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#LastYoungRenegade - out July 2nd, 2017

Who is the Last Young Renegade?

After all this time writing music, playing in a band- checking moment after moment off the bucket list- collecting mistakes, making memories, I wondered what it might be like to write about myself if I wasn’t the one standing in my shoes. Who am I from the other side of the mirror?

I tried to change perspective in my approach to writing and center in on all of the different versions of me that other people might have met over the years, through the ups and the downs, in the public eye and behind closed doors. Would I like this person? Do I like this person? Do I even recognize this person anymore?

I realized that there’s a lot more to me than I’m usually ready to acknowledge, both good and bad. In that realization, I noticed a common thread. We are who we are, even when we try our hardest not to be.

It’s a challenge to accept it sometimes. I gave those other sides of me a persona, and a name– then came the stories like a flood. It was a way for me to confront demons without having to sit at the dinner table with them.

That’s the journey on this record: a story of self-realization. Of growing into your own skin through the eyes of someone watching it all unfold on the big screen, wearing a ‘Frankie Says Relax’ t-shirt. Like watching an old familiar movie, but suddenly you’re Marty McFly.

We tried a lot of new things on this album, all within the context of what we love so much about All Time Low– There’s no denying that we were binge watching Stranger Things at the time, while also reflecting on the loss of some of our favorite musicians; Prince, Bowie, George Michael… I think the influence comes through in the best ways. We all felt pulled to exciting and different places as we searched for inspiration, approaching something that’s become so familiar to us from a new direction.

I truly hope everyone listening enjoys this record as much as I do. It’s been an amazing journey.The album comes out June 2nd and will be available for pre-order on Friday, Feb 24th. We’ll also be posting some pre-order merch bundles, so stay tuned! Pre-order options will be up on alltimelow.com.

Tracklist
1.
Last Young Renegade
2. Drugs & Candy
3. Dirty Laundry
4. Good Times
5. Nice2KnoU
6. Life of the Party
7. Nightmares
8. Dark Side of Your Room
9. Ground Control (feat. Tegan and Sara)
10. AfterglowxoAlex

Who is the Last Young Renegade?
After all this time writing music, playing in a band- checking moment after moment off the bucket list- collecting mistakes, making memories, I wondered what it might be like to write about myself if I wasn’t the one standing in my shoes. Who am I from the other side of the mirror?

I tried to change perspective in my approach to writing and center in on all of the different versions of me that other people might have met over the years, through the ups and the downs, in the public eye and behind closed doors. Would I like this person? Do I like this person? Do I even recognize this person anymore?

I realized that there’s a lot more to me than I’m usually ready to acknowledge, both good and bad. In that realization, I noticed a common thread. We are who we are, even when we try our hardest not to be.

It’s a challenge to accept it sometimes. I gave those other sides of me a persona, and a name– then came the stories like a flood. It was a way for me to confront demons without having to sit at the dinner table with them.

That’s the journey on this record: a story of self-realization. Of growing into your own skin through the eyes of someone watching it all unfold on the big screen, wearing a ‘Frankie Says Relax’ t-shirt. Like watching an old familiar movie, but suddenly you’re Marty McFly.

We tried a lot of new things on this album, all within the context of what we love so much about All Time Low– There’s no denying that we were binge watching Stranger Things at the time, while also reflecting on the loss of some of our favorite musicians; Prince, Bowie, George Michael… I think the influence comes through in the best ways. We all felt pulled to exciting and different places as we searched for inspiration, approaching something that’s become so familiar to us from a new direction.

I truly hope everyone listening enjoys this record as much as I do. It’s been an amazing journey.

The album comes out June 2nd and will be available for pre-order on Friday, Feb 24th. We’ll also be posting some pre-order merch bundles, so stay tuned! Pre-order options will be up on alltimelow.com.

Tracklist

1. Last Young Renegade
2. Drugs & Candy
3. Dirty Laundry
4. Good Times
5. Nice2KnoU
6. Life of the Party
7. Nightmares
8. Dark Side of Your Room
9. Ground Control (feat. Tegan and Sara)
10. Afterglow

xo

Alex

Preferences .003: What Life On Earth Is Like With Them

Characters: Poe, Rey, Finn, Luke, Leia, Han

Fandom: Star Wars


Poe:

- Tbh, you guys have a small house or an average apartment. It’s always clean, but he can mess things around sometimes. He’s a great ass decorator.

- Going to the movies a lot. He loves musicals, older films, and classic romance movies.

- He can play piano and guitar. So, he’ll sing and play for you.

- Brings you flowers whenever he gets home from work.

- If you work together, he’ll spend his (rare) breaks with you.

- Sleeps on the couch when you’re fighting.

- Sleeps on the couch when you’re asleep and he gets home late.

- He’s a pilot. Clearly, lmao. He takes you out flying. He’ll teach you, too.

- Occasionally sends you an animal meme. He’s not up to date with memes.


Rey:

- Loves going to coffee and flower shops with you.

- For some reason, she really loves going to home appliance stores like Bed, Bath, and Beyond. You guys go to Toys R Us bECAUSE YOU CAN.

- Whenever you’re out shopping, she pushes you around while you’re in the cart. (She’s pushed you into a wall once and knocked about everything over.)

- Spends most nights cuddled up to you, sleeping or watching TV.

- Makes a scrapbook about you two.

- Takes care of you when you’re sick, even when you’re not really that sick. She makes you stay in bed, and she’ll put on your favorite movie, and bring you soup (even if you hate it bc it’s gonna “make you feel better).

- You apartment is probably small, but it’s really nice inside. Lots of windows, and flowers on the windowsills. White walls, and unfinished painted walls. 

- She loves “I love my gf!” memes. She was also a fan of Spongegar.

- Prefers to watch foreign films with you. She loves French and German movies. 


Finn:

- Loves going to comic shops with you. He’s a huuuuuuuuuuuge comic fan.

- He will interrupt you to tell you that there’s a dog.

- Is probably a bartender. He will sneak some beer for you and him and he’ll save it for special nights.

- Your “special nights” are episodes of your favorite shows.

- He really loves ‘The Walking Dead’. Compares you two to Glenn and Maggie.

- He always tells you about how the world could end. He honestly believes that the zombie apocalypse will happen; and believes he has proof because of the ant-mutant virus.

- Whenever you’re casually walking, he’ll say “Parkour!” and try to jump off a wall.

- “You’re gonna need to know how to do that when the zombies come, Y/N!”

- Loves Tarantino’s movies. His favorites are ‘Inglourious Basterds’ and ‘Django Unchained’. He’s also a total hoe for ‘Reservoir Dogs’.

- Sends you “I love my gf!” memes. All. The. Time.


Luke:

- Gives you piggyback rides whenever wherever.

- Like Rey, he’ll push you around in the cart.

- He probably loves Stephen King’s work. 

- He also loves ‘The Evil Dead’, and Bond movies.

- Probably watches Batman cartoons because he can. You’ll catch him up, early as hell, watching B:TAS. Still eating popcorn.

- Heavy opinions on Jared Leto’s Joker. 

- “In all honesty… he sucked, Y/N.”

- Plays ‘Uncharted’ and ‘The Last of Us’. His favorite is ‘Uncharted’. Compares you two to Nate and Elena.

- Stargazing.

- Sings with you in the car bc why not.


Leia:

- Does your hair all the time.

- She really loves Marvel movies. Her fave character is Black Widow.

- Loves slow dancing.

- You two slow dance all the time in your place. She will always play an old record while you two are dancing.

- Over celebrates for Christmas.

- She hates teen drama shows. She will watch some romance films with you, but they’re not her favorite. She likes action, adventure movies.

- She isn’t afraid whenever someone is being rude to you two in public. She won’t even bat an eye; she’ll call them the hell out.

- Whenever there’s a bad ass character on screen, and you point and say, “Look, it’s you!”, she blushes. 


Han:

- He loves writing. His main novel is about you. 

- Loves when you lay your head on his chest while he’s smoking a cigar.

- Is a newspaper comic columnist. His short stories are about your future son, which you have no idea about. To you, the kid you read about in his comics every Sunday morning is just a random little kid.

- Brings you to fancy restaurants. He will feed you chocolate dipped strawberries.

- Won’t admit it, but he loves ‘When Harry Met Sally’. Like Finn, he too loves Tarantino movies. Favorites are ‘Pulp Fiction’ and ‘Inglourious Basterds’.

- Takes you out dancing.

- Literally the ‘true couples don’t judge each other, they judge other people, together’ meme.

uh so vlive changed the way their videos are formatted in the source code meaning that until I figure out how to grab direct links like soshistagram I’m not going to be able to upload got7 chn+ stuff anymore. If any of you guys know how to download from vlive (without just straight up screen recording) hmu

Who is the Last Young Renegade?
After all this time writing music, playing in a band- checking moment
after moment off the bucket list- collecting mistakes, making
memories, I wondered what it might be like to write about myself if I
wasn’t the one standing in my shoes. Who am I from the other side of
the mirror?

I tried to change perspective in my approach to writing and center in
on all of the different versions of me that other people might have
met over the years, through the ups and the downs, in the public eye
and behind closed doors. Would I like this person? Do I like this
person? Do I even recognize this person anymore?

I realized that there’s a lot more to me than I’m usually ready to
acknowledge, both good and bad. In that realization, I noticed a
common thread. We are who we are, even when we try our hardest not to
be.

It’s a challenge to accept it sometimes. I gave those other sides of
me a persona, and a name– then came the stories like a flood. It was
a way for me to confront demons without having to sit at the dinner
table with them.

That’s the journey on this record: a story of self-realization. Of
growing into your own skin through the eyes of someone watching it all
unfold on the big screen, wearing a ‘Frankie Says Relax’ t-shirt. Like
watching an old familiar movie, but suddenly you’re Marty McFly.

We tried a lot of new things on this album, all within the context of
what we love so much about All Time Low– There’s no denying that we
were binge watching Stranger Things at the time, while also reflecting
on the loss of some of our favorite musicians; Prince, Bowie, George
Michael… I think the influence comes through in the best ways. We
all felt pulled to exciting and different places as we searched for
inspiration, approaching something that’s become so familiar to us
from a new direction.

I truly hope everyone listening enjoys this record as much as I do.
It’s been an amazing journey.

The album comes out June 2nd and will be available for pre-order on Friday, Feb 24th. We’ll
also be posting some pre-order merch bundles, so stay tuned!

xo

Alex

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« W hen I shot this video, I didn’t want it to be anything close to glamorous or anywhere near “sexy.” I wanted it to be like nothing that I’ve ever put in the creative to a video I’ve shot. This song hurts. So unbelievably bad. And when I perform it on a tv show, in rehearsals or even in a bathtub, it completely takes me to a different place. This song was so therapeutic to write and record, and because of that I wanted to translate that same emotion onto the screen. I’m so grateful to everyone who was a part of this video and this song. And to all of you, thank you for listening.. And hopefully letting yourself be taken to a place in your heart that needs healing too. #STONECOLD »

“Who is the Last Young Renegade?

After all this time writing music, playing in a band- checking moment after moment off the bucket list- collecting mistakes, making memories, I wondered what it might be like to write about myself if I wasn’t the one standing in my shoes. Who am I from the other side of the mirror?

I tried to change perspective in my approach to writing and center in on all of the different versions of me that other people might have met over the years, through the ups and the downs, in the public eye and behind closed doors. Would I like this person? Do I like this person? Do I even recognize this person anymore?

I realized that there’s a lot more to me than I’m usually ready to acknowledge, both good and bad. In that realization, I noticed a common thread. We are who we are, even when we try our hardest not to be.

It’s a challenge to accept it sometimes. I gave those other sides of me a persona, and a name– then came the stories like a flood. It was a way for me to confront demons without having to sit at the dinner table with them.

That’s the journey on this record: a story of self-realization. Of growing into your own skin through the eyes of someone watching it all unfold on the big screen, wearing a ‘Frankie Says Relax’ t-shirt. Like watching an old familiar movie, but suddenly you’re Marty McFly.

We tried a lot of new things on this album, all within the context of what we love so much about All Time Low– There’s no denying that we were binge watching Stranger Things at the time, while also reflecting on the loss of some of our favorite musicians; Prince, Bowie, George Michael… I think the influence comes through in the best ways. We all felt pulled to exciting and different places as we searched for inspiration, approaching something that’s become so familiar to us from a new direction.

I truly hope everyone listening enjoys this record as much as I do. It’s been an amazing journey.

The album comes out June 2nd and will be available for pre-order on Friday, Feb 24th. We’ll also be posting some pre-order merch bundles, so stay tuned. Pre-order options will be up on alltimelow.com.
xo

Alex”


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All Time Low: Who is the Last Young Renegade?

After all this time writing music, playing in a band- checking moment after moment off the bucket list- collecting mistakes, making memories, I wondered what it might be like to write about myself if I wasn’t the one standing in my shoes. Who am I from the other side of the mirror?
I tried to change perspective in my approach to writing and center in on all of the different versions of me that other people might have met over the years, through the ups and the downs, in the public eye and behind closed doors. Would I like this person? Do I like this person? Do I even recognize this person anymore?

I realized that there’s a lot more to me than I’m usually ready to acknowledge, both good and bad. In that realization, I noticed a common thread. We are who we are, even when we try our hardest not to be.  It’s a challenge to accept it sometimes. I gave those other sides of me a persona, and a name– then came the stories like a flood. It was a way for me to confront demons without having to sit at the dinner table with them.

That’s the journey on this record: a story of self-realization. Of growing into your own skin through the eyes of someone watching it all unfold on the big screen, wearing a ‘Frankie Says Relax’ t-shirt. Like watching an old familiar movie, but suddenly you’re Marty McFly. We tried a lot of new things on this album, all within the context of what we love so much about All Time Low– There’s no denying that we were binge watching Stranger Things at the time, while also reflecting on the loss of some of our favorite musicians; Prince, Bowie, George Michael… I think the influence comes through in the best ways. We all felt pulled to exciting and different places as we searched for inspiration, approaching something that’s become so familiar to us from a new direction.

I truly hope everyone listening enjoys this record as much as I do. It’s been an amazing journey. The album comes out June 2nd and will be available for pre-order on Friday, Feb 24th. We’ll also be posting some pre-order merch bundles, so stay tuned! Pre-order options will be up on alltimelow.com.

Tracklist
1. Last Young Renegade
2. Drugs & Candy
3. Dirty Laundry
4. Good Times
5. Nice2KnoU
6. Life of the Party
7. Nightmares
8. Dark Side of Your Room
9. Ground Control (feat. Tegan and Sara)
10. Afterglow
xo
Alex”

anonymous asked:

what's your favorite trope? and could you rec fics from it?

OOOOOH. I think I have a very soft spot for famous!AU. Like when famous!Louis has a crush for famous!Harry and they start interacting (special kuddos if it’s on Twitter or IG) and then they meet and … Well.  I think it’s my fav

- let me make a thing of cream and stars : It doesn’t explain why he’s lying on the floor, with Harry Styles, of all people, planking on top of him.As in, seventeenth most influential person in London, pop-star-turned-rock-star Harry Styles. The same Harry Styles who has had countless model girlfriends, left, right and centre. Also  the same Harry Styles who has been the subject of Louis’ wet dreams since he was about eighteen.(Or: Louis is a Radio 1 DJ and Harry is a pop-star he interviews.)

- Amazing Sin :  Gears started turning in Louis’ head. Purely mischievous gears that had Louis formulating a revenge plan against Taylor. He’d had enough of sitting around and taking it. If she was going to call him a whore, then fine, he’ll act like one for real. “I’m going to say something, and as my friends you are obligated to love me anyway.”  “This can’t be good,” Niall said, Zayn just groaned.  “So I know we have this strict ‘no lashing back at Taylor’ rule with me, but what if I can get press revenge a different way?” Louis asked. He wasn’t expecting an answer, because they knew by now to just go with it. “What if I stole her boyfriend?”Or, the story of Louis ‘Steal Your Man’ Tomlinson.

- Play Me Like One of Your French Girls : Louis is Hollywood’s ‘Bad Boy and Sometimes Darling’, and Harry is the clumsy, endearingly attractive part-time cellist whose cello gets upgraded to the seat next to his on the plane. They fall in love.Also featuring R&B Superstar Zayn Malik, Olympic Gold Medalist Liam Payne, and Masterchef Niall Horan.

- Just For Me: Harry is a supermodel with a fake boyfriend. Louis is the captain and star forward of Manchester United with a fake girlfriend. They should have no problem having a completely platonic lunch between friends.(They do.)

- Three French Hems: In which Louis is a designer at Burberry and Harry spends December wearing Lanvin… and Lanvin… and Lanvin.

- so grab your passport and my hand: The one in which Louis plays football and Harry sings a lot, and somehow that means they’re meant to be. They’ll figure it out soon enough.

- Foolishly Completely Falling : Louis is ¼ of the infamous boy band One Direction and has had a crush on the Prince of Wales for ages. Prince Harry is gay and out and when he spills on a tv show about finding a certain Louis fit, their paths cross and everything turns into a tumult of emotions and anxiety, and the complications when you just want to show the world who you love.

- walk my days on a wireHarry hums, staring at his hands in his lap, and Louis can still feel their smoothness, how solid they were in between his own. “Do you think it’s the same for us? Are we here only because of the likeliness of our jobs? Of our lives?”
“We’re here because we have inventive managers,” Louis says, giving Harry’s leg a little nudge with his knee, but all that’s going around in his head is, I think I’d be in the same spot in every possible universe.  or, when actor Louis Tomlinson used to daydream about dating Harry Styles, this is not what he had in mind.

- but me, i’m not a gamble : A Posh & Becks AU in which Harry is a star on the stage and Louis is a star on the pitch, but they’re both inexplicably terrible at articulating their feelings. In the end, it only takes a season’s worth of failed matchmaking schemes, platonic dinner dates, road trip holidays, and one very convenient David Beckham cameo for them to figure it all out. And if Niall knew all along? Well, he at least has the decency not to be too smug about it.

- sweet, where you lay  : Louis Tomlinson is a twenty-eight year old succesful actor living in New York. Harry Styles is a twenty year old up and coming model and coincidentally also the one who turns Louis’ world completely upside down.or, Louis is Zachary Quinto and Harry is Miles McMillan. Falling in love was always in the cards for them.

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Joker Imagine- Project 6277 PART 5

Originally posted by littletiredgirl

Joker’s P.O.V.

My eyes looked at the clock I had on my office desk. It was almost midnight so I should go and join the party downstairs. I smiled happily. She was perfect for my little project. Too bad idiot John hurt her today. We didn’t want that. The only one who was allowed to leave physical marks on her delicate skin was me and even that would hopefully only be gentle things. Y/N was rather kind. As said she was perfect. This would be easy as long as we’d be in same terms.

I got up and made sure I had bullets in my gun before I walked out of my office. My henchmen were standing silently around the highest floor. They were loyal to me and they knew that one mistake cost them their precious little lives. Before I entered the elevator, I saw that they all were somehow nervous. I squinted my blue eyes at them, but nothing happened. If I found out something was wrong, these pals up here probably know about whatever had happened.

As the elevator took me down, I looked at my reflection in the mirror. My green hair was put well with some gel and I had washed the blood out of my face. I looked great even if I say so myself. So clean and crazy. The elevator doors slid open and I was down. My henchmen nodded at me as they saw me so I walked up to them. Obviously something had happened since they didn’t just do that without a reason.

“She’s not here” A henchman called Michael told me. His voice was a little nervous and I knew he was worried. “What do you mean she’s not here?” I questioned him above the loud music. Some people looked at me wide eyed as others ignored me since they were drunk. “Y/N is not here. No one has seen her in two hours” Michael let me know without stuttering. I felt like my veins would pop any second as anger filled my blood. I didn’t want to believe him. So I clenched my jaw and looked at the bar. I could only see one bartender behind the bar as the others were giving out drinks.

Then I growled and hurried to the man behind the bar. He noticed me and I saw how scared he got. “Where is she?” I hissed angrily and made fear full his eyes. His name tag said Rick. “Are you talking about Y/N sir?” He asked me politely. “Hell yes I am. Where on earth is she?” I spat angrily on the verge of losing my mind. “I’m sorry. I haven’t seen her. She came down a couple hours ago and I haven’t seen her since” Rick told me with a small voice. But he was nearly crapping his pants so I believed him. I hit the bar with my hands and looked around. People were dancing here and drinking, but I couldn’t see Y/N. Where the hell was she? Did she run away from me?

Then I realized that I had cameras all around the place. I hurried back to Michael and stepped right in front of him. “Look at the security footage from two hours. I need you to find her” I demanded rather coldly. Michael nodded and I saw how scared he was of me. I watched as he walked off quickly to solve this riddle called ‘Where’s Y/N’.  If she had ran off, tried to escape, I’m afraid I would have to punish her. I didn’t want to be bad to her, but if she was bad to me, she deserved it.

                                                                                             My eyes were glued on the mannequin in my office. Since our plans moved, they put it back. The costume was made out of fine material, sewn perfectly to fit her. It was beautiful to look at, but it would be even more beautiful on my project here. I had planned everything out in my head. That’s why it would be extremely important that they would find her sorry ass.

“Boss” Michael’s voice broke the silence. I was sitting on the floor with a few knives around me. I was sharpening them all so that’s why they were scattered on the floor. I looked at Michael’s black sunglasses angrily. “There’s something you need to see” He let me know and handed me a tablet. I grabbed it harshly and then looked at the screen. He had recorded the security footage and I saw Y/N in the video. She was outside innocently about to grab the glasses from a table. A man dressed in black walked up to her and wrapped his arm around her.

I could see how startled Y/N was even tho the quality sucked.  She tried to escape, but the man yanked her hair roughly. It made my blood boil from anger. I watched as he had pushed her into a black car and they drove off. Bad for him I saw the license plate. Why the hell had someone taken Y/N away?! “We found an address connected to the car” Michael let me know. My eyes moved from the screen to him. “Give it to me. Grab two guys and we’re going there” I growled and stood up. “Of course boss” Michael nodded and hurried out. I stretched my neck and arms and felt anger flowing through my body.

Whoever the guy was, he would be fucking sorry for ruining my plans with Y/N tonight. They were important after all. So I walked out the room and put on my purple coat. Michael was waiting for me with two henchmen, Jordan and Kyle. I nodded at them so they would follow me. We were all armed. Michael told us the address and I already knew where to go. The address wasn’t so far away from the factories. It was in the rich neighbourhood of Gotham where sorry ass people lived.

“When we get there, find Y/N. Don’t let her escape. You may only use a little force to hold her back if needed. If you hurt her, I will shoot you” I told the guys as we got in the elevator. I heard three 'yes sir’s and it pleased me. These were my trusted henchmen. They never took my word for granted and I really hoped that Y/N wouldn’t either. To be honest I was already keen to her. Whoever the guy was would be very sorry for yanking her hair like that and pushing her into that ugly car.

                                                          In less than a quarter we were in front of the house that the address belonged to. I saw the car parked onto the lawn and even one of the doors were open. So I got out of my car with my three henchmen walking behind me. The house had two floors and it was white. It was outside the heart of the city, but we could still see all the city buildings from the neighbourhood. So we got behind the door and I noticed that the damn fool had left it open. “Is he drunk or something?” I whispered as we walked inside. As soon as we got inside, I smelled alcohol strongly in the dirty air. Things were sprawled all across the carpeted floor and I was sure this guy had troubles.

Then I heard a sob coming from ahead of us. We all walked closer and then I heard glass being broken. “The next time it will hit you!” A man yelled angrily. I grabbed my special made gun and then walked to the mess. I saw a living room that was completely trashed. In the  middle of everything I saw a man with a dirty black hoodie and jeans. On the floor I saw a crying woman covered in blood and bruises.

Suddenly my eyes widened. It was Y/N!

“You’re such a whore..You’re sleeping with a damn ugly clown man” The drunken man hissed and it angered my henchmen as well. “I would not say that if I were you” I cleared my throat and walked up to the man. He turned around the same second as I hit his face with my gun. He covered his nose with his bloody hands immediately. Then I nodded and my henchmen attacked him. I let them take care of that sad loser and I turned to Y/N who could barely keep her eyes open.

The sight made me feel strange even tho I had seen gore and blood for years now.

Y/N had a black eye. Her clothes were ripped off and she was wearing her underwear and her jeans that were by her ankles. She had bruises around her neck, shaped as fingerprints. She could barely keep her eyes open, especially the one that was swollen and bruised. Shards of glass had cut her skin on her shoulders and arms. She was covered in wounds and there was a large bruise on her ribs. I just stared at her in shock. I couldn’t imagine that something this bad could happen to her.

“Y/N” I said her name softly and suddenly she moved her eyes up to me. They were red from crying that I had already seen once. “D-Don’t..” She whimpered weakly in fear as I tried to touch her. I didn’t intend to hurt her, but she was completely taken by fear. It made me so angry. I had an amazing plan for tonight but this asshole had ruined everything. How did he dare to hurt 6277 like this?!

“Michael, help her into a better position” I demanded and turned to look at my men. Michael nodded and hurried to Y/N. I stared at the pig that was being held against the wall by my other two men. I loaded my gun and looked into his ugly small eyes. The man that thought he had been so tough looked like a ghost. His skin got pale as he saw me.

“Who the fuck are you?” I hissed angrily and pointed my gun against him. “Y/N’s boyfriend” He spat some blood. I’m glad he had gotten a punch. Confusion washed over me. She told me she didn’t have a boyfriend. “Well at least not anymore you pile of trash” I growled and hit his face with my gun. His nose cracked and I knew I broke it this time. Tears stung the man’s eyes and I knew he was blinded by the pain. “You fucking idiot clown” The man gasped with a harsh voice. I moved my finger in a no motion.

Tsk tsk, I would want to watch my mouth if I were you” I warned him and then smiled. His eyes got filled with fear. He would die tonight. I put my hands on his shoulders and then hit his crotch hard with my knee. He yelled out in pain, but I just repeated smashing his most sensitive parts with my leg. “NO! STOP! PLEASE!” He was bagging in raw pain. It was like music to my ears. “This is for hurting Y/N” I let him know and then hit his forehead with the gun. He was crying by now and I enjoyed the sight.

“If I had nowhere to go, I would stay here to play with you, but I need to go” I sighed and then pressed the tip of my gun under his chin. He tried to beg for mercy, but I pulled my trigger and then a loud bang echoed in the house. The bullet pierced through his skull and life escaped his eyes like an exploded light. I smiled and stepped back. My henchmen let him go and the numb body fell onto the floor. I blew the smoke out of my gun and put it in my pocket. Then I turned back to Y/N who was now on her back with a pillow under her head. Michael had covered her barely clothed chest with a blanket he had found from the couch.

I wasn’t sure if the asshole had been her boyfriend or not, but I still felt sorry. And I thought I was the bad guy here..

I leaned down and carefully wrapped my arms under her body. Then I picked her up in my arms bridal style. At that point I didn’t really care if I got blood on my clothes. Y/N was mine, even tho we weren’t in a relationship.She was my bartender, my project and we had plans tonight. Even tho I hated to admit it, I didn’t like to see her in pain. After watching her for months from afar, making sure she was perfect for this little project, I had grown very keen into this woman. This was simply unfair towards her.

PART 6

“You’ve gotta clean the stone first.”

Excuse me, I know what I’m doing. I’m the one that almost became an engineer in this room.”

Cabbie/illegal tinker Mark and newspaper boy with a part-time job Jack. If you’ve seen the old steampunk sketch of these two I did a loooooong time ago, you know what I’m up to. 

I actually don’t even know if this is steampunk. this is more like neo-steampunk, or a bad mix of sci-fi and victorian fashion. 

Bonus process GIF, even though almost nothing have changed since the last one: 

Anon Reply Wall (Drama CD)

I’m so thrilled by all your feedback to my project! Here are more explanations to the teaser ad I posted :)

LOL when you get to the bare bones (obsessed rich guy wanting to control you!) I guess it does, but then a lot of romance characters would fall under this banner, including Jumin XD Which goes to show that 50SOG is not a bad idea, just ill executed imho.

You’re so lovely! I feel your enthusiasm through the screen <3 To answer your question, I’m the one who’ll be voicing Jehan for two reasons: A) cost and B) to make my listeners more comfortable. This way, even if I will sound 100% masculine (thank you, programs that allow to change a voice’s pitch!) you won’t feel embarrassed that a “real” guy recorded this and just enjoy the ride ;)  

I’m so glad you are! :D The CD will be free (yes!) and available through digital download, though I could consider creating physical copies for those willing to pay the crazy canadian shipping fees. I would also love to create more volumes if people love it! Most of the other LI will be mentioned in Jehan’s CD, so I intend to let people vote on who they’d like to hear next <3

I’m so happy you are this excited! *hugs* To answer your question, although I have support (I commissioned the art from candies-and-sweets and she’s so awesome, go check her out!) this is mainly a one-woman job. It does sound crazy, but I love the challenge! The CD itself will contains around 10 tracks and will be more interactive than your traditional drama CD, i.e. Jehan is less into doing things to you than asking you to do things for him, so depending on your boldness you can listen to it all or just skip to the endings ;D I’ll post more about that soon!

…that’s it for now! I return to creating….^_^   

anonymous asked:

Why do you believe it's sumire? Like give me your theories?

K, I’m assuming you’ve read my Sumire Conspiracy Essay (i’ll link it later).

For the record, I don’t think Sumire is a villain even if she’s behind it all. I believe she’s being manipulated or pressured by the real bad guy and that her background story will explain it.

Why do I think it’s Sumire? Because of the screen time. She has had far too much time under the “spotlight”, especially for a filler character.

And I don’t say “filler” as an insult, I say it to make clear the circumstances of her creation. The next gen kids were created for the previous gen to have as kids, they’re a continuation of the story.
But filler characters are created to serve a purpose. If you create a student character it’s because you have a reason. If you create an oprhan character it’s because you have a reason.

Sumire has had more lines than Sarada or Chouchou and we’ve known them longer. Why would that be?

Sumire has appeared on screen longer than Metal Lee or Himawari. Why would that be?

Sumire hasn’t had an episode focused on her yet, unlike Denki and Iwabe (and thanks to that they have an established role in the story). Why would that be?

My reasoning is that her purpose is yet to be revealed and what better than this plot twist?

MY LIFE WITHOUT LIQUOR

Not everyone would have the same reasons to change their daily habits - and definitely quitting alcohol isn’t for everyone - but for me it has been one of the best decisions I have made in my life. 


Before touring around the world with Savages after the release of our first album ‘Silence Yourself’, drinking alcohol had never been a conscious problem in my life. In fact, to this day I can say I have never really been addicted to anything. I know I’m pretty lucky this way. People really struggle with addiction to a level I will never be able to experience. But I know dugs just ain’t for me, and I’ve known that since I was a teenager. My body was never strong enough to take it, and my mind was never really attracted to it genuinely - which I tend to view as a blessing, as I know I will never have to deal with the desperate sensations of emptiness due to the lack of it.
This said, touring got me into drinking everyday. That’s something I hadn’t planned and it was a daily habit that drove me into a bad place which I didn’t notice at first. 

At the time, I wasn’t able to go on stage without alcohol. It started with me drinking only a shot or two of vodka before walking on. Then I’d set myself rules like ‘drink only an hour before the show’. Then ‘ok two hours before the show but never after the show’. Then I started drinking full glasses of vodka and cranberry juice onstage whenever I was feeling thirsty. Later I switched to red Martini. I’d drink almost a bottle every show. That’s when I got ill and lost my voice.

I remember the last time I drunk alcohol. It was at the British Film Institute (BFI) in London more than two years ago. Savages were curating an evening around the legendary Australian guitarist Rowland S. Howard, screening the documentary about his life. This was quite a coincidence now I’m thinking about it. The documentary relates the story of Rowland’s musical genius and struggle with drugs until he sadly died much too early (liver cancer in 2009) after he just finished recording his masterpiece 'Pop Crimes’ with Mick Harvey, JP Shilo and my friend Jonnine Standish from the Australian band HTRK.
My mental and physical health was very weak at that point, due to the intensity of touring and my bad habit with alcohol. I was ill and my voice started breaking, sounding more and more like a broken kettle. I drunk red wine all that evening and went home quite early around midnight. I remember cursing everyone and everything on the ride home, and waking up with a terrible hangover and nausea. Andy, my tour manager at the time, showed up at 9am at my house to take me to the next show. I was still in bed, unable to move, unable to imagine myself physically doing it again, getting in the van and playing another show…

That’s when you desperately need someone who knows you very well. Luckily I had someone like that.
Johnny Hostile sat on the side of our bed. I looked at him and started to cry. I was feeling so miserable and helpless. My heart felt empty and my emotions numb. I wanted to go on tour and play the shows, but I just didn’t have the strength anymore, and I felt I was letting everybody down. I was ashamed of the state I was finding myself in at that moment - and letting anyone witness it was humiliating. He took my hand and said: “you’re gonna get ready, slowly, have a shower, eat something, Andy is going to wait for you. But as soon as you step out that door, you won’t drink another drop of alcohol". At that time, I had known Johnny as my partner for 9 years, and known him sober for 6, so this was coming from someone who was aware of what he was talking about.
Everyone can stop alcohol for various reasons, beyond the real damage done to your body and your mind, there’s a real stupidity surrounding alcohol consumption in certain cultures when you think about it. From numbing your access to first hand experience, to excusing idiotic acts (including encouraging the mass to mediocre sexual intercourse!), alcohol is too often used to excuse a lot of crap happening in the world. We drink because we want to forget, make space in our heads so we can chase away the annoying thoughts. For people who are constantly thinking about how to change the world and find ways to make things better, drinking alcohol quickly start not making much sense at all…
At that point I knew I couldn’t physically finish the tour if I didn’t change something. Johnny is a person who I’d always known for suggesting good solutions for me to be happier my life. I trusted him. His words were the only light of hope at that moment, so I took it.
I haven’t drunk since then, but most importantly I haven’t felt the desire to drink at all - and it’s been more than two years. That day I realised that drinking was not only putting my health in danger but it was putting my work in danger too, and that was the most important signal to me. Not being able to play a show is the worse thing that can happen when you’ve build all your life around music to achieve what you want to achieve.
 I guess it’s called a survival instinct, and mine was pretty strong when it came down to music.
Few months after that, Savages embarked into another three months of touring during which I was completely sober. Australia, Europe, South America… Never did I enjoy the life on the road so much. I wasn’t tired, my voice was at its best, my spirit was high. Surprisingly, I would go out a lot more after the shows, partying until 5am, waking up feeling tired but fine, no hangovers! 
Quitting alcohol has really been amazing for me. I would recommend it to anyone who feels trapped and needs a change - or anyone who (like me) has a weak resistance to drugs in general. Alcohol can be fun and I would never judge someone who wants to drink. But as much as it numbed my pain, alcohol also numbed my happiness. I feel so much freer now I know it’s only music that makes me loose myself onstage. Nothing and no one but myself is making me connect with the people in the room. I’m doing that! Me, the people and the music. Nothing more. I think there’s definitely some magic in that.

Hyde's Diary Vol.4 (1995 July 2nd ~ 1995 Oct 9th)

1995/ 07.02
We went to the DIE IN CRIES last live. I felt the strong bonding with the fans.

1995/ 07.03
Photoshooting for Rocking F and B-Pass cover. Recording for PS Pop Shake, and Tokyo FM Emotional Beat at Spain Saka Studio.

1995/ 07.06
Vivid Colors single on sale today. Rockin F interview. And then I don’t remember any of the contents of the work that I’ve done…

1995/ 07.08
Nack 5 “Vicious the Night” and “ Soundfilia” recording. We were chatting in a CD store so there were lots of people that gathered  to see us. The behaviour of the audience is getting rougher and more hostile these days though…

1995/ 07.11 – 13
Arena 37C interview, Vicious cover photoshoot. Rehearsal for “ Natsu        no Yuutsu” single.

1995/ 07.15
Bay FM “Bay Factory” recording. Then I looked at horses at        the Jockey Club.

1995/ 07.16
Filming of Vivid Colors PV.

1995/ 07.19
Bay FM “Bay Factory” chatting session.

1995/ 07.21
Recording for “ Video Jam”. I had fun recording a chat with Tetchan but they didn’t use much of the footage.

1995/ 07.22
”Shock Age Shibuya “, I remember this quite well. We were performing with Gray & Eins:Vier. And we thought that the encore part will be more intense so we performed only 2 songs in the show and then 4 songs during encore and it was a big success, but I don’t even want to remember how the singing was because it was really bad.

1995/ 07.23 – 29
Continue to rehearse for “Natsu no Yuutsu” single. Oricon cover, LF interview, TVK Music Click, TV Saitama “Hot Wave”, FM Fuji “Saturday Break Up”, Tower Records Satellite studio…. Lots of appearances here and there.

1995/ 07.30
Rendez-vous pre-show. There will be Laruku news on the big screen outside Shibuya station at 12 today, so I woke up really early to head to Shibuya        first so that the fans won’t spot me. I thought I’d go down and check out the fans for a bit but the manager stopped me. (According to Music Station, a few hundred people gathered …wow) So the Shibuya film concert and Tshirt present & GO! Was announced on the screen. Under the hot sun I made a dash downstairs to check out the fans that gathered. After the film concert we also announced the Budokan show, and we had a secret live. I like this kind of event.

1995/ 08.01 – 06
Recording of “Natsu no Yuutsu time to say goodbye”

1995/ 08.07 – 18
Recording of M Stage, cover photoshoot for Shoxx, Single mastering, photoshoot for tour pamphlet, and rehearsal for concert etc.

1995/ 08.19
Nack 5 Go Rock Live. We head our rehearsal a day ahead and it has been a while since we’ve been outdoor and it felt very good. Tetsu, Ken and Taka enjoyed the Summer well before the show.

1995/ 08.24 – 26
Start of Rendez Vous. This time we split in two groups so Tetchan and I were responsible for the north side. Its been a long time since we’ve been to Niigata. I feel nostalgic seeing Minami-chan of Eventor. Then we went to Sapporo Penny Lane. Nabe-chan’s MC was so calm that it was kind of odd..

1995/ 08.27
Nagoya Dimond Hall

1995/ 08.29
Finish Live at Sendai Beeb Basement Theatre. Then we returned to Tokyo and its been a while since the 4 of us gathered and practiced the acoustic version of “ All dead “ for tomorrow’s Rendez Vous until the morning.

1995/ 08.30
Roppongi Art Forum. Ogata-san from B-Pass suddenly threw a B-Pass towards the audience I was so shocked! He said “ I’ve wanted to do this a long time ago” and smiled.

1995/ 08.31
Osaka imp Hall. Although we have already performed in Tokyo, the MC kept saying “everybody you can only see it here!” and we performed again “All Dead” …..-_-“

1995/ 09.03
Niigata Ejison autograph session. For a few days I spent signing over 3000 sheets and I think my signature has evolved…There is a secret surprise in the back side of around 5 sheets.

1995/ 09.08
After rehearsing for 4 days, “ Tour heavenly 95” kick started and until we reached Nagoya on the 21st at last. At Fukuoka we bought a Mohawk wig and ken wore it on stage at Hiroshima. At the 2nd day of the Osaka show, Ken said to the audience “ If you don’t show me your boobs I’m not going to play Dune!” …and there was dead air in the audience… and he went on and said “ I want bigger boobs!” and the audience went silent again…

1995/ 09.22
During TV Asahi “ Music Station” Hyde suddenly disappeared in the middle. He was supposed to record a comment…but the part was cut out at the end.

1995/ 09.24 –10.01
Starting of Laruku’s “ Mid-night Rock City”, B-Pass photoshoot, NHK Rehearsal.

1995/ 10.02
NHK PopJam performance. I thought we should remove our bad name from the previous appearance. The other famous people we saw this time.. maybe only Amuro Namie. She was more quiet than she appears on TV and she was very cute.

1995/ 10.04
NHK Hall Live. It feels weird because we just came here 2 days ago for Pop Jam. But it was the first time I was alone.

1995/ 10.05
TBS “M Navi” recording. I heard Nokko is next room but we didn’t get to see her.

1995/ 10.09
After 3 days of holidays, we recorded for NTV “Music Park”. The next door backstage was Hitomi and I got to see a little bit of her. Right now it is 1:00 AM, seems like it won’t end until 3:00 AM…. I want to go home sooner… The next time would be after the new years ne.


Credits: L'arc en ciel Forth avenue cafe

I can’t find the scans for this chapter. If anyone has it please post it. :)

Of Sofas and Laughter

Summary:  Kuroko knew his observation skills were to be used for good and not evil. But Kagami was ticklish. And sometimes powers had to be used for evil.

Rating: E for extra fluff

Word Count: 1500+

A/N: Written for my friend who wanted ticklish Kagami. Everything I write is excessively fluffy and cheesy, I’m sorry (but kinda not sorry).

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