except i have nobody to really feel that feel about

I've just thought about this

Ok, so what if Lance didn’t want to go in Garrison?
Like he and his grandpa made a promise when he was just a kid before his abuelo died
So, he goes to garrison and meets Hunk and then Pidge and when he sees them he thinks ‘woah, they’re amazing guys, LET’S PROTECT THEM ALL COAST’ so he puts a lot of effort to being a good friend and pilot and he becomes a fighter pilot (in that he was still in the cargo class) and he feels very proud but , as we know, when he make littles mistakes they always go with “you’re just in the fighter class ‘cuz the best pilot of our generation droped out” and that makes him feel as the worst and start to miss his family MORE ‘cuz “If they say that, then its better to go back home”. Hunk and Pidge always notice that and they try to make Lance feel better (in the night they listen Lance crying and being homesick). Thanks to this, Lance starts to love being a pilot and thanks his abuelo for making with him that promise and still he misses his family but starts to feels comfortable because he feels that Pidge and Hunk are like his family but in garrison.
bUT then happens the voltron thing and the sadness :-) and :-) homesickness :-) strikes :-) again :-).
He tells to Blue every night about his family and his friends in Cuba, his story about how he ended in the garrison and he “secret” (it isn’t, the mice and hunk already know about that) crush on Keith.
Blue always feels happy of having a paladin like Lance who fits perfectly in the role of the blue paladin. But also feels sad because “i dont want you to be sad :‘c you look really good happy :)”
Anyways, the team starts to hang more with eachother except the fact that nobodys ;)))) knows about :)))the depressed Lance :)))
And they start to make him unwanted, not-the team sharpshooter the cargo pilot the comic-relief the paladin that can be replaced easily, in conclusion THE SEVENTH WHEEL.
They fight against Zarkon and Shiro dissapears, they feel worried and sad, Keith becames the black paladin and Lance the red one, and then comes.. Lotor.
So he captures him and uses his weaknesses and breaks points to torture him.
The team (now with Shiro) rescues him, puts him in a pod and waits until he heal.
But, when Lance comes out, the team starts to argue to him, saying that he needs to hear the others and not to be mocking around, and Keith tells him “YOU’RE JUST A CARGO PILOT!” And “ITS ALWAYS YOUR FAULT” aaaaand Lance explodes.
So he tells everything, about the promise, about his crush on Keith, about the seventh wheel and finishes with “I’VE NEVER WANTED TO BE A PILOT I DIDN’T ASK FOR BEING A PALADIN”
All the team shuts in silent, Pidge starts to sob, Hunk is horrified and asks himself “is this the Lance i know?”, Shiro feels guilty for not listening Lance, Allura feels like the worst because she treated Lance like he was nothing, Keith feels super super super confused, angry, sad and happy in the same time and Coran…well, Coran already knew about Lance insecurities and feels bad for not telling the team about the selfless Lance
The Lions are angry (Lance treated them good and he puts to them cool pet-names. Also they heard a lot of Lances confession to Blue and when they heard him sing [yes, Lance can sing] they feel relaxed ) and refused to open to their Paladins.
Reds tells them that they need to fix this but first they need to convince Blue, who is extremaly angry with the team.
Shiro says that maybe Lance needed time to himself and that they will talk to him later.
They didn’t notice that Lance left the castle until dinner time.
They notice that Voltron is not gonna to be Voltron anymore.

anonymous asked:

From one Asian-American to another: Do you ever feel like our opinions don't matter to other people and nobody really cares about us except us, and that not even other POC like or sympathize with us because we're more privileged(at least compared to other POC in this country)?

Hey sib.

Sometimes I feel that way. Everytime we have whitewashed, white savior, etc. movies, there are some fellow People of Color who will say, “It’s not whitewashed!” or “Get over it!” or “It’s not as bad as such-and-such’s situation!”

  • A whitewashed or white savior movie is what it is, there’s NO refuting it regardless as to who says so. Even if you have your token Asian American friend say said movie isn’t whitewashed or white saviored, that doesn’t matter either. In fact, let me meet that friend so I can smack some sense into them.
  • And no, we will not “get over” something that has been happening for over 100 years.
  • And sure, whitewashing can’t be compared to fellow People of Color’s forms of oppression but we aren’t the ones who are making that comparison. It’s a silencing tactic that is often used against us. However, those Asian Americans who do provoke a situation by making a comparison deserved to be dragged. I won’t argue with that.

Voices that speak out against any kind of injustice deserved to be heard, whether they be big or small. And you can’t just tell someone to speak up then try to silence them when they actually do speak up.

Angry Asian Guy

anonymous asked:

Hey, I loved the finale - totally. I just wondered why they didn't have the G/Q resolution Emilie suggested they would have - him explaining that affair and apologizing (and her apologizing etc). It just seems like an elephant in the room especially now they are BFFs with Regina and he is in S7 with her. What's your take on it? Is it that Rumple feels his affair was legit and he has nothing to explain; does he have feelings for Regina? Was anything said in interviews? It still upsets me :(

OUAT downs amnesia potion about plot lines that don’t work, LowRes!Anon– that’s why nobody really talked about Dark Swan after it happened, Merida just said: “Oh gee, I thought I was going to take down King Arthur” before she snuck off stage left forever, and why I don’t think we’ll hear anything about Rumple x EQ except if they play it for laughs. Rumple x EQ was supposed to show how “dark” Rumple had gotten in his mid-life crisis and how desperate the EQ was for affection in 6A. Check and check. But as a ship? It’s real pretty but nobody bought it so I don’t think we’ll see any echoes of that in S7 (and they’ve got plausible deniability that the Evil Queen may have wanted to smooch Rumple but OUR Regina knows better, haha).

Technically speaking, Rumple doesn’t need to apologize to Belle for kissing the EQ because he was single at the time. But he was single at the time because HE WAS TERRORIZING BELLE AND THREATENING THEIR BABY. That’s what he needed to apologize for, no? But considering I can’t scroll on my dash without people saying that *Belle* needs to apologize to Rumple for 6A (???) I’m glad the writers just went with “Rumple shows his contrition over 6A by making the right decisions about his son and Belle in 6B.”

Rumple didn’t talk the talk but he walked the walk in the finale– surely, that counts for something. And for the rest, Anon, there’s fanfic. I head canon lots of couples therapy sessions with Archie and chocolate cake and cunnilingus forever other stuff.

P.S. I’m glad they tried Rumple x Some Version of Regina and found out it didn’t work before S7, otherwise I think they may have tried it in S7. I don’t think Regina x Hook is going to happen, either. So it’ll just be three squabbling cursed ex-villains who are oddly related in multiple ways. Much better than random shipping, no?

I was talking to a friend about the stress of highschool and it got me thinking. I feel that when looking back, it would have seemed like such an awesome time, but we forget what we had to live through. Parent’s nagging, homework, school, homework, college, SAT’s, Figuring out what you want to do, for many people relationships, possibly bullying, cyberbullying, bulling, worrying if school’s safe, waking up early, if you have depression nobody understands. Heck if you have ANY disorder that needs to be treated nobody understands. WE FORGET ABOUT THIS
Questioning your sexuality, social situations, questioning your sexuality AND what people will feel about you if you come out as anything EXCEPT straight,
Questioning life
NOBODY, only people going through this, understands
Parents forget, children don’t know, psychologists make you feel uncomfortable (for me at least. God, sixth grade was the worst.), you don’t really have anybody to talk to because they DON’T UNDERSTAND. I know they say they went through it. I know they say you have to talk to an adult, but when you do it’s either talking about what you can do differently or making you feel even worse than how you felt before
When they say they went through it, yes, they probably did. But they need to approach it in a way that doesn’t seem as if they’re just saying it.
And this is why teenage years are the worst. High school may be “the best four years of [their] life” but, in actuality, it isn’t. College is probably better, but that’s because you have most likely figured out everything.
And yes, tumblr, I give you full permission to use my comments on the life of a teen to show to scientists, studiers, all the people who may want to know why we feel stressed all the time and what they can possibly do to help.

I dunno. It’s just a teenager putting down his thoughts.

Werewolves Ziam. Part 2.

It’s been almost four moon that Zayn is with Liam’s pack, now. He loves all of the other boys and girls so much already. He felt it instantly, how his wolf was connected to Liam’s. He understands now, how he kept ending in his backyard.

Sometimes he feels like it’s more than just his wolf who needs Liam but, he tries not to think about it too much.

He loves how the atmosphere in the pack is lighter than in his other one.

It’s funny and it’s built on trust instead of fear. Love instead of power.

He likes how Liam’s alpha voice is soft and smooth and soothing. He loves how, yes, he does give orders but Zayn feels like following them because he trust Liam. Because he believes in Liam’s power and it feels right.

There is no more terror and horrible things like violence and death in is life anymore.

Just the brightness of Liam and his pack.

He still wakes up to some nightmares sometimes and he still feels the need to wander away from the rest of the pack when they are running in the woods. But when he wakes up, drenched in sweat and almost ripping the sheets from his bed because of a nightmare, Liam is right here. With soothing hands and his voice always so comforting.

When he tells Zayn that he is okay, it’s almost like he can feel Liam’s hands inside of him, reaching for his heart and willing its frantic rhythm to calm down. When he rubs his hand over Zayn’s back, it’s like some drugs is being shot in his veins and he believes it, finally. 

He’s going to be okay. He is okay. 

They find a job for Zayn at the local bar and the boss, Paddy, he’s one of Liam’s friends. Zayn thinks he might know what they are but he never says so. He gives Zayn all the full moon’s night off though, and he is always more gentle the next day.

There is a pretty blond girl who’s always there, and she’s making eyes at Zayn and she’s flirting with him so openly he feels like blushing sometimes.

Scars of his last pack members are still visible, inside and out. Of how badly they treated him. He can still hear their words too, which makes it all even harder to believe whenever someone tells him how beautiful he is.

He talks to Niall and Louis about her and Niall tells him to go for it. But Louis just frowns and stays silent. Liam is much more distant in the following days and it makes Zayn start to wonder if he might go out with her. It Liam doesn’t care, why should he?

When Zayn wakes up from a bad nightmare, that week,  it’s Harry in his room for once, not Liam.

He loves Harry, and he gives some great hugs, he really do. But the nightmares are not so fast to go away in Harry’s arms. He doesn’t have the magic touch like Liam does. 

Harry is the best with feelings though, with trying to understand them and helping people doing the same. He talked to Zayn a lot about how broken he was from his other pack and how he needed to build himself back slowly. That’s why he asks Harry then, in the darkness of his room, how the other boy feels towards his alpha.

“Liam he is like my brother but more than that you know? I trust him with my life and I know it is safe in his hands. We are so different, me and him, but we’re also the same. We can fight over the most silly things but in the end, nobody makes me feel safer than him. I would do anything for him.”

Zayn understands Harry’s feelings because it’s almost the same for him. Except Liam and him have so much in common it’s scary sometimes. And the things he wants to do to him… He doesn’t really see Liam like a brother you know?

Harry didn’t talk about having goosebumps whenever they touch or how he feels like his heart is going to beat out of his chest whenever they are in the same room. How he feels like he is on top of the world when he makes Liam laugh or smile. 

What is wrong with him then, to feel those things so strongly?

“I know you feel so much more about him, though. I can see it. It’s not the alpha vibe, Zayn. It’s beyond a wolf thing, right?”

“I think so, yeah…”

“Then you might want to speak with him, yeah? He was quite miserable about you going out with that Gina girl.”

“It’s Gigi, Harry.”

“Same difference. Talk to him, okay?”

Zayn smiles at Harry and then he pulls him in a tight hug, asking him to stay the night so the nightmares won’t come back. Harry does, claiming he wants to be the little spoon and Zayn falls asleep with a smile on his face. He is going to speak with Liam in the morning, and he feels a bit nervous about it but, also like it’s the best decision he could have made.


What happened in Bahrain, and what it cost

CONFESSION: I love reading tags. The xkit-extension tag viewer is possibly my favorite thing on tumblr, because most of the time it’s the only way I can find out people’s reactions to anything I post. (People adding their own commentary actually sends me over the fricking moon, because it turns my opinion into a conversation and that’s 10000000x more fun.)

So anyway, I was reading the tags on reblogs of this Melinda May meta that I posted about That Thing That Happened in Bahrain, and I found out that some people found the Bahrain reveal underwhelming.

Like, what.


I have feelings about this. So many feelings. Get comfortable, friend, because I’m about to spill them all over you.

If you found the incident in Bahrain underwhelming, if you weren’t impressed at all, you may have watched the episode wanting to find out why people call May the Cavalry. For my part, I went in hoping to discover why she kept telling them not to.


Keep reading