“It’s all gonna be okay. Trust me, I’m a Doctor. But it’s up to us to make it okay. It’s time to be positively rebellious, and rebelliously positive. As long as we stand up for what we believe in… don’t give in to anger or violence… look out for the little guy… keep an eye out on the big guys… refuse to keep our mouths shut… just generally trying not to be dicks… every little thing is gonna be alright.” (❤️️)
Alright so me , a brand new member of the Star vs. The forces of Evil just watched Just Friends. And I got to say it didn’t give much hope to the Starco shippers with at least 3 more cannon kisses between Marco and Jackie.
But the thing that got me was when Star was walking from the concert.
Look at the way her eyes seem, even though animated are distant and cold. Star is a very emotional person as shown throughout the series. Usually when she smiles it meets her eyes, so for her smile to be so out of place with the look in her eyes it just makes you think that something bad is happening inside of her due to the relationship of Marco and Jackie.
Just after this she goes to cast a spell. And look what comes out of her wand, A GREEN BLAST. Now sure I’m new but I’ve cached up and when a spell it means its dark magic. Now of course Star has used dark magic even without being dark but ever since her evaluation and the comparison between her and Eclipsa, you have to presume that there is something dark inside of her. But here is the thing, What would cause such a dark reaction like this to someone as cheerful as Star? answer; she’s jealous. She walked away when she saw Marco and Jackie kiss during Just Friends, she lied to Marco when he went looking for her. The only explanation to all of this, jealousy. Because let’s all face it, Star is completely and irreversibly in love with Marco. And that just might be her down fall.
*Holds your hand*“Hey it’s okay. Okay?”
You don’t say anything.
He turns to grab your face gently and pulls your foreheads together.“Baby just look at me. We’re okay, we’re fine. Nothing’s going to happen.”You nod your head.
“Good.”He leans in to kiss you.
“I knew you’d act like this, here I brought you this.” He handed you a bad of your favorite candy.“Now please calm down, we’ll be fine.”He moved your head so it’d be laying on his shoulder.
“Aww jagi it’s okay, just go to your happy place. Close your eyes. Breathe in, breathe out. Just imagine how nice the hotel and beach are going to be.”He rubbed your arm until you fell asleep. “Goodnight princess.”
“Aish baby again? Here take this…”he put his headphones on you, “Better?” You nodded your head.“Good. We’ll land in no time now, I promise.”He rubbed your thigh and smiled down at you.
“Honeybuuuuun come on! Let’s turn that frown upside.” *tries to make you laugh with different facial expressions, which it does*“See, just keep smiling. Everything’s going to be fine."
*Side hugs you while rubbing your arm*"Hey it’s okay. Let’s watch a movie yeah? I downloaded your fav on my phone!”*Takes it out and passes you an earbud*
*Sees your scared and uncomfortable* “Hey sugar mama, everything’s fine.” *Face expression changes into ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)* *starts singing Bob Marley in an attempt to make you laugh*“Singin’ don’t worry ‘bout a thing~ cuz every little thing~ is gonna be alright~”
The reader witnesses the night Sasha gets caught and the day after it, that challenges not just Sasha and Eugene but also her
I’m following the storyline of the TV show, so I wrote parts to the other episodes as well that are connected. BUT they are all written the way that you can read them separate without having read any other part! You can find every other part of the series here
The sun had been already gone for a long time as you walked from bathroom over to the bed while you slipped your sleeping shirt over your body. The bed you laid yourself on wasnt just any bed, it was Negan’s. A lot had happened after the line-up, he had taken you with him to the Sanctuary, you had your own room here for some time, your brother Daryl fled from this place, Eugene came here and then Negan thought it would be safer for you to stay at his room and thats how you ended up here, laying under the dark sheets of his big bed. But not only that was a change, over the weeks you went from hating and despising him deeply to building up a tiny bond to him, your relationship or whatever it exactly was had turned more relaxed and you could, to your surprise and even annoyance, even feel somehow comfortable around him.
You leaned over to the nightstand and turned off the light of the lamp before you sunk deeper into the thick pillows. You were alone for hours now and normally you would have been even glad to have some alone time but this time, something was different. Hours ago, you had have a deeper conversation with him and the tension he had afterwards let it seem like he had realized through it that you meant way more to him than he had confessed before. Him being that tensed and now gone for hours gave you a little weird feeling, even when you didn’t even like to admit that this somehow effected you. After all what he had done to the others, you shouldn’t give a single fuck about where he was and what you might mean to him. But unfortunately that wasnt the case.
You suddenly heard heavy steps coming towards the door and soon after that you saw Negan stepping in.
He still looked tensed, but a bit less than before while he run his hand through his dark hair, that looked like he had done that multiple times before. He sighed quietly before he looked over to you.
“Sorry Sweetheart, didn’t want to wake you up”, he said taking his jacket off and turning on the light on the nightstand.
“You didn’t”, you said while you looked over to him.
“Couldn’t fall asleep without me?”, he asked slightly chuckling.
“You wish”, you responded with a small smirk on your lips, while somehow hoping that you’d get that more relaxed mood between him and you back.
But instead of that he chuckled slightly before he got a bit quieter again and went to the bathroom to shower.
You sunk deeper into the pillows once again while you felt some questions coming up in your head you would love to just get rid off.
Maybe he had just been working the whole time, maybe he had been just sitting outside doing nothing or well, maybe he had been with his wives to at least try to get rid of his thoughts.
And that question bothered you more than you liked.
You couldn’t think of him being there often since you where at the Sanctuary, he had been with you almost the whole time except when his men called for him because of problems and well, the last hours.
You heard the door of the bathroom opening again, Negan walking shortly after that over to the bed while his hair was still slightly wet, some strands hanging into his face.
He looked up to you while his glance softened a bit and the tension seemed to be finally gone or at least almost. That shower seemed to have cleared his mind a whole lot more than the hours he had been gone, wherever he had been and whatever he had done. You watched how Negan slipped under the blankets before shots let you jolt up and got followed by the beeping of the walkie. “Boss, Shit boss, we captured a woman. She just intruded and-”, the voice of the man stopped as you heard a familiar voice coming through the walkie.
“Stop, No!”, was the only thing you heard but it was enough to indentify the person behind it.
You couldn’t imagine that Rick would order anyone to do such an action that would go wrong anyways, that could just be a single action coming from her. “Fucking fuck”, Negan growled jumping up again and grabbing his pants.
“I’m coming with you”, you said standing up again, in hope you could change something about how they treated her, even though you wouldnt tell him about your suspicion that it was her and just her, you needed to have more information about what was actually going on before you told him. “Fuck no, you think I’m getting you into danger? Who the fucking hell knows what that shithead is tryna do, or if there are fucking more coming in”, he said pulling over his jacket. “Then it wouldn’t be that smart to leave me alone here, right? I only have a knife”, you said knowing that he noticed that you were only using his own words against him, he knew that you could fight, but he also knew that even you probably wouldn’t be able to fight a big group alone.
“Don’t play that fucking game with me”, he growled grabbing Lucille while you walked over and pulled clothes over your body and stood before him crossing your arms.
“God damnit alright, but you’re staying with me”, he said opening the door and leading you into the direction where you heard the muffled voices coming from.
There were men running hastily through the hallways, looking for more intruders and stormed past you while holding guns in their arms. You felt Negan getting an arm around you and pulling you closer to him, away from the men that would barge you away otherwise.
You walked around a corner seeing men pressing Sasha to the ground, one of the men trying to get a rope off his belt to give it to the others.
“You already know if there are more?”, Negan asked as he looked at the men.
“Doesn’t seem so Sir. Got most of it checked as far as I know, seems to be just her”, said another dark haired man as he looked up.
You looked at Sasha’s body on the ground, her face turned to it not being able to see you and not being able to move.
“What now, Boss. kill her?”, another shorter one asked as you gasped slightly and searched with your hand after Negan’s arm to get his attention and started right as he turned to you.
“Don’t kill her”, you said determined while looking at him before he looked over to her and it seemed to dawn to him.
“Wait, is she one of-”, he said pointing with his baseball bat into Sasha’s direction while you slowly nodded.
You didn’t know if what you were doing here was right and if you got the others with that even more problems, but you couldn’t let him hurt or even kill her.
“Fuck”, you just heard Negan mutter before he turned back to his men.
“Get her in a cell”, Negan growled before you saw the man lifting Sasha up and dragging her along the floor until you weren’t able to see her anymore and you saw Negan turning around to you analyzing your face for information. “You knew that it was her, huh? Thats why you wanted to come with me”, Negan said looking at you. “Yeah, yeah I did. I recognized her voice over the walkie”, you said looking at him while you saw him shaking his head slightly while he began to chuckle. “Hell, of course you did”, he said stroking over his jaw before you began walking back to the room. The hallways were filled with less people than before, only a few men standing there with walkies in their hands waiting for more information while it got less and less until you came back to the room. Negan opened it but stayed standing in the door frame looking at you. “I’m gonna go and check outside, If everything’s alright again, but I’ll come back fucking soon, I promise”, he said before he smirked slightly before he swung his bat over his shoulder again and walked away, his heavy footsteps becoming more quiet with every second. You laid down again, still hearing some men walking through the hallway as you first really realized what had happened. Sasha was here. And you were sure that she could have been dead if just some little thing went different. God, the cells were disgusting things and just by the thought of your brother having to stay in there for so long made you feel incredibly uncomfortable but it was better than if you would have had to see her dying because of that plan. You couldnt think of that her plan would have actually worked to kill Negan, nevertheless the thought of it working bothered you. God, you could understand them for wanting him dead, you had have strong revenge thoughts too when you saw what he did in that night, except that you knew from the very beginning that actions like Rosita’s in Alexandria and Sasha’s now would do nothing but fail and probably make the situation worse and except that now, doesn’t matter how much you despised it, the thought of him dying send cold shivers down your back and let a lousy feeling create in your stomach. You tried to suppress the thoughts that terrorized your head to finally fall asleep, knowing too good that all the feelings and fears you were suppressing over all this time would come back in your sleep as nightmares. And that knowledge proved itself also in that night , even though this time something was different. For the very first time you didn’t see one of your friends or your brother scream on the top of their lungs before you, blood streaming over their heads and bodies while you had to helpless see how they spit blood, their eyes wide open staring at you while they screamed for you to help them, before they collapsed and died still twitching and screaming in front of you. No, this time it weren’t them. It was Negan.
You woke up laying in Negan’s arms like after every night the nightmares came for you. You didnt like it and you would do a lot to change it, but he had the ability to calm you down in your sleep and not let the nightmares come up again when he was holding you. The whole time you had been here you had always tried to not let him see you vulnerable or even weak and as long as you were awake you had the control over that, but as soon as you fell asleep this control was gone and with that also the filter that sorted out all the emotions you didn’t want him to see. And of course he took that chance to have your body that close to his, even though it actually seemed that the main reason was that he cared for you You lifted yourself slowly up, looked at for some moments at him, seeing him peacefully sleeping while the pictures of last nights nightmare began to fade seeing him that peaceful. You slowly released yourself out of his embrace and walked over to the bathroom to get ready. You don’t really liked knowing that you had a nightmare with Negan dying, not only because those nightmares tortured you also because it meant that you got more drawn to him than you liked to admit. You could deny that while you were conscious, but you couldn’t lie to your subconsciousness. You looked at the thin bracelet around your wrist, Negans spontaneous gift to you he found while you were outside of the gates which sparkled right now in the morning light. Your glance wandered over to your leather jacket that hung over the door knob waiting for you to slip on. it wasnt just any jacket, It was a gift from your brother to you when you were still living in the prison. Some day he had brought it back to it from a run, you had no idea where he had found it and he just wouldnt tell you because he knew he could tease you with that but anyway it turned into something that had become important to you over time. And wearing his gift now together with Negan’s now seemed somehow bizarre to you, and still, you put the jacket on.
As you walked out of it Negan walked already dressed and smirking past you into the bathroom and came shortly after that out of it again while he slighlty chuckled “Today’s an important damn day for your friend”, he said chuckling while he looked over to you. “What are you planning for her?”, you asked, hoping that his answer wouldnt mean pain or even worse for her. “See if she’s fucking things up or taking a chance, you’ll see Sweetheart”, he said slightly grinning. “I need you to let me talk to her”, you said while you looked at him. “She’s getting some pillows and food when she isn’t acting as fucked up as last night, think thats enough luxury for the first fucking time”, Negan said grabbing Lucille that had leaned against a wall till then while you sighed. “I don’t need a lot time, please”, you said swallowing and waiting for him to answer. “Hell, only if she’s not being an asshole and there are no emotional incidents from her side”, he said stroking over his jaw before you raised your voice. “Alright.”
You walked down the hallways, feeling a little tensed as you came closer to the cells. From afar you saw one open cell door and as you came closer you heard a male voice coming from its inside combined with the sound of unbuckling a belt. “Fighting’s just gonna make it last longer. Which, for the record, is fine by me”, you heard him say while you felt a cold shiver running down your back before you got a picture to the mans voice. You saw him sitting there, opening his pants before you heard Negan grunting next to you and drumming his bat against the open door. “David! What the hell are you doing in here?”, Negan asked calm but with a tensed and dangerous undertone. “Negan, sir-”, began that asshole to say but got gladly cut off by Negan. “Do you really think I need you to answer that? I can see that you’re trying to rape this woman. Fuck, you were really trying to rape this woman, weren’t you?”, asked Negan looking at the man who looked trembling up to him. Your glance went over to Sasha, checking if she was alright before you heard Negan’s voice again. “This is some unacceptable behavior. Rape is against the rules here. I wouldn’t wanna be somewhere where it wasn’t. Someone in charge who let something like that fly…Whew”, Negan said while you saw him sliding his knife out of its bracket. You knew what would happen next and you were nothing but glad about it. He deserved nothing else. “David. You really crossed a line here”, Negan said darkly while he held the knife between him and David. “I’m sorry, Sir”, he said in a begging tone. “You know what? I do not accept your apology”, Negan said shoving the knife through the mans throat, slid it out of it and let the body of that asshole fall to the ground, “So-uh, someone gotta get-”, Negan started to say, pointing at her while searching for her name. “Sasha”, you said, seeing how not only Negan’s but also Sasha’s glance wandered over to you. “Thanks, Sweetheart”, Negan said slightly smirking before he turned to his men. “Get Sasha here a new T-shirt”, he said, before he crunched down to her. “I’m sorry you had to see that. Sorry ‘bout the rope, too. Probably overkill, but you did cause one hell of a fucking fracas last night”, he said loosening the rope that had been around her hands before he got up. “You know what, Sasha? Probably wouldnt have regonized you till now, if she wouldnt have told me”, Negan said, before her head snapped over to you, glaring into your eyes. “Wow, Sasha you better calm down, ‘cause it might be that she somehow saved your life with that and actually, I’m pretty sure that this was her fucking purpose. So you better be a bit grateful and listen to what I have to say”, Negan said before he got up and continued. “You’ve got some beach-ball-sized lady nuts on you, coming in all kamikaze like that and big question here, and I need the damn truth on this one. Did Rick put you up to this?”, Negan asked pointing with his bat at Sasha. “Rick? Your bitch?”, she asked while you werent sure if she was saying that because she wanted to lead the attention away from your group or if she really saw him that way, which would actually fit to her actions. You saw her huffing slightly before she looked at Negans arm that found its way again around your waist.
“You’re his bitch too?”, she asked hissing looking at the hand Negan had put on your waist while you thought you didn’t hear right.
“No I’m not”, you growled looking at her moving slightly away from Negan.
You wouldn’t leave that hanging in the air, not that.
You heard Negan chuckle darkly before he pointed his bat at Sasha.
“Ohwowow you better watch your mouth talking ‘bout her, cause I can still change my plans with you and you better not like to see what happens then”, Negan said chuckling but with a growling undertone in his voice.
“Alright…Either way, you must’ve thought it was gonna be the end, coming in on your lonesome like that. But that’s not the fucking way it’s got to go. Just the damn opposite. See this, well this could be the beginning”, he said placing his knife next to her before he continued.
“This one is yours now. You can try to use it, take me out, but considering I am standing above you, holding a fucking baseball bat, that doesn’t seem real smart.
Now, you can use it to slit your wrists, which would be a damn shame, but I get it. You’re obviously not on the shiny side of the street, given recent events. Now, you can sit there and do nothin’, wait for ol’ David to come back to life and eat your face, also a damn shame and kinda nuts, but, hell, to each their own. Or you can use that blade and stop ol’ Rapey Davey from becoming Dead-Alive Rapey Davey, save yourself, join the cause. I know what I’d do”, Negan said looking down to Sasha.
“What?”, she asked irritated.
“Well, I’m a man short. Hell, you can’t really call this piece of fucking shit a man, but still, I’m short, and you got those beach-ball-sized lady nuts, and I wanna harness the heat comin’ off of them”, he said before crunching down to her.
He wanted to use her, of course he did. “You can help me run this place one day, all of us together, following the rules, workin’ on the same side of things. That’s all this was ever about. And it still can fucking be for you. I know it’s hard to picture, considering what I fucking did”, he said while you saw her glancing to the bat before Negan continued.
“Well but Sasha, we all got shit to get over. Take some time. Think about it.
Whatever you decide, so it shall be. No pressure. And, again, I am sorry you had to see that, even though I know you have seen some fucking things. I just want you to understand we are not monsters”, he said before he stood up again, walked over to you, the hand back on you lower back before he looked over to Sasha.
“So she wanted to talk to you and man, she could persuade me”, he said chuckling before he looked at you.
“Have some nice lady talk, Sweetheart. I’m gonna wait in our room having some men talk with Smartypants”, he said chuckling while biting his lip before he winked at you letting you huff annoyed, before he walked away. You looked at the corpse laying in the cell, before you decided to sit down in the door frame, away from the probably soon reanimating corpse and outside enough to see if someone was listening, because that was the last thing you needed. “I’m sorry for that happening to you”, you said as you sat down and saw Sasha nodding before her glance got more narrow.
“Did you fuck him to persuade him?”, she asked chuckling bitterly.
“No”, you responded with an angry undertone to her before you continued.
“Just that you know, I’m not someone he can do everything he wants with. I never was his bitch, I’m not now and I’m never gonna be”, you said more calm while you looked at her.
She just grumbled a bit before she looked up again.
“So you’re sharing a room with that asshole?”, she hissed crossing her arms.
“Yeah, yeah I am”, you said swallowing before you saw in her glance that you couldn’t leave it like that. “I had my own one for some time until he thought after some stuff that I should stay with him”, you said trying to explain yourself even when you knew that the situation was that muddled that trying to explain everything wouldnt help a lot.
“I did not let that happen without protesting though”, you added while Sasha chuckled again.
“Anyways, when you’re both sleeping in one room, why didn’t you kill him in his sleep?”, she asked quietly, her voice tensed while she kept looking at you.
“Sasha, it’s not done with just killing him. I’ve seen what the Saviors are capable of doing and that’s more than what they did in that one night and in Alexandria afterwards. Kill Negan and you kill with that not only yourself but everybody else home. They’d first kill you and afterwards they’d go home and slaughter everyone”, you said looking at her before an uncomfortable silence filled the small room.
You looked down to your wrist tried to not let her see the bracelet and to just keep it vanished in the sleeve of your jacket, but you were sure that she had seen it before and within the next seconds you were proven right. “Is that the real reason why you didn’t? Or does he flatter you with enough jewelry to turn you against us”, she said nodding to your wrist. “Do you really think like that about me? That he could turn me against you with giving me some bracelet?”, you asked bewildered while you were now the one who chuckled bitterly. “No normally I wouldn’t but the fact that you’re wearing it makes it kinda suspicious, you know”, she said, an ironic undertone swinging in her voice. You huffed, even though you couldnt deny that next to the reason you told her was that you didn’t wanted him dead anymore, doesnt matter how ashamed that made you. In the end you had two sides fighting each other inside you, one side wanted your group to fight back, the other side just wanted Negan to stay alive. And even though you had those thoughts, he wouldnt ever be able turn you against your friends, not with a bracelet, not with anything else. “Alright, I can’t do more than telling you that I’ll not change teams and that I’d never betray you, doesn’t matter what happens. He can’t use me as a weapon against you all and I’m pretty sure he knows that”, you said before you continued, knowing that you just had to persuade her to not lose a friend.
“I just want everybody to be as safe as they can be in this situation, that doesn’t mean I don’t want you to rise up and fight, I want you to. I just wanted you all to do it without having to see more people unnecessarily dying…we both just want to protect them”, you said trying to lead the conversation into a better direction.
The situation wasn’t easy for everyone and you really didn’t want to have people from your group being against you.
“Yeah”, she just answered nodding.
“And I…I just wanted to let you know that I’m sorry for everything what happened in that night”, you said swallowing.
You didn’t know if that was the best situation but you had to tell her that and who knew when you would get the chance to talk to her again that way.
This conversation was the first proper one you had with one of your group members since that night. “You don’t have to be”, she said sounding a little bit softer while you nodded and a thought came up in your head that would solve a lot of your problems and would let a lot sorrow vanish. “Can you answer me one question? I won’t ask for anything else after that”, you said swallowing.
“Yeah, alright”, she said nodding slowly.
“Okay..don’t tell me where he his or anything else, the only thing I need to know is if he’s safe”, you said quietly and swallowing looking at her knowing that she knew what and who you were talking about.
With that you had more than just knowing about your brothers condition you had two more things at once, her having a prove you that you’re not spying for Negan to find out where he is and second you wouldn’t have to lie to him.
“He is”, she said quietly while you smiled thankful at her.
“Thank you”, you said while another small smile created on your lips. Your brother was safe and with that a huge burden disappeared had dissapeared. ”Would you want me to take his offer?”, she suddenly asked nodding over to the blood covered knife on the ground before you swallowed and raised your voice. ”I won’t tell you what to do, the only thing I’ll tell you is that I don’t want you dead.”
You walked through the empty hallways having to think about Sasha and what she would do and if that was actually the last time you had seen her, doesn’t matter how painful that thought was. You walked around the corner already hearing two familiar voices coming from the inside of Negan’s room. You turned the handle and saw Negan sitting on the couch, Eugene in one of the armchairs towards him.
As soon as you walked into the room Negans glance wandered over to you and a smirk created on his lips.
“There she is again!”, he said winking while he chuckled before he pointed over to Eugene.
“I just told Dr Smarty-Pants what I’m planning to do with your friend from the cell, in case she wasn’t actin like a bitch to you again”, Negan said chuckling.
“She wasn’t”, you said before you sat down on the couch and looked at Eugene who nervously played with the stuffed animal in his pocket.
“So smarty, guess you’re burning to get to know my plans for her. Well, I dont think that she’s the fucking smartest for breaking in here thinking she wouldn’t get caught, but she has for sure not many scruples and that makes her a pretty good add-on for my men power”, Negan said chuckling while he looked over to Eugene.
“Short: If she actually takes the damn fucking knife to stab rapey Davey into his sick fucking head she’s on board, just like you Smartypants ”, Negan added grinning. “I’m gonna keep you updated, so go back to your good work Smarty and I’ll tell you If I need you to do fucking more for me”, Negan said closing the little booklet he held in his hands and laid it onto the table while Eugene stood reluctantly up, walked to the door and looked shortly back before closing it. “Bye Sir, bye (Y/N)”, he said nodding before he closed the door. The room got for a short moment silent before you saw Negan looking at Davids blood on his hands that slightly splattered them before he raised his voice. “If that shithead would have only touched you once, hell, I would have bashed him slowly into tiny fucking pieces”, Negan growled almost that quiet that it sounded as if he was talking to himself. As you looked over to him he raised his head and locked his eyes with yours “I might have my methods you don’t agree with but as I said before we’re no monsters,..I’ll not let anyone just fucking attempt to rape someone here”, Negan said while you nodded slowly. “Thats good”, you muttered before he caught your glance again. “You don’t have to tell me when you don’t fucking want to, really, but well I just gotta ask you that. Out there… fuck, did some prick ever try to do that to you?”, he asked in a tone that sounded like he had his struggles asking you that and to have the risk to find out something he just didn’t want to hear. “No, never came that far that someone could attempt to”, you said looking at him while you could see how that answer relieved him. “Good”, he said nodding slowly before he raised his voice again. “In case any fucker ever comes to close to you or even tries to do that shit, use that knife I gave you and fucking slit him up if you can, doesnt matter what else you’re doing just scream for me, alright? I mean it, I dont want that to happen to you in any fucking way”, he said serious. “I’ll do it, I promise”, you said nodding while Negan nodded relieved.
Later you found yourself walking closer to the cell, not really knowing what would wait for you in there.
You couldnt and also didn’t want to imagine that Sasha would have killed herself, even though you could think of her rather being dead than joining Negan.
You saw the door in front of you before Negan opened it and the first thing you saw was David’s corpse with Negan’s knife sticking in his skull that let a relieved sigh travel up your throat.
“You win”, you heard Sasha’s voice coming from the inside before you got to see her.
“No. You win”, Negan said slightly chuckling looking from Sasha to the dead man on the ground.
“Get some people in here. Clean this shit up”, Negan said to the men standing behind you and him before he bowed down to the corpse and pulled the knife out of his skull before chuckling slightly as he saw Sasha’s glance.
“What? You didn’t actually think I was gonna let you keep this, did you? You still got a ways to go before I’ll believe you’re fully on board here”, Negan said tucking the knife into its bracket before he continued.
“Baby steps. It is absolutely not personal. If the situation was reversed, I’m sure you wouldn’t believe me either. Still the way you saved yourself, the way you surrendered to me just now. That is a damn good start”, he said grinning.
“Did she surrender?”, Sasha asked nodding over to your knife while you heard Negan chuckle.
And to be honest, you were eagerly on what he was about to respond in front of his men.
“Well Sasha, you do know that you can’t compare your situation to her’s, right?”, Negan said looking down to her. “So did she?”, Sasha asked again and before Negan could respond you glanced over to him before you turned to Sasha.
“No”, you said sternly while feeling Negans glance on your body, it got quiet for a moment and Sasha looked over to Negan.
”Yeah, yeah she’s right. But you have to know Sasha, that’s a singular exception. Not did it before, not doing it again and there’s no fucking other way for everybody else. That has to be clear to you”, he said before he continued. “Well, we got to work on some things, Sasha.
But I fucking promise you, I will try to make it fun”, Negan said before he stepped closer and turned a little more serious. “Cards on the table a little birdie told me that Rick and the rest of your people are up to no good.
And, well, that needs to change, and you’re gonna help me change it.
We’re gonna find us a win-win”, Negan said while Sasha looked questioning at him. “How? What are you-?”, she said but got cut of by him. “Well hey, I’m gonna let Eugene get you some stuff to make you more comfortable, let you have a taste of what it is we have to offer.
Spend the night enjoying it, ‘cause tomorrow is gonna be a big day”, Negan said grinning. And with that he didn’t just leave Sasha irritated, also you. You didnt know about him finding something out, having a spy or anything else, but to be honest, that didn’t surprise you. Him having those suspicions would have, if they would turn out to be true, consequences for your friends, maybe even deadly ones. And for some time now he avoided telling you those things or talking about suspicions about them That could just be a single action coming from her, as well as the consequences for them or your brother probably knowing too well that he would endanger the small and fragile bond you had build up to him.
The door shut again leaving you with him standing on the hallway while his men went back to their work. “Big day?”, you asked knowing too good that big days usually were only good days for him. “Isn’t everyday a big day with me?“, Negan asked chuckling while biting his lip as you raised your eyebrows.
“Well that sounded like an especially big day,…what are you planning?”, you asked knowing that when he was hedging that way, you could expect something you probably didn’t like as the real answer.
“Why ruin the damn surprise, Sweetheart?”, Negan asked grinning while you scoffed slightly.
“'Cause I don’t know if I’m that much into your surprises, Negan”, you responded sternly while crossing your arms.
“You better are ‘cause surprises are something I’m pretty good at”, he said smirking wolfish, alluding something that just made you roll your eyes. “Anyways”, you said before you continued.
“I just hope that it’s not including you killing or punishing one of my people again”, you said with a serious undertone.
“Sweetheart, when my damn suspicion is wrong and they’re up to nothing but damn good and don’t fuck this up again, then nobody’s getting hurt and everything is peacy. Just like the agreement says. I’m a man of my fucking word as you know”, he said still grinning but more serious while you nodded slowly, still with your arms crossed.
You just nodded still looking serious at him before you began to walk back to the bedroom.
It was already late as you got yourself ready for the night and finally walked over to the bed, Negan already laying under the sheets while he watched you walking over to your side and slipping under the blanket before you laid back into the pillows. “So the same procedure as almost every fucking day?”, he asked chuckling while he looked over to you.
“Huh?”, you muttered before you looked irritated over to him.
“You close your pretty eyes on your side, far far away from me just ‘cause you rather get a fucking nightmare than overcome your stubbornness and come over to me even though you fucking know they fuck off then”, he said chuckling while you scoffed shaking your head slightly. “You think I don’t know you good enough now, after the assload of time I spend with you, that it’s just your stubborn head right now that’s holding you back?”, asked Negan chuckling while you huffed because you knew that he was right. If you really didn’t want something, you wouldn’t do it and you were sure that he absolutely knew that and this time it was just your mind preventing you. You looked at him before you saw his smirk slowly vanishing from his face and he swallowed slightly before raising his voice.
”Jokes aside just that you know, I’m not into seeing you flinch and whimper. Can’t fucking stand it to be honest. Now I don’t know what shit you’re seeing there but it seems like some fucking hard crap to me. So do whatever you want, come over or stay there, but you don’t have to deal with that shit alone”, he said in serious tone. You looked at him, seeing in the way he looked at you that he meant it. For some moments you struggled with yourself before you made your decision on what felt right in this moment even if it probably was nothing but wrong in the eyes of everyone else you loved. Slowly you moved towards him and soon you felt how he laid his arms around you and pulled you closer. You felt his body close to yours, his arms wrapped tightly around you while you felt his warmth creating another one in your body, his warm breath on your skin creating goosebumps and your body relaxing slowly while you couldnt deny that it felt good. And while you slowly dozed off into a sleep without any nightmares, you just hoped deeply that all what would happen tomorrow, wouldn’t turn out for badly for your friends, that nobody would get hurt and that the bond to Negan that slowly but surely grew stronger wouldn’t be endangered by himself.
could you do one with mitch marner where his girlfriend plays hockey (for the toronto furies or just in college whichever you’d prefer) and she gets injured and when he finds out he kinda freaks out and gets overprotective in front of the team and the team kinda picks at him?? only if you want to!! and sorry if this was too specific!!! “
Warnings: Mentions of injuries, a bit of foul language
Warnings: Eeeeehhhhhhh major angst warning!!!! I don’t want to give away anything so this is kind of hard…..language, giving birth, yeah….
A/N: Woke up around midnight with this stuck in my head so I grabbed my laptop and started writing away like a maniac till I finished it. I love this so much lol I’m such an asshole. No hate towards Danneel, y’all know this by now with me but I still feel the need to say it lol
What Rian SAID was
that The Last Jedi offers “no one-to-one equivalent of the
Han-to-Leia, burning, unrequited love. In our story, that’s not a
What came before that about Reylo and StormPilot was written by the person who wrote this article. The quote above was all that RIAN JOHNSON said about it there.
Listen, I’ve been a fangirl for a long time, and a minor Star Wars one throughout my whole childhood. It didn’t become an obsession until The Force Awakens - because, let’s be honest, it was infinitely better than the prequels I grew up with, and the new characters are simply the squishiest cinnamon rolls ever. ‘Nuff said.
I’ve been through the ups and downs of dozens of fandoms, and frankly, I’m quite used to disappointment. My OTP pairing were very rarely canon. And if they became canon at all, it wasn’t until one of the last books, seasons, films, etc. This doesn’t surprise me the least bit.
If they did manage to fit a Reylo romance in between everything else that’s going to go down in The Last Jedi, I’d be more than a little shocked. Because we’re obsess-ees on Tumblr, we know all of the head-canons, theories, ships, OTPs and NOTPs Star Wars has to offer.
But the normal people, with normal lives and normal interests, who will also being going to see this movie in December, would probably short-circuit if they were presented with a sudden onset of REYLO in even a *fraction* of the intensity that we fantasize about.
Mass pandemonium would ensue…
Those same normal people who did not sense any underlying sexual tension or foreshadowing in TFA would lose their rainbow marbles at the “sudden,” “shocking,” and “unexpected” attachment between the heroine and who they see as the main antagonist.
It would be all “no build up” this, and “crappy storytelling” that, and some particularly salty person might even make a Twilight love triangle reference, and it would all be over. Reylo = OFFICIALLY DESTROYED
But take heart, my beloved fam! I do not see that happening here.
They may very well take this opportunity to present the concept of budding Reylo to the normal audience - very, very subtly. I think they’ll at least shine light on the Kylo redemption theory, if not set it in motion.
Normal people don’t ship the heroine with the “main villain”, they just don’t. So Kylo turning to the light will have to at least been made a possibility for any form of Reylo to work in Episode 9.
As for what to expect of this pairing by the end of the trilogy, who knows? It’s only been stated that it’s not a “centerpiece” in the plot and it’s not a Han x Leia doppelganger romance. (THANK GOD FOR THAT.)
As beloved as these characters are and will always be to us - let’s face it, their romance was on the awkward and juvenile side. Most of the time we saw them, they were fighting. It reminded me of how kids used to act around the people they liked in middle school. It will always be a treasured pairing in the Star Wars universe, but I would rather not see a repeat. We all know how that ended.
This statement by Rian doesn’t kill Reylo. It just tells us what it ISN’T. It’s not going to take over the story (in the way that Anidala kind of did in Episodes 2 and 3), nor will it be the in-your-face iconic, passionate, stress-fest that was The Princess and The Scoundrel.
It could be something entirely new to the Star Wars movie universe. And something entirely charming, in it’s own way, however subtle, understated, or even - YES - platonic, it may be eventually presented.
And I, for one, would be a very proud fangirl to see so many people’s hopes and head-canons come to pass.
This is definitely not the end of Reylo, guys. I wouldn’t sweat it. We should just enjoy the development of Episode 8 and the excitement all our new theories will bring us. Just have fun with it, okay? I feel we’ve kind of lost the fun in all the discourse. I can’t wait to see how they surprise us.
*After two weeks of travel, I, the DM, have only rolled helpful encounters for the party. Normally I would mix it up but I figured they deserved a break. Don’t of vigor, several treasure troves, a traveling merchant, and finally a magical tavern that caters to all its patrons’ needs*
Druid, in the tavern: This is suspicious.
Fighter: I want to investigate for magic and traps.
Druid: I want to check my drink for poison.
Fighter: I’m gonna look under the bed and in the closet for anything suspicious.
DM: Why are you guys so suspicious?
Fighter: Nothing ever goes this well for us.
Druid: Yeah lets just leave. I’m not risking it. This is sketchy.
DM: Come on have a little faith. I can be nice to you guys. Fighter you detect a magic essence. It’s positive and makes you feel warm. It’s a magical inn that caters to your every desire.