Forbidden Love | Pt. 11
▷ Jimin Angst
❥ “I think about you a little more than I should..”
Huffing loudly, you threw your phone to the other side of your bed and wrapped your arms around your legs, head leaning on your knees.
When will this harassment end? When will your pain come to an end? Will you suffer your life long? Will you ever going to be happy in your life?
You were sick of thinking about these questions whenever you were alone. It felt like they were hunting you no matter what you were doing.
Why are there people who enjoy to ruin the lives of other people? What do they get from it?
You lifted your head up the moment you felt two strong arms around your body.
“Everything okay, Jagiya?”
Smiling softly at him, you nodded as you leaned your head on his chest. “Mhm.. everything’s alright..”
Wrapping your arms around his body, you nuzzled your head in the crook of his neck. “Yeah..”
You felt how he took a deep breath and placed a little kiss on your head. “Y/N, I know that you’re still getting those messages.”
You closed your eyes and tried to control your breathing. The hot tears were already forming in your eyes.
“Y/N, look at me.”
Shaking your head, you nuzzled further into the crook oh his neck. “Hoseok-ah, I can’t do this anymore..”
Your best friend leaned back a little bit and held your head in his soft and warm hands. “Then tell him, Y/N. Stop hiding it from him. I saw the way he looked at you when you told him that I’m your boyfriend. He looked really hurt, Y/N-ah..”
“How, Hoseok, how? How can I tell him that we were pretending last night, that you’re my best friend? How can I tell him I’m still in love with him? How can I tell him that I am getting threatened with the life of my son just so I can’t see his father, the love of my life?”
Looking down, you started fiddling with your fingers, the tears already rolling down your face. “I can’t do that, Hoseok-ah.. He would blame himself for everything and I don’t want that..”
“He’s already blaming himself for everything, Y/N.”
Your head shot up at your best friends words.
Tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear, Hoseok caressed your face while he looked into your eyes. “Look, Y/N. I don’t know what kind of a person Jimin is. But when I saw him yesterday, sitting at the ground while he looked so broken and hurt, I knew that he loves you more than anything in this world. You both deserve to be happy. Think about Jihyun. Okay, he thinks I’m your boyfriend but he knows that I’m not his father. You shouldn’t take him away from his father. That would be unfair for him and for Jimin..”
You leaned your forehead against his chest and mumbled in between your sobs. “I miss him so much, Hobi.. My heart broke into million pieces when I saw him like that yesterday.. The way he looked at his own son, the way he walked out of the apartment when I said that you were my boyfriend.. I don’t think I can stand this anymore, Hoseok-ah..”
You heard a little chuckle from your best friend. “Then tell him everything, pabo. You both shouldn’t be suffering because of someone stupid who is threatening you through messages. We both know that the person can’t do anything, I will not allow it!”
Wrapping your arms around his neck as tightly as you could, you placed multiple kisses on his cheek. “Thank you so much, Hobi! I’m so glad that I have you in my life!”
Pushing you away jokingly, he scrunched his face. “Eww, stop kissing my precious face like that!”
Now smiling at you softly, he nodded his towards your phone once. “Call him.”
Nodding hesitantly, you reached out for your phone and typed Jimin’s name in your contact list.
Intertwining your hand with your best friend’s, you waited until you heard the voice you longed for so long.
The minute you heard his voice, your grip around Hoseok’s hand tightened and you closed your eyes. “H-Hello, Jimin.”
“Y-Y/N? What’s wrong? Did something happen to Jihy-”
“No! No, don’t worry, everything is okay. I.. I just wanted to hear your voice..”
“Yesterday, when I told you the reason why I left three years ago, I didn’t tell you everything, Jimin. There is still something that I need to tell you..”
“What do you mean, Y/N?”
“The main reason why I left isn’t because of my heart problem, Jimin. It’s because of your ex-wife…”
“W-What? Y/N, I don’t understand what your trying to say-”
“Hara threatened me with the life of our son, Jimin. That’s the main reason why I left..”