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My church had a trunk-or-treat event and this year I decided to dress up as Tord from Eddsworld! So happy Halloween from a twink dressed as a twat!! :33

*waits patiently for someone to comment on how awful my costume looks and how bad my accent is*

The fame // Joe Sugg

This is written kind of weridly… so let me explain

This imagine is in the point of view of a girl who is in a relationship with Joe. She talks as if this is her diary, and tells ‘us’ about the internet and how the internet affected herself and Joe’s relationship. It is a new kind of thing that I wrote… but i really like it! I’m kind of thinking that I’ll do something else like this for Jack and so on. But give me your opinions!

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There is not much you can hide when you’re always in the spotlight. Not much when your life is always broadcasted worldwide for others to see. You always feel like you’re being watched, and any bad move you make will be shown all around the world. You will get numerous amounts of backlash of something you might not have even said. The internet is the best at twisting things so the same person is always wrong. A perfect example is that thing ages ago when Shawn Mendes was swearing at a fan. First of all, he wasn’t even a fan… he was the brother of a fan. Second of all, the man was pretty dodgy, asking Shawn to sign this piece of white paper. The whole story wasn’t shown, so Shawn was getting all this hate about swearing at an ‘innocent fan’.

Another example is of my boyfriend… Joe Sugg. He, like me, is always being broadcasted everywhere around the world. He makes weekly videos on his YouTube channel, which has over 8 million subscribers. The majority of his fans are girls, so every time he goes out with a girl- even if it is his assistant- they jump to conclusions. “He’s hating her!” “Ew” “I ship it!” “Oh my god she is so ugly, he doesn’t deserve her.” These things have been said about Joe whenever hanging with a girl.

So when Joe began dating me, everything changed. Fans were also jumping to conclusions, with Joe’s lack of vlogs. They were freaking out, thinking that Joe was slowly quitting YouTube, which wasn’t his goal. He was just trying to keep us under wraps. When he saw these comments, he was a bit disheartened that his fans would think such a thing of him. So soon after, he outed our relationship. At first, it was craziness. It was everywhere on social media. ‘Joe Sugg, media megastar, has a new girlfriend… singer Y/N  Y/L/N!’ was posted on all forms of social media. Journalists were thirsting for information about our relationship. Following either myself or Joe down the street- more than they usually do- begging for information. “Y/N, Y/N, how is it dating an internet superstar?” It was a struggle, for both me and Joe.

Acutally… Joe probably had it worse. His fans were a bit part of his life, as he is a part of theirs, so when he told them… you could say that they freaked out a little bit. There was a split number of hate and love towards us. The love was both for me and Joe, but the hate was strictly addressed to me. Some hated me for ‘stealing Joe’, whereas some loved me as I was someone who ‘finally made Joe happy’. The hate never got to me as much as it got to Joe. “How dare you steal our Joe!” “Omg I’m so happy for you guys! It’s good to see someone who is making Joe so happy” The hate was saddening to Joe, as all he wanted was to make his fans and others happy. He would tweet things every now and again, reminding him that he wasn’t planning on leaving me anytime soon so they should get used to it.

After everything died down between the fans and press… it was way more relaxed. Both myself and Joe could get on with our jobs with nearly half as much questions than before. It was good to not be bombarded with questions about someone you are in a relationship with, or are even friends with for that matter. I eventually started to collaborate with Conor Maynard, one of Joe’s friends. He is an amazing singer, so I was so grateful to be in his company. We filmed a few covers and even wrote a song for our fans to enjoy. I also showed Joe the ropes when he wanted to create a band with Byron Langley. He [joe], was a great singer in the first place, so all it took was a few vocal lessons, and he was sounding like a god. Himself and Byron made an amazing duo. They wrote some total bangers, and preformed them with such talent.


Fame is a big thing in our world. But it doesn’t affect me anymore. I live my life with the ones I love, doing what I love 

anonymous asked:

This fandom: "OMG NOOO Billy can't die I love him 😫😫😫😫" and "Oh my god Nancy hurt Steve :(((( What a BITCH" or "ew Jonathan's so ugly he's so weird!!" What is happening in this fandom that two decent people are shit on (of talked about at all) and a horrible person is praised? I've seen this before and I'm scared for coming seasons

RIGHT?! it’s so weird to me! but it’s also not shocking? it’s sexism combined with the fandom being gross and shallow…

i mean look how TWD fandom treats Negan! bc the actor who plays him is “hot” he’s loved so much! even though he’s evil and tbh a really stupid villain.

nah… fandom needs to stop being awful to Nancy and Jonathan and get over Billy.

THANK GOD FOR PUBERTY

I had a rough appearance during my childhood because I pretty much started puberty when I pop out from the womb!

Here I was 7 years old with no eyebrows and a huge forehead (those are both staying with me forever) looking like I needed to take a shit.

I was 9 years old in this picture and I COULDN’T SMILE even when I tried hard. My sister tells me that I looked like a gremlin which was true lol (now you know why I hated smiling in the picture above)

During the summer of 2009, I was 10 and hitting the ‘really awkward almost done with puberty’ look.

AND THE FINALE, I am now 15 and finished with puberty! 

  • [random thought]
  • you were sitting on the couch next to your boyfriend of three years michael. the other boys were also at your place with their girlfriends, on there phones.
  • suddenly, michael was look through his camera roll reminiscing old pictures of the two of you.
  • "babe look"
  • "aw! that's like two years old, we're so cute." you said remembering the picture.
  • "well, you are at least, i look hideous. my hair is a mess, my piercing is ugly. ew god look at the burn on my face. it's disgusting."
  • you groaned in annoyance at your boyfriend. you were sick and tired of him talking himself down.
  • in anger, you got off the couch, stomping your way to your room, michael quickly stopping you in the hallway. this caught everyone's attention.
  • "y/n, what's wrong?" he asked.
  • "damnit michael!" you started.
  • " for once, just once could you stop talking bad about yourself? it makes me sick." you spat.
  • "but y/n-"
  • "no buts michael. i love you-" you began.
  • "-and not just because you're a talented guitarist who plays in a popular band. i love you because you're different. i love you because you dye your hair wacky colors, but only YOU can make it work. i love you because you have a "too the moon" tattoo. i love you because your skin is pale. i love that the scar, burn marks, and piercings on your face compliment you and make you look charming. i love you because you have a smile that can make my day no matter how im feeling, and a contagious laugh that makes my heart skip a beat, and makes butterflies in my stomach."
  • "i love the little things too, like when you poke my back dimples or when you cuddle me while we watch movies. and your cute bracelets that you always wear-." you paused, then sighed calming yourself down.
  • "-and every time you give yourself putdowns, it breaks my heart because i just want you to love yourself and see yourself the way I do."
  • you let a tear slip down your face. but not letting a sob come in front of your friends.
  • after taking in everything that you said, michael looked at you with that smile.
  • "y/n, for you i'll do my best i promise."
  • you hugged each other for what felt like forever.
  • michael then whispered in your ear;
  • "i love you too y/n, and as soon as everyone is gone, i'll show you."
  • everyone aww'd at your outburst.
  • true to his word, when everyone went home, michael showed you how much he really loved you.