everything they make is amazing

I am fiercely protective and loyal to my homies.
I will savagely defend them from any shitty situations or people.
Try to help them in any way that I can with the things they go through, because they deserve everything amazing in life.
If that makes me “dramatic” or a “bitch” so fucking be it.
At the end of the day I love hard and that’s pretty evident.

✋🏼

I could write an entire novel on this boy. The way he makes my head spin and my heart ache. The way he says my name. The way he smiles against my lips when he kisses me. The way he squeezes my hand tighter every single time he holds it. The way he gets super excited out of nowhere and will yell and terrify me while I’m driving. The way he sings along to songs quietly as if no one can hear - but I can hear and he’s amazing. The way he makes everything a little less sad. I have no idea what I’m doing with my life, I don’t know what my future holds, but I do know that he makes it all seem a lot less scary. Nothing feels as heavy as it used to, I’ve lived my whole life with this constant ache in my chest but I don’t feel it anymore now that he’s here. He’s the purest, brightest, most kindhearted, genuine, loving, caring, radiant, and passionate soul I have ever met. He is a warm, relaxing day at home but also an adrenaline-filled adventure. He calms me down yet makes me crazy in the best way. He’s my best friend. I want to know everything about him - what makes him happy, what makes him sad, what makes him angry, what terrifies him, everything. I want to be able to just look at him, or hear the tone of his voice, and know what he’s thinking and how he’s feeling. I want to know his family and love them and have them love me. I want him to take me to all his favourite places. I want to watch the sunrise with him, and then the sunset. I could listen to him talk about the things he loves forever. Art. Music. Nature. He’s so insanely talented and I know he’s going to go so far in life and I can’t wait to support him through it all. He has my entire heart and I wouldn’t want anyone else to have it. My friends have told me so many times that I become a smiling mess when talking about him. That my eyes become a little brighter. I have so much love for him. No matter how bad my day is, all I have to do is think about him and remind myself that life has been good to me. He makes me happier than I’ve ever been. He’s the best person I know. All I want to do is make him happy. All I want to do is love him. God I can’t wait to fall in love with him. I’ve always been terrified of love, but he makes me want to risk it all. I’m going to fall in love with him.
—  it’s 4:44am and you’re all i can think about. you’re all i want to think about. (unluckyones)

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.