So. I’ve been quite obsessed with Yuri!!!on Ice lately, and my blog is not even about yoi, but i really need to post this.
Maybe i’m overanalizing this scene, but hear me out.
I want you guys to look closely at Victor’s right arm.
At the end of this sequence, he is skating backwards. And his body follows him.
Everything but his right arm.
It just stay there, it doesn’t move as the rest of the body. And what does that mean?
In what situation does a body do that? When you’re pulling someone towards you.
Plus, we can say that he’s looking at somethig (someone?) right in front of him. (and that little smile he makes? 💗)
I would like to add too that in a promo like eight months ago, you can also see Yuuri in an ice rink with the same lighting, skating. Idk guys, but to me it seems like something that would explode in our faces for having it but not noticing. So yes, I firmly believe that he will skate “Stay close to me” with Yuuri, maybe in Hasetsu. We’ll see.
Again, maybe I’m overanalizing. But I wanted to share because I’m so hopeful for this to finally happen.
(is my grammar ok? hope it’s ok. I’m just a poor foreign fanboy with so much to share)
EDIT: I just fixed something. This scene was actually in ep 1. In the promo what you can see is Yuuri dancing, but not Victor. Still, they seem related because of the lighting and the perform they are making.
I mean it’s all well and good that you saved the world, I guess, but it was kind of a dick move for you to leave right before everything went to shit on our end. You planning on fixing that? Oh, and when are you going to propose to me?
- Rosie “I Know My Priorities” Cotton, The Lord of the Rings, book VI, chapter VIII
you ruined me as a human being. you completely destroyed me and i don’t know how to come back from it. i’m trying to find myself but just as things start to make sense to me i feel the thunder rumbling in my bones again and they shift and move and everything falls right back out of place and in left swallowing down blood and lashing out on people, insisting that i am fine. i am trying so hard to be steady and stand on my feet again but sometimes it’s just so goddamn hard.
but i am trying and that’s gotta count for something
Yesterday it was announced over the PA that a student committed suicide at my school, so when I came into school today and my friend told me “Do you know what happened to Arthur?”, I couldn’t control my emotions. And I started sobbing uncontrollably.
I didn’t know him well. But I still knew him. I’m not sure if he remembered that we went to kindergarten and elementary together, but I did. He was one of my best friends back then.. we never got to click like we did when we were little.
I just. I don’t know. I don’t understand why. He always kept to himself.. and I could see it in people’s eyes, the way people talked to each other. The way they moved, walked, their expressions. Everything was just.. off. It wasn’t right, it wasn’t normal. It almost felt empty. Like nobody could accept what happened. Because they couldn’t.
Even the teachers were upset. My orchestra teacher broke down in tears both yesterday and this morning. My english teacher was disoriented for the whole class period. My algebra teacher looked upset instead of his normal ecstatic self.
I think what upsets me the most is how I saw it affected everyone overall. Everyone was just completely out of it. And I never got to reconnect with him. And I’ll never know why he did it.
It’s horrible. And it just makes me wonder if he thought no one would care when he did it. Because, people did care. A lot of people. And it’s just. I don’t even know the words for it.
Please. Don’t commit suicide, please. I’m begging you, because people do care.
So many fucking people care about you. More than you will EVER know.
ॐ I have complete control over my life, the only people who have power over me and my feelings are the ones I allow to have that power.
ॐ I trust that everything that happens around me is moving me in the right direction towards where I want to be in the future.
1. Faking It (thecellardoor) - Harry pretends to date his best friend to escape unwanted attention from a too insistent classmate and hopes it won’t blow up in his face. Featuring embarrassing dildo accidents, awkward boners, longing, first times, late night conversations, emotional discoveries and Niall as the exasperated friend with bad advice.
3. Learning To Breathe (youcomecrash) - He’s playing football at one of the top universities in England and he should love everything about his life right now, but instead he’s moving backwards. How does your past fit into your present? Louis is still figuring it out.
4. Orange Canvas (aclosetlarryshipper) - Few can handle Louis Tomlinson on the dance floor, much less match him in skill and fervor. Louis has obviously met his soul mate; he just never expected him to be wearing a red snapback and to chew gum like an entitled Mercedes owner.
6. From Eight Until Late, I Think About You (supernope) - After finding out that his University of Brighton roommate has a YouTube channel, Harry starts up his own channel, on which he posts videos of himself doing weekly challenges. He strikes up a friendship with Louis, a popular youtuber in London, that starts in the comments on their videos and progresses to texting, skyping, and talking about each other in their own videos far too often. They fall for each other long-distance, but put off meeting face-to-face as long as possible, too nervous that they’ll screw it all up.
Falling in love with the right person at the wrong time.
The only thing that describes how falling in love with the right person feels it is home. Suddenly having that constant feeling of belonging somewhere and to someone, constantly having the feeling of having every thing in the world, constantly knowing you are happy and it is all because you feel at home wherever you are, as long as you are with that special someone. That is what love felt like when I was in love.
But then it started getting hard. Our schedules kept us apart, my school and job kept me away for days and phone conversations got shorter and less frequent, meeting in person became a once a week thing, date nights disappeared from our lives, we started driving each other insane. When he left for a vacation and we didn’t speak for a bit more than a week, it felt good. It felt like freedom. I realized then, that I felt trapped in a relationship I was not able to keep alive. I realized that the same relationship that used to be my source of energy was draining me and that I was being unfair to me, to us, and mostly to him.
So I broke it off and continued my life like nothing ever happened. But then the volleyball season was over and so were my job obligations, then the school ended and the second my schedule cleared enough for me to catch my breath I broke. I knew, he was my one in a million, I knew he was the one, I knew there will never be anyone else like him in my life, but I also knew I put him through too much already and I was not going to put him through it again so I never bothered telling him I still loved him, even if he said it to me every time we saw each other on the street.
I often think about us. About what would happen if instead choosing work over him, I chose the other way around. I think how happy we could have been, how our lives would be different, but then I remember that he moved on and is happier than ever. I remember the time I saw them on the street and he looked at me with a huge amount of love in his eyes, but a love different from the one we felt before. I remember I knew then that it was as real for him as it was for me, that we were each other’s right person, but it was just the wrong time and now it is too late. He is in love with someone else, they are happy and so am I. I am happy for them. And I will eventually find someone I feel at home with too, I will be okay.
“Something that fascinated me in ‘Birthmark’ is that while the Titans are standing a safe distance from Raven with fear on their faces during their second attempt of celebrating her birthday, Beast Boy, knowing full well that Raven could go demon berserk and slice everything to pieces again, moves right up in front of Raven without any regards to the safety of his own life and offers that sweet little message telling her that they are glad she was born.”