everyday-iv

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Long story short I see nsfw stuff everyday and Ive wanted to try it out…like officially. its always piqued  my interest but i feel i never tackled it because of a fear of getting caught and more or less feeling embarrassed. 

Also i dont just mean doodle a titty here and there. i mean showing intimate moments between characters whether on the vanilla or kinkier side. 

ive got a new found motivation for art now that ive recently picked up drawing and id like to keep this ball rolling. Plus i wanna see some waifus getting it on. 

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last tuesday i found out my best friend has cancer.

she’s been with me for 17 years. she’s seen me grow and change, and she’s always loved me unconditionally and with no consequence or remorse.

she sat in my lap when i was heartbroken.

she licked my tears when i wanted so badly to hurt myself.

she listened and loved me, when nobody else did.

she’s been my best friend for so long– and my mom’s too.

my heart is breaking. ive cried everyday since i found out. she doesn’t have much time left, and everyday since ive taken her outside, sat with her, fed her her favorite snacks (grapes, bananas, coconut cream pie) and tried my best to make her last week with us happy and comfortable.

i love her so much. everything has changed in my life, and she was the one thing that made me feel stable and safe.

i love her more than words could say.

i don’t know what the afterlife brings, but i hope that when i go she’ll be waiting for me, and we can eat grapes and sit in the sun on a blanket in the grass like she’s always loved to do.

anonymous asked:

I want believe you've changed. I wake up everyday and realize ive changed. I have a new life, a little less dogs, less alcohol, less nightmares, less you. But when i realized I changed I realized that maybe you have to. I dont want to give you another chance, I want to start fresh with you in a new life. Meet again with a little less morbidity and manipulation. - Will Graham.

anonymous asked:

HELLO COFFFEEE SENPAI I PRAY EVERYDAY FOR A NEW FICS AHHHH!!! THANK YOU! IT MADE MY DAY!!! PLEASE KEEP WRITING! IM JUST TOO SHY TO BOTHER OR ASK YOU.

AHHHH WHAT NO WAY!!

Originally posted by itomorimachi

I’M SO HAPPY YOU FEEL THAT WAY AND I WISH I COULD WRITE FICS FOR YOU EVERYDAY BUT IVE GOT A HIGH STRESS JOB – LIKE I LITERALLY WORK MORE THAN 40 HOURS A WEEK, EVERY WEEK. 
Just THANK YOU SO MUCH
And YEAH I’M GONNA TRY AND KEEP WRITING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND I’M SORRY IF I CAN’T GIVE YOU FICS EVERY DAY BUT YOU KNOW I WISH I COULD!
THANK YOU FOR READING MY FICS AND BEING SUPPORTIVE!!! IT MEANS A LOT. AND DON’T BE SHYY!! I ENJOY SEEING NEW ASKS, EVEN THOUGH I DON’T ALWAYS RESPOND TO ALL OF THEM, I STILL LIKE SEEING THEM!
THANK YOU!!!

anonymous asked:

hey sis. im a girl with stocky, short legs and a long torso. im an athelete, i play 2 sports and run in my freetime. im not ripped, but i have more muscles than most girls my age and broader shoulders. i go to the gym everyday, and ive looked up things i can do to make my features softer, but nothing is working, im too broke to buy new clothes, and to stop playing sports bc i need a scholarship. all of my friends make fun of my bulk and call me a fatty. i cant ditch them tho. what do i do?

girrrrrrl your friends sound wack as hell, i kinda think that they’re just jealous bc you’re clearly really active, healthy and toned which is something a lot of people aspire to be. theyre lashing out at you bc they’re insecure of themselves and what they look like, and you seriously don’t deserve to put up w that. it’s laughable that they call you a fatty bc that’s obviously not the case, it really sounds like they’re just trying to make you feel bad. please believe me when i say the problem isn’t you or your body, it’s them. and honestly it might simply be the way your body is built, the way it repsond to so much working out. if that’s the case, there is nothing much you can do about it because you can’t change the way you were naturally born, ya know? but hey, there’s nothing wrong with what you look like at all, and as you get older you’re going to be super super grateful that you were so active and into sports. you’re obviously not fat or unhealthy, love. try to talk to yourself as you’d talk to a best friend, if she looked like you do and was saying all of this shit about herself, i’m sure you wouldn’t stand for it. so take that mindset and apply it to yourself, okay? at the end of the day, you can’t let other peoples ‘opinion’ of you/your body take over YOUR opinion of you. i bet a lot of people would kill to have your figure, and there’s always going to be something you dislike about yourself. everyone has these little things they feel insecure about, every person you pass in the street is feeling self concious about something. but as we grow and mature we learn to look past it, we learn to stop letting it control our lives. seriously, most people probably don’t even notice the thing you’re feeling bad about, it’s just your friends trying to get inside your head and fuck you up a bit. i know you can’t ditch them, and i totally get that, but i hope you find some genuine people soon that will accept you no matter what you look like. i know it feels like the end of the world when you’re feeling so down on yourself, but it’s not. you’re fine, your body is fine, you’re not required to look a certain way at all. anyone who tries to tell you different can fuck offfffffff. i hope you’re okay. just hmu if you need someone to talk to love 💖