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When I Lost You - Part I - Jaehyun x Reader - Fuckboy HighSchool!AU

Part I - Part II

Requested by: @kpop-killed-me, I don’t know if I’ll make a part two????? but enjoy the angst!!

Word Count: 1313

Trigger Warnings: Offensive Language

Genre: Fuckboy HighSchool!AU, Angst


To everybody else, he was Jung Jaehyun. 

Senior star athlete, extreme womanizer and playboy, and the guy everybody wanted to be friends with, regardless of the consequences.

To you, he was once Jung Yoonoh; the quiet shy kid who sat by you in the library and showed you funny videos of cats on the internet when the librarian wasn’t hovering over you.

The transformation happened towards the end of sophomore year.

When you had been freshmen, the two of you were seatmates, so you ended up accidentally spending a lot of time together.

Projects were done together at cafés and ice cream parlors, cramming for midterms took place in either one of your rooms for hours on end, and by the end of freshman year, you had had a new best friend whom you could tell anything to.

That summer, you guys spent your time at the beach and parks or at comic book stores, looking through old ones people forgot even existed and pointing towards funny looking characters saying, “Oh, look, that’s you,” before bursting into uncontrollable fits of laughter.

When you got bored of going outside, in you went. Movie and show marathons, gaming sessions that ended at past midnight and had you lectured by your families, and sessions where you’d sit there and talk about anything and everything.

That was when it started.

You had accidentally said something and his eyes had widened, asking you to say it again as he scrambled up to look for a notebook and a pen.

He jotted down the words you had just said, a fire kindling inside of him as he smiled slowly, reading over the new lines he’d added.

“What’s that?” you had asked curiously, shifting a little closer so you could try and peek.

“It’s where I write my lyrics,” he explained bashfully, his neck and ears tinging red.

“Lyrics?” your voice perked up, grabbing the notebook before he could protest and reading some of the things he’d written.

“Okay, wow. These are good,” You murmured absently as you furrowed your eyebrows in concentration, making him smile and look down at his feet.

“I want to become an idol someday. A singer. I want to make my own music and sing them to my fans so they can enjoy the music like I do.”

You had looked up at him, grinning. “When are you going to audition? Why have you never told me about this before?” you asked happily.

“I wanted it to be a surprise,” he had answered, scratching his head shyly. “And probably in a year or two. I want to train first so I could be a good candidate. I don’t even know what song to pick.”

You thought about it, wondering about what he could sing.

You had given him a few suggestions, and even though he sounded terrific, he didn’t feel comfortable with any of the songs.

“Why don’t you just write your own audition song?” you had exclaimed, making him smile.

“That’s an idea! But… what if it’s not good enough?” he fretted, kicking up the dust with his feet as he worried.

“Forget it,” he said at last, “I’ll just find a song, eventually. There’s still plenty of time left.” He smiled at you, and you knew exactly what you had to do.

Sophomore year had started, and you had begun working on composing a song for him. Just because he had no faith in himself didn’t mean that you had none, either.

Anytime he spoke about his dream, his eyes would light up and he’d describe just how moved and happy he would be if he ever got to achieve it. It fueled your inspiration, and your lyric-writing skills began to flow.

It took you a few months, trying to get the right words and to compose the right music that would convey the emotions of the song properly, but you eventually did it.

During these months, he had joined the school’s basketball team, becoming the MVP quite quickly and training after hours, making you see him less and less.

You had been lucky enough to see him in the hallways sometimes, and he had started dismissing your texts and calls, bailing on your plans so he could hang out with his team and the new cheerleaders that had made the cut.

It was the day you had wanted to show him the lyrics, about a week or two before sophomore year ended, when you caught him at school.

You had stayed late in the library trying to finish a science project due the next day, and you’d finally succeeded.

“Yoonoh? Hey, wait up!” you called out as you jogged to his spot. He wasn’t alone.

“Um, who is this person?” laughed one of the cheerleaders.

“Yoonoh?” asked a jock with a lifted eyebrow, snickering.

He rounded on you, furious.

“What are you doing here?” he asked in a low, menacing voice. “Can’t you tell that I’m busy?”

Your expression fell and you gulped, not expecting this reaction out of him at all. Never had you seen him act this way during the two years you had hung out.

“Are you okay? I’ve been texting and calling you about- “

“Does it look like I give a fuck?” he whisper-yelled, the others very clearly listening in and laughing at you.

“Take a hint, honey,” said the other cheerleader of the group, winking at you pathetically.

“I’ll meet you outside, guys,” he said, and they all exchanged looks before they muttered their ‘whatever’s’ and shuffled outside.

“What the hell is your problem?” he asked roughly once they were out of earshot.

My problem? What the hell is yours? Since when have you been like this? Since when have you hung out with such people or talked like that? I’ve been trying to reach you for days, and here you are -” you furiously replied, but he cut you off.

“You never thought that maybe giving you no answer was an answer?” he sneered, and you were taken aback.

“No. I didn’t. Because my best friend, Jung Yoonoh, would never do what you’re doing.”

“It’s Jaehyun,” he corrected.

“What?”

“My name is Jaehyun. Stop calling me by my other name.”

Other name? Do you even hear yourself?!”

“Hey, look, fuck off, alright? I don’t need this right now and I’m not in the mood for it either,” he spat bitterly, making you huff as you tried to contain your anger.

“Here I was, working to make your dream come true while you threw yourself away at cheerleaders and people who don’t even know your name.”

“You don’t know me,” he shot back.

Yes I do! But I guess not anymore,” you concluded, drawing the music sheets and lyrics out of your bag and looking at them pathetically.

“Here,” you said, shoving your arm outwards so he could take them, but he only looked down at you and turned away.

“I don’t want your stupid biology notes,” he mocked, beginning to walk, and you threw the papers at his back, making him turn furiously and take an intimidating step closer.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” he yelled, but you didn’t even flinch.

“They’re yours,” you stated plainly, walking past him towards the end of the hallway so you could leave before the tears spilled.

“And lose my number.”

Already have,” he spat as the door slammed shut behind you.

That was the last you’d spoken to him, when he started going through girls like they were tissues and having parties at his house every other night.

And here you were now, in senior year, opening your locker to find a paper from an entertainment company praising ‘Jung Yoonoh’ for being accepted as a trainee because of his wonderful performance. And the name of the song used at the audition was stated.

It was yours.

Game Changers

Harry’s not really sure what he’s expecting when Malfoy shows up to Hogwarts after The War. Definitely not that. 

~2k

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“Malfoy what the hell?”
If Harry had trusted in Divination he would have said this was a terrible omen for his final year at Hogwarts.
Harry wasn’t the only one surprised to see him. There was an outbreak of murmuring as Draco Malfoy had strolled nonchalantly into the entrance hall the morning after the sorting ceremony. He looked in the directions of Harry’s exclamation and merely smirked and headed off to his first class of their so-called 8th year.
As it happened that also turned out to be Harry’s first class. When he walked into advanced potions he was surprised to see Malfoy already sitting in front of his cauldron with his book out. Though he supposed he shouldn’t be surprised that Malfoy had enrolled in the class he had always performed best in. Harry was burning with curiosity and before he could rethink his decision he plopped himself down next to Malfoy.
The other boy barely even reacted. “Potter,” he greeted with a kurt nod. He was engrossed in his potions text.
“Uh, hi,”
Malfoy snorted and finally looked up from his book “Eloquent as always Potter. I really missed that Grade A wit,” Though it lacked the usual venom from years previously and it was accompanied by a smile.
Harry stared at him with his mouth open. He hadn’t seen, heard from, or heard about Malfoy since he had testified at Malfoy and his mother’s trials during the rebuilding period after The War. He only did so because he knew it was the right thing to do and definitely not because he still thought about Malfoy more often than would be considered strictly necessary. Both their actions had allowed him to survive and kill Voldemort. It was only right that they didn’t rot in Azkaban. Though he was glad Lucius would. After the trial ended he and Malfoy had exchanged a few polite words and Harry had returned his wand. After that Harry had never expected to hear from him again. Now here he was teasing Harry like an old friend.
“Earth to Potter, are you ok?”
Harry was snapped back to his senses and realized he had been staring straight ahead for a full minute. “Oh sorry you just took me by surprise I guess”
“You came over to me?”
“Oh. Uh. Yeah you’re right”
Malfoy smiled and rolled his eyes “What did you want Potter?”
Oh right. He’d come over here for a reason. “Want to be partners?”
Malfoy’s cheerful and friendly exterior seemed to fade away for a moment to reveal something Harry couldn’t quite place. “Why?” he asked suspiciously.
Oh. That look had been insecurity. That was not a look he was used to seeing on Malfoy. It was oddly endearing. “Because” Harry replied quickly “You’re way better at potions than me and I need all the help I can get,”
This wasn’t entirely true. His original intention had been to ask Malfoy why the hell he came back to Hogwarts but this new Malfoy was almost…pleasant. And it was true that Malfoy could help him do well this year.
Malfoy beamed “You know Potter, I’d have killed to hear an admission of my superiority years ago. Who would have thought it would happen as soon as I stopped caring,”
Harry tried to suppress a grin, along with an odd stirring that seemed to be related to how nice Drac- er, Malfoy’s smile was. Wow, where did that come from?
Harry went to gather the ingredients and the rest of class went off without a hitch. That is if sometimes getting distracted by Malfoy’s piercing grey eyes and blushing furiously when he smiled at him weren’t considered a hitch.
After class they were still chatting and suddenly Malfoy got very quiet.
“What’s up?” Harry was slightly concerned about the sudden tone shift. Had Malfoy just been messing with him and was really still his old snobbish self? And if so why was Harry so upset about it?
“I’ve been putting off  an apology” he replied with his hands fumbling in front of him as he stared determinedly at his shoes. “But you really deserve one from me. For how I acted during The War and before and-”
“Stop.” Harry held up his hand. Before today he would have loved to make Malfoy grovel for forgiveness. However their conversations that day as well as the one after the trial and the fact that he had attempted an apology was enough to convince Harry Malfoy had grown up. He had realized that he just didn’t want to put him through that. Hm. Maybe he had matured too.
“We both did things we’re not proud of” Harry paused for a moment and shuddered slightly thinking of sectumsempra “But I forgive you if that’s what you want,”
Malfoy looked beyond relieved and Harry idly wondered what he could do to make Malfoy look that happy again. He quickly shook that thought out of his head and then looked back at Malfoy
“Alright Draco, lets head to lunch”
Draco looked shocked but pleased at the switch to his given name but seemed to think of something that quickly deterred him “What about the Weasel and Granger?”
Harry had already thought of that. He offered a small smile and replied “They might be a bit stunned but I’ll vouch for you. After all you’re new and improved,”    
That seemed like enough for Draco as he chuckled and traipsed along after Harry to the Great Hall.
A little while later, after Draco had apologized to all of Harry’s friends, (Ron had taken a little longer to accept than Hermione Ginny and Luna, old habits die hard) conversation was roaring at the Gryffindor table and everyone discovered to their astonishment that the now humbled Draco Malfoy fit in with their group very well. He was very funny when his jokes weren’t at someone else’s expense and he seemed to have a flair for storytelling. By the time desserts appeared on the table everyone was laughing with Draco as if he’d been in the group for years.
Harry wasn’t quite listening however. He was enticed by Draco and he couldn’t seem to tear his eyes away even for a second. Ginny had broken up with him after they made an attempt at a relationship after The War. She had taken pity on him; she could tell his heart just wasn’t in it but knew that he was too noble to ever leave her. I occurred to him that the way he felt about Draco after today could have something to do with that but that was a conversation to have with himself in the future. The far future. Feelings were never his strong suit.
Draco caught him staring and gave him an adorable smirk. Harry figured he better join the conversation so as to not seem any more abnormal than he actually did. He could feel his friend’s eyes on him as they followed Draco’s gaze and he blushed.
“This is just bizarre” he blurted out “us talking like we’re friends ya know? Who would have thought?” he finished with a weak chuckle.
Draco seemed to realize he was just talking for the sake of talking but slowly an evil grin spread over his face. It made Harry very nervous for some reason.
“Oh really Potter? We’ve never talked as friends before?” His grin was positively wicked now and Harry felt himself break into a sweat. He reached for his pumpkin juice in order to diffuse the tension. He had no idea where Draco was going with this. Everyone was staring at them in anticipation. It seemed whatever was about to be said would be groundbreaking. Suddenly Hermione’s eyes got huge as if she knew what Draco was going to say a second before he said it. “Not even on Christmas during second year?”
The response was astounding. While Ginny and Luna merely sat there looking puzzled, Hermione burst out laughing, Harry spit his mouthful of juice all over the table and Ron gasped, inhaling the pudding he was eating and choking.
Draco was warmly guffawing as Hermione thumped Ron on the back repeatedly. Harry finally gets over his shock and slowly starts to allow himself to appreciate how funny it really was. “You knew it was us and you never said anything?” Harry struggled to get it out through laughter.
“I knew one day it would come in handy”
With that statement Harry finally lost it. He folded in half with laughter and when he could finally speak again he was wiping tears from his eyes. “You were a conniving bastard even at the age of twelve” which earned him another dazzling smile along with an eyebrow wiggle (Merlin, have mercy)
“If we were all noble Gryffindors life wouldn’t be any fun” Draco retorted.
The rest of dinner was spent explaining to Ginny and Luna exactly what had happened on Christmas six years ago, from both points of view.    
After dinner Draco fancied a walk around the grounds, claiming he wanted to look at the Quidditch pitch to make sure it was acceptable, even though the returning 8th years couldn’t play for their house teams. When Harry offered to accompany him. He had a mischievous look in his eye when he agreed.
They walked in a comfortable silence for a while before Harry’s burning question left from him “How did you know it was us?”
Draco looked exasperated but chuckled as he said “For Merlin’s sake Harry, you literally started to turn back into yourselves while I was talking to you. How many red haired sidekicks do you think I’m acquainted with? Then I found Greg and Vince asleep in a closet later. Not to mention Granger was half cat the next day and that’s transfiguration way beyond anyone we knew at the time so it had to be a potions accident,”
Harry was gaping up at him, mouth hanging open. He couldn’t believe he and Ron had thought they were so slick. And here Draco figured it out that quickly.
“Wow,” he finally said “I knew you were brilliant but I didn’t know you were that brilliant,” He shook his head in utter disbelief.
“I’m glad to hear you say that” Draco shot back at him quickly. He looked like he was stealing himself to do something. “Because I’m about to do something pretty damn stupid,”
Before Harry had time to process this statement the taller boy had grabbed his chin and bet down to press his lips firmly against Harry’s. Harry’s breath caught for just a moment before he melted into the kiss, deepening it and wrapping his arms around Draco’s shoulders, tangling his hands in the fine white-blonde hair that was glowing in the setting sun. He had know idea how long this went on for but when he pulled away he was breathing like he’d just run a marathon. As he started into those grey eyes he allowed his happiness to show across his face, and saw it mirrored in Draco’s. “You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do that” the blonde boy said breathlessly, and then a pink tinge crept up his face as he realized he’d said it out loud.
“Well then you’re very lucky” Harry said cheekily while he linked their fingers together and started to drag Draco forward to continue their walk. “Because only earlier today did I realize that kissing you was what my life was missing,” and he winked at Draco.
They returned to the comfortable silence, strolling around the grounds in the fading light, hand in hand, sneaking kisses every few paces.
As they returned to the castle Harry looked down at the pale, delicate fingers in between his own tanned calloused ones.  
     If Harry had trusted in Divination he would have said this was an amazing omen for his final year at Hogwarts.

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 Guys this is my first ever fic so if you liked it please let me know and if you didn’t let me know what I can do better xoxo -Sarah

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Kick-Ass Chicks: Julie Mooney & Emily Sims

If you see two girls dancing perfectly in synch to your favorite classic tunes, there’s a high chance it’s sisters and bloggers, Julie and Emily. As we walked up to the busy front gates before the park’s official opening, we wondered just how we would find the two dancing darlings in a sea of people. But to no surprise, we spotted them in their matching Vans Lifeguard Hats & Sk8-Hi’s in a matter of seconds— after all, Vans Girls always standout from the crowd. Their laid-back California style and carefree attitudes may have already drawn you in, but their epic tips, tricks, and rare finds will keep you glued to their Insta stories and coming back for more! We sat down with Julie and Emily to get a glimpse into their mega fun careers and to talk building a business as sisters, and having the happiest place on earth as their office. Find out how they turned their passion into a career after the jump…

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SVT Reaction to You Drawing on Their Hand Because You Were Bored


A/N: I used to do this to my friends at school all the time and even got in trouble for doing this on one of my last days of school bc we were in the middle of exams not that anyone cares but aNYWAYS i hope you like it (-:

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Jisoo, Jihoon, Minghao, Hansol, Chan: Would enjoy it when you write on them because although the ink is said to be bad for the skin, they’d find the feeling to be quite relaxing. They won’t say anything about it and they’ll probably draw on your hand too if they’re equally as bored

Seungcheol, Soonyoung, Seokmin, Mingyu: They’ll think it’s so cute and funny and will more than likely take pictures of whatever it is you drew on them. They’ll also forget to wash it off so the other members are gonna see and tease you if you drawing is bad lol

Jeonghan, Junhui, Wonwoo, Seungkwan: If your drawings are that bad, they’ll laugh at them and tease you about them nonstop. They’ll question your “artistic abilities and say things like, “(Y/N), what is this supposed to be! It looks like (another member)!” So not only will they make fun of your art, they’ll make fun of another member in the process so don’t feel bad bc you’re not alone lmao

hydejackies-deactivated20170430  asked:

Imagine how fucking high Hyde must had been to say "yes" to a "be mine" card...

High? Imagine how fucking ORGASMED he must had been when Jackie showed him that card and he, like a damn moron, said “yes”. I bet Jackie doesn’t let him live that one, It’s her revenge for every time he has made fun of her romantic ways.

“Jackie, calling each other for only pet names is ridiculous”

“Shut up, you said ‘yes’ to a card”

“But–”

“YOU SAID YES TO AN INANIMATE OBJECT THAT ASKED YOU TO BE MINE”

“Damnit”

At some point it must had become a joke between them, especially when he started to use it to his own adventage, like

“I’m not taking you anywhere with that ugly concert shirt, change your clothes!”

“Sorry, nope, I’m yours, you are taking me as I come. You gave me that card, didn’t say anything about dressing code”

She wants to hate it but coming with more creative and ridiculous ideas of how to use the card for their adventage is so funny, even in that moment she said that in the show, he just kid of

#she’s good at this shit #i have made a mistake #damn (gif credit)

But think about this. Maybe the reason he doesn’t make a big deal out of it, why he doesn’t stop her from keeping the joke it’s because when the card happened, it was their second Valentine’s together, it was the ‘anniversary’ of the ‘ge toff my boyfriend’ shit. So honestly? Better have this memory than that one.

popular text posts + ask memes ( part three )

❛ i’m just an asshole with feelings ❜
❛ if you step on the back of my shoe and it comes off, i will do the same thing to your head ❜
❛ my secret talent is getting tired without doing anything ❜
❛ i want tattoos and emotional stability ❜
❛ i would just like to publicly announce that i have no idea what i’m doing ❜
❛ i love when people shut the fuck up ❜
❛ hi i’m a hopeless romantic with serious trust issues nice to meet you ❜
❛ marry someone who looks at you the way you look at dogs ❜
❛ i want a tattoo of a ufo on my ass to represent how it’s out of this world ❜
❛ you ever see something and are like ‘ i’m so glad i don’t even know what that means ’ ❜
❛ lie in my bed. show me your favorite music. kiss my neck. ❜
❛ my kink is not opening messages and pretending they’re not there ❜
❛ i hate being tickled. i do not think it is cute, i do not think it is funny. i will kick you in the fucking face. ❜
❛ i’ll always have a soft spot for you ❜
❛ don’t talk to me or my 78 insecurities ever again ❜
❛ mentally crafting incredibly angry speeches that i will never say to all the people i hate is my favorite hobby ❜
❛ my kink is when people admit i was right ❜
❛ protecting your own happiness isn’t selfish. you deserve every ounce of happiness. ❜
❛ i’ve never said one coherent thing in my life ❜
❛ how can i be ready for the future when i’m not even ready to get up in the morning ❜
❛ never throw me anything unless you’re okay with dropping it ❜
❛ please don’t make me think about my life ❜
❛ have you ever met the human version of a headache ❜
❛ my personality is 30% of the last movie i watched ❜
❛ i forgot how awkward it is to meet new people sober ❜
❛ today i’m wearing a lovely shade of i slept like shit so don’t piss me off ❜
❛ why can’t i just plug myself into a charger ❜
❛ i have bullshitted my way through almost two decades of life ❜
❛ i, personally, would love to calm down, and yet ❜
❛ i can’t tell if i’m really nice but secretly an asshole or an asshole but secretly really nice ❜
❛ me? a jealous hoe? absolutely. ❜
❛ we’re gonna be weird adults ❜
❛ wait no hug me more ❜
❛ are we gonna fucking hold hands tonight or what bitch ❜
❛ does anyone else get friend-jealous really easily? ❜
❛ apparently ‘spite’ is not an ‘appropriate answer’ to “what motivates you?” ❜
❛ we, as a community, should go to bed ❜
❛ white lips, pale face, i hate the entire human race ❜
❛ no offense but what the fuck am i doing ❜
❛ there’s a special place in hell reserved just for me – it’s called the throne ❜
❛ i might be short but you’re still beneath me ❜
❛ if i have a crush on you, i’m so sorry ❜
❛ the human body has 7 trillion nerves and some people manage to get on every single fucking one of them ❜
❛ well this social situation isn’t going the way i acted it out in the shower ❜
❛ i!!!!!!!!!! hate!!!!!!!!!! being!!!!!!!!!! left!!!!!!!!!! out!!!!!!!!!! ❜
❛ i’m honestly so clingy and detached at the same time ❜
❛ i think part of growing up is understanding song lyrics ❜
❛ how can someone (me) be so beautiful (me) but also so underrated (me) ❜
❛ hi, i’m here to ruin everything ❜
❛ college is like looking both ways before you cross the street and then getting hit by an airplane ❜
❛ and then satan said, “here, have feelings” ❜
❛ it is i, your local asshole ❜
❛ you’re about as irrelevant as mean girls 2 ❜
❛ shout out… just in general. i’m just shouting. ❜
❛ get your heart broken so your art improves ❜
❛ i’m so tired, but i always find the energy to sin ❜

Title: Don’t be a Snitch (Daughter of Tony! Reader x Peter Parker)

Summary: The reader has big plans to go to a party with Peter, whether her dad Tony likes it or not. 

Word Count: 1535

A/N: HAPPY SUPER BOWL SUNDAY! Did you watch? I was totally here for the GOTG and Stranger Things promos. I literally wrote this all today I’M SO PROUD! It was so so so much fun. I hope you enjoy! 

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Obsesión

Originally posted by bubblejoy

It was getting late. Your last lesson was supposed to start at 10 and you had agreed in meeting one last person but the guy wasn’t showing up. Your friend had told you about his co-worker wanting to take Tango classes, but you had rent the place for a couple of hours, and it was closing soon.

Tango was more than a dance for you. It was like a language, something silent between two people trying to connect. 

But this guy was taking it lightly, thinking that maybe you had all the time in the world. 

 You started stretching, your body already getting tense from all the lessons you already did today and a couple of minutes later, a knock on the door made you raise your head. 

 A guy was standing in front of you, his breath short and forehead damp with perspiration. 

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Seventeen Scenario: Sons (Hip Hop Unit)

Performance Unit     Vocal Unit

{a/n}- There now Seventeen is done. I think I might do BTS next.

S. Coups

This little ball of happiness will literally smile and giggle at anything. Yes, that’s even including his dad’s jokes, which usually no one laughs at. It doesn’t matter how corny or terrible the joke is or how many times he’s said it before, this child will laugh at it. This only encourages Seungcheol to tell them more though.  Even if you don’t find them funny, it still makes you smile every time your child bursts into giggles at one of the jokes and makes his dad extremely happy. Although Seungcheol did learn to not practice new raps with your son because it’s hard to rap when there is a chubby little bean giggling at him.

Wonwoo

This child wants nothing more than to read. He is always carrying a book around with him. Most nights you’ll go to put him to sleep and you’ll find him already asleep on his bed or on the couch with his open book in one of his hands or on the floor, having fallen out of the sleeping boy’s hands. The boy’s like to tease him with his love for books though. When he’s distracted they’ll steal the book he brought with him. In order to get it back, he has to do aegyo and not just any aegyo. It’s like his dad’s cheeseburger aegyo only instead of asking for a cheeseburger he’s asking them for his book back. This poor child just wants to read, but even you can’t help but smile and laugh at his aegyo attempts with the boys. He loves to read himself, but he loves when his dad reads him to sleep even more. He has certain books that he saves and will put aside because he wants his dad to read them to him.

Mingyu

Your child reminds you way too much of his dad…and a dog. He is tall for his age, wants to be snuggling something constantly (usually it’s you or his dad….or Wonwoo because I ship meanie and there is no way Wonwoo won’t be the closest uncle to Mingyu’s children and vise versa), he is clumsy as well, but so are you, so you’re not sure if he got that from Mingyu or you or both. He is a sweet puppy like his dad and smiles almost all the time. He follows his dad around like a puppy too, usually while hanging onto the bottom of Mingyu’s shirt or his leg. This child gets to see every thing, even when the crowd around him is huge. Being tall for his age and then sitting on his tall father’s shoulders means he gets to be a couple feet taller than everyone else and he loves it.

Vernon

Your child is the spitting image of his dad. Like it’s not even funny how much he is like his dad. That amazing laugh, (that you get to hear all the time because like I said he’s like Hansol, so laughs all the time, especially at and with his dad) his dorky and toothy smile can’t help but bring a smile to everyone who sees it. Being the spitting image of Hansol you thought it would be funny to use it to play a prank on his dad. You may or may not have had him recreate his dad’s old videos from when he was a kid. Yes, we’re talking about the ones like his kidney function video. You were laughing so hard the entire time, while planning, filming and even while showing it to his dad, who was not as happy about it as you were. Not to say that he didn’t love it. It had his son in it, so of course he loved it.

In the Interest of Justice Headcanon Omake

Ransom couldn’t quite understand people sometimes. His lineage was widely considered the most dangerous in any sense of the word and for absolutely everyone, since his parents’ marriage had apparentely produced a (well, actually two) never-seen-before child of D. with Tenryuubito blood. The whole world should be after him.

But everyone seemed determined to ignore his existance completely.

It was absolutely bonkers. His Uncle Ace (well, actually second cousin, but uncle sounds cooler and makes him squak about not being that old) had practically been hunted just for having the First Pirate King’s blood. And yet Ransom, who had the Second Pirate King’s blood (even if only as a second cousin and not as a father, but you’d think the Marines’d be more worried about him, considering he actually met and was influenced by his “royal” relative) and a lot of other, equally dangerous people’s, was totally ignored.

He would be offended if it wasn’t for the faces of the Marines who seemed determined to deny his existance. That wasn’t disgust, or contempt.

That was complete, helpless desperation.

The face of someone that was too tired by the world and just could not bear to gear up to fight the greatest challenge yet after being so throughly pummeled. A face that practically screamed please-no-not-another-one-oh-God-I-had-enogh-have-mercy-there-can’t-be-another-one.

He should know, one of his mum’s old Marine colleagues actually said so to his face.

(Poor Johnson. The man had had an emotional meltdown when mum told the man -when both Ransom and Rhapsody were quite grown, because perish the thought of mum doing anything even remotely like other people- that he had been appointed as godfather)

When he had asked about it, there had been much pained groaning and shaking of heads. Garp-pa (no, that name was not childish and the joke was still funny. Shut up, Uncle Ace) had been the only one to give anything even approaching a straight answer, and he had only said that it was because The Incident had made the whole Marine Corps suffer a debilitating phobia of the Twisted Family Tree of Hell, aka their family, which raised more questions than it answered, really.

Mum had just said that they should thank Uncle (he doesn’t mind being called that, so it’s not as funny, but Ransom isn’t about to treat the siblings differentely) Sabo, since he had been the mastermind.

Because I love the idea of TitM!Ace finding “Garp-pa” hilarious and adorable, since it’s his kids saying it, and itIoJ!Ace making fun of it.

Also, we all know that godfather!Johnson has potential. Especially because that would translate to “babysitter” in Kitsune’s mind.

EXO Finds Out You’re Loud!

Contains: fluff / screaming / crushes / surprises / cuteness

[[ // Masterlist // ]]


// Minseok

It was only the second week of class, and the professor was already late for his own class.  So, like any student, you turned to your friend next to you and began talking about everything but the class.

“No, I’m not going to that party, I heard Sawyer is having one the same night and it’s gonna be LIT!”  Your eyes darted around when you realized how loud you had just been.  And your eyes met those of another student behind you, staring widely at you before looking away.

“Sorry,” you said to him.

“It’s okay.  I’m going to that party too,” he said.

“Oh, you know Sawyer?”

“Nope!  Do I need to?”

“I guess not…”

You turned back to your friend who was wiggling her eyebrows at you.

“What?” you asked, volume rising again.

“I’ll tell you later,” she said.

Originally posted by mvnghaos


// Junmyeon

You weren’t having a good day.  You’d walked all the way to the store only to realize you’d left your wallet at home.  As you huffed and turned around to go get it, someone nearby called you back and told you a joke.

It wasn’t even funny, the joke he’d just told, it had caught you so off-guard that you burst out laughing, hanging onto this man’s shoulder for support.

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!“ you howled.  “That wasn’t even funny!!  And I’m having a rotten day, but somehow you still made me laugh!!

When you opened your eyes and looked up at him, you could tell he was a bit startled by your uproar.  “Hehe… glad you think it was funny.  You know, I’m the funniest one in my friend group,” he said a bit more confidently.

“Oh, are you?  Are you going to prove it or do you expect me to believe anything a stranger says?”

He raised an eyebrow.  “Sounds like a challenge.  I accept!  Here,” he said, handing you a wad of money and dashing away.

There was just enough for you to buy what you needed and written on one of the bills was a phone number.  You wondered if he wrote his number on all his money or if he had been planning this for a while.

Originally posted by bangtan-monsta


// Yixing

You weren’t sure why you’d taken a job working at a library.  Your fellow staff constantly had to shush you whenever you were helping someone at the desk, and today was no exception.

“Oh, wow, I’ve read this one, I loved it!” you said.

“SHH!” you heard behind you.

“Sorry,” you whispered before turning back to the man in front of you, who was returning the book that had gotten you excited and checking out another.  “Do you have your library card?”

He handed it to you.  “Zhang Yixing…” you read.

He nodded and asked, “Have you already taken your lunch break?”

“No, why?”

“I also loved this book and I’d be happy to talk about it with you,” he whispered with a smile.  “Since it seems you like to talk!“

You grinned, then careful to keep your voice down, you said, “Come back in half an hour.”

Originally posted by sehuntuperra


// Baekhyun

You were talking on the phone in the park and Baekhyun had turned his head because he thought he heard you screaming.

“BAHAHAHA!” your bellowing laughs were drawing some stares, so you tried to be a little quieter.  “Oh my gosh, that’s too funny, tell him next time I see him, we’re going to the norebang and we’re going to sing that song together.”

He was going to act like he hadn’t seen you, not to disturb your day, until he had heard what your plans were.

“…So you like to sing?” he came up and asked once you were off the phone.

“I LOVE to sing, especially duets.”

He smiled and began thinking of a cute way to get you to go to the norebang with him.

Originally posted by exoturnback


// Jongdae

Before, when he saw you not saying much, he thought of a strategy to get you to open up to him, but now that he knows you’re as loud as he is, he’s over the moon!

He runs up to you in the gym one day and begins talking to you openly about everything fitness related.

“I love to do pull-ups,” Jongdae says.  “I can do twenty without stopping!”

“PSSSSHHHHHHH, please,” you said rolling your eyes, but secretly hoping he would try to prove it to you.

He did.  And he did all twenty without stopping even to breathe, then he hopped down with a loud victory screech, which you echoed, causing the rest of the gym to look at you, but you didn’t notice.  Now all you noticed was Jongdae’s arms, and how big and strong they were.  You could tell he noticed, and was flexing just for you.

Originally posted by dayafterdae


// Chanyeol

“Hey, can you help me?  I know you’re in my music theory class and I’m having problem with diminished chords…”  You knew he was smart, especially in music, and before he had even agreed, you had your book out and were rambling about how you couldn’t understand and how it wasn’t making sense to you.  “…so yeah, I need your help.”  You took a breath, realizing you’d gone on for quite a while.

“Uhh…“ he began.  “I’ve never heard you talk this much.”

That wasn’t what you had expected to hear, as loud as you knew you were normally.  “I guess you just don’t know me very well,” you said with a laugh.

“I guess I don’t.  Maybe I should… and I can teach you about the chords too.  Want to go to the library?”

“HA!  No way, I’m unofficially banned,” you said with a laugh, and he laughed too.  “How about a practice room… it’s soundproof.”

Chanyeol nodded emphatically and followed you to the music building.

Originally posted by sehunsi


// Kyungsoo

When he thought you were quiet like him, he was comforted that maybe you’d be easier to talk to.  But now that he’s heard your howling laughter and seen how you are with your friends, he’s become intimidated.

But his fellow members don’t let him use that as an excuse.

He came up to you while you were alone, since he wouldn’t be able to handle talking to you while you were with your friends.

“H-hi, I’m Kyungsoo,“ he said with a bow.  “I like your shoes.“

“You noticed my shoes from way over there?” you asked, pointing almost 100 meters away to where the other members were standing, watching.

“Y-yeah, they’re that nice…!”  His voice quivered, and you laughed.

“Well, it’s nice to meet you, Kyungsoo.  I’m ______!”

It was an awkward beginning, but you were willing to see what this guy was all about.

Originally posted by ragdoll-cat


// Jongin

He thought you were cute when he thought you were quiet.

And he thinks you’re cute now that he knows you’re loud!

He came up to you at the bus stop and just stood there next to you while you were playing a game on your phone.  You looked up at him and he just smiled a bashful smile.

“Yes?  Do you need something?“  You recognized him; he was always there at the same time you were, but you’d never spoken to him.

“Umm…”  He scratched behind his head.

“Let me know when you remember.”

“I like your face!” he blurted out before covering his mouth.  The others waiting looked at him.

For once, you were silent.  The bus arrived and you got on, wondering if he would sit next to you.  He did.

“I’m ______,” you said.  “I like your face, too.”

“I’m Jongin.”

Originally posted by hystereksekai


// Sehun

You had just gotten off the phone with your friend.  She wasn’t going to be able to meet you, something had come up again, and you were about to walk home from the theatre when someone tapped you on the shoulder.

“I couldn’t help but overhear… you wanted to see Action Movie 5?” he asked.  You recognized him, Sehun, but hadn’t expected to see him here.

“Yeah, but ugh.  My friend is such a flake, she always does this!  Any time I make time for her, I never get the same courtesy back!”  You realized from the look on the man’s face in front of you that you were getting a bit loud and took a deep breath.  “Sorry, you don’t need to hear my life’s story.“

He held up two tickets.  “Someone canceled on me too.  Are you going to be that loud during the movie?”

You snorted.  “NO!  Of course not!”

He laughed and led you inside the theatre.

Originally posted by sehunsi

PJO/HOO things

-Having to deal with people saying the Lightning Thief and Sea of Monsters movies were good

-Having to deal with people who READ THE BOOKS say the movies were good (I’M SERIOUS. IT’S HAPPENED.)

- When a teacher did the Greek Mythology unit and you knew everything

-Being way to excited about every little thing said teacher did or asked

-Being way too excited about ANYTHING even remotely related to PJO/HOO, like architecture, New York City, ADHD + Dyslexia, martial arts, etc.

-Hearing that someone read the books, but isn’t in the fandom like you. Like, they don’t even know what fandom is

-Getting super excited when you find out a friend has fandoms too, even if they aren’t yours.

-Making fandom references no one gets, but you are dying from how funny and clever you are

-Someone else makes a reference you get, and you point to each other, smile, and say yeah, you get it. (Happened yesterday!)

-Researching the most random things, like West Point’s policy about hiring professors (Annabeth’s dad worked there), Customs in ancient Rome, Marine Biology degrees(Percy), the foster care system (LEO!!!), the history of the chicken nugget (Hazel asked what it was).

^^^^ In case your don’t think someone would do that, those are all things I have researched. So someone (probably a bit crazy) would.

anonymous asked:

What happened

So Andy Samuels (Liam’s best friend) was being active on twitter and even answering one or two questions about Liam’s single/album. He was being sassy and funny just like Liam, when a random person said to Andy that Harry’s single was going to be better. Then Andy proceeded to do something all of us would do for our best friend and defended Liam by saying that he doubted it.

Because people apparently doesn’t have anything better to do, they started hating on Andy because he was defending Liam and not saying Harry’s was better and because he engaged with this person. All of us would defend our own friends and mind you his answer isn’t even offensive. 

This is the same as a random “fan” saying to Gemma that Louis’s single is better than Harry’s and she says that it isn’t. Or someone saying to Calvin/Oli/Hot Luke that Louis single is shit and that Niall’s is better and them saying that no, it isn’t. Someone telling Niall’s friends that Zayn’s single is way better than Niall’s and them saying “hell no”. And lastly a “fan” saying to Zayn’s family that Liam’s album is so good compared to Zayn’s and them defending Zayn. Do you see what i’m getting at?! We always defend the people we love!

To this fan, I have 3 things to say:

1. WHY ARE YOU PUTTING THE BOYS AGAINST EACH OTHER IN THE 1ST PLACE?

2. WHY ARE YOU SHITTING ON LIAM TO A PERSON THAT LOVES HIM?

3. STOP ENGAGING WITH FAMILY MEMBERS AND FRIENDS IF YOU ARE GOING TO SAY THESE THINGS! 

Rant done. I’m out.

Mugen's Feelings for Fuu: Character Study and Observations

Firstly: this is a response to 10bat who asked me if Mugen’s feelings for Fuu are platonic or if there’s something else.

Wow, XD Well, as much as I ship Fuugen harder than hell, I don’t think I ever bothered to explain their romance before…or Mugen’s feelings.

I’d also like to say thank you to 10bat for the comments to my blog before I start ^^ (even though it’s not THAT great).

Here I go. 

To start off, Mugen as a character is at first glance a complete antihero based on his actions; the prison tattoos, cocky attitude, stealing, killing people without a second thought. But out of all three characters in the anime, Mugen is the most dynamic; changing the most out of all three (although all of them did change).

Growing up in the Ryukyuan Islands, he never exactly had anyone that loved him (being an orphan, having to kill people to survive at an early age etc). The only people we know that he was acquainted with before Fuu and Jin: were Koza and Mukuro in ep 13 and 14. But look what they did: Mukuro betrayed him by making him take the rap for stealing from the ship, and Koza was needy and wanted love from anyone. She used his “death” to infuriate Jin to kill her brother Mukuro. It was all a ploy.

Now then, back to Mugen’s feelings for Fuu. I honestly think that Mugen may have developed something for Fuu even before she liked him (or maybe they developed it at the same time through all their struggles together) but I think for Mugen it was completely emotional at first, and his physical attraction came later. But either way, he repressed it throughout the series.

So here’s a brief list (bullshit, this is LONG) of all the ways it is heavily implied Mugen had feelings for Fuu. If someone wants me to do a Fuu rant also, I probably will lol. But for now, let’s focus on Mugen (though Fuu’s feelings will undoubtedly intersect).

There’s links underlined to the clips on youtube to that specific instant in the episodes for reference. Enjoy if you decide to watch ^^ You have to sign into youtube to watch them though. And I’m giving my rough translation to dialogue sometimes or what I remember (since I didn’t actually sit there and watch them all. Some can be interpreted different ways because English sub and dub is wrong a lot. So anyway, ignore if it’s written different than in the video.

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Ep 1: Mugen is shown first from a distance, standing on the road outside the village. Then Fuu is shown… Then Jin last (you’ll notice he’s always backup, sadface, but I love him. Don’t mistake this Mugen rant as me disliking Jin.)

Fuu and Mugen meet. While there is no romance (yet), Mugen and Fuu have this odd stare down when he first walks in. It even goes in slow motion where he’s looking at her. Jin and Fuu had no such moment. I think it was meant to show that he is dangerous, a killer, but either way Fuu isn’t afraid in the slightest. She even tells him to leave if he has no money.

Btw. He saves her from getting her fingers cut off. Jin had no part in that lol.

In the interviews to the japanese voice actors, Ayako Kawasumi (Fuu) was asked who she preferred more as a character; Mugen or Jin. The actress responded with “Definetly Mugen.” Shinichiro Watanabe (the main director) then decided to include more Fuugen hints throughout the series and ep 1 dictated the last episode. This is all found in the Samurai Champloo Roman Album book if anyone is interested to read the interviews.

Ep 2: Mugen was poisoned by a woman who said that Fuu was kidnapped by the same guy who hired her to poison him. She said something like “He has the antidote and something else you want.”

“What?!" 

"That girl you’re traveling with. I wonder what he’ll do to her.”

“Shit!” Only then does Mugen run off to save Fuu. She then saves his life when the man is drowing him in the stream, later saving him in episode 21 from Sara as well. It’s kind of like foreshadowing.

Meanwhile…Jin is fighting a homosexual samurai…ahem.

Ep 3 and 4: Mugen runs off from Fuu after not wanting to help her at all. But in ep 4 he saw her in the brothel. There’s a scene where he stops walking in the rain after remembering her scolding him, and he quickly runs back to save her. When he got back to the brothel, she was already gone, having escaped. “Ran away?! That idiot!” or  “That bitch!” in english.” He kept searching for her, but when he found her with Jin at the gambling den, he said “I only came here because no one was chasing after me.” which was complete bullshit!!!!

Meanwhile, Jin doesn’t bother to save Fuu at the brothel. He only coincidentally met up with Fuu at the gambling den because he was helping the son of the gangster.

Ep 5: Mugen sees Fuu hanging with an artist and says rather jealously “What are you doing hanging around with lover boy?” She was only modeling.

Later that night, he asked Jin what happened to Fuu. “Hey, where is she?” Jin is too being playing Japanese chess. Mugen says “Well, it’s not like I care or anything.”

The following morning, Mugen literally goes to the artist’s studio and finds a picture of her and asks the artist where she was. She was kidnapped and he ran all across town to rescue her. He ends up saving her but gets no credit as usual.

Jin meanwhile…is still playing chess lol.

Ep 6: Not much. She just scolds him in a hay stack and he turns his head annoyed.

Ep 7: Fuu was “held hostage” by the thief. He shows disinterest at first. Mugen (the violent bastard he is) sees the kid who pick-pocketed Fuu hold a knife to her throat and only then did he flip shit and want to kill the guy. Now, you can interpret it that he was pissed at the guy for stealing from them and not at all worried about Fuu…. But when he crashed into the building and was going to attack him, Fuu screamed to stop. And he did. Even though he hated the guy, Mugen stopped and helped him escape because Fuu told him to. He realized she wasn’t in danger from the theif though. Mugen never takes orders from ANYONE.

Once again, he technically saved Fuu from the drug dealers after the theif.

Jin meanwhile, waits outside…

Ep 8: When a man hits on Fuu, she says rather proudly to Mugen “It’s soooo hard being popular.” most likely to validate herself to being appealing and maybe even get Mugen jealous. When Mugen gets hit on by a woman, he repeats the same line to Fuu to DEFINITELY get her jealous “It’s sooooo hard being popular.”

Jin is meanwhile…too drunk to say anything and is dragged along by Mugen. But Mugen isn’t one to share a woman with Jin (he won Yatsuha over Jin in ep 15)…So why did he bring Jin along? Maybe he didn’t want Jin and Fuu to be alone together(?)

Also,the man who hit on Fuu said his wife looked like Fuu when she was younger. Funny thing, the woman who hit on Mugen was that man’s wife…So Mugen is actually physically attracted to Fuu after all.

Later when Fuu overhears that Jin killed his master, she gets curious and decides to ask Mugen if he knows anything about it… He looks at her, and then he pouts. HE FRICKIN’ POUTS AND FROWNS, HIS EYEBROWS FURL. Mugen says “I don’t know anything.” Then in a much more different (frustrated and annoyed) tone he says “Why don’t you ask him yourself?" 

Jealousy. 

Ep 9: Mugen had every intention to go back to save Fuu and Jin instead of letting them die…but he accidentally got high instead. Lol. He TECHNICALLY saved the day because it was his fault the trippy plants got set on fire. Sooooo, then all the guards at the border line were too high to kill Fuu and Jin.

Mugen once again, technically…saves the day(?)

Ep 10: Okay, this one connects to a later episode, ep 16. Mugen ends up getting his hand badly hurt. Fuu grabs one of them "What happened to your hand?!” he responds “It’s just a scratch.” and pulls away rather quickly… he isn’t used to physical contact with women that isn’t sexual. She shows that he cares and it bothers him. Later in ep 16, after leaving Fuu and Jin he lays on the grass. he puts his hand…the same hand that she touched and he puts it above his face saying “that little bitch” which is a nickname he calls her throughout the series. There is a video of this on youtube. “Subliminal Mugen/Fuu clip” Watch ittttttt.

Ep 11: Oooh lala. Pretty big proof in this one. Jin falls for Shino the courtesan. (totally not Fuu, just sayin’). When Fuu is talking about Jin going to brothels, Mugen takes it that she’s jealous and in turn gets jealous of her and Jin, saying “What, are you saying you want to be his girl?” then he said  "That’s big talk…coming from a girl so flat.“ he even told her to show him her boobs…Which she almost did. Then, she names all the reasons she doesn’t like Jin. But Mugen fell asleep and didn’t hear.

Later, when Jin goes to visit Shino, Fuu stops him "Are you going to see that Kohana lady? I know you pity her but…”

“It’s not pity.”

“Don’t tell me you’re in love with her! You promised to help me find the samurai who smells of sunflowers. If you go, we’re not friends anymore.”

When Jin left…Mugen is shown actually awake, listening to the entire conversation. Jealousy. THIS IS IMPORTANT FOR EPISODE 24. DON’T FORGET. FORESHADOWING.

Later when Mugen and Fuu are running to give Jin back his swords, Mugen says “I thought you two weren’t friends anymore!” I think it can become plainly obvious that by now, Mugen is getting really jealous of their “relationship” which is actually the true platonic one.

Ep 12: Mugen is much more curious than Jin about what she is hiding about her sunflower samurai, to the point where he sneaks through her stuff for her diary…even though he can’t read. When she begins saying “The first guy who came in was the type I never wanted to be friends with! And after talking with him I was absolutely right!”  he got extremely pissed off and even began swearing at her diary. Usually he wouldn’t care but he’s slowly getting attached to her. When she said that Jin was attractive when she first saw him, Mugen again got jealous.

But remember what she said at the end of the diary. Everything in it was a lie. So she didn’t find Jin attractive and actually would befriend Mugen (?) She also said that she wrote all that because she figured they (meaning Mugen because she trusts Jin more with stuff like this) would read it. Note: She didn’t know that Mugen couldn’t read yet.

Ep 13: HUGE PROOF! This is where we really get a glimpse at Mugen’s past. He doesn’t trust anyone, he was truly an ex-pirate and criminal…and I think Fuu is the first person he really held faith in. At first, he looks annoyed while Fuu plays in the water…like he’s realizing what a child she truly is…And he’s sinful compared to her innocence.

When he sees Koza and Mukuro, it reignites those feelings of how evil he is. For the first time Mugen declines an offer to make money and says about Fuu and Jin “They’re not my friends or anything.” to which Fuu turns her head at him…upset… He then says “I promised I’d protect ‘em until we get to Nagasaki, that’s all.” Mugen is actually referring to Fuu since Jin doesn’t need protection, and he’s also admitting to keeping his promise, the first promise he ever kept to the end. Fuu widens her eyes to this (WATCH THE SCENE OMG CRY) and then Koza does too (out of jealousy since she once harbored feelings for Mugen).

Mukuro says to Fuu “Hey, do you have any idea what kind of things he’s done? You know how many people he’s killed? This is hysterical! A guy like you protecting people?!” When Mukuro said that, Mugen seems defensive and angered, covering his eyes with his hair…then pointing a sword at his neck to shut him up, then he walked away. To me, it seemed Mugen didn’t want to revisit those memories of the sins he commited and especially doesn’t want Fuu to know. Notice how Fuu is also hiding behind Jin in this part…not Mugen. It’s like Jin is the good guy, not him.

Mugen then scoffs, sheathes his sword…and turns to look at Fuu and Jin standing beside each other. He then turns away…“ Mugen, wait!” Fuu calls, following him…and so does Koza “Wait!”. You’ll see later that Koza is jealous of Fuu…

Mugen ends up taking the job, Fuu meanwhile is worried about Mugen and when he returns she scolds him saying he shouldn’t go. And Mugen walks out on her, her yelling his name “MUGEN!”. This is a representation that he has no attachments to her…which he COMPLETELY does.

With Koza on the beach if you know the Japanese translation she asks “Are you happy?”

“I ain’t given it much thought.”

In english she says “Fuu is lucky.” THIS IS WRONG. She says
“Fuu -chan wa shiawase.” Shiawase means happy. So Koza said  “That girl Fuu…is happy.”

“She’s happy?”

“Yeah. She’s happy because she gets to be with you….” WOAH THERE KOZA!  Then Koza lays her head on his abdomen, saying she wants to be happy with him too: as in be romantic with him in the way she perceives how he is with Fuu. He says that he’s not that type of guy (really I think it means that he is attached to Fuu and won’t leave her to go travel with Koza).

Not many people realize this, but that was FUU screaming Mugen’s name when the ship exploded. You can really tell it’s her in english, though it’s harder to tell in Japanese. Most people think it was Koza because they show her face at that exact second. But notice how they then show Jin’s face, THEN FUU’S FACE. Her mouth is wide in a scream, unlike Koza. Here’s japanese.  Here’s the english where if you watched the whole anime in English, you can easily tell that’s Fuu screaming his name.Plus, Fuu had a tendency to scream his name throughout the series whenever he got injured. She then cries for Mugen for the first time. Jin comforts her. (Jin will frequently comfort Fuu when she cries over Mugen. Three times actually.)

Ep 14: When Mugen is drowning after being again tricked by Mukuro…he sees images of his past. Right before he fades from consciousness, he sees an image of Koza, the first person he really befriended (who betrayed him). Then he sees Jin.

But finally, the last thing he sees before passing out is an image of Fuu scolding him. She chased the pantu away, and they represent his death. FORESHADOWING TO THE LAST EPISODE.

The next morning when Fuu spent all night searching for him on the beach, she finds him and begins to cry for a second time and nurses him back to health. (she removed all his clothes btw; they are hanging outside, and Mugen doesn’t wear underwear as is seen in ep 15).

He then grabs her wrist as she turns to leave. THIS IS HUGE. I believe he wanted to thank her…but being the way he is…he can’t and instead says he’s hungry. He wants to touch her…but she is untouchable… Mugen says he’s hungry so she’ll leave and not come back for a while. It can be seen when it zooms in on his face, and he sighs. He didn’t want her to worry about him and stop him from killing Mukuro (who Jin already killed). Fuu returns and yells that Mugen is gone again.

This episode shows their bonding, how Mugen realizes the only woman who cares about him in his life is Fuu. She also brought him back from death when the pantu came to take his soul. His thoughts of her are what made him live; he has unfinished business in life.

Ep 15: Mugen and Fuu are for the first time shown getting along, laughing together and talking about food. Notice how this is after their huge episode last time.

He then goes to a brothel to relieve some sexual tension (I mean, he refuses to have sex with Fuu because that would unravel his feelings, and disregard how he said she has no sex appeal, plus he just CANT. It’s like he’s tainting her. And it’d ruin the aspects of the show lol.) He never ends up having sex in this ep btw (or any other episode for that matter. Jin meanwhile, had sex with Shino and possibly the two ugly brothel girls in this ep)

Ep 16: They get into a huuuuge argument. Fuu says that he just wants to travel with a cute girl, Mugen said he never even thought about her like that at all. Obviously, they’re both hiding their feelings and poor Jin is stuck in the middle. He says something too… He said the samurai who smells of sunflowers was probably a guy who raped her and dumped her… Mugen in the English subtitles of ep 2 said “I’m gona rape you, you dumb broad.” when Fuu was passed out drunk. I don’t believe this translation is accurate but that sounds like a heavy case of projection to me…

“I’m trading you up for a tougher model!”

“You ain’t gonna fire me, I quit!”

Jin only leaves when both Mugen and Fuu go their separate ways.

Back to Mugen holding his right hand up when he lays on the grass, saying “That little bitch.” he’s obviously still thinking about Fuu. See Subliminal Mugen/Fuu clip on youtube again. It’s 37 seconds long. She grabbed the same right hand, just saying.

Ep 17: At the end of the episode (after arguing with Fuu last time), they intend to all split up. BUT MUGEN speaks up. He looks rather…upset too. Like, he feels guilty over it. He was always the one who asked about her relationship with the sunflower samurai. He was always the one who was curious, more than Jin. he even asks “Is it revenge?” Makes ya wonder, was Mugen gonna beat up the sunflower samurai if it hadn’t been her father and someone who hurt her instead? Jin says nothing, only says they should head out then, only saying what Mugen was going to say if he wasn’t so damn stubborn!

They then show Jin. Then Mugen. Then Fuu… Which was weird, cause the order is usually, Mugen, Jin, Fuu. And the love song plays. lol.

Ep 18: Mugen gets very defensive when Fuu makes fun of him for not reading… But she actually wanted to teach him, even shooed Jin away so they could have quality time together. Sadly, he got kidnapped by the hippy teacher lol. 

Fuu is then a prize in a graffiti contest between two twin brothers.

When Mugen returns from a day of learning, Fuu brags how guys are fighting over her. Mugen responds indifferently with “Sounds rough.” BUT, when she says the winner of the “word” contest gets her he gets all interested with “Words?” He then competes, drawing his signature of the Mugen infinity symbol at the top of the castle (which means he won Fuu btw. HOW DID NO ONE BESIDES ME NOTICE THAT HE PLANNED TO WIN FUU?!) Again he saved Fuu (?) Meanwhile, Jin is just…trying to keep the peace.

Later, it turns out the winner gets Momo (not Fuu) …But Mugen, Jin and Fuu didn’t know that at the time lmao.

Ep 19: Mugen is the one who wakes her up when she got knocked out. When Fuu gets kidnapped this ep, Mugen actually starts yelling saying she’s an idiot for going missing when Momo brings her note (to MUGEN).

He is then the one to really go wild and attack the false Frances Xavier if you watch the scene. Jin was more like support. Mugen saves the day.

At the end, when Fuu says that Kasumi Seizou is her father, Mugen hangs his head low when walking away, more so than Jin and he never really walks like that… It’s like he feels bad for trying to pry for so long and about the horrible things he said about her father.

Ep 20: HUGE also. Okay…well to begin, this ep more reveals Fuu’s feelings for Mugen. But since we’re focusing on Mugen’s feelings, we’ll skip around.

Mugen and Fuu saw each other naked. Jin is meanwhile, cleaning his sword (that was not a dirty pun btw). And thought it was especially strange how she apologized to him after, (she was actually apologizing about talking bad about him to Sara, when really he wasn’t ugly at all etc etc.)

When Sara asked Fuu “Who would you rather not want to separate from?” Fuu gets flustered saying “We don’t have that type of relationship!” hiding her face underneath blankets. She’s actually referring to  Mugen, because she eventually chooses Mugen to stay over Jin.

She even cries when thinking about parting from them, Jin finds her at this part… I believe she may have been crying over Mugen so that’s technically the third time if you decide to count it.

But honestly, her crying over Jin at the end of this ep (the only time she ever cried over Jin btw) was more goofy that her extremely emotional times over Mugen. We’ll tally up all the times she cried over Mugen at the end.

Mugen actually got jealous AGAIN when she started bawling over Jin;  saying “I would’ve left too!” And “Stop crying, idiot!” before stomping away. Maybe he believed that Fuu actually wouldn’t have chosen Mugen over Jin after all, and she was only testing Jin to see if he’d leave too…because she thought he’d leave. I think this pissed Mugen off, like he doesn’t matter, and he actually wasn’t planning on leaving Fuu anyway. He only seemed upset to have Jin go with sara instead of him to seem like he didn’t care. Because let’s rewind a bit! Didn’t Mugen only stay with Fuu so he could duel Jin by the end?! And with Jin gone, why the hell would he stay with Fuu alone?! Plus, when Mugen wants something, he gets it. So if he wanted to go with Sara, he would’ve left Fuu. SEE?!

I think Mugen was even a little pissed with Jin that he so easily left Fuu like that, saying “That bastard didn’t put up much of a fight.” with a disapproving look on his face before Fuu started crying. He doesn’t possess traits to comfort her when she cries like Jin can.

Jin meanwhile…gets attacked by Sara.

Ep 21: FUCKING HUGE. This is the ep where Fuu confessed her feelings to Mugen through actions. Mugen’s ep to confess to Fuu was 25.

When Sara badly wounded Mugen she says “Even though I can’t see you, I can still sense it.”

“Say what?!”

“Powerful hatred and rage swirl within you. They are so powerful that I can’t tell whether or not it is sadness.”

“It’s as if you’ve never been loved by anyone.” When she says that, Mugen’s eye narrows in anger. “It’s as if you are like me.”

“Are you telling me that you know how I’m gonna come at you?! THAT"S A LOAD OF CRAP!" 

"STOP IT, JUST STOP IT!” He collapses in pain as soon as he hears Fuu’s screams. That’s also like foreshadowing…In ep 2 when she screamed for Mugen to stop fighting, he didn’t. Instead, the ogre guy did. Now, as soon as she screamed to stop…he stopped and fell and Sara didn’t. (or maybe it was just the pain. Or maybe both. Up to you to decide.)

“Mugen!”

“Don’t come closer!” he yells to Fuu, because he is terrified she’ll get hurt by Sara. “STAY BACK!” He maybe doesn’t want her to be attached because no one should be attached to him. If she does, she’ll get hurt.

(If any of you watched the Japanese samurai movie Azumi, this is the exact lines Hyuga screams to Yae when he is bleeding on the ground dying. Hyuga had feelings for Yae. Here’s the link to that scene… Though…unless you plan to watch the whole movie, don’t finish the scene or just start from the beginning)

But then, FUU jumped across his wounded body, saving his life. She couldn’t bear to see him die. Mugen’s face is one of shock and it is there that he realizes a little that Fuu…cared about him more than anyone in his life. When Sara said that “it’s as if he’s never been loved by anyone,” she was proved wrong by Fuu because Fuu is the one who loved him, risking her very life to save him. That’s why Sara didn’t kill him there. Sara also realized that when Fuu talked bad about Mugen in the hot spring “Don’t waste time with a guy like that!”, it was all a lie… Fuu just didn’t want Mugen and Sara to get together.

Sara couldn’t sense emotion at all.

Fuu again takes care of Mugen, bandaging him and such. She even has a line to him “With you gone… I don’t know what I’ll do.” He avoids that topic. But they’re feelings for each other are as blatant as ever. When he goes off to fight Sara for a second time, she even wakes up in the middle of sleep saying “Mugen?” sensing that he’s gone again.

Jin could’ve very well be dead throughout this episode and Fuu didn’t even shed a tear…Poor Jin lol. At least Shino cried for him right? I ship them ^^

Ep 22: Umm…Mugen fought off zombies. Jin didn’t XD Mugen saves the day(?)

Ep 23: Okay, this episode is frickin’ goofy as all hell. the baseball one lmao. However there is proof. While Jin dies on the field (lmao) along with everyone else, and everyone left is still getting killed, Mugen, the ninja and Fuu are the last three standing.

When Fuu is next up to bat…Mugen…MUGEN STOPS HER! HE SAYS OMG CRY CRY CRY HE SAYS:

“I want you to stay out of this.”

Can we just all bask in that?

Fuu nods and scoots away. Who knew such a goofy ep showed how he cared about her, wanted to protect her from getting killed by flying baseballs XD Once again, Mugen was the hero of this ep. Just saying.

Ep 24: Really big proof again. Fuu chooses Mugen to talk first about his past at the campfire…which he doesn’t really.

Fuu and Jin instead share heart to hearts. When Fuu is talking…there is a SPECIFIC part where Mugen is staring at her. But then he looks at the campfire as if with regret. After he said horrible things to her in the past about who the sunflower samurai was; he said he was gay, said he waas probably a guy who raped her and dumped etc, it turns out it was her father. Maybe Mugen was regretful for that.

When Mugen lay “asleep” (this is how it connects to ep 11 with Jin and Fuu talking about Shino and Mugen jealously listening in secret) Fuu and Jin talk alone again.

“Fuu.” This is the first time Jin used Fuu’s name. Ahem…there was no honorific either, showing closeness more than rudeness: which are both circumstances to use no honorifics.

“Eh?”

“Once you find the samurai who smells of sunflowers. What do you intend to do after that?”

Fuu’s facial expression changes from a smile to a sad look… She looks down, then up. “That’s a really good question. I ought to give that some thought.

Jin says "If I should-”

But she interrupts him. “You know, I don’t really want to think about stuff like that. If you did, that jerk Mugen would-” but she interrupts herself, crying and saying “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” she hugs Jin, who puts a reassuring palm on her shoulder.

Mugen is meanwhile shown briefly; not asleep at all, watching this with a sad/angered look on his face. Jealousy. Connects to ep 11.

This conversation between Jin and Fuu has made TONS of speculation. I personally think Jin was going to say “If I should survive. If I should kill Mugen, would you like me to still keep traveling with you?” after all, Jin and Mugen were planning to duel and Jin wouldn’t just let himself die. Plus, he felt bad for Fuu; seeing as how she’d be alone. I don’t at all believe Jin harbored romantic feelings for her, more like a brother of father figure. Her father was after all a ronin too.

I think the reason she cried was because if Jin beat him, Mugen would die. She didn’t want Mugen to die, and she always had stronger feelings for Mugen over Jin. They’re not equal to her (also shown in ep 26). This is why she apologized to him, crying. She feels so terrible for choosing Mugen over Jin. 

Don’t misunderstand; they’re equal in swords but I personally believe they play separate, but equal roles in her life. Jin is the brother/father figure who can comfort her. Mugen is the boyfriend/crush who cares romantically even if they argue. Those are supposed to be the most important males in your life, after all.

Mugen was just as confused about this scene as us viewers lol; showing jealousy when he’s awake and anger that she “likes” Jin. Little did he know.

When Fuu hands the coin purse over, she hands it to MUGEN. MUGEN THE IRRESPONSIBLE MONEY WASTER. When he gets it, he shoves it over to Jin…I think again, showing distaste, believing she liked Jin more. So why should he take her purse?

At the end, the man who wants to kill Mugen, Umanousuke follows Fuu. He says:

“Don’t be in such a rush, little girl… I know what it’s like. Life can be such a bitch, can’t it? You travel such a long way, and it all blows up in your face right before you reach your destination.That’s right. I want him to get a good taste of that feeling. I want him to understand how we feel.” Umanousuke is referring to Mugen, saying he wants to hurt Fuu to enrage Mugen because at this point, he’s developed some serious feelings for her.

“W-what are you talking about?”

“I’m saying that…this place will be your grave.”

He wants to have Fuu suffer so it’ll affect Mugen emotionally. She’s like live bait. foreshadowing in ep 2 where the man used Fuu as a bargaining chip to get Mugen. Funny…

Ep 25: 8ih3rfqu3ohgvoehvueqh BIGGEST PROOF EVER.

When Mugen finds out she was taken hostage, he gets realllly pissed. Jin says 

"Go.”

“NO! You go!” Mugen wants to, he really does (and HE DOES) but he says “you go” because he still harbors this inferiority thing where he believed he was always second to Jin. Fuu loves Jin in his eyes.

But then, Jin has a flashback of that scene where Fuu cried into his chest about Mugen. This is where Jin accepts that Fuu always chose Mugen over him, Mugen always saved her throughout the series, and ultimately, it’s Mugen she wants to save her again. Fuu believed that Mugen would always leave her, and never bother to save her if there were no more strings attached.

“Take care of Fuu.”  This is the English subtitle and also the english dub. HOWEVER, I’m not a complete expert in Japanese but Jin said “Fuu wo tanomu.” I’m pretty DAMN sure that means “Fuu is depending on you.” Not “take care of Fuu”.

That is just. Damn. Fuu always depended on Mugen to save her.

There’s a silence. Mugen grits his teeth. That’s all Jin needs to say and Mugen is off running to save the girl, as always.

MUGEN NEVER TAKES ORDERS! When someone tells him what to do, he does the opposite. The only person he listened to was Fuu (reluctantly). And now he’s listening to Jin when it concerns Fuu? Holy fuck! Plus, Mugen must always defeat and opponent stronger than him. He MUST kill Kariya Kagetoki. But he abandons that, let’s Jin take samurai out (even if that means Jin took down someone he couldn’t!) all because he’s going to save Fuu.

Jin smiles as he leaves. (He totally ships them just as much as I do.)

Mugen swims the entire distance, his hand bleeding out, exhausted. But he doesn’t stop. He has to save her. When he sees her there, Mugen is pissed how she’d been beaten.

“Give me back the girl.” can be a rough translation to what he said.

JUST WATCH THE DAMN SCENE WITH THE LINK ABOVE SNIFF SNIFF.

This is where he says he loves her. He gave up his sword. Unlike Jin, his sword doesn’t represent honor or title. He isn’t samurai, all he is, is a wandering drifter. No home, no money, no nothing. His sword is his life, the only thing that kept him alive. He gave it up for Fuu alone. This is similar to how Jin gave up his samurai swords to the brothel for Shino. JIN NEVER GAVE UP HIS SWORDS. HE LOVED THEM AND CUDDLED THEM AT NIGHT. Notice how he never gave his up for Fuu, only for Shino.

“Go. You still haven’t found your sunflower dude.”

“But Mugen… I can’t leave you.”

“Don’t give me that crap. I’m gonna be pissed off if we came all this way for nothin’. Get lost.” He cares that she’ll find her father. He wants her to survive. And he might die. But he doesn’t want her to see that.

“I can’t. What if they…”

“I ain’t gonna die. Have some faith in me, will ya?”

“Oh Mugen…” He always came back to her every time he left. Always saved her. Always.

“Beat it.”

“Get lost.”

“I SAID GO!”

With that she finally departs. When she runs, she’s again crying for him because she believes he’ll die. That marks the fourth/fifth time she cried for him in the series. 1 was when  she saw the ship explode in 14. 2 When she found him washed up on the beach in 14. 3 Possibly when Jin found her crying when Sara wanted to bring one of them along. 4 When she saved him from Sara.

“You almost make me cry! Are you really gonna throw your life away for some girl?!” Umanousuke laughs. It shows Mugen’s stone cold face as a reaction to that statement. For the first time, he has no cocky retort. He gets tortured for her etc etc. etc. She continues to cry up the path on the cliff.

Final ep 26: HUGE OMG

When Jin gets stabbed she calmly says “Jin…”

When the bomb goes off in back of her she screams “MUGEN!” much more emotionally.

Back to the Samurai Champloo actor interviews, Ayako Kawasumi dictated this very scene because she chose Mugen over Jin in ep 1: according to Shinichiro Watanabe. She held back on the scream at first but the director told her to scream louder and to not hold back, forget about Jin (I swear, it’s all in that interview). This really bothered Ginpei Sato lol (Jin).

When Mugen is fading from life for the second time, foreshadowed in ep 14…this time he finally gives up on life. He’s ready as he says “I can’t move anymore. I think this might really be my time to go…” But he hears her voice, and he realizes that he has a reason to live still. "Mugen!” “Mugen!” “MUGEN!”

“Mugen your alive.”

“Oh, it’s you? I thought you were death for a second.” She has her hand on his chest.

“It seems like all I ever do is cry… And here I was trying to make it on my own…” This is the last time she cries for him. Sixth/Seventh. It also sounds like she’s saying she need him to protect her…and Mugen needs her to come back from death.

“Dumb broad.” His nickname he always said to her. But for the first time, he says it calmly, no spite or anything. *sniff* I’m tearing up.

Mugen never used Fuu’s name. She always said his name even more than she said Jin. The irony.

“Did you meet the sunflower samurai?” he asks, she nods, still crying.

Jin never has any moment like this with Fuu, just like he never had a slow motion moment when he first met her. Jin is meanwhile, over there…chilling.

Then, Mugen gets up and Jin and him will have their final duel. She closes her eyes. If you look at the silhouette on the water; Fuu’s shadow is behind Mugen’s. Almost like…she wanted him to win even though it’s messed up and cruel…because it’s so hard to pick between her two friends. It just seemed so symbolic to me… (foreshadowing back to ep 24 where she apologizes to Jin about Mugen).

They heal, they part ways. If you look at the ending credits, they mostly show Mugen though lol. I counted the times they showed all the characters. Mugen is also shown last before they show a bird (Fuu’s name means wind but that could be me being annoying lol) and then…Sunflowers. The End.

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I hope all those links work and didn’t glitch and go to the wrong time, sorry o.o

Okay. Now then. Based on all of these scenes, It’s pretty obvious that it was not one sided on Fuu’s part. Mugen genuinely cared for Fuu (imo, on a much deeper level than Jin.)

Does he have romantic feelings for her?Yes.

Is he physically attracted? Yes, but that’s where it got complicated. He is completely suppressing the physical nature of their relationship; barely touching her, pulling away when she gets close, and denying any form of attraction towards her. Deep down though, it’s everything culminated. Mugen being nineteen/twenty is NOT weird for liking a fifteen turning sixteen year old girl. This is Edo era Japan people, women were considered as young as thirteen and the brain doesn’t fully mature until the age of 24 for every woman anyway. Also, Fuu’s mental age is much higher considering her responsibility, being an orphan and the trauma she experienced and endured through. Hebephilia is not a mental illness (the physical attraction towards pubescent girls). In fact, tons of men are hebephiles and don’t even know.  I used to get hit on by tons of guys at the age of thirteen because I looked twenty and they yelled at me when I told them my age and to back off like wtf, how is that my fault? Pedophilia is a mental illness (attracted to prepubescent children) Physically women develop faster. Not to mention in Japan, the age of fifteen is glorified as beautiful btw, notice how famous Japanese bikini models start their modeling at fifteen. (it’s weird for us Americans, but not to them). Well that’s off topic…but that’s why she’s shown in hot springs…and stuff…

And Mugen is young still! 19/20. Think about that. 4/5 year age difference… That’s not a lot. As time goes on between them, that age gap is gonna diminish too. I do believe Mugen held back on pursuing her, again because of he viewed her as too innocent for him and he would taint her… He also repeatedly denied these feelings because her very existence in his life directly attacked his identity (emotional dissonance)

Mugen saved her plenty of times.

Jin saved her once in ep 26. And honestly, she didn’t scream when he got stabbed.

Fuu saved Mugen from death.

Fuu cried over Mugen six/seven times.

Fuu cried over Jin one/two times. And the one time it was goofy anyway XD And the other time could have been about Mugen when Sara wanted to bring one of them along.

I believe Mugen as an individual suffers from emotional dissonance, since he is a person with an identity that is cruel, unloving etc. But Fuu takes that and throws it out of a window, makes him care when he’s not supposed to, and ultimately changes him as a person who could give two shits into a better human being. He’s kind of suffering from a weird case of identity crisis when it comes to his feelings for Fuu which turned into something very emotional and delicate when mentioned. She is the one stagnant in his life, the only women he met that is sweet, innocent, and cares for him deeply but isn’t afraid to argue with him to the death.

Mugen once said he liked “hot blooded women”. Fuu hits him, screams at him etc etc.

Fuu became infuriated and jealous with him flirting with women throughout the show, and it finally boiled over with Sara. Mugen meanwhile, was extremely possessive and jealous when it came to the artist and finally: Jin. Notice how Jin didn’t get jealous over Fuu or Mugen’s interactions with anyone…

Another thing, Mugen was the one who flipped the coin and it ended up as heads. He saved himself from following her…and yet, she tricked Mugen much more than Jin who just came along for the ride. Even so, he wasn’t angered by this as he truly cared for Fuu in the end and Jin as well.

But for Fuu…it was so strange and foreign; a feeling that he never acted upon besides risking his life for her. It wasn’t sexual (yet) as much as it was intimate between them. When two people suppress their feelings, it turns into an extremely subtle romance. And that was what made the anime so perfect. If you aren’t into romance, you can watch it for the action, the story. But if you’re like me, you look at the character’s interactions too.

I ship it. I believe Mugen and Fuu’s feelings were undoubtedly mutual, and I hope that added some insight.

By the way…Mugen and Fuu still have some…unfinished business. Whatever happened to the 100 dumplings?

Why Steve McGarrett and Danny Williams Deserve Everlasting Happiness Together: An Essay by a Hardcore Shipper

Ok, so before I begin this, you should know that I am a hardcore McDanno shipper. Aside from Kono and Adam, they are my number one O.T.P. on Hawaii Five-0. I am literally so obsessed with Steve and Danny and their relationship, and I’m not ashamed of it, either. Therefore, this comment I’ll most likely come off as biased, but I have very good logic behind what I’m about to say. (Also, I can already tell that this post is going to be verrrrrryyyy long, so buckle up and get comfy if you are planning to read everything I’ve written.)

To start, I see many comments reading, “They have great chemistry, they should still be together, they are endgame…” etc. while all of this is true, to be honest, they are better suited off as friends. They tried to make a relationship work, but usually, it did not.

“But they were together on and off for five seasons!” Is what some of you are probably already thinking. This is true, but unfortunately, it does not mean that they are forever meant to be together.

Remember Billy, Catherine’s ex from season 3? Just to clarify, he died in the middle of season 4. However, before he died, he was trying to get back together with Catherine. She had chemistry with him, too. The only problem was that she was legitimately already with Steve at that time. To be honest, I always liked her better with Billy then I did with Steve. They just went better together, in my opinion.

So Catherine and Steve were together. Then, in season 5, she and Steve went to Afghanistan (or some other, terrible, Taliban filled town) in order to save somebody that had helped Catherine when she’d been in the military. If you’ll recall, at the end of that episode, Catherine decided to stay behind to help the people get their son back. Steve went back to the United States, heartbroken and crying.

All of this made me still think that Steve and Catherine still had a slight chance to make it. But then.

BUT. THEN.

Catherine returned in the season 5 finale to attend Kono’s wedding. Ok, cool. Steve has a date for the wedding of the century. That was all fine and good. Obviously, that was the same episode when they broke up. To be frank, I always thought it would be Steve that broke up with Catherine, obviously so he could go FINALLY be with Danny, his one true love. But instead, Catherine broke up with Steve, citing that she decided to go do some good, volunteer work in a foreign country. I remember her saying to Steve, “Five-0 is your thing. Please, let this be mine.”

Then her car to take her to the airport arrived, and she got in. She made a phone call.

Now, to the viewers who had history with this show, they knew that as SOON as she punched in a code before speaking that it was no good. Steve’s mom, also a spy, had done the same thing in previous episodes, so they knew what was up. The real slap in the face, though, was when she said to the voice on the phone who she was-badge number, name, the whole nine yards. Then, we hear a male voice on the other end of the line ask, “Is he fooled?” (Or something similar). Catherine’s reply came sharp. (Again, not an exact quote, but pretty close. I think you’ll get the memo). “He doesn’t know anything. He thinks I’m volunteering,” she said.

It was then that I officially stopped wanting them to be in a relationship. I get why she couldn’t tell Steve, but still! She fucking choose that same life/lifestyle that his mother had had; a lifestyle that she knew he hated. If she truly loved and cared for him as more than a friend, then she would’ve rejoined Five-0, or at LEAST have found a cool, different job in Oahu.

But no. She literally betrayed Steve, and for what, anyway? We never did get a good understanding or explanation of why she decided to join the C.I.A. It is a concept that stills boggles my mind to this very day. Most recently, Catherine came back for the 150th episode, which is where this clip is obviously from. But this point, I was beyond done with her. I was so irritated when she came back, especially because she interrupted Steve’s date with Lynn. Oh, right. And she never told Steve that she became a spy, so he was clearly shocked when she divulged this piece of information.

This brings me to my next point. Steve, his mom, and Catherine had to fight off some bad guys after his mom, and then hide from them. When the doorbell rang at the safe house, it was the rest of the Five-0 team, minus Danny who was in New Jersey to be there for his dad who’d just had knee surgery. (In real life, Scott Caan was busy with his new family and couldn’t schedule to film the 150th episode). Steve had called Danny earlier that day to tell him what was going on, and Danny decided to call the rest of the team to help him.

Yeah. Danny called the team. Not Catherine, who probably knew that they were gonna need backup. Danny, who wasn’t even there, called the team and made sure they were there for Steve.

That’s just one example of why Steve and Danny are so important to each other and belong together; much more so than Steve and Catherine. Let’s go back few years, to season three. Danny had accidentally stepped on a bomb. The bomb would explode if he stepped off, killing everyone in the vicinity, himself included. Steve know this, but he stayed anyway. Even at Danny’s persistence of him to, “Just go, Steve. Go me there for Grace. Get out of here, save yourself!”, Steve did not budge. He insisted on staying and they talked and tried to get Danny to forget why he was even there in the first place. His persistence in not wanting to go proves that they have more than friendship, especially when he knew exactly what to talk about or get Danny calm enough so that he would momentarily forget about the bomb.

Fast forward to season four. The episode where the building collapsed had to have been the most dramatic episode of season four. To refresh, Steve, Danny, and the rest of the team were in a paring grange, looking for a victim. I don’t speak exactly remember why, but the rest of the team left the garage, except for Danny and Steve. They investigated until they found a man bound and gagged, tied to a chair in a separate room. Just as they were figuring out what he was saying, which was, “BOMB!” the bomb went off, collapsing the building.

That episode was solely focused on Steve and Danny and how they were gong to get out of their predicament. Danny was also badly hurt, his leg trapped under a cement pillar. Steve didn’t give up. After freeing Danny, he temporarily managed to fix his wound, and then created a mini-bomb that would let the people looking for them where they were. It worked and they were free. Once out, they exchanged their first ever “I love yous” while hard-core hugging. This was no “hey bro!” hug. This was an “I am so serious about this, I really do love you,” hug. And I don’t think I’m wearing shipper goggles for that moment. I genuinely think that that meant what they said. They embraced for a really long time, surprisingly longer then what I would’ve thought producers would’ve liked.

After that epic bromance scene, season five was filled with plenty more bromantic/ shipper-O.T.P. feels. That was the season when they went to therapy! Ok, fine, true, it’s because they are “work partners” and it was mandatory, but you can’t tell me that they weren’t acting like a married couple throughout all of those scenes. There is one episode from that therapy time period in particular that I am thinking of, and it has everything to do with undercover work. It’s the part of the episode where there is a huge bank heist and Danny and Steve decide to head to an apartment across the street from the robber so they can spy on her and see what she is planning on doing next.

The Five-0 team (but more importantly, the production staff and possibly Peter Lenvok) could have had anyone do this. They could have had cousins Kono and Chin watching out or even the odd combination of Grover and Chin. But no. They choose Steve and Danny. Shippers all across the globe rejoiced.

The best part of their stay in the place (besides, of course, seeing how Danny and Steve would live with each other if given the real chance to) was when it was nighttime and one kept a lookout while the other one slept. Steve decide to watch first, so Danny slept, and he randomly woke up in the middle of Steve’s shift. He noticed that the “Perfect Partners” workbook the therapist had given them had been moved, which he thought was funny, because Steve already made it a known that he didn’t want anything to do with the book. So he said something about it, and Steve didn’t confess to moving it, even though we all know that he did.

Steve then told Danny a story about his youth; a salty that made him seem more human in Danny’s eyes. He started it of by saying, “Music. I’m into music,” when Danny asked why his hobbies were. “So?” Danny had retorted. “That’s a cop-out. Everyone is into music.” “No, I meant I’m into playing it,” Steve responded. He then told Danny the story about when he was a junior in high school and was in the school talent show to play his guitar. But he had had major stage fright and hadn’t actually gone through with it, getting off the stage before he even began. He said to Danny, “That is the reason why I still don’t play the guitar to this day,” Steve had finished the story. He also add that he had previously never told anyone that story before, which is why it was an important plot point in the McDanno tale. Once he was done, Danny laughed at him. “A little bit of stage fright stopped you from forever playing the guitar?” He’d asked. They then had one of their cute little arguments over the whole issue, and right before Danny went back to sleep, he said, “You know, after all we’ve been though together…your father…my brother…I would be thought you would’ve opened up to me more by now.” Steve causally responds, “I just did.” The McDanno universe (myself included) lost all chill, reblogging that moment over and over.

Later, at the end of that same episode, Steve, Danny and everybody else were at Kamakoahs to eat. Steve and Danny had to leave early, in order to go to their thereby appointment. Ruth, who we met earlier in the episode, was really confused. Remember, she was the old lady who thought that Danny and Steve were gay and living together, to which Steve responded, “We’re not gay, we’re Five-0.” Later, after she left, Danny said, “You know, I would’ve just vine with the gay thing.” So that happened, which does is why Ruth was so confused. As they left, she said, “Wait. I thought they weren’t gay.” The rest of the team didn’t even deny it, they just joyfully laughed, as if to say, “Yeah, girl, we know. They’re just faking it. We know they are gay together.”

So they walked to Danny’s Camaro, and that’s when a fan fiction moment happened. You possibly know what I’m talking about. In case you don’t, fanfiction moments are those little things in which you think, “Yeah, this can definitely only and will only happen in this fan fiction universe. Sigh.” But then the thing from the fan fic actually does happen on the real show, and life suddenly becomes magical. Anyway, this fan fic moment was when Danny revealed that he’d gotten Steve a gift. After telling Danny that he didn’t do his part of their assignment, joking that the dog ate his homework, we find out what the gift is. In the trunk of the Camaro, Steve pulled out an elegant black guitar case. Steve had asked, “What is this, Danny?” Danny, his usual snarky self, responded, “It’s a tuba, you schmuck. Just open it and you’ll see.” Inside the case was a beautiful, new guitar which Danny had purchased specifically for Steve. As Danny looked on proudly, Steve muttered, “Danny, Danny, DANNY,” with a small smile on his face. He strummed a few strings, and they had a little back and forth conversation about Steve’s new instrument, including some things about why Danny had purchased it in the first place. I don’t remember what exactly was said, but I do recall that Danny had gotten it for Steve so that he could get back into playing again. Then, Steve put the guitar back in the case and looked thoughtful for a moment. He slammed the trunk of the Camaro and tossed the keys to Danny, saying, “You know what? You drive.” Danny caught the keys, a look of pure shock on his face. “I drive. Wow,” a stunned Danny said as he accepted the gesture. “Don’t get too excited,” Steve had replied as he climbed in the passenger seat for the first time in a long time. “I’m still controlling the radio.” Driving away, Steve did exactly that, messing around with the switch from the passenger seat.

Ok. That scene was very important for many reasons. Let’s start with guitar. Danny didn’t have to get him that. Steve never asked him for it, he simply told Danny a story. A story which he had never told anyone before, ever. This obviously includes Catherine, which doesn’t make sense. If they were so close, wouldn’t Steve have trusted her enough to tell her this about himself? But he never did. He chose to tell Danny instead. Danny went above and beyond what any purely platonic friend would, and it showed. I’m not saying that friends can’t buy friends nice gifts for no reason, but it just felt different, in that case. I know that whenever my friends tell me something about themselves, I don’t immediately rush out to buy them some thing hella expensive for no reason at all. And it wasn’t even the fact that he bought Steve a gift for no reason. It was the fact of what it was, combined with the fact of the story (as mentioned above). It also didn’t hurt that Danny could see that that life experience really affected Steve, and that he missed playing his guitar. Steve was extremely touched by the gesture, and Danny was so proud of himself for buying that expensive instrument for Steve. I don’t think Danny had ever done doe thing like that for anyone before, not even the people in his family. It was especially worth it to him when Steve admitted to loving at first touch. The smile on both of their faces when the guitar was revealed says enough about this topic, in my opinion. It proves that A) They care enough about each other to listen, talk, and reveal information about themselves without getting made fun of (at least not too much, anyway) and B) they are willing to go the extra mile just to make each other happy.

The other reason that end scene was crucial was the whole “Danny is driving ” thing. For those who are casual watchers, it is important to know that basically, ever since the day they met, Steve has been driving Danny’s Camaro. This fact has been brought up many times before in the script, and it is the main source of their many “carguments” (I’m not telling you what that is. You can look it up yourself if you don’t know). It was even brought up in one of their therapy appointments from earlier in season five. For Steve to actually let Danny drive for once was a huge milestone on his part. He was so affected, surprised, and touched by the gift of the amazing guitar that he felt like he had to let Danny drive after that. It was a compromise he was willing to make. It also shows the progress that they made in their relationship that day, and it was just more overall proof that they are the endgame couple.

I could clearly go on and on forever about these two. Another really good example of their relativity is when they have to go to couple’s counseling as part of their mandatory therapy. Do you all remember that? Just for a refresher, that was the one where Steve literally signed them up for couples counseling; as in husband-and-wife couples counseling. Anyway. That episode is “feels worthy” in its entirety (especially the ending where they were just chilling at a table, eating lunch together. Also, Steve round Danny’s arm to “feel the effects of the lotion”. Sure, Steve. If that excuse works for you…).

Beside those specific examples, there have multiple hugs and touches that have lingered for far too long. Danny calls Steve “Babe”; a nickname he rarely calls anybody else, and Steve calls Danny “Danno”. True, this is mostly to annoy him, but as Danny gets to know Steve better, he slowly realizes that he actually doesn’t mind it. “When I say ‘Danno’…it’s a term of endearment,” Steve said in season one when Danny was protesting it. Much to Steve’s surprise, Danny responded, “Do it every day, then. I like it.” Steve smiled all goofily, and it was worth it for all those times of Danny yelling at Steve to not use it. Another point to bring up-they are the few people to ever use each other’s full names; Steven and Daniel, respectively. The only other people who occasionally call them by their full names are the few times their parents (sometimes not even that, but a parent-like figure) have been on the show. Whenever they call the other by their full name, it’s usually to prove a point, to get the others attention, or even just to subtly let them know that they are different from what everyone else knows. Again, this is just my opinion.

Then there are various innuendos that refer to Danny and Steve in a non-bro/non- platonic way, including the amount of times they say, “I love you,” to each other. The one after the building collapse made sense, but every time they say it after that is just to mess with shippers. They really do love each other, though. In fact, at the end of one particularly memorable occasion, Danny combined nickname with an I love you. He was talking to Steve about something, and at the end of their conversation, he looked up at Steve and said, “That’s why I love you, babe.” All of the McDanno shippers died a little bit that day. (Well, I know I did, anyway.) Also, side-note: Remember the “air hearts” from season two?! Oh! And that time in season three where they went fishing together and then got stranded for almost the whole episode? Tell me that wasn’t one of the greatest things to ever see on Hawaii Five-0, and in the McDanno world…! My point is that they have all these endearment terms that they say to each other, sometimes for no reason at all. They are saying them because they want to, not because they feel like they have to. To me, it doesn’t feel forced onto the characters, either. It just seems natural and easy with them. Even people who don’t ship them (yes, there are some) raised eyebrows at the amount of times they are unusually sweet on each other.

I also want to mention episode 8 from season 7, specifically the ending. (SPOILER ALERT. Duh.) It was an emotional episode all around, but after the Five-0 team arrested all or the bad guys, and all of the hostages were free again, they all individually hugged it out with one another. Steve and Danny were a good space apart from each other. They were smiling and looking at each other, clearly enjoying the fact that they were both ok. Finally, Steve broke the silence by saying, “What, no hug?” Even the casual viewer would be able to tell that he was disappointed and slightly sad about this fact. And then Danny Williams said the most scream-worthy thing he’s said in a long time.

“If I hug you, I might kiss you, and then where would it stop?”

ASDFGHHJKLLKJFFDSAA. That was literally my reaction to that quote, aside from screaming and jumping up and down. True, people could say that they were just so relieved that both of them were safe, and that’s why he said it, but honestly? I don’t think so. First of all, they looked at each other, goofily smiling for way too long, as they usually do. Next, Danny said, “then where would it stop?” If he had left that part out, it would be less scream-worthy. In that one sentence, everything Danny Williams has ever actually, truly wanted was finally made clear. He wants Steve.

Catherine has never done anything like this for Steve. Honestly, she was always too busy playing the damsel in distress and worrying about herself rather than Steve and trying to fix the problem at hand. Even though she was in the Navy, same as Steve, Danny somehow understands this fact better than she does. The funny thing is that Danny was never in any sort military whatsoever. To clarify, I’m not even talking about all of the times where Danny has casually made fun of what branch Steve served in. In my opinion, Danny understands the things that happened to Steve while he was over there, and he can relate to the trauma he went through. Catherine, on the other hand, never wanted to talk about serious issues with Steve, even if he brought it up. Most of the time, unless it involved a problem she was in, she gave no care to what Steve’s past experiences had been. However, I know that this argument is, as my Algebra II teacher would put it, “weak sauce”, so you can come after me for that if you’d like. Anyway, back to the point. I just think that Catherine was a poorly developed character from the moment we met her. Aside from occasionally helping Five-0 with some cases, she didn’t really add any substance to the story, especially when it came to matters involving Steve. In fact, the only real, solo plot lines she ever really got was the things with Billy, her ex, and then of course the would “I’m going to stay in Afghanistan” Taliban thing. She also got the spy story line, which was bitter to many, and it didn’t do a great job on making me believe that she and Steve could ever be in a real relationship. It was lazy acting, especially on Michelle Borth’s (the woman that plays Catherine) part. She could have done a lot better, including trying to convince the writers and producers to come up with a better story for Catherine. Ok, to be fair, I think that if that dumbass spy storyline was better, it could’ve possibly saved their sinking relationship. But alas, it didn’t, and in all honesty, I thought it was a dumb plot twist. To me, it wasn’t even a plot twist, but I regress. To get back on topic…even when she was with Steve, actually in a relationship with him, there were still things with Danny that made her side–eye and question them. Obviously, I have examples, but that would take too much time to write all of them down. Trust me, though, there’s many examples of this.

Overall, given all of the great evidence I have provided, it is clear to see why Steve and Catherine do not belong together. They will never be my personal endgame, anyway. Danny and Steve have something special; something more than friendship, or even a silly, fun bromance. I will 100% stand by the McDanno ship until the day I die. Even if it has absolutely no chance of ever legitimately becoming canon, I will not give up. Fuck, when the show eventually, ends and if they are STILL not together, I will be shipping it. (And also writing letters/making phone calls/leaving messages on all of their social media’s to the production staff and writers questing why the hell they baited us after all of those years and then never followed through on it.) It is my belief that if two people are meant to be together, they will find a way to be together. Steve McGarrett and Danny Williams clearly are these two people. They have gone above and beyond on showing the world what love really is. Catherine and Steve have not. Sure, they’ve had a lot of fun together, but that does not begin to compare to the amazing relationship that Danny and Steve have built for themselves. I will never lose hope about McDanno.

Catherine is just another thing standing in the way. Danny and Steve WILL be together one day. For real. Forever. It’s just a matter of time and bravery. The fans are more than ready, and the writers have been leading up to a real relationship between them for years. I don’t care who you ship, you absolutely cannot deny the fireworks happening between those two. Mark my words and take this long-ass…thing I’ve written as proof. But until everyone (writers, actors, fans, literally everyone involved with Five-0) gets their shit together…well, at least there’s a fanfic for that!

If anyone would like to discuss post this with me, feel free to message me directly. I’d be thrilled to talk to you about McDanno. And of not, that’s cool too. I’ll always be here, though, if you need to desperately drop a line(:

anonymous asked:

can you write jimin having a thigh fetish and and also he really likes to bite right at the neck.. thanks

“Hey,” Jimin called into the phone. You picked it up while running around your bedroom searching for the necklace to match with the dress that he’d bought you for your ice cream date. “You almost ready?”

“Define ‘almost ready.’” His call caught you off guard. You woke up from a nap just fifteen minutes ago, and while you’d gotten dressed quickly, you still had half a face of makeup on and your hair was considerably messy. Jimin chuckled.

“I’ll be pulling up in a few minutes. Are you wearing the dress I got you?”

“Mhm.”

You could hear the excitement in his voice. “I can’t wait to see you.”

When you put the dress on, you were immediately nervous to see the hickeys speckled over the front of your thighs—some old, some new. Wearing your legs out had become a risky thing. People who noticed the random spots on your thighs would either avoid eye contact with you or give extremely disapproving looks.

You digressed and continued to get ready until you heard your doorbell ring. You hurriedly ran to answer it, and yelped when you were pulled into his arms and spun around.

“You look so cute!” He chimed as he tightened the hug you two were in. As he pulled away, he left a big kiss on your cheek.

“Should I put on stockings? The hickeys on my thighs are… really visible.”

He frowned, thinking of you covering those thighs that he loved so much. “No, it looks fine. Barely even noticeable. No one’s going to say anything.”

“That’s what you said last time,” you tsked before grabbing your purse. “Let’s go before I change my mind and put on jeans.”

The date was simple; ice cream at Baskin Robbins followed by a movie. When you entered, the teenagers in the parlor gave you a funny look when they saw your legs.

As Jimin ordered, one of the workers went to you and whispered, “Would you like some ice? That’s helps the hickeys go down quicker.”

You could feel your face burning with embarrassment. “N-no, I’m okay. Thank you.”

While Jimin ate his ice cream, you sat back and sighed. “We need to talk, Jimin.”

“Talk and eat. Your ice cream’s melting,” he said, sliding your ice cream closer to you.

“My mom almost had a heart attack the last time I saw her. Know why? She thought the hickeys on my legs were bruises. She thought I was beat up by somebody.”

He smiled. “Your mom’s so cute.”

“Jimin,” you glared at him. “I have to wear stockings and leggings under all of my skirts and dresses lately because I’m so insecure.”

“Don’t be insecure!  Your legs are beautiful… I love your legs.”

“I’m not insecure about my legs, I’m insecure about the hickeys! You’ve gotta stop being so rough on them.”

He smiled mischievously at you before peering under the table at your legs. “I think they look cute on you.”

“You’re the only one who thinks so. Everyone else thinks I’m a pervert.”

“You are,” he laughed, spooning more ice cream into his mouth. You only pouted in your seat, pulling your dress down more and hoping to cover them up as much as possible.

“There are no good movies out,” Jimin tsked as he looked at the ‘Now Showing’ list in the theatre.

“We could watch that new superhero movie.”

“No, the theatre’s gonna be too crowded. Let’s watch something that’s been out for a while.”

After choosing a romantic comedy that had already been out for two months, you headed into the theatre with a large bucket of popcorn and candy.

“Yes!” Jimin said as you two went into the theatre. “No one else is here. We have the whole thing to ourselves.”

You gave him a knowing look. “Don’t try anything, Jimin. I mean it. We’re gonna sit back peacefully like a normal couple and watch a movie.”

He smiled. “Who says I’m gonna try anything?”

You rolled your eyes before picking the seat farthest to the back of the theatre, him following suit.

As the movie progressed, Jimin rested his hand on your thigh. You looked at him, squinting your eyes. “Jimin,” you hissed. He looked at you innocently.

“I’m just resting my hand.” He promised. You looked back at the screen, only to feel him squeeze your leg. You bit your lip in annoyance as he chuckled lightly.

He left his hand there for a while without moving it, except to caress your leg lightly every now and then, which was something you’d grown to love in your time being with him. His obsession with your thighs didn’t necessarily bother you—in fact, you enjoyed feeling a part of your body praised so highly. The problem was the dark hickeys that were damned near impossible to cover up. With the hot summer weather, you couldn’t stand wearing jeans and leggings, and preferred your legs out. But was it worth the harsh looks you got from strangers?

Jimin took the candy from your hands and poured himself a handful before kissing your cheek. “This movie’s kind of boring,” he said. You smiled.

“It got low reviews, too. We should’ve chosen the superhero movie.”

“But the theatre would be crowded,” he whined before squeezing your thigh again. “And with a crowded theatre, I wouldn’t be able to kiss you.”

You laughed. “You haven’t even kissed-” You were cut off as his mouth met yours, a smile on his lips as you laughed into the kiss. “You taste like that candy,” you noted. He winked at you.

“That’s a good thing, right?”

“It makes your lips sticky.” He snorted before kissing your neck. “Stop! You’re gonna make my neck sticky!” He continued to kiss and lick at the sensitive skin at your neck, and while you pretended to be annoyed, a part of you could feel yourself getting worked up. He bit at your neck lightly before sucking on the skin there, making you yelp. “I told you not to try anything,” you whined.

He pulled away and looked you in the eye. “You’ve been complaining about me putting hickeys on your thighs all day. I’m trying to give you some you can cover up better.” He said before kissing your neck again. You sighed, and stiffened in your seat as you felt his hand slide up your dress.

“Jimin!” You hissed, grabbing his wrist. He licked his lips and looked at you with a devilish grin on your face. You could feel your strength diminishing by the second.

“You don’t want me to?” He asked the question so innocently, but the look in his eyes was taunting you. You swallowed roughly as you loosened your grip on his wrist. He smiled and kissed your neck again as his hands wandered up your dress more. You felt yourself grow more and more excited as his hand rested on the outside of your underwear. Suddenly, he pulled away, leaving you confused and flustered.

“J…Jimin,” you said, looking at him in disbelief.

“Shh,” he said, side-eyeing you. “I’m trying to watch the movie.”

You hit his arm. “Are you really gonna tease me like that?”

“You tease me with your pretty thighs every day. You’ll be alright.” You hit his arm again, making him laugh. He took your hand. “Come on.”

“Where are we going? The movie isn’t over.”  When you stood, he kissed your lips.

“We’re going home. I won’t leave you hanging like that. And in return, I get to leave as many hickeys on your thighs as I wish.” He held his pinky up. “Deal?”

You couldn’t help but get excited at the offer. You wrapped your pinky around his. “Deal.”

hello everyone~ idk why but jimin seems 110% to have an extreme thigh fetish with whoever he dates lmao but thank you for the submission! i wish i could’ve written it a bit better~

Dear Maria

For Hannah’s Classic Criminal Minds Quote Challenge!

I know what the world can do to a girl who only sees beauty in it.

Originally posted by toyboxboy


Dear Maria,

I don’t know how to start this letter. It’s strange because I usually know how to start a conversation, just never know when to stop. It seems like everything has shifted. I am an FBI agent in a prison, an abandoned child who is now abandoning his child.

I am sorry darling.

Sorry for what has and has not happened. Papa probably told you why I am gone, at least why we think I am gone. You know it’s bad, I know you do. I can see it in your eyes when you press your forehead on the glass screen and do the Vulcan salute when you say goodbye even though you are your papa’s daughter and love Star Wars. It’s okay that you’re scared and confused. I am too. Papa told me not to tell you that, but I don’t like hiding things from you. Children should never be lied to.

Papa told me to tell you I am innocent, but the truth is I don’t know. Remember that time Grandma fell in the pool and, when we got her to the living room, she was confused and didn’t know why she was wet?

I am like grandma, except I don’t remember whether I was pushed or if I fell in on my own.

Daddy’s okay, darling, don’t you worry. Yes, I am scared and confused but I can get through it.

You said so yourself: I am a lean mean fighting machine. I can pull through.

But darling, I don’t wanna talk about me let’s talk about you. It’s been ages since I stroked your hair while you pretended to sleep and I whispered my fears and worries into your tiny ears.

I know what the world can do to a girl who only sees beauty in it. I technically always knew. I knew how corrupt society is, the sickening things that humans can do, the things they can say to taint your fragile mind. I know what it likes to believe in yourself and doubt it at the same time. The way you practice 24/7 even though your get cocky on stage reflects this. The side of me that’s inside you.

The side that sees good in everyone.

The one that doesn’t understand why people look at us funny when we walk down the street, that compels you to give a dead squirrel a funeral when we accidently ran over it and make Roxy a flower crown for her birthday because you thought it was sad that dogs didn’t have hats of their own.

The side that you got from your ‘big mama’ Garcia.  (There, I said it. Now, can you smile?).

And the chaotic good in you that will do anything to protect the ones they love, that stomped Tommy Sykes’ foot and broke his tooth cause he called some kid gay like it was a bad thing, that hid all the eggs in the house in the garden and put out an adoption sign so that the chicken mama’s could find their babies.

Luke Skywalker’s side.

Never forget the good inside of you, never question the things you have done. Because this is what makes you you, Maria. Darling, you are a diamond in this world of rough and tough, and the world is greedy and will want to destroy you, to diminish the brightness in your eyes and to make your smiles disappear. They will try to make your big heart small, your brilliant mind insignificant and your caring soul wary.

Don’t let them.

Rage against the norm, break the mold and listen to no one. Tell people you love them, ignore people you hate and befriend the ones you admire.

I love you, no matter how far I am, no matter how bad it gets. I love you.

May the force be with you, my love.

P.S.: Sé fuerte, Luke. Voy a estar en casa pronto. Te amo.


Tags : @hanny-bananny @madamredwrites (she pre read this btw), @sassygeek77 @zugzwangxo @criminal-minds-fanfiction @milkandcookies528 @dontshootmespence @lostdreamsanddeadroses (she edited it ) and umm yeah i usually just include people i think will enjoy this, let me know if I should start an actual list.

Bonnie & Clyde - pt 10

Originally posted by sugaglos

Mason would check up on you every half an hour, or so it seemed, only peeking his head in and then leaving again.

The next time he opened the door, you called his name.

“I told you to be quiet.” He growled.

“Open the curtains. I want to see the view before I go.” You said.

He took your dramatic line as a sign that you had accepted your fate and peeled back the curtains to reveal a dimly lit garden.

So you were at the back of the house…

“Are you going to watch as he kills me?” You asked him before he left the room.

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Omg you guys i just came back from watching Wonder Woman and not only did it surpass my expectations, I was utterly stunned. It easily makes my top 5 favorite superhero movies if not my favorite and i’m not easily impressed with superhero movies because we all know how bad they can go (I think you know what i mean😒)

Wonder Woman had everything. A kickass woman front and center played by an Israeli woman (I’m already in love with Gal Gadot, she’s a goddess, pun intended), her scenes gave me goosebumps, SHE WAS AWESOME! There are two men of color, one of whom is an indigenous man, who directly help the plot with their knowledge and experience, then there is a rather funny Scottish guy who is written specifically to show that, yes, men can cry and be vulnerable, especially at war. Then there’s my soft, beautiful son Chris Pine (😍), and he’s SO funny and cute and brave in this one.
There’s humor and action and even a bit of romance to satisfy the hopeless romantics like myself, just brace yourselves people…

I don’t want to spoil anything but it made me emotional, and I teared up a lil bit. And I never cry, especially at superhero films. It was AMAZING! Don’t listen to the people doubting it. Like I said I’m the first to trash a movie when it’s bad, but holy shit Wonder Woman is 👌👌👌👌👌👌👌👌 GO SEE IT!

TalesFromRetail: Having a "teacher voice" helps in retail.

Back when I worked at a toy store in a mall, I was also a substitute teacher (I’m now a special ed paraprofessional) and actually started both jobs within a month of each other. As one might imagine, working with school aged children, I quickly developed an authoritative manner of speaking and tone for quickly getting students back on task.

One day I happened to come to the mall, either to buy something, or just to look around (but not to work, I was off that day) and decided to stop by the store I worked at as I was about to walk by. One of my supervisors, M, was the manager on duty. It was somewhat busy, so I didn’t intend on talking to him till he got a moment free, but when he saw me, he waved me over. He told me that whomever was supposed to come in at that shift hadn’t (I can’t remember why they didn’t show). Normally there’s supposed to be one manager and one regular team member on duty at all times (except for brief periods where there’s only a manager, but those are only on slow days, and usually for only an hour or two), and it was busy, so it’s understandable that he was a bit worried. He asked if I could come in that day and cover the person’s shift.

I wasn’t really doing much that day, and more hours means a bigger paycheck, so of course I said that I could, except that I didn’t have my uniform, and it would take me about 45 minutes round trip to go get it. He didn’t want to wait that long, nor me to have to waste the gas, and so told me to just click in and get working and to just another name tag (it was from somebody that wasn’t working there any longer) with what I was wearing.

The day continued. After a while, he said that he’d keep me till we closed, so I’d need to take a lunch break at some point. I did, and as I usually would, headed over to the food court, then walked back to our store to eat in the back, leaving the name tag at the counter (even though our name tags say the name of the store I work at very clearly, people would always assume I worked at whatever place I happened to be getting food from at the food court - I haven’t the faintest clue why, hence my leaving the name tag behind).

When I walked into the store with my food, I saw some girls (they looked to be about 15) running up and down the aisles. I called out in my teacher voice, “Girls! Walking, not running!” Immediately I thought I was going to have to deal with them either ignoring me, or challenging me, or a parent getting mad at me due to them not being able to identify me as an employee with my regular clothes. To my surprise, they both stopped, and one even said, “Sorry, sir,” and looked chastised. This was kind of funny, considering that from their perspective, I had literally no authority, yet they heeded my directions anyway. It became even more amusing later, when my manager said that he had yelled at them to stop running previously, and they didn’t, and he couldn’t do anything about it as he was in the middle of a transaction and couldn’t leave the register.

I’ve found myself doing that in public a lot, especially at the mall, both when I was working there, and after, both in and out of uniform. I’d say 90% of the time, they actually listen. I’ve even had parents thank me.

By: Soninuva