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countdown to jungkook’s birthday 2/7

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“To bare someone your honest self and true emotions, that’s something I find really difficult to do. I always try to show that I love you all and am thankful, but it’s still extremely difficult… But now, I’ve managed to show a little bit of how I feel here, so.”

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anonymous asked:

Your art has greatly improved, its such an amazing style!! (not the previous anon)

no it’s okay that the other person might have like my old art better? i mean i has really changed, especially if the person was one of my first 1000 followers?

it’s actually pretty funny cuz i think my art has more or less returned to the style this blog started out with?

(2013) the style with the more characteristic shapes, like the noses and head shapes?

(2014) then after i started attending art classes, my art went at a bit more realistic turn? like making the eyes A LOT smaller, and starting to focus more on anatomy?(but still with the anime touch..)

(2015) last year i got more interesting in painting and making them seem more realistic, but they still had that certain sweet and innocent manga look? 

which is okay? but i’m just trying so hard not to make my art so manga-ish? which is super hard cuz i’ve been drawing manga since i was 11 or younger? 

(2016) i’m playing more around with making the characters more characteristic and diverse now? just like i did in the start, i actually always thought my characters was like that until some one told me it.. wasn’t?

it’s not like i cannot draw in this semi realistic and pretty style? I just mainly choose to let the shapes and simply lines dominant the figures, so that all the characters i draw are more dynamic and interesting rather than accurate?

my art is a long journey? and i am still experimenting and trying to figure out how i should get the best out of my drawings, it keeps changing but i hope that you will stay and see where it goes!

But how will Gajeel react??? When he sees??? Juvia has died????

Yknow I bet initially he’ll be pissed at Gray for not saving her life and letting her die and he’ll try to go at Gray and attack him but when he sees the incredible emptiness and sorrow in Gray’s eyes, he’ll freeze in place and realize Gray did try to save her and prevent her from dying and that Juvia chose to give up her life.

He’ll probably feel short of breath and slowly lower his knees to the ground, face turned towards the floor. He’s in shock. He can’t believe the little water mage he’d known since his Phantom Lord days was fuckin gone. Dead. Not coming back. 

He won’t get to eat her baked goods again. He won’t hear her voice ringing out across the guild as she follows after “Gray-samaa~” He won’t be able to tease her about her feelings for the ice make mage or comfort her about her feelings when she was down.

This is the first time some members of the guild see him cry. Because his oldest friend is dead, and she ain’t comin back.