheans.. she didn’t want to worry others, and quite possibly she didn’t feel like talking about it because it hurt her and apparently she was a lone wolf who didn’t wanna talk about feelings.

Nobody noticed when she was replaced by Sarah. Nobody but Alison who knew right away. Not even her boyfriend. And her parents never called during this whole time, so either they were dead or they don’t have a good relationship. So basically Beth was very, very lonely. She had a boyfriend and a good partner at work and her clone sisters but she never felt comfortable enough with either of them to open up to them. So yeah she had a few people but she was very lonely.

She knew a lot of foreign languages (we don’t know how many but Art said she did). She was running and hiking and probably did other sports. She took time to teach Alison how to shoot and protect her family.

God I feel like I’m forgetting something even tho I wrote a hella long and random post but yeah… so in conclusion, we do know a lot about Beth Childs, you just gotta pay attention. Now if you’ll excuse me I’m gonna cry for 84 years about detective Elizabeth Childs.

Oh, right, I forgot. How could they bring her back? Well it’s a clone show, so basically they can always make some other clone to be the one who jumped instead of her for whatever the reason. And you can read Bianca’s post here about all that.

Social Anxiety

Requested: no

A/n: Hi directioners, I guess if we still classify ourselves as that.. This is an imagine for them Niall girls ;) (like moi) hope you enjoy! Send in some requests!

Pairing: Niall, Y/N

“I don’t give a fuck, I’m sick of it, that’s why I dont go out, Ni…. No… NO NOT BECAUSE IM JEALOUS, NIALL, YOU CAN’T PULL THAT SHIT ON ME AGAIN!……. Just go by yourself, the other lads are there why do I need to be?…., fine okay, bye” I slammed my phone down on the nighstand beside the bed, niall has been at me all week to come to a red carpet event, it was a huge deal for them and their new album Four, as much as I wanted to go support not only the band itself but my boyfriend, I couldn’t.

I sighed, and got myself out of bed. Niall doesn’t know much about how my social anxiety works, he thinks I just think it up and have an excuse to stay home all day. All the other lads try to tell him,and get him to understand, but he just doesn’t listen. I made my way down stairs, and sat on the couch in the living room. I grabbed the remote and turned the TV on to see what was happening at the event.

“I think its our best one yet,” harry spoke

“Its a big success, and the steal my girl music video is out soon, would you like to tell us a bit about it?” the women asked.

“Uh yeah, I mean I hope the fans enjoy it. Theres been a lot of work put into it and we love it so we hope they love it too.” Zayn said.

After that I kind of zoned out, mostly just focusing on how quiet niall was and how sad he looked. He looked like he had been crying his eyes out, they were puffy and red and even though he had make up on you could see it. The interviewer had left, leaving the band to talk. Harry was patting Niall’s back and whispering something, the way his lips moved I could tell he told him

‘It’ll be okay don’t worry’

That’s when I got to my feet, looking out the window I was relieved to see no fan in sight outside. I ran up the stairs and got changed. Knowing me, I’ll probably have some sort of anxiety attack while doing this, but I have to face myself and go.

“Its Y/N!”

“Y/N can we get a picture!?”

“Look who finally showed up! She actually comes out of the house”

“Yeah what a lazy bitch, she never interacts with fans Niall deserves so much more”

“Y/N sign my book, please!!!”

All the comments roared through my ears as I walked by the fence. Some disgusting ones I heard, but ignored, and kept walking. The security guard guided me to where everyone was, but during the walk it was an open area and a bunch of fans surrounded me. Shouting, holding out their phones and notebooks in my face. I felt my heart race. Butterfly’s starting to form in my stomach, feeling like horses as the time went on. They started grabbing at my hair and clothes, almost tearing them off. I was trying my best not to cry or burst out cuss words towards them.

Then a bunch of flashing cameras began blinding me. I felt a grip on my wrist, pulling me out of the crowd of fans. After the person kept pulling me farther from the crowd, I finally look up seeing Louis.

“Louis! Thank you so much… I don’t think I would of survived another minute” I told him

“Its alright, Niall’s been crying ever since he last called you. He finally just realized what your fear ment and he felt so horrible. We tried our best to keep him here and looking happy but its hard” he said, letting go of his grip on my wrist.

He lead me to the back room where the other lads were. I saw Niall sitting on the couch with his face burried in his hands. Liam was sat beside him, and once he realized I was there he stood up.

“Let’s leave them alone, I think they would appreciate it” Liam said, gesturing the others to leave with him. They all got up and left the room, leaving me and a sobbing Niall. I sat down on the couch beside him and rubbed his back.

“Ni, you don’t have to be upset I’m fine.” I said. He continued to let out small sobs. He shook his head, and moved them out of his hands.

“Its my fault I didn’t need to yell at you for it all, I never meant it y/n. I just got so caught up with everything”

“Hey, its fine okay? I get it. Its not your fault”

“It is, I always make you go places without realizing the fear and hurt you feel from it all. I’m sorry I’m so fucking sorry” he choked out, letting a couple more fresh tears fall down his face. I sighed and cupped his cheeks, wiping away tears with my thumbs. I looked into his blue eyes and spoke

“Listen, Its fine, I’m not mad of upset with you for it. I understand when you go out you wanna be able to have me around and at times I don’t mind, there’s just certain places I don’t like going because of what happens in my mind. I try my best, and I made it here, all by myself. I’m getting use to it, I really am.” I said, I saw a small smile form on his lips, making me smile as well.

“I love you, you know that right?” He said. I nodded and pecked his lips.

“Awwe” I turned around to see Harry standing in the doorway, doing his little childish cupcake pose with his hands under his chin.

“Harry! I said to leave them alone!” Liam said from behind him, he smacked the back of Harry’s head. Harry let out a long “ow” while he rubbed the back of his head that liam smacked.

“You’re such a loser, harry! Go make yourself useful find a girlfriend instead of eyeing mine” niall said, intertwining our hands. Harry rolled his eyes, and flipped his hair before walking away, leaving me and niall to laugh about it.

“By the way, I love you too” I said booping his nose.

~ Nemo x

S&M: Don't Insult Our Intelligence

Besides what has already been listed as being hurtful in that particular KMM (I’ll get to that later), one thing I personally find offensive to K-Pop fans is how Martina kept mocking the way a young fan supposedly talks — with the slight lisp or trying to sound stereotypically nerdy (some crap like that), etc. Way too often, both S&M think they’re all higher than thou because they’re older than a lot of their fans and because they have college degrees.

Big freaking deal. I’m about to be 29 years old and I have a Bachelor’s degree. I am always willing to listen to other people’s constructive criticism, no matter their age. We can learn something from anyone — even if we’re older and have a degree. And S&M assume that they can get away with what they say (that we have no right to disagree with them) because their fans are just teens, anyway.

No. Nope. I’m not a teen, yet I’m a K-Pop fan. Dear Simon and Martina, you’re not teens and yet you’re supposedly K-Pop fans, too. Don’t make assumptions, “guise,” that we’re all “just kids” and you shouldn’t act like “kids” don’t have a right to voice their opinion, anyway. They are your consumers, they invested in you — so they have just as much right as anyone else.

LOL, I said “guise.” I’m hip. I’m cool. I know the lingo of this generation. I hate that word so much. Two people with English degrees routinely use the word “guise.” Wow. Oh, but they just do it to sound cool or because it’s their style, right?

Guess what, S&M: The way BTS spells their songs and album are stylistic. It’s so they stand out. Of course their company and the band members know how to spell “love” and “school.” You know what? One of the things that makes BTS memorable is how they spell things — when I see something spelled that certain way, I instantly think of BTS. It’s called creating a brand.

Everyone has already stated why calling B.A.P those foul words is wrong. A band earns a name. Trainees work hard year in, and year out to be chosen to finally get a name, to finally be in a band. Do any VIXX fans (Starlights) remember how happy N and the other members were when their CEO was talking about how they would finally get a name? How can S&M take B.A.P’s name and just throw mud on it?

There’s so much more I want to say, but let me end it with three final things. First off, “butthurt” is a very stupid word. Stupid, stupid, stupid. English majors — right, okay.

Secondly, what is just as bad as the actual recent KMM is how the Nasties responded. “Oh, it’s just a joke!” “Oh, those Melodies and BABYz are just butthurt fangirls who can’t take a joke about their oppars.” LOL, what?

There is absolutely no way that those same Nasties would just laugh it off if their favorite bands were talked about like that. NO WAY. And S&M would never have the guts to say anything like that about most other bands.

Oh, and while they’re calling B.A.P that name — S&M are just sitting in their free studio, making subpar videos, while B.A.P is out there doing charity work and encouraging their fans to change the world for the better. What does S&M encourage their fans to do that’s positive? B.A.P is out there on a never-ending tour from city to city, doing many concerts, earning everything they have, and S&M make…subpar videos in their free studio. No, excuse me, S&M went on vacation — whoops, I meant tour, too.

I’m just angry, okay? As an international K-Pop fan, I don’t want to be unofficially represented by them. I’m tired of people thinking it’s okay to make fun of someone’s accent/ability to speak English or thinking it’s okay to ridicule someone’s culture. I’m tired, tired, tired of it.

Also, it’s quite obvious that they put BtoB in the title of their Youtube video to gain more views (more views = more money for them). So they used Melodies, lured us in, just to call our band boring? Wow.

But I don’t agree with sending S&M death threats. That’s wrong. If you want to cause any change, you have to do things the right way: you stop watching their videos, you voice your opinion without threats, you down-vote, you unsub from their channel. You decide whether or not you want to keep funding their extended stay — via Youtube hits. You can only make that decision for yourself.

Some Nasties say that if you don’t like the videos, just don’t watch them. I’m sorry, but that’s just socially irresponsible. EYK often gets the opportunity to interact with K-Pop bands and Korean television shows solely because of their fame — because they are supposedly an easy way to reach the international K-Pop community. What they say can’t be taken so lightly then.

If you were walking through your town, and saw something racially offensive or sexist, would you just ignore it? Could you just easily shrug it off? Would you at least voice how wrong it is to the person you’re with?

If only Simon and Martina had apologized like real adults — and at least seemed like they meant it, I would have had more respect for them. Personally, I refuse to watch anything they make, anything they guest-spot on, and I feel so sad whenever a band (or really, the band’s company) thinks they have to schmooze with S&M to reach more fans.

Because really, through all of this, I’ve learned that not everyone who watches KMM gives one crap about K-Pop. Some poor misguided folks just like seeing Asian people being made fun of. That seriously depresses (no, the right word is ‘angers’) me beyond words, and I won’t be part of that.