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‘you dont know me’ she says as she repeatedly bang her fists against the hard chest that belonged to the man that had seen her like this before.

'you dont understand’ she excuses with her eyes closed shut and her breathing hitching every time she feels a new tear forming on her cheek.

'you dont care’ she accused while his hands gently gripped her wrists to cease her attack on his torso. his eyes were soft as he stared down at her.

'you dont love me’ she sobbed before digging her face into the chest she had just abused. her hands were trembling and her tears stained the fabric, but neither cared. he wrapped her arms around her small body, bringing her closer so he can lay a gentle kiss at the top of her head.

he shakes his head before placing a finger under her chin to force her eyes to look upon his, 'i hate that you think so low of me because if you really think that, then you really dont know me either’.

—  Jennie B. // Can you truly ever know someone without knowing yourself?

anonymous asked:

sorry but who is don? i keep seeing his name but i have no idea who he is

don saladino: fitness expert, celebrity trainer, drive club owner, and the man who flies to atlanta fucking georgia to hang out with his friend sebastian stan when i can’t even get a text back

but don is so much more. don’s motivational, he’s kind and welcoming to sebastian’s fans, and he genuinely wants everyone to live their best and healthiest lives. he makes me want to be the best version of myself because he cares about people and their bodies. basically, i go to boxing because it’s a great stress reliever and knowing that i’m doing my best means don saladino would be proud of me.

@hoebarnes​ said it well when she texted me:

“Hatchling, why obsess over what might not even exist when everything you need is at your clawtips here?”

admittedly i hecked up the log in the foreground but frick it!! this was practice

anyway have a flashback to oogway’s childhood feat. an old as heck galapagos tortoise. i like the idea that they just lounge in the water to soothe their old people joints

I am sorry, I was in a bad mood, I realized that on Monday I will se the guy I like after three months in different cities and I had to get everything out of me. I am sorry for this fic, I swear I didn’t want to make it so… sad.

Sorry for any mistakes, it’s 1AM and I need sleep.

I can’t even say “enjoy!”

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When Emma entered in the room she stopped stunned in the entrance. She looked in front of her and was amazed of the fact that her room, their room, was covered in red rose petals and the only light in the room came from the candles that were arranged carefully on the closets and the table.

“Killian?” Emma asked when he didn’t appeared.

She felt a hand covering her eyes and the she felt his head leaning on her shoulder.

“Close your eyes, get a few steps into the room and then look at me.” He whispered in her year.

Emma did as he said and when she turned and look at him he was on one knee, a rose in his hook and a red velvet box in his hand. She knew this would be something special since she saw the room but she didn’t know it would be this special.

“Love, my love, my Swan, my Emma. When we’ve met I was a vengeful pirate, drunk with my goal to kill the person who took everything away from me but I didn’t realized that the day we’ve met, I’ve met the person who would change everything in my life. I found a home with you. I found a family, friends and most importantly, Emma, I found love. I found what I lost many years ago and what I thought I would never have. Love, True Love. So tonight I want to give you the last piece of myself and ask you if you want to do me the favor of being my wife.”

Emma was in tears. She wanted that more than anything because what Killian said was exactly what she felt since the day they met.

“Oh, Killian.” Emma said letting the tears fall. “I want that more than anything.” But she knew she can’t have it. Not when she knows her future. “But I… I can’t do it, my love.” Emma told him between tears.

She watched his face falling and tears escaped his eyes.

“Wha… why… Why Emma?”

“I’m dying. I can’t marry you when I know I’ll die.”

“No. That’s not true. Who told you that, who lied to you, Emma?”

“It’s my future, Killian. It’s my future as a Savior.” She stepped in front of him and put a hand on his cheek. She watched him as he closed his eyes and leaned into her touch.

“I won’t accept this. We… we worked too hard. It can’t end like that.”

“Killian-”

“No, my love. I swear to you that nothing, NOTHING, will stop me from fighting and offering you the future you deserve. Nothing. Do you hear me, Emma Swan? I love you with all my heart and I would go to the end of the Earth for you. I would follow you anywhere, in life or death, because I can’t imagine a life, even a day, without you.” She was crying so hard right now that he had to stop, to hug her and try to calm her.

“I want to marry you more than anything.” She said between tears. “But I want to be sure that I will… that I will life to become your wife… before… before accepting your offer.

anonymous asked:

The post you just reblogged makes me wonder.. what kind of drunk do you think the Raijinshuu would be? :D

I mean-

this thing already happened!

Bix would be a total party animal, even louder than usual lmao. Ever probably too. Freed was shown to be an emotional/loud drunk, so I guess he’d just totally lose his stoic posture [although I guess at this point he already feels quite comfortable around his guildmates, even when sober]. I can only imagine others seeing him wasted drunk for the first time and going “jesus christ FREED

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anonymous asked:

is it possible to have thoughts be mixed togethor if your co-consious with another alter? Like, can you "overhear" one of them thinking something?

Yeah, sometimes! 

When alters are dissociating and pushing to the front or co-con, everything sort of blends. It really sucks because you can’t tell who you are or who thought what thought. This happens to me with Karter and Catherine. It reaches a point where we feel like the same person, even if later on we seperate back into our distinct selves.

Other times alters have barriers up even when they are co-con. When Ursula, for example, comes up, I can’t tell at all what she is feeling or thinking. 

Co-con can range from mushing into a confused blob, to sharing thoughts, to fluid conversations, all the way to distinct awareness that’s inflexible. It depends on the alter and the system.

anonymous asked:

YOU LIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

Well, no ? Why would I lie about an issue I’d want to get rid off ?

I can see the asks in my activity feed, and not in the box, even when I get notifications from them. When asks are answered, they disappear from the activity feed, and here… Well. I can’t even respond to them because when I click on the link to reply, it won’t change anything.

So no, dear anon, I’m not lying. You’re just lucky if you don’t have any issue with your inbox, that is all.

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The butterflies from my insides have all gone away
And I don’t long for the danger, but I’m here to stay

I fall even deeper when the lights, they don’t keep me away
You wanna know my secrets, so you keep on crashing into my ways

I don’t have the patience for that
And I don’t care, we’re waiting for that
I don’t know what’s changing my head
Let’s go somewhere and never come back

Tonight we lose control, oh, oh oh, oh
No matter where we go, oh, oh oh, oh
We’re never going home, oh, oh oh, oh

And you don’t even know
When I get you alone
You can lose your halo

You can lose your halo

I don’t really [x2]
I don’t really know
What you waiting [x2]
What you waiting for

I’ve been feeling [x2]
I’ve been feeling hope
Won’t you give me [x2]
Won’t you give me more?

And I fall even deeper when the lights, they don’t keep me away
You wanna know my secrets, so you keep on crashing into my ways

I don’t have the patience for that
And I don’t care, we’re waiting for that
I don’t know what’s changing my head
Let’s go somewhere and never come back

Tonight we lose control, oh, oh oh, oh
No matter where we go, oh, oh oh, oh
We’re never going home, oh, oh oh, oh

And you don’t even know
When I get you alone
You can lose your halo

You can lose your halo [x2]

The lights are fading
Tonight, we’re way past saving
I might not make it [x2]

But tonight we lose control, oh, oh oh, oh
No matter where we go, oh, oh oh, oh
We’re never going home, oh, oh oh, oh

And you don’t even know
When I get you alone
You can lose your halo

You can lose your halo [x2]

Halo, halo, halo…

(Yeah, that’s it right there)

in general ;; I really want to let the entire Digimon community and the Digimon roleplay community know that they mean the world to me. Even when I disappear for a while or I can’t fulfill my promises to be online– everyone is so wonderful. All the comfort I get when I’m feeling sad or nervous or not talkative– I LOVE how accepting everyone is of that. It’s like we’re all Chosen Children and we’re supporting each other!!!

anonymous asked:

I am so fucking shy like really i can't even order in fast food when it's a bad day. So when i meet people it take me time for be comfortable and when im not im boring\awkward to death. I feel like i miss a lot of good things bc of that help me 😭😭

I’m pretty similar, but I can order fast food, lol.
-My advice to you take it or not, is to live life on your own terms, let go and shake off the social shackles, not everyone is gonna be the same social butterflies that can talk to anyone that comes their way.
-It’s totally okay to take time to get comfortable with people, honestly it’s always best to stay few feet away from people who you just met though. Accepting people blindly will just cause you headache later on. 
-No one is really boring, you might be awkward only because you have nothing in common with the other person, maybe try to find common interests with people you meet in life? And see how it works.
-There are so many things you can learn and do in life that doesn’t require the companion of others, you can accomplish quiet a lot when you have the right motivation to seek adventure on your own, if you do the world is yours. You really don’t need others to have a good time or do good things, it’s good to have someone to share the moments with, but it’s not always necessary.



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i was already drawing these when i got this message so here u go anon :3

chara is still very distrustful of any humans who fall into the underground, but lil frisk manages to worm their way into their heart <3

meanwhile asriel is like omg a human chara actually likes?? gotta keep this one

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despite being on stage countless times before, they still get nervous 

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some more doodley doodles from twitter!

Ever since I got the VIP package that comes with the calling cards I end up calling Yoosung so much because his calls are just so entertaining;; All his calls are so doodle-worthy I would draw all his calls if i could!