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‘  my kink is getting some fuckin sleep.  ’
‘  omg here goes your lil crybaby ass.  ’
‘  the beatles wouldn’t even fucking exist if big time rush hadn’t paved the path for them so shut the fuck up.  ’
‘  don’t start buddy. don’t you dare.  ’
‘  gay rights? true, as a gay, i am always right.  ’
‘  not to vent, but: fuck.  ’
‘  the worst pain is to make small talk with someone you once told everything to.  ’
‘  i think i accidentally break my own heart a lot.  ’
‘  sometimes ‘brb’ stands for ‘be ready bitch’ so you have to be careful.  ’
‘  i want to kiss you in a way that makes you not want to kiss anyone else ever again.  ’
‘  shout out to the people who are still friends with me even though i’m a fucking idiot.  ’
‘  it’s safe to assume that at any given moment i want to go back to bed.  ’
‘  i’m a big fan of anything that will help me chill the fuck out.  ’
‘  i don’t go through people’s pictures on their phone cause i wasn’t raised in the jungle.  ’
‘  i think we, as a people, just need to have a glass of water.  ’
‘  i don’t have enough black clothes.  ’
‘  sweetie, i could sleep for ten years and i’d still be tired.  ’
‘  i would sleep so much better with your arms wrapped around me.  ’
‘  me??? tired??? sleepy??? yes, constantly.  ’
‘  i’m pb&j – petty, bitter, and jealous.  ’
‘  the fact that sloths aren’t extinct somehow proves that if you go at your own pace and mind your own fucking business you too can succeed.  ’
‘  i wish i could be the person i want to be, but i’m too tired.  ’
‘  i always look sleep deprived. is that hot?  ’
‘  just because there’s always room for improvement doesn’t mean you’ll never be good enough.  ’
‘  my heart is a soft and sensitive mess.  ’
‘  all i want is a big garden and no responsibilities.  ’
‘  honestly someone not liking beyonce is a deal breaker and not for any political reasons, but just like you’re probably, definitely really boring.  ’
‘  hey guys, i’m a huge fan of genuine love and affection.  ’
‘  now i’m falling asleep and she’s calling a crab and he’s having a smoke and she’s kissing the crab.  ’
‘  i’ve been ever since i heard ‘lonely’ by akon at 9 years-old.  ’
‘  my new years resolution is to stop.  ’
‘  i’m irritated cause i’m not lovable in a romantic soulmate way.  ’
‘  i hate knowing that people that ruined parts of me still live and function like nothing ever happened.  ’
‘  i know i’m cute, but you can remind me.  ’
‘  hey, just wondering, but are you fucking kidding me????  ’
‘  i can’t wait to be in love with someone who is also deepfuck in love with me and we love each other forever n’ ever.  ’
‘  me? clingy? yes. please don’t leave me.  ’
‘  girlfriend application compatibility question: do you keep your depression pile on the bed or on the floor?  ’
‘  anything heart shaped is automatically 200% better. this is a fact.  ’
‘  today’s agenda: screaming into the abyss.  ’
‘  going from ‘today is a good day’ to ‘i hate my life’ takes me approximately 2.6 seconds.  ’
‘  everyone needs to wash their face and go to bed.  ’
‘  i’m worth so much more than the ways i’ve been treated.  ’
‘  hey, can i claim you guys as dependents on my taxes?  ’
‘  i really just ignore phone calls. like leave a message. i don’t check those either but like  ’
‘  i honestly just want to pack my bags and go travel the world and see and explore everything possible.  ’
‘  remember being little and thinking dandelions were fun or a pretty color or something and every adult in an 80 mile radius wouldn’t let you say that without screaming IT’S A WEED.  ’
‘  why did we just accept catdog?  ’
‘  my ‘stay in bed all day’ game’s too strong.  ’
‘  you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable.  ’
‘  i always forget that i literally don’t owe anyone anything!  ’
‘  i wonder what it feels like to know what the fuck is going on.  ’
‘  honestly… us girls? us women? we always out here, knowin.  ’
‘  would an alien think i’m pretty?  ’
‘  i love boys, but only as a concept.  ’
‘  why do parents get mad when you sleep in all day? like i’m staying out of trouble and i’m not spending your money like what’s the issue here????  ’
‘  i identify as an inconvenience to the world.  ’
‘  i seriously regret telling anyone, anything, ever lmao  ’
‘  dating me is like dating a five year-old. i need all of your attention and i’m cranky if i haven’t had a nap.  ’
‘  i’m literally tired of myself.  ’
‘  don’t introduce me to ur parents unless you plan on marrying me because they’re going to love me and ask about me for the rest of your life lol  ’
‘  what the hell is a straight person? only straight thing i know about is the edge of my beloved sword.  ’
‘  i highly recommend never having feelings.  ’
‘  self care is going into a cornfield at night to get abducted by aliens.  ’
‘  staying up late with another human is such a weird thing like you get this special bond and a what-is-this feeling  ’
‘  do u ever feel like ur not even friends with ur friends?  ’
‘  um no offense but whom’st’ve going to loveth me?  ’
‘  date a girl who fucks everything up.  ’
‘  not all who mcfreakin wander are mcfreakin lost.  ’
‘  i may legally be an adult but don’t be fooled. i have no idea what i’m doing.  ’
‘  a fun and interesting fact about me is that i’m a fucking idiot.  ’
‘  you can start again anytime!  ’
‘  all you can do is learn your lesson. there’s no point in wishing you had did differently. the past is the past.  ’
‘  i can’t believe an angel like me has to suffer so much.  ’
‘  you’re all so obsessed with love and being loved. what about just going to sleep?  ’
‘  i’m smart, but i do dumb shit anyway.  ’
‘  tbh i never deal with my emotions. i just let them ravage my body and then go to bed and then i wake up and do it all over again.  ’
‘  first of all: i don’t know shit, so jot that down.  ’
‘  i’ll just ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯ my way through life.  ’
‘  i’m tired of things costing money.  ’
‘  don’t you hate it when you’re dead inside and run out of apps to refresh?  ’
‘  who cares? do better, move on.  ’
‘  i don’t need a significant other. just a significant income.  ’
‘  appreciation for everyone who’s ever talked to me bc i’m annoying and dumb.  ’
‘  thnks fr th mntl llnss.  ’
‘  what  hasn’t killed me has just made me overly sensitive and defensive.  ’
‘  i don’t know shit ya’ll!!!!! i’m just out here.  ’
‘  binge-watching is great until you run out of the show and have to start watching it weekly like some sort of medieval peasant.  ’
‘  i’m in the wrong realm and i think everyone can tell.  ’
‘  this might come as a shock but I’m Not Feelin too good my dudes.  ’
‘  i’m alive, but only ironically.  ’
‘  there she goes again being over dramatic and by she, i mean me.  ’
‘  do you ever feel like have tried Too Hard to a friend and now you have become That Obnoxious Weirdo?  ’
‘  lgbt: lasagna! garfield’s beloved treat.  ’
‘  my favorite phrase in the english language is ‘i shit you not.’  ’
‘  i’m a real boring bitch! a snoozer!  ’
‘  i honestly look so good lounging in an oversized t-shirt and no pants. when will someone experience the blessing of domestic living w/ me?  ’
‘  you don’t understand how hard it is to take a selfie when you’re ugly.  ’
‘  you son of a mumford!  ’
‘  hi, i’m here to ruin everything.  ’
‘  you can tell a lot about a person by looking at their hands. for example, if it’s a skeleton hand then they’re dead.  ’
‘  the year is 2020 and i am found guilty of treason against the united states for vague blogging that i hate someone and donald trump thought it was about him.  ’
‘  everybody calm down, we’re going to be fine! :))) we’ve weathered worse than this! :) :) :) :) really all this panic just seems like a huge overreaction imho   ’
‘  no beta readers. we publish our crap writing like men.  ’
‘  i need $$$$$ not feelings.  ’
‘  ‘idk imma see’ = i ain’t coming, never was coming, never considered it, never gave it a single thought, only remembered cause you asked again.  ’
‘  oops, i don’t care lol  ’
‘  why girls always crop the halo out of their selfies? stop being so modest. we know the truth.  ’
‘  maurice, you’re not gonna fucking believe this,  ’
‘  i always get told i look like a bitch bc i’m always glaring while i walk, but i’m not glaring, i’m squinting. i have sensitive eyes. they’re watering.  ’
‘  concept: it’s 3 am. candle lit room. a record is spinning. you’re kissing me. we have no worries in the world. we’re warm and content.  ’
‘  i need to go into the forest and scream for an hour and a half.  ’
‘  pls kill all men who yell at girls from cars.  ’
‘  life really isn’t what i expected it to be. less quicksand. almost no quicksand to be honest. lots of metaphorical quicksand tho.  ’
‘  i have a question for u: like are u done… like is it over?  ’
‘  we all have that one person who ruins your day by being alive.  ’
‘  we all have that one person who ruins your day by being alive. for me, it’s myself.  ’
‘  whenever i see police i always try not to act suspicious and fail internally even though i never did anything wrong.  ’
‘  new years resolution: less bitter, more glitter.  ’


♡ happy birthday 2 this absolutely fully capable, multitalented, re(mark)able le(e)gend who basically ended everyone’s career just by existing! (rip them. they tried) thank you for everything, we love you!!! ♡

The Cast of IT as things my friends have said pt3

Stan: as of right now I can’t tell if I hate you or myself more

Mike: I once tried to take a stray dog home but my dad told me that we have so many animals already that our house could be considered a fucking farm

Bev: what do you mean I’m ugly? I’m a fuckin goddess, try again

Richie: one fish, two fish, red fish, blue fish, I don’t fuck with you fish

Eddie: I will bitch about the heat and cold, I will bitch about growing old. I will bitch about everything inside and out. You will find that there is nothing I can’t bitch about

Bill: maybe if I take action and act like the mom friend you guys won’t notice my crippling depression

Ben: singing in the shower? Did you mean PERFORM?

C: I grew up with my mother always telling me I wasn’t pretty. She would get frustrated in the store about how I didn’t fit in the kids section anymore, how my hair was always messy, how my acne was my fault, and how I couldn’t even be a girl if I didn’t wear earrings. I grew up alternating between accepting the fact I was ugly or trying anything and everything to be acceptable. At this point, at this age of 22, I’m just tired of trying. I started going natural, but my hair doesn’t look like the thick haired springy-curled girls and being 4C makes it even harder to learn from the internet. I started practicing makeup, but I can’t find the right type of tutorials and help from people who will be patient or know what they’re doing. I’ve tried curating clothes and getting my ears re-pierced, but I can’t afford the style that I like or find things flattering to my body. I genuinely wake up everyday, look in the mirror, and feel like the ugliest person in the world. I really hate everything about my body and face, and I’m honestly so tired of carrying that hate around. I just want one day were I don’t feel like this.

True Colors

Group: BTS


Requested: @dreaming-an-eternal-slumber said: Can I request a scenario based off of the song “True colors by The Weeknd” any member that you feel suits it best. If that’s okay? Love your writing ^.^!

Excerpt:Namjoon dipped his head down so his lips were next to your ear, “I want to see you true colours, don’t keep me in the dark.”

Genre: angst / fluff

Length: 0.9k

A/N: ive had quite a few song requests and I end up obsessed with the songs! Also thank you for requesting off anon! I usually get round to those faster! I hope you enjoy the drabble~

Originally posted by fyeahbangtaned

 “Tell me the truth, Y/N,” you looked across the bar at Namjoon, his arm had been lazily wrapped around your waist, but it tightened as he continued, but as he saw your nervous look his grip relaxed slightly, “Baby, we’ve been going out for a while, and we both have a dark past but as your current boyfriend; who else have you been with?”

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A long one but this was crazy.

I work at QueenDairy. I’m the lead cake maker and assistant cake decorator, meaning I know basically everything to do with cakes.

This lady came in today claiming that she was supposed to pick up a cake that she had ordered. I didn’t hear any of the conversation since she was talking to my manager and I only got involved once things were getting crazy.

She said she ordered a cake Saturday night. I know that’s a lie because I was there that night and didn’t see anyone else take an order and I didn’t do it myself. She said she already paid for the cake, but the woman on register doesn’t remember her paying. She said that one of the shift leaders took her order; the girl she said took it, wasn’t even there at the time the lady said it happened. I asked her if it was a blizzard cake; if it was, then I would have had to make it since I was there already. Except I only had an order for Sunday and it was already picked up.

She claimed that she talked to someone this morning about the order. Someone with pink highlights. No one here has pink hair or pink highlights.

She claimed she paid $24 for her cake. Expect we don’t sell $24 cakes.

My manager went through Saturday’s entire transaction history and no such order existed.

My coworkers aren’t the best when it comes to taking cake orders, but I know what goes on in my area. I tried to explain to the lady about my position and that I never recieved such an order. I cleaned my freezers on Sunday and there wasn’t even a cake back there for her.

Since she couldn’t get her way, she wanted to pick a cake out from out case. Fine, no big deal. But she wanted everything on this one cake scrapped off, since she didn’t care how it looks. I’m so glad my manager didn’t make me do that! Like no way are we giving you an ugly cake.

Nevertheless, I’m glad my manager listened to me and believed me when I said her story was total bs. Good thing she didn’t get anything for free!

hold me tight ~ j.a

A/N: this is just a little thing i wrote because i was very far up in my feels. It’s a littl shorter than usual but i kinda liked it so i hope you enjoy!

Requested: No not really (I’m working on the requests i do have but i had really bad writers block so yea i wrote something else instead bc everything i tried out for the requests was ugly and i didn’t like the writing) 

summary: You’ve been stressed out all week and Jack finds a quick fix for the problem. 

You’d been stressed out all day and the entire week for that matter, because of school and all the work you had to do. The only thing that made it bearable was talking to your boyfriend, Jack. You could always come to him when you had a problem, he was always there for you to give you some words of wisdom and help you take your mind off of things. He was away with the boys on some PR tour around the country so you couldn’t ask him to visit sadly, but he didn’t have to be there physically to be there for you. You’d but you’d been texting for about 2 hours now and even though you felt like you were annoying the hell out of him, he insisted it was fine and encouraged you to let all your feelings out in order for him to help you take your mind off of it. He tried his best to cheer you up sending you funny videos and memes but nothing seemed to take away the stress for more than 20 minutes. After a while, you noticed that Jack wasn’t responding anymore and you figured that he’d probably gotten sick of your constant whining, but regardless of that, you were still a little hurt. You glanced at your clock to see what time it was and decided that 11:30 pm was a good time to finally go to sleep and just forget all about your work.

As you were taking off your makeup in the bathroom and brushing your teeth you suddenly heard a soft thud coming from outside. You ignored it the first time but the second time it was louder and it was two thuds, this time they sounded more like a knock on your window. Curious to see what it was you walked back into your room, only to find Jack sitting by your window and waving at you from outside. You rushed to your window to open it for him. “you do know I have a front door right?” you ask him as you raise your eyebrow while he comes in. “yeah, I’m aware but this is more fun don’t you think?” Your puzzled expression turns into a smile and you shake your head before calling him a headass. “What are you doing here at 1 am though? I thought you’d gotten sick of my nagging and went to bed.” Jack furrows his eyebrows and his smile drops a little. “I could never get sick of you, babe. I just came over to cuddle.” Your skeptic expression softens and you can’t help but smile as Jack walks up to you and pulls you in a big and warm bear hug. “You mean to tell me you came knocking on my window at 1 am because you wanted to cuddle?” you try your best not to laugh but you can’t seem to stop the urge. “hey” he whines at you stretching out the  “y” and pouting at you. “For your information, I did come here to cuddle at 1 am, I just felt like you needed it. You’ve been so stressed out all week over all the work you had to do and I thought it might help a little if someone held you for a while to take away the stress.” The brown-eyed boy looks down at his feet while saying that last sentence but before he has time to look up you pull him straight back into a hug and bury your face in his neck whispering: “I love you so much, Jack.” You felt him smile against your shoulder. “I love you too Y/N.”  

Suddenly the realization dawns on you that Jack wasn’t even supposed to be in your state at the moment. You pull away from the hug. “Wait, aren’t you supposed to be with the boys right now, what are you doing back here?  How did you even get here so fast?” Jack looks at you with a big smirk on his face. “As soon as you told me you were still stressed, I told Daniel to drop me off at the airport. I just bought a ticket for the first plane back so I could come hug you and make you forget about the stress for a bit.” You can’t find the right words to express how much you love him so you just smile at him and whisper ‘thank you’. “I can only stay for 2 hours but it’s worth it because I’ve missed you and I don’t want you to be stressed or sad. I don’t care how long I can stay, just as long as I get to hold you in my arms for a bit.” He didn’t have to say anything else, you pulled him closer and your lips collided. “How did I get so lucky to have you?” you say as you hold the strings of his hoodie looking into his eyes. “Actually, I’m the lucky one.” You roll your eyes at the boy while he pulls you into yet another bear hug. You stay like that for a while, just enjoying each other’s touch, and with that, your stress seemed to fade away replaced by happiness.


Race is having trouble at school with the Delancey brothers and trying to hide it from Spot. 

Thank you so much, Anon! That’s so kind! I’m so glad that you like my writing. :)

Also, hello, I’m back! I’m so sorry I disappeared a little but school’s started again and I’ve been really sick and preparing for an audition for my school show.

I’ll probably write a follow up to this at some point.

His back pressed against the cold stone, Race fumbled with his lighter as he struggled to light the cigarette in the wind. He grumbled softly, covering the end with his hand and almost going cross-eyed to focus on whether the cigarette was lighting or not.

When he finally managed to light it, he inhaled deeply and breathed out a sigh of relief. Smoking used to just be a fun thing for him but, recently, it had started to become more of a stress habit. Race could feel himself becoming addicted but he didn’t know any way to stop it.

He was waiting for his boyfriend to turn up, bag lying carelessly beside him as he blew smoke up and into the air, enjoying watching it drift away on the wind. He’d been with Spot for almost a year, though his high strung boyfriend with the superiority complex would say it had only been three months. They’d been acting like a couple and sleeping together long before they made it official but that was still seven months ago. However, they’d only come out three months ago and if people thought that Spot Conlon was capable of secrets, who knows what they’d have done to find more. Better to pretend that they’d never been hiding.

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anonymous asked:

now, what do you really think of Peter? Do you like him? Do you hate him? Do you pitty him? Cause I feel all of this at once and I'm always so confused at this

(( OOC: The logical, detached part of my brain recognises the possibility of sympathising with Peter… and then my rage comes hurling back and I just. can’t. feel sorry for him. Possibly just because loyalty is something I value above anything else, but everything about Peter just makes me sad and angry. However, he is a brilliant character and someone that does a great job of representing the very ugly side of war, that awful no-mans-land between good and evil. I tried to ensure that TPOW gave clues as to why Peter made the choices he did… but at the end of the day, I just don’t like the bloke. Sorry. ))


I'm having a tough time these days...

With life…In general.

No one knows how bad it is.

Although, I think the people closest to me suspect.

I don’t laugh anymore…

Rarely smile.

I cry…A lot…When I’m alone.

Someone almost restored my faith in man…

Then destroyed it.

People in general are horrible.

This is what it looks like when an eternal optimist loses all hope.

It’s ugly.

The world is a horrible place and people only care about themselves.

I tried…I tried so hard…With everything.

Everything inside of me died…

I guess I’m mourning the person I used to be.

She loved everything so hard and so fiercely.

She’s gone now…And I’m left with a shell.

Maybe in another life things will be different.

I’ll just keep going through the motions.

It’s all I can do.

Some people just were meant to be alone.

I’m one of them.

Match Made Part 3

Part 1: https://not-so-freshman.tumblr.com/post/166978044816/match-made-part-1

Part 2: https://not-so-freshman.tumblr.com/post/167012149796/match-made-part-2


 I jolt at the familiar voice that came from behind me and I turn around to see, “Becca? What are you doing here? I thought- “

She folds her arms and scowls at me. “Oh wow, I really thought you caught on back at the house, but nope. Oblivious as usual” the scowl she started off with has merged into a comforting smile. “I’m ‘Bethany’, but you knew that, already didn’t you?” I let my feigned surprised expression slip into a knowing smile.  “I had my suspicions.”

It was true, I partly thought it was her, and obviously hoped it would be, yet she has always been so hard to read, and I couldn’t help but wonder if setting me up with someone else would be her way of, ending it.

We both enter the bar together, it felt familiar and welcoming, it wasn’t empty but it wasn’t packed full of people either, kind of perfect really. We grabbed some drinks and take a seat in a booth near the back, siting on opposite sides of the table, facing each other.

“So… I take it this was your way of asking me out on our first proper date then?” I rest my elbow on the table and prop my chin on the palm of my hand. She leans forward, raising her eyebrow ever so slightly in that way that drives me crazy. “Maybe I, just wanted to rescue you from another lame date.”

“Oh, my hero.” I halfheartedly feign and swoon, she gives me a small laugh and I smile in return. “And well it wasn’t actually that lame of a date.”

 “But it was Tripp? T-R-I-P-P” She says in complete disbelief.

 “He was actually really nice! and entertaining, even though I’m pretty sure I would have just been a ‘rebound girl’.”

 “Rebound? You’d be wasted as a rebound sweetie” She punctuates her sentence with a bite of her lip and I just wanted to kiss her right there and then, but instead;

 “Well I’m glad you think so, it’s hard to tell where you are at sometimes,”

 “What’s that supposed to mean?”

I put my foot in my mouth, I should have just gone in for a kiss, rather than throw myself in this ditch. Couldn’t she have pretended I didn’t say anything? I dared not keep her waiting for an answer any longer, so I confessed.

“It’s just hard, not to think that I’m in ‘this’ more than you are, honestly,”

Becca folds her arms and sits back into the booth. “so, what you think I don’t care or think about you?”

“Yeah, sometimes”

“Alison!” Becca pauses and she considers herself for a moment before continuing.

“Do you even know where we are right now, Alison?”

“Well, we’re in a bar?”

Becca huffs at me and rolls her eyes before leaning forward.  “Yes Alison, we are in A bar, but we’re also in THE bar where everything changed.” I sit back in my seat and I look around, turning to face the window, I realize I do remember this street. I’m instantly taken back into time, to that monster of a night where, despite my best to avoid it, everything with me and my friends just combusted, and got turned on to its ugly head.

I’m pulled back to the present, I turn back to Becca and she is smiling at me, most likely amused at my realization. She takes my hand in hers “I’m pretty sure this is the same booth too.”

At first, I tried to conceal how happy this made me in some attempt to be cool and collected, however it wasn’t long before my face betrayed my true feelings and Becca began to close the gap between me and her, my lips and her lips, touch, for what feels truly like the first time. A true first kiss. Just as I feel the surrounding noise begin to fade away, she pulls our lips apart and touches her forehead to mine. She begins to speak in a hushed tone just for me to hear.

“You know, this would be a very good time to ask me a certain, something

I knew that exact something I wanted to ask. “Becca, be my- “

“Yes of course I’ll be your girlfriend, just don’t beg, it doesn’t suit you.” Becca couldn’t contain her own laughter, and I couldn’t help but laugh along with her having just heard my new favorite sound.

We stayed at the bar late enough that we were sure that our house mates wouldn’t be up to see either of us come home. From there the night went on to be just a little more, perfect.


“Alison, I didn’t think you’d be the type to get into bed on the first date.” Becca looked up at me, head resting on my shoulder, I release a breathless laugh. “Yeah well, I’m full of surprises.” I turn slightly to look at her, a blonde streak hides her face slightly. 

“Can I uncover Mr. Snappy’s tank now?” She doesn’t say anything she just rolls back her eyes, but I take it as permission to pull my hooded jumper off the tank, I swiftly return to her side and Becca replaces her head to its rightful place. “You do know, that now were official we have to be public, right? I mean we can wait a little longer for Abbie’s sake.”

“Yeah, it’s just all of your friends are going to have all these questions, it’s going to be so”


“I was going to say gross.”

I snort, realizing she wouldn’t of thought anything other than that. I debate with myself for a moment before continuing. “We do sort of owe them some answers, especially since they started setting me up.” Becca exhales quickly, almost in defeat and looks up at me again.

“I know, but can’t we find a way of it being fun for me?” Not sure of what to say I look at her with widened eyes, almost to telepathically ask her to explain.

“How about, every question has to be earned…. with a dare, A Dare for a Truth!” 

“You been spending too much time with Kaitlyn. Let’s not get ahead of ourselves.”  

no one knows yet.

anonymous asked:

you're so petty you're just being mean. you're acting like yixing is being kept in his room forced to watch while exo is having a CB when in reality he's working a lot in things he loves e getting his coins, probably more so then the rest of the members. besides he's about to release his second son. i get that it's dificult not seing you're bias in the cb but behaving almost identical as most antis is stupid. he would so proud

asjdhasjhkdg look I’m not an anti and I don’t even want to come across as mean either. It’s okay to like…not like stuff?? HONESTLY even if Yixing was in the comeback cycle, it would definitely be better (idc about the ppl who think he wouldn’t make a difference, the guy is a main dancer and vocalist and the only remaining native Chinese speaker when they put out Chinese albums so like..it would) but it still wouldn’t be anything groundbreaking. Compared to their past work, especially their CMB/LMR promotions and even the Monster/Lucky One/Lotto cycle, KKB/Power really…falls flat. Like kudos for trying new things I guess but that doesn’t make it immediately incredible just because they haven’t done it before. Power is fun, it is, but it looks and sounds like something out of radio disney, or a rookie group debut video. Which, when Exo DEBUTED with something as powerful as mama, is a big step back. And the whole, this concept is just a “parody” of their past ones isn’t like…good. Why would SM put money (& not even a lot of it in terms of production like you all make better graphics on here for free) into one big self-drag of a concept for the group? If Exo is a leading boy group…they really have to hold that up with their content. Add on top of this excluding Yixing and placing a “gag order” against one of their own members (or worse if there isn’t one at all…) it’s just…not fun or enjoyable and I really tried to enjoy it, I did.

TLDR: sometimes being a fan doesn’t mean just accepting and worshiping everything they do??? in fact, wouldn’t exo want fans who are like…honest with them? The treatment of Yixing has been ugly and really the icing on the cake and I’m not just going to ignore it? Sometimes looking critically at a group doesn’t make you an anti??

Part Two: Devil May Care. (Swan Song S05E22)

Episode Summary: The showdown between good and evil is at hand. With the apocalypse looming, the reader, now a demon, abandons the Winchesters to work at Lucifer’s side to help further his plans along. Sam and Dean realize they are out of options to save her and the fate of humanity. They are forced to make heart-breaking decisions that will change their lives forever.
Warnings: Demon!Reader, mentions of violence, manipulation and angst.
Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader (Very minor Lucifer x Reader)
Word Count: 2,988.

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anonymous asked:

tbh i get it, the ball pit looks v ugly but they've tried to lower the specs for people with bad computers i guess and thats very helpful. i get that you don't like it and everything but there's other things in the toddler pack that are amazing and i think you guys should be grateful that they're at least giving it to us and nothing at all. i think simmers just like to complain a lot and it's not fair for the people who make the game if all you do is complain. might as well make your own game.

I’m not complaining at all and I’m planning on getting the pack when it comes out. My point was that since it seems that A LOT of people have criticized the ball pit, I wonder if this means EA will do something about it? That’s all (: 

Ahn Hyung Seob Talks About His Toughest Moment On “Produce 101 Season 2” And How He Overcame It

“It’s an honor to be given the nickname ‘Pick Me’ boy. It’s a song I always listened to do make myself feel better, and I got to claim that as my nickname.”

This is what Ahn Hyung Seob, who came in at 16th place in “Produce 101 Season 2,” had to say about one of his most memorable moments on the show. The judges turned the song on to get the atmosphere hyped, and while everyone else was just dancing along in their seats, Ahn Hyung Seob rushed on staged and showed off his moves, gaining him a big following from the very beginning.

When asked what pushed him to collect the courage and rush up on stage, the trainee said, “I hadn’t planned it or anything, I just got really into it in the moment. I read comments that said, ‘He knows how to secure screen time for himself,’ but back then, I didn’t even know what screen time was.”

When asked what pushed him to collect the courage and rush up on stage, the trainee said, “I hadn’t planned it or anything, I just got really into it in the moment. I read comments that said, ‘He knows how to secure screen time for himself,’ but back then, I didn’t even know what screen time was.”

However, the trainee also faced one of the toughest times of his life on the show as well. After seeing his rankings drop following his performance of “Get Ugly,” his look of disappointment was met with a flood of malicious comments.

Ahn Hyung Seob said, “That was my toughest moment. I just tried to accept what I did wrong and do my best to not repeat the same mistake. But hearing so many bad things being said to me was hard to deal with. I was even scared to go on set to record the next episode. I had never cried before while on the show, but that day, I called my parents and cried. Everything was so scary to me and I wanted to run away.”

He also stated, “It was during that time that I got a lot of great advice from the other trainees. On the day of the next performances, I was feeling really down, but Kwon Hyun Bin came and told me to cheer up, and Jang Moon Bok came up to me after the performance and told me not to let the comments drag me down. Thanks to them, I was able to overcome that hurdle.”

Not only was Ahn Hyung Seob known for his reactions during the show, but his determination shined throughout the show as well. Though he was first told by the trainer Lee Seok Hoon that he had no talent in singing, he persisted and worked hard to improve his singing skills, to the point that Lee Seok Hoon was surprised by his transformation.

When asked when he thinks he will debut, Ahn Hyung Seob said that he wasn’t sure, but he’d try to make it as soon as possible. Until then, he’ll be greeting fans through various variety shows like tvN’s “Taxi” and OnStyle’s “Get It Beauty 2017.”He also added that he’s working on a great signature that he can use at fan events once he does make his debut.

To conclude, Ahn Hyung Seob said, “I’m proud of my rankings on ‘Produce 101 Season 2’ because I never thought I’d get so far. I saw the ads that fans prepared for me and it really motivates me to push harder and do my best. I’m as happy as the characters in the stories I read when I was a kid, and it’s a feeling I can’t put into words. I will continue to work hard and never forget how I’m feeling right now.”

Credits/Source: Soompi.com

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They had no idea what had gotten into her boyfriend yes he had always had a quick temper but he would never hurt them, but right now they were trapping in his room banging on the door, the doorbell rang and luciano  went to see who it was and for the first time they saw him panic, and before they could even walk over he grabbed them, throwing them into his room told to shut up for a bit and then slammed it locking it, the walls were thick, only muffled could heard when they screamed

“LUCIANO THIS ISN’T FUNNY LET ME OUT NOW!” there arms kept banging on the door.

“What was that luci~” flavio asked his brother, Luciano gulped

“The attic i think is acting up…” he said kept hearing the banging, flavio took a long sip of his tea

“OH is that so? Well you could always move back in with me you know you kinda disappeared out of nowhere hahah!” luciano backed up in his seat he hated him with every fiber in his being. He took away his life any chance to be normal he took away with blood and violence taking over most of his childhood.

“If i didn’t know any better i would say that you were trying to get away from me.” he said Flavio sing songy voice was gone he looked at Luciano

“What of course not just better for business if we artn so close together.”
“I suppose but if something happened to us, could get ugly.” he said leaning back in chair and crossing his legs thumping his leg.
“And what you implying brother?” luciano said

“OH like if you tried to get out of the ‘family business’.” he said getting straight to the point, luci gulped

“You know better then anyone i can’t do that.” Luciano said

“Yeah, i mean if i found out you tried to escape and tried to go off the grid, only to find that you had a partner who could figure out your dark past get you arrested then everything could be unstiched…you know.”

“Yes i know.” Luciano said

“What is the rule~”

“Ahem i said, what is the rule!”

“The only people we need are in the business and anyone outside the business will be killed on sight.” a hand patted his head he swiped it off

“Luciano it seem unfair doesn’t it…but you always have your big brother and now that i know where you are again we will,never have any problems…right?”

“Yes.” Luciano said looking down, he has dealt with murderers other members, countless deaths, but his brother was the only one who could make him scared

“Good boy, anyway i better be off got all that work to do you know can’t wait to see you with us again.”

“Right…” he said looking up at the staircase that lead to his room, Flavio grabbed his purse and walked out the door

“OH! One more tiny thing.”
“What is it?” Luciano said

“If i ever found out that you did have partner…i will kill them bye bye luci!” and with that he walked off, luci closed the door then ran up stairs

“Fuck fuck fuck he knows!!!” he said running to the room and opening there they were his light, his love the only thing right about this world sitting on his bed looking pissed at him

“What was that about!”
“Shut up for a second.” he said rubbing his eyes

“What did you just tell me to do, what is going on!”
“I SAID SHUT UP!!!” he said

“…unbelievable ugh i am taking a walk.” they said, luciano  looked at them, no if they did that there is chance that Flavio would be outside waiting for them, and then


“YOU DON’T GET TO DECIDE WHAT I DO!” they yelled at him, he grabbed them by the wrist




“STOP IT NOW LUCIANO!” His eyes snapped open and threw them on the ground, they landed with a loud thud, they let out a whimper as they tried getting up but he pinned them down

“​"you don’t get to decide anything, understand? i make the rules and you obey them if you want to remain unharmed.“

A Separate Peace Ch27 sneak peek

“…We’re leaders. We both have so many people to protect, we can’t be selfish. We don’t have the luxury of always putting each other first. We thought this marriage could work because we believed we could lead together, unifying the people who look to us. We thought there would be no conflict of duty. Now…I simply don’t know what either of us is going to be called upon to do from here on out.”

Alec nodded glumly and sighed in resignation. He tried to turn pull his face away but Magnus refused to let him withdraw.

“But I promise to try, Alec. You said it yourself: we never assumed this would be easy. If you’re willing to take the chance with me that it could all crash and burn, that it could get ugly and immensely painful, and that we have noassurance of success, I promise to do everything I can to keep us together.”

Alec gave him a tremulous smile. “The night you proposed, you told me marriage never comes with a guarantee, but for some reason, people still find it worth the risk.”

“I remember,” Magnus murmured, stroking Alec’s cheek with his thumb. “Now I understand the reason.”

Alec’s thick lashes swept down as he closed his eyes. “So do I.”