everyone i love is on here

i had originally made a post that i was going to go on a longer hiatus, but no. no i don’t want to do that at all. through my times of trouble, and my anxiety disorder getting the best of me while in college, onew has been the one to always be there. he was there when i felt like nobody else was, and for that i will never forget. it’s my turn to return that support and that unconditional love, so that’s why i’m not leaving. 

i know shawols i know that it’s so hard right now with this news about onew not attending the concert, but please let’s continue to keep strong for him. you all have been so patient and so sweet through all of this, and onew would be so touched if he knew 

and to my fellow mvps whose taken a major hit on this like i did–i’m here for you and will be your shoulder to cry on. onew loves you so much just like you do him

we all love you so much jinki and we can’t wait for you to come back and give you the biggest pearl aqua hug you’ve ever received!  

Black Emporium gifts for you AND me! *_*

The @black-emporium-exchange collection is live, though authors and artists remain anonymous for the time being. But if you take a look, you might be able to find a few things from yours truly… I will of course be posting those here when our secret identities are revealed, but until then why not see if anything catches your eye? Tons of great stuff in there if you’re into Dragon Age and rare pairings!

This year I got three totally amazing gifts from three totally wonderful creators and I’ve got to share them:

One Jump, Dalish/Skinner
An ENTIRE COMIC, like, three times as long as anything I’ve ever made, which is an absolutely incredible feat and I am in awe of the creator’s hard work. It’s an exciting action/adventure story that explores how Skinner ended up with the Chargers and fell in lesbians with Dalish, with bonus background Adoribull, also featuring Dalish and Dorian playing off each other hilariously. It’s so great and I am so blessed to have been the recipient.

[NSFW] Sweet Talk, Cassandra/F!Adaar
This artist heard my plea for Cassandra getting *** ***** ***, THANK YOU, KIND ARTIST, BRAVE HERO. And the result is so lovely and warm and pleasing to look at, just a super gorgeous drawing.

and the one that came in late this afternoon as a treat/birthday gift from a totally mysterious person I’m sure I don’t know, hm, who could it be,

Pathways, Nathaniel/Velanna
I don’t even know how to explain how much I just spent the last hour screaming into my own ass over how much everything about this was directed specifically at me with the intent of making me scream into my own ass. ADVENTURE FIC. AVVAR SPIRIT NONSENSE. CULTURE-ACCURATE POETRY. All of it a delightful backdrop to Nathaniel and Velanna being infuriatingly, stupidly in love. Seriah makes a cameo! MY VERY OWN DAUGHTER. My heart was hammering the whole way through and when I wasn’t smiling over how much I love the characters I was clutching my face and trying not to cry about it. My head caught fire and I died. That’s about as ringing an endorsement of a thing as I think a person can offer.

hey listen

i know im barely active here but i just wanna say to everyone thats gay and trans (which i would guess is at least most of our followers bc i dont know that ive ever met a straight nonbinary person) that i love you and i respect you and its rlly hard internally to be both gay and trans, its rlly a unique experience to itself and ur all so strong for seeing this in yourselves when so many people dont want you to and i just. love you


A Different Place (2/2)

Summary: Things aren’t all that different ever since Y/N came out of the pit and since her and Dean’s fight. That is until Dean comforts her after she wakes up from another nightmare 

Pairings: Dean Winchester x Reader 

Word Count: 2,310 

Warnings: It’s a little sad at first but then things get so much better, and Dean is the cutest person ever

A/N: IT’S FINALLY HERE!!! OH…MY…GOD! I hope this meets everyone’s expectation and I hope you guys like this part. Please, please, please let me know what you think! I love you all so much and thank you so much for being patient! 

Feedback is welcome and is much appreciated ♡

Read Part 1 Here! 

Originally posted by deangifsdaily

It had been a month since Y/N had been out of the pit and she couldn’t believe it has been a month since she had her fight with Dean. Even though she desperately wanted to leave, she promised Sam to stay at the place that seemed the same but was truly different. Just to see if things would change back to the way they were. However, things haven’t changed ever since she came back and she had her argument with Dean. The two barely said two words to each other, while Sam tried to make the two communicate with each other. Y/N’s nightmares also haven’t changed, keeping her up every night. She hated going back to sleep.  

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What terms mean NSFW or not

Hi, peeps.

I didn’t think that it would come to this, but apparently, according to responses that I got from people, there seems to be confusion of what terms mean in the manga/anime community.    

Ok.  Buckle down, everyone, and enjoy the ride: 

When it comes gay/lesbian/queer relationships in manga/anime, there are several genres/terms to choose from that best describe the situation.  Here are terms: 

Yaoi (Guy Love)/ Yuri (Girls Love)-  (Has three definitions, according to people) 

  1. Explicit -  refers to sex/porn, sexual positions, NSFW, etc. that is generally taboo and cannot be shown to people underage (as noted for a lot of cons that require customers to be 18+ in order to buy yaoi/yuri manga)
  2. Umbrella terminology - refers to both implicit and explicit.  It is basically a broad term that covers hugging and holding hands to porn.  There is nothing specific other than in relation to gay/lesbian love.
  3. Implicit - refers to hugging, holding hands, some kissing (sometimes making out, but generally this is offscreen or offpage), etc.  It is implied that the characters are in a relationship, and some behavior showcases this, but it does not go any further. 

Wait a minute… But all those definitions would just fit for #2!  Why three?”
Yes, it would make sense for yaoi/yuri definition to fit under the #2 definition.  However, #2 and #3 are recent phenomenons and are largely influenced by newcomers and fandoms (and possibly publications/producers).  A lot of people in fandoms tend to use these two definitions because they know that it will garnish attention and attract a lot of fans and newcomers over to their story.  Also, these definitions seem to be exclusive to Americans (or at least people from outside of Japan).  However, definition #3 is actually the most accurate definition, according to terminology that is used in Japan.  Yaoi/Yuri   

“Ok, but I don’t see what the big deal is?”
Problem becomes apparent when it comes to showcasing manga/anime to the general public.  Take cons, for example: You have to be 18 years of age or older to view and purchase yaoi and yuri along with ecchi and hentai.  Now, if you apply definition #2 and #3, it would make cons look homophobic and equate LGBTQ love as only being taboo (especially alongside other manga/anime that are NSFW).  It would make people think that two gay people holding hands is the same things as a guy and girl have oral sex.  (Side note: Here in America, it is already bad enough that we still have bathroom and religious discrimination laws due to equating LGBTQ love, especially just holding hands, to sex or taboo.) 

“Alright! Like there is terminology for implicit gay/lesbian love, anyway.”
Wrong! There is terminology that refer to those very things!  Here there are: 

Shounen-ai (Boys Love or BL as recent years)/Shoujo-ai (Girls Love or GL in recent years)
            - Refer to implicit relationships and behaviors, like holding hands, hugging, some kissing, etc. Generally, it is under the category of shoujo and shounen, but it is more specific to the particular relationships.

This term is the more accurate definition for implicit love, according to Japan  There was also misunderstanding of these terms as well as I had several people tell me that these terms are sexual relationships/behaviors, even though they are wrong.  

Now, why in the hell am I bringing this up in my art blog? 
Somehow, I am having some people become very confused by my recent reblogged commission sheets under the “No, I don’t draw” section.  Yes, porn is generally overarching term for hentai, ecchi, yaoi, and yuri, but they are subsections of porn that not a lot of people think about as porn (apparently).  Thus, I have to be specific in my “No, I don’t draw” section of my commission sheet.   Apparently though, yaoi and yuri terms seem to be considered wrong, even though they are right.  Just so you know: 

Commissions -

            Yes, I draw gay ships (my one and only ship is freaking Shinji and Kaworu) as well as LGBTQA+ ships! 

            NO, I do not draw porn of your said gay ships! 

No, I cannot edit my original post as Tumblr updated and has prevented me from do so. 

The fact that I have to explain this is beyond me, considering that I thought that people already knew the terminology for these kinds of stories.  I am now proven wrong in light of recent events. 

Excuse the crap lighting, I can’t ever seem to get any good light ANYWHERE IN MY HOUSE.

But in all sincerity, thank you to @ignis-scientia-estrogen-brigade for being the wonderful being that she is. Her writing and her art is a guiding force here in the ffxv community and without fail has brought me (and many others, I do believe) to my knees with her broad talent and genuine heart. Though very, very limited I was, to watch her streams when I could and she and everyone involved were absolute joys. Some times, there would be really dark days and I’d go back and read her fics and they would pick me right up.

All in all, thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!

P.s. I couldn’t resist adding my little skull pendant that I have in the case of an emergency fem!ignis cosplay wait what no I didn’t say that.

dear person reading this:

  • your crooked teeth make your lovely smile extremely cute and endearing  (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
  • your splotches of freckles? yeah, those are places where the galaxies whirling inside of you leaked out to radiance their brilliancy into the world
  • your thighs touch? that’s a GOOD thing. you’re getting proper nutrition! you have muscles! d o  n o t  b e  a s h a m e d!!!! also, thigh gaps are awesome too! anything related to thighs is awesome! all thighs are different because every person is different, and honestly, why does it matter what your thighs look like?? people who are bothered by thighs are weak tbh
  • “bingo arms”???? listen up: you only have bingo arms when you’re WINNING. otherwise why would you be yelling “bingo”?? thought so. you’re a winner – you can do anything you set your incredible mind to!
  • your hair is so unbelievably gorgeous and don’t you deny it. don’t forget to style it, dye it, try new shampoos with it, as long as you want to! your hair is your own, whether it be frizzled or dry or thick or thin – be proud of that, and remember that you can always change it up!
  • your eyes are not too small, or too big, or too wide apart, or too ugly. your eyes are your own mortal doorway into your soul, expressing your thoughts and emotions in dazzling swirls and hues for others to decipher. don’t be afraid to cry, don’t be disgusted by the crinkles at the corners when you smile, don’t hate on the small, microscopic blood vessels running through them. don’t lock your door out of needless shame!
  • scars!!! scars are so cool! they’re visual results from a chapter that makes up the story of your life! no matter where scars are, don’t be conscious of concealing them! ppl loVE scars! even the tiny lil ones! anyone who has a scar is automatically known as an ultimate badass sorry that’s the rule
  • same goes for stretch marks! those little ripples on your thighs, your hips, your waist, your belly? those mean that you’ve GROWN. your body has adapted frequently throughout your life, and leaves those little ripples as little hints of your amazing journey from babyhood to adulthood! (or maybe you’re just a mystical ocean god/goddess and those waves are symbols of your enormous power, onlookers should be on the lookout)
  • sorry, did you say you had a pig nose? do you even kNOW how cute piggies are you should be PROUD of your nose cAUSE U CUTE
  • long, thin nose? p l s. that just means you’re king/queen of everything. don’t deny it. you know how powerful you truly are
  • tummy rolls? everyone has them. seriously, no matter how thin a person may seem, tummy rolls are inevitable. you are not alone! tummy rolls rock! ROCK THOSE TUMMY ROLLS!
  • trust me, barely anyone see your feet anyways. besides, feet aren’t that bad – how do you think your hands would look if they walked everywhere over the earth’s rough terrain? feet are hella 
  • ears are so cool omg they’re like fingerprints, unique to you and you only! plus you can pierce them! repeatedly! how cool is that? ears are best
  • do nOT be anxious about flaunting your legs! wear that short skirt! wear those shorts! own that bikini! your legs are marvelous! ppl would kill for a pair of dandy lookin legs like yours! pale or tan, legs are glorious! L E G S
  • lips. lips. do you know how many magic tricks your lips are able to perform? the formation of words, the ability to smile or frown, the ability to express, to kiss, to wear makeup; lips are ethereal and exquisite in all forms!
  • #1 tip: your eyebrows are always on fleek  (▰˘◡˘▰)
  • and lastly: you are not dumb. you are not worthless. you are not a waste of space, an empty void, a meaningless shell. you are loved. you are worth everything. you are so incredibly intelligent, you are utterly unforgettable, and you are breathtaking in every single way.
  • next time you look in a mirror, blow yourself a kiss and don’t worry – you’ll kill it out there today. ♥

congrats on anime debut!!! 


(also on pixiv)

To all my writers out there, particularly fanfic writers because I am one and I’m feelin this hardcore

  • It’s okay that you haven’t written for a while, you can take breaks.
  • You can start writing again whenever you want, you don’t need an excuse.
  • If you would still like an excuse, here it is: I want you to start again, you should totally do it.
  • It’s ok if you’re out of practice, you’ll pick up traction again.
  • We’re all learners and its good to have role models, but try to be better than the writer were before, and try less to be ‘as good as’ someone else.
  • It’s alright to abandon a piece if you have no enthusiasm or passion left for it.
  • It’s okay to be needlessly dramatic.
  • It’s okay to be needlessly ridiculous.
  • Write the crackfic, write the rarepair, or write the popular pair. Write what you want to write.
  • Yes someone has probably written this scene before.
  • Write it anyway if you want to write it.
  • Yeah that trope has probably been done a million times.
  • Use it anyway if you want to use it.
  • Probably there are people who are tired of reading about that AU.
  • Write it anyway, they don’t have to read it.
  • Respect your audience, but don’t let other people dictate what you create.
  • Reblog your own work. Be proud of it. You deserve to pat yourself on the back.
  • I’m proud of you, you’re doing great.
  • Keep writing, keep making stuff. People will care. 
  • Future you will especially care.

You’re sitting in the theatre. Everything is perfect. It’s accurate, it’s visually stunning, everyone is on point. It’s a perfect adaption. The title flies on screen.
Deep voice: Fullmetal Alchemist
Everyone in the theatre:(slightly different intonation) Fullmetal Alchemist.


Just translated the manga sample released on ffxv’s official Japanese twitter! Originally published as a bonus to Dengeki PlayStation Vol.641. Art by Hanten Sharou.

“Final Fantasy XV Official Comic Anthology” will be on sale on July 27.

FFXVJP’s twitter post

anonymous asked:

Hello! I hope you're having a wonderful day! I wanted to ask you if you could recommend some super fluffy fics. BTW I really appreciate you! Thank you so much!

SOMETIMES WE ALL JUST NEED SOME FLUFF, so I’m going to try to make this list extra lovely (and long!) ^-^ 💜💜💜

Fluffy Drarry Recs

Talk to Me by Saras_Girl (15.5K)- When the usual channels of communication are shut down, the most surprising people can find a way in. A strange little love story.
Harry is cursed temporarily blind and deaf while alone outside, and is helped by a gentle stranger (*cough* Draco). SO SWEET. Part of her fluffy!verse (collection of one-shots), and anyone after fluff should really read them all <3

Yours Until Midnight by drarryisgreen (4.5K)- Harry sits at a cafe owned by Draco day after day and wonders why Draco likes to bother him. / Lots of rain, lots of tea(s), lots of fluff.
Some fics you just adore for no reason you can articulate, and this is one of those for me. Harry is a (secret) fiction writer under the alias January James, and he writes all his stories in Draco’s cafe, while drinking Draco’s tea and pining without even realizing what he wants. Heart-clenchingly sweet!

Then Comes A Mist and A Weeping Rain by faithwood (21K)- It always rains for Draco Malfoy. Metaphorically. And literally. Ever since he had accidentally Conjured a cloud. A cloud that’s ever so cross.
This fic has the most kudos of any Drarry fic on AO3, so everyone and their grandmother has probably read it, but READ IT AGAIN because there is a cloud that follows Draco around raining on the poor boy EXCEPT WHEN HARRY’S BEING NICE TO HIM <333

Luckiest Fucking Size Queen Alive by @l0vegl0wsinthedark(6K)- Potter escorts me home, presses me into my front door and kisses me with a ferocity that’s exhilarating. And then Potter asks me, in a growl that makes my cock throw a wet tantrum in my pants, how many more dates I would deem mandatory before I let him fuck me. I drag Potter to bed.
This fic is fucking hilarious. Quite possibly my favorite humor/fluff/smut combination ever. They both work at the Ministry, and Draco is lured to Potter by the rumors of his amazing cock and they’re so cute and it’s just pure brilliance.

Good to me (And I’d Be So Good to You) by AWickedMemory (9K)- Everyone returns to Hogwarts after the war, but nothing is quite the same. Harry’s groupies are creepier than ever, Ron and Hermione are snogging all over the place, and the once-proud Draco is shuffling around like a kicked puppy. But that’s okay: Harry’s got a plan.
Harry implements Operation Make Friends With Draco Malfoy, and Draco is very confused. Also featuring “Harry’s Draco Lucius Abraxas Malfoy Repository of Information Collected Whilst Stalking (DLAMRoICWS)” hehehe <3

The Wolf Pack by dracogotgame (13.5K)- Nobody said achieving your animagus form was easy. Draco could handle being a wolf pup for a while, right? How bad could it be?
Oh my GOD Draco’s animagus form is a wolf PUPPY and he meets another wolf in the forest and bothers him all the time and then he adopts this wolf as his protector. And the wolf is annoyed but reluctantly amused and endeared and I WONDER WHO THAT WOLF IS HM WHO COULD IT BE????

Mingling, Mistletoe & Misdeeds by @jadepresley (10K)- Three couples in denial. One Christmas party to make them finally see sense. Christmas fluff!
This fic is adorable! It also features Ron x Pansy and Hermione x Theo, and I fell in love with those other two pairings in this fic as much as Drarry! Christmassy and LOVELY. And Draco planned the party, so you know it’s a good one ;)

Candy by @bixgirl1 (5.5K)- It was only after careful consideration that Draco came to the wildly preposterous conclusion that he and Potter were actually friends. Sweet fic. May cause cavities.
Harry wants to be friends with Draco, but Draco refuses. And keeps refusing. Until somehow they’re suddenly friends, and then they’re more then friends, and Draco has no idea how any of it happened! Oblivious!Draco is my favorite Draco and yes I think I may have indeed gotten a cavity from how sweet this fic was ;)

To Love a Loathed (Arch) Enemy by Sophie_French (11.5K)- “For the last time, Malfoy, I have absolutely no hidden agenda giving you your wand back.”
Harry brings Draco his wand back after the war and the rest is history.
After Harry returns Draco’s wand, they start sending (FLIRTY OMG) owls back and forth, and then Draco helps Harry with the Hogwarts Restoration and it’s all just adorable :)

Harry Potter and the Incredibly Organized Personal Assistant by megyal (2.5K)- Harry Potter’s new assistant is snarkily organized.
Not gonna lie, I have a huge thing for Draco being Harry’s Personal Assistant and basically just running his life. This short little fic is so lovely and funny!

Get Me From My Good Side by @julietsemophase (5.5K)- The only reason Harry agrees to these Ministry publicity articles is he knows he’s in safe hands with Draco Malfoy as his stylist. But then a shoot doesn’t quite go to plan and Harry worries his secret is out.
Personal stylist is another job I just LOVE for Draco. This fic is perfect perfect perfect because Draco is the only one Harry trusts to style him. And of course that’s not because he’s secretly in love with him, what are you talking about?!

To Bag A Hero by moonshoespotterr (7.5K)- When Draco realises that insults are getting him nowhere, he decides to take a new approach to bagging the Boy Who Lived.
Draco starts being nice to Harry and gives him his scarf and YEP this is pure fluff

Tug-O-Want by dysonrules (16.5K)- Harry is back at Hogwarts minding his own business when he finds himself magically drawn to Draco Malfoy. Over and over again.
Aaaah amazingness! Accidental bonding! Being repeatedly drawn to each other from opposite sides of the castle! Neither of their faults but they blame each other anyway! Giving in to their desires more and more each time! Y E S

One More Cup of Coffee by Lonov (10.5K)- Harry thought the best part about being a Healer would be saving lives every day without the constant fear of being murdered by a megalomaniac, but when Draco Malfoy walked into the room, he realized he hadn’t escaped so easily.
Both are healers, Harry is miffed that Draco has a more senior position than he does, Draco brings Harry coffee every day, and I could choke on the sweetness

Check Me Out by lumosed_quill (3K)- Draco works as a librarian. Harry visits often and attempts (possibly) to flirt with Draco through his choice of books. Draco is not getting it. At all.
YES this fic is exactly as adorable as the summary makes it sound :D

Storm in a Teacup by faithwood (8K)- For reasons he’d rather not think about, Draco is obsessed with Potter’s hair. This cannot end well.
FLUFF FLUFF HARRY’S HAIR IS FLUFFY LIKE THIS FIC. They study together in a hidden alcove <3

Hey, Potter by SunseticMonster (16K)- Harry returns to Hogwarts for his 8th year, determined not to let Malfoy get to him. But when the snarky teasing starts up again, Harry finds that returning the jibes with compliments has a far more interesting outcome.
GAH Harry starts complimenting Draco whenever Draco insults him and Draco gets all flustered and baffled and it’s adorable as FUCK.

9 times Harry kissed Draco, and the 1 time Draco kissed Harry by LockWhoSuper (4.5K)- ‘Harry grinned, Draco fell into his trap perfectly. Surging forwards, Harry wrapped his fingers around Draco’s tie and pulled him forwards until their lips met over their cauldron. The pressure lasted for three seconds, Harry’s eyes shut and Draco’s wide in surprise. When Harry let Draco go, he slid back into his seat slowly, eyes still wide, tie crooked and a blush painting his cheeks.’
Every time Draco swears, Harry kisses him. That’ll make him stop. Yep. Perfect plan. Nothing at all to do with Harry wanting to kiss Draco. Nothing whatsoever.

What Potter Wants by birdsofshore (3.5K)- Harry definitely didn’t want to do that to Malfoy. Not at all. So why did Malfoy keep saying that he did?
This fic is hilarious and perfect and I think about it all the time because the idea is just that brilliant. Draco insists over and over that Potter is dying to suck his cock. Harry denies it and denies it, but….for someone who doesn’t want to suck Malfoy’s cock, he sure is protesting a lot. Fluffy Smutty Humor ;)

All You Want for Christmas is Me by chibaken (7.5K)- Harry Potter is rich enough to buy himself anything he wants, and so famous that he receives daily gifts from his fans. Whatever is a Secret Santa to do? Draco doesn’t know yet, but he’s going to figure it out.
YEAH I’M RECCING MYSELF SUE ME (please don’t). Christmas party games, Draco in denial, presents, and pooooooorn with a ribbon