Good Girl Ch 45:While They’re Away(M)
The last couple chapters have a lot of jumping through time!
A Month Later
“Stop pouting,” Jiyong flicks me in the head.
I glare and swat at him, “Keep your hands on the wheel.”
He chuckles, “I know you are upset but think about it, only a few more days until they come back.”
“True,” I sigh, “You need to stop being so amazing.”
“What did I do now to make you realize my greatness?”
“You confess to me every Tuesday yet at the same time you stand up for them and constantly reassure me of their love, it can be a bit confusing.”
He nods, “I guess, I do what I know will make you happy.”
“You confessing doesn’t make me happy, it makes me feel guilty.”
“I don’t want to make you feel that way but I’m doing what I know is best for you.”
I scoff at him, “What is best for me?”
“Yes,” He says with a smug smile, “I believe I am best for you.”
“Can we stop talking about this?”
“Of course my love.”
I sigh but say nothing more, I just stare out the window at the trees flying by, only the faint shapes can be made out in the darkness on the other side of the window. We stay silent for a while, the drive feels like it’s taking longer than usual and I know it’s because he’s actually obeying the speed limit for once.
“Who do you miss the most?” He wonders.
“All of them, I miss all of them the same.”
He scoffs, “Don’t pull that bull shit on me, I know there is one you love more.”
I glare at him but can’t deny the sudden lump in my throat, “Tell than if you seem to already know.”
“Xiumin.” I open my mouth to respond but nothing would come out, no excuses or lies, I couldn’t get anything out. Jiyong chuckles and pats my head, “I wasn’t asking you a question, I know. You make it obvious when you see him. If it’s your choice he is who you run to first unless someone else pops up and gets in the way.”
I just stare down at my hands feeling strangely guilty for my feelings. I don’t notice that we were at the house until Jiyong puts the car and park and opens my car door for me. The summer night is chilly so I wrap my arms around myself. The front door busts open to reveal my five youngest daddies and Baekhyun who was left behind so Chen could go on whatever mission the older five had to go on. Sehun basically tackles me to the ground, wrapping himself around me protectively so he takes most of the impact.
“I missed you!” Sehun whines with his have face tucked into my neck.
I chuckle and hug the silly man tight, “I missed you too daddy.”
“I’ll be taking my leave than,” Jiyong gives them a forced smile. “See you next Tuesday.”
“Bye Oppa!” I wave to him as I’m basically dragged inside. I barely see a genuine smile spread across his face as he blows me a kiss. The words I know he’s saying run threw my head, ‘Bye my love’.
“You were gone for way too long!” Baekhyun greets me next with a hug and a kiss.
“I came back earlier than usual,” I snicker. “Jiyong oppa got tired of my pouting and figured being with you guys would make me feel better.”
“And?” Kyungsoo wonders.
I smile, “I feel better.”
“Do you really miss the others that much?” Chanyeol wonders.
“Of course I miss them!”
“Baby you are making me jealous,” Tao pouts coming forward to greet me. “I’m starting to wish I had gone too so you would be constantly worried and thinking about me.”
I laugh, “No you don’t, than I wouldn’t be able to do this,” I go up on my tip toes and give him a peck on the lips.
“True,” His arms wrap around my waist so he can pull me close.
“Don’t get too close,” Chanyeol warns worming his way in between me and the other giant. “As I remember, it isn’t your night tonight.”
“That’s right, it’s me,” Kai buds in.
“I’m not excited for the hyungs to come back,” Sehun whines. “I can barely get your attention with only six of us, I don’t want to go back to having you every two weeks.”
“I know daddy I’m sorry that we won’t be able to spend as much time together,” I peck the youngest on the cheek.
He half heartedly glares at me, “But.”
“But I am excited to have them home. I really missed them. It just feels weird not having them here, like there is something missing, or a few somethings.” An apologetic smile appears on my face briefly.
There is a moment of silence before Kai speaks up, “Are we really not enough for you?” It’s a heavy question that I wasn’t expecting though I can imagine how long they’ve wanted to ask it. I open mouth but no words come out, why can’t I speak today, all of these questions are being thrown at me that I would think I could answer. But now with the six of them staring at me expectantly I can’t find my voice. There is a surprising amount of anger in not just Kai’s eyes but a few others at the amount of time it takes for me to think of an answer. “Would you really not be satisfied with six of us? You need all twelve?”
“Don’t ask questions you don’t want the answer to,” Soo mumbles before turning on his heel walking away, Kai huffs and follows, Tao does the same.
“Stupid kid,” Baekhyun mumbles. “The sooner he realizes that the better.”
“Realizes what?” I wonder once I’m able to swallow the lump in my throat. Guilt is swallowing me up, I should just answered the question instead of letting them make up an answer on their own.
“Nothing baby,” Chanyeol pats me on the head before walking away as well. With the happy welcome party dissipated I excuse myself to wallow alone in my room against Baekhyun and Chanyeol’s whishes and Sehun’s whining but I can tell they feel the same way as Kai even though they won’t admit it out loud. It’s 10:30 when I’m done showering and find myself standing in the middle of my room feeling like an idiot. It’s Kai’s night yet he hasn’t come looking for me, in fact none of them have. I don’t know whether them giving me some space is a good thing or a bad thing. But the fact that no matter how much I usually beg and whine they never give me space they aren’t mad enough that they would have me sleep alone are they?
I feel stupid when tears threaten to fall down my cheeks at such a small thing, but I don’t want to be alone. After being here so long I can’t handle being alone again. I’m playing with the hem of Luhan’s t-shirt, mindlessly trying to find comfort in the deer man’s clothes, when suddenly my computer starts ringing. Confused I wander over where it is sitting on my bed and answer the Facetime call. There is a brief pause before Suho’s face fills the screen.
“Daddy!” I cry, I’m actually crying tears of joy just from seeing his face, god what a girl I’ve become.
“Hello my precious baby!” He coos into the phone, “I’ve missed seeing your sweet face!”
“I miss you too Daddy, so much! Why have you been gone so long? Why haven’t you been able to call? It’s been two weeks! Do you have any idea how worried I’ve been? Are you okay? Is everyone okay? Where are they? Answer me!” I’m a crying mess at this point, fat tears are rolling down my cheeks and I’m sniffling, trying to avoid having snot involved in the picture.
He chuckles, “Baby calm down, please take a deep breath and stop crying, you know I don’t like you crying.” I follow his command and sit down on the bed, taking deep breaths as I do to calm the erratic beating of my heart. After a minute he smiles softly, “Better?”
I nod, “Better, but tell me what is going on, what is going on?”
“I can’t tell you much, or anything really other than that we are still coming home in two days and also that we are all fine. We haven’t been able to call because of where we were staying. Technically we are still supposed to be wary of who we call but I couldn’t help myself, I needed something other than a picture of you.”
“Are you sure you are okay?” I repeat.
“We are all completely fine,” He reassures me, allowing me to let out the breath I didn’t even know I was holding. “But what about you baby? I hear there was an issue.”
I sigh, “Yea Kai got mad at me and everyone else kind of followed, Baek, Yeolie, and Sehunnie wouldn’t admit it but I can tell.”
“I’m sorry baby, I didn’t think our being gone would cause such a fuss.”
“What are you talking about? Of course I would throw a fit!”
“I’m very happy to hear that. I’m also incurably happy to hear your sweet voice again, you have no idea how much I’ve missed your voice, your face, your needy moans.”
I blush, I actually blush at his words, “Daddy!”
“I’m sorry, it just slipped out,” He is blushing too. “But I should be honest, my call isn’t that innocent. I was wondering if there is any possible way we could break Hyung’s rule just for tonight and we could um, have, um, phone sex?”
My face is crimson now, I’ve never considered having phone sex before but I’ve heard reviews from Jihyo and they were always positive. With lip firmly pinched between my teeth I nod slowly.
A large grin spreads across his face, “Thank god, I don’t know what I would have done if you had said no. I’ve been aching since I got the thought of doing this at dinner.”
“I don’t know what to do,” I admit meekly.
“It’s okay Baby, I’ll talk you threw it. Have you ever touched yourself before?”
I just nod.
“It’s just like that but just imagine it’s me touching you, sliding my hands up your perfect thighs, gripping them a little harder as I go higher.” I set computer aside and with shaky hands follow his orders. My hands travel up my bare legs, my small hands not doing as much as Suho’s but there is still a nice tingle in the pit of my stomach. “I skim the edge of your underwear for only a second before going up to your hips and up your stomach.” For a brief second I consider ignoring his narrative and jumping right into it but he notices the stilling of my hands on the waistline of my panties. “No, no, baby, not yet. Listen to me.”
“But Daddy,” I whine.
“We just got started and you are already whining? And I thought I wouldn’t last long,” He chuckles warmly. “Now baby listen to me. My hands move up a little more to cup your breasts over the t-shirt, you aren’t wearing a bra so just one little swipe of my thumbs over your nipples has them hard basically begging to be played with. I’m gentle at first, just rubbing and massaging how you like it,” He pauses to moan, want to watch his face contorting with pleasure but I keep my eyes closed so I won’t be embarrassed. I let out a few of my own moans, enjoying my own handy work. “How does it feel baby?” He rasps out.
“It feels so good,” I say threw a few deep breaths. I clench my thighs together to try and ease the aching between them with no luck. I must have been too focused on Suho’s words and my own hands not to notice the door opening an closing. Without my knowledge someone sneaks up under my blanket and decides to take care of the aching for me. I nearly scream when my legs are forced apart but that is quickly covered with a moan when someone licks my clothed core. “Oh my god!”
“What happened?” Suho questions, obviously a bit dazed from his own hands work. “Did you disobey me baby?”
“No,” I whine as whoever is under the covers continues their kitten licks, eventually moving the fabric to the side to reach my soaked core. “Daddy, someone.”
“Don’t worry baby,” Kai peeks up at me from under the covers with a mischievous grin on his face, “It’s just me.”
“Kai?” Suho growls.
“Hey Hyung, aren’t you supposed to be on a black sight? No calling remember?” The younger raises his brow.
“Can’t you see we are in the middle of something?”
“I can but since you are breaking one rule, do you really think you should be breaking another? How would Xiumin hyung react to that?”
“Don’t you fucking dare,” Suho growls.
“Fine I won’t, but that means you need to hang up,” Kai reaches for the computer to close it but Suho’s complaining stops him.
“Don’t, I’m so fucking close and I just need to get off. Just give me two minutes to just look at her or listen to her.”
Kai sucks on his teeth for a minute, considering his hyung’s begging before grinning, “Okay Hyung I’ll let you have a little something.”
“Yea, you can watch.”
I stare at Kai with wide eyes, “What?”
“Don’t worry about it baby,” Kai kisses me. “Just let me do everything.”
“But, but, daddy Suho-“ I look to the older for help but the red hue of his cheeks tells me he doesn’t have a problem with it. Kai places a few more kisses along my jaw line and down my neck and soon I’m enjoying it too much to complain. He begins rubbing his hard on against me and I actually find myself forgetting that Suho is just watching us. The moment Kai sheds his clothes and pushes himself inside me I forget my own name. Only one word is in my mind, pushing desperately out of my lips, “Daddy.”
Both men let out a deep groan. Kai is hunched over me, his face buried in the crook of my neck, I can’t get myself to look over at Suho but I can hear him heaving. With my eyes closed I can imagine him, hand gripped tightly around his cock, pumping slowly. The thought does more to me than it should, the knot in my tummy suddenly is a lot more tighter than before and I can tell I won’t last much longer. My legs snake around Kai’s waist, pulling the tan man closer, my nails are digging into his backs.
Kai chuckles, “My little kitten has claws.”
“Keep the dirty talking to a minimum, you are ruining my fantasy and I’m close,” Suho growls.
“Did you hear him baby? He says he’s close but I think he’s going to need you to cum for him to finish, should we let Hyung cum?” Kai says with a wicked smirk.
I nod eagerly, “Please!”
“I don’t know,” He suddenly slows his animalistic pace to slow torturing thrusts. “That doesn’t seem too fun.”
Suho groans, “The sooner you let her come the sooner I’ll get out of your hair.”
Kai chuckles, “I guess that’s a good enough reason. Are you ready baby?”
He leans back down and quickly begins to pick up his pace, pounding into me like no tomorrow until I moaning out, both men follow quickly after. Kai collapses on top of me for a moment before grinning at the camera.
“Hope you enjoyed,” With that he slammed the computer closed before burrowing his face back into my neck. We lay there for a long time and even though I’m exhasued I can’t get myself to fall asleep because I feel like Kai wants to say something. I make myself wait for him to speak, which feels like forever before he says, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that.”
“It’s fine daddy, you got jealous, it happens.”
“Everything makes me jealous now. I can’t even watch you smile at one of them without feeling a prick in my chest.”
I chuckle, “You better get used to it, there’s nothing we can do about it.”
“You could pick.”
I freeze at his words, “Pick?”
He shakes his head but continues to hide his face like a child, “No, Nevermind, don’t think about it. Don’t pick.”
“What craziness are you talking about?”
His playful voice comes out in just a whisper, “Please don’t pick.”
“Why are you saying stuff like this?”
I’m surprised to hear a sudden sniffle, “I know you won’t pick me so please don’t pick anyone. I can be jealous just please don’t pick.”