Just thinking abt murder and realized idk who the first person Ned killed is... like she's obviously killed folk but when was her first time? What was her murder cherry pop? How did she feel abt it how much did she think on it afterward? Whom did she kill did she know them?
HMMM IVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS ALL DAY ACTUALLY. So like Ned Surana was young when she was taken to the circle, nd then was raised in that and had always been ‘good’ u know?? So the first time she probably ever killed would have been… Ostagar, though even that is mostly darkspawn if im not mistaken. So then….. those highway men I think would be her first time. She was probably super shook but considering the people she was traveling with were older and experienced adventurers she was probably super quiet and pretended she was fine.
Shes better with it now but it took her a few times to get desensitized to it.