Omfg…everything makes sense now. Omelas motel in the trailer is based off of the book “the ones who walk away from omelas”. Basically it’s a utopian society that prospers from the misery of a child which makes PERFECT SENSE considering the hella muted colors in the beginning of the trailer. The book is based during a summer festival thus concluding the beach and the carnival set up. I’m shook. The album is dedicated to the youths who feel like society is only thriving based off of their suffering and saying that we’re not alone-that we can create better days together. It’s dedicated to us.
andrew getting overwhelmed by how much he loves neil…like…before he Never saw this feeling coming he thought it was just his mind making up things while he was on his meds. he’s long since accepted that this is real neil is real but sometimes it hits him so hard, that he can have this. he wasn’t able to have cass the way he wanted because of drake ruining it, ruining him…but now he has neil, and he is able to keep having him.
neil, who loves andrew unconditionally for who he is. neil, who accepts all of his sharp edges and dark thoughts. neil, who knows when to back away and when to stay close. neil, who wants to be with him and feels just the same as he does. neil, who can see the good in him when everyone else couldn’t. this all hits andrew like a wave crashing onto the shore and he feels like he’s drowning, but it’s a welcomed feeling. because it’s safety, and it feels like home. neil is home and before, he had this twisted, broken view of what “love” is from all those traumatic experiences that still eat away at him, both of them did, but this is new and different from anything else and too much and sometimes andrew wonders if he is really worthy of this, of what neil gives him and makes him feel.
and there are still passing fearful thoughts that what if he loses him, but waking up to fluttering eyelashes against cheeks and the way the morning sunlight rests against his skin while he’s in a peaceful sleep, seeing those looks neil sends his way, full of adoration and warmth, late night trips to the grocery store together wearing eachother’s hoodies and sweats and picking up andrew’s fave sweets to dull the nightmares he just had and is still feeling in trembling fingers and a rapid heartbeat—
it all makes their forever click into place and andrew knows that this is it. neil is it for him and it will always be that way
What do you mean there is another version of the All Out!! figure?????
And this version so cute omfg!! They all have different gestures and facial expressions and of course that is the training uniform version!!!!!!