even though it was maybe like 5

anonymous asked:

it's be cool if he has a few surprise guests showing up at his show, like maybe Ed, or Kings of Leon....or ROFL...Taylor Swift (Please, I don't like her music, but I would pay to see this even though I know it won't happen)

no I don’t want or need harry to have to share a spotlight with anyone else, we did that for 5 years already

The progress of a recital

12 months before: Maybe, perhaps, possibly mention the recital when choosing repertoire.

6 months before: Consider starting the scheduling process for the recital. Decide against it, that sounds like work and you have plenty of time.

5 months before: Check the recital hall calendar, realize there’s only two weekends still open during the month you want to have your recital. Panic and get it scheduled ASAP.

4 months before: Actually decide what you’re going to perform on your recital. Choose at least two pieces because they sound cool even though you’ve never seen the sheet music.

3 months and 3 weeks before: Realize that the pieces you chose because they sound cool are REALLY FREAKING HARD. But you can’t change them because that would be wimping out. Apologize to your accompanist for what you’ve accidentally done to them.

3 months before: Actually start practicing stuff in earnest.

2 months before: Realize this is going to be the best recital in the history of EVER, you’re going to have this in the bag.

1 month before: Realize that there is no way this is all going to come together in time, it’s going to be awful, panic.

3 weeks before: Start practicing truly obsessively. Alternate with avoiding the practice room at all costs. 

2 weeks before: Finally memorize/solidify that one piece. Take a deep breath. Panic a little less.

1 week before: Do your dress rehearsal. Learn what still needs work. Feel calm.

6 days before: PANIC.

2 days before: Decide that you’ve hit the point of no return, and move into calm one final time. It’s gonna be okay.

Day of: Be a little numb, outside of obsessive, ritualistic preparations like drinking hot Emergen-C and doing lip-trill runs. Do the performance.

Afterwards: REJOICE IN YOUR FREEDOM. Become a little sad that you no longer have a goal to practice for. Remember the next thing you need to prepare for. Repeat from beginning.

Energy Work

I am an energy witch! Energy work is one of the best ways to do easy, inexpensive, and on the go magic! With practice, one can produce the same results with energy magic as with spells. But how does one start?

🔮Meditation. This is very important! Choose a set time each day, and a method of meditation, and try to get in tune with your energy. Even 5 minutes is good.
🔮Try to sense the energy around you. Go with your instinct. Feels high energy? Or maybe low? Just practice this.
🔮Try an energy spell, such as a psi ball exercise. Simple is best to start with.
🔮Visualize! Daydream, actively visualize, or work on what I like to call your “mind palace” (Sherlock fans know what I’m talking about 😆)
🔮Try to “see” energy though visualization. What color is it? What shape? Can you move it? Just play with it.
🔮Work on raising energy, use music, exercise, meditation, hanging out with friends, drawing, hobbies, basically whatever makes you happy and energized. Everyone will have different ways of doing it.
🔮Again, meditation! It doesn’t need to be long, one can even sit for 2 minutes, feel their energy, and be like “good it’s there”.
🔮Work on being aware of your own energy.

so, my buddy littledivinity and i have been talking beauty & the beast a lot, because ‘tis the season, and we somehow stumbled upon the idea of the story being told about a middle aged belle and the beast instead of youngins, and how that would make the story even more resonant.

and then just now i randomly thought, “what if nicole kidman and ewan mcgregor starred in such a film?”, because my soul needs nicole kidman and ewan mcgregor to fall in love again on a movie screen like it needs few other things in this life. plus, you know, musical, bright colors, awesomeness, hurrah!

and then i thought, ‘but wait, actually, what i really want in this life, even more than brightly colored musicals, is more lowkey and lovely fairytale movies like exquisite and incomparable 1998 masterpiece ever after

and just picture it!

nicole kidman is the longtime spinster school teacher who lives in a quaint vaguely magical 19th century-esque country village, but she’s a badass teacher who exposes her students to different philosophies of thought and probably takes them outside for nature studies and calisthenics. (so, basically, miss stacy from anne of green gables.) the school board hates her, probably, and is very suspicious of what kind of IDEAS she’s filling the local kids’ heads with (why does she keep saying it’s okay for girls not to want to be wives and mothers, or that it’s all right for boys to cry???? is it possible that she is A WITCH???), but her parents were very well regarded in the town when they were still alive and so that bought her some respect for awhile. but there’s a new fancy schmancy family with school aged kids in town, and they’re extremely disapproving of miss nicole, and trying to find a way to oust her as schoolteacher and replace her with a man who is probably very similar in temperament to mr. collins from pride & prejudice. a man who will put patriarchal gender roles back into childhood education!

meanwhile, ewan mcgregor is a grumpy old hermit duke or something who once had great wealth and privilege but has fallen into disrepair. maybe someone cursed (magically? complicated vengeance-ly, a la the count of monte cristo? who knows) his family long ago due to their shady rich people business dealings, and his father killed himself to escape the scandal and his mother died of heartbreak and his fiancee who he thought loved him steadfastly dumped him to marry another, and now ewan’s the last surviving member of his once-great family and he just lives alone this grand old manor house that has gone totally to seed. he isn’t an actual beast, because it seems like in this day and age that’s going to require levels of CGI that my quaint b&tb retelling movie just don’t need, but let’s say that he’s quite unshaven and dirty and generally off-putting and he sometimes ventures out into the forest that separates his estate from the village, but is never seen actually frequenting the village. there are abundant rumors that the forest and manor house are haunted by a beast/ghost/warlock/vampire (how does he SURVIVE if he doesn’t come to the weekly market for food???), and everyone knows you don’t go there. also, people like to gossip a ton about his family and the scandal even though it was decades ago and they all dead. because people suck.

so one night, some of nicole’s rowdy teen pupils maybe steal some wine from one of their parents’ liquor cabinets and venture into the woods and dare each other to go past the gate of his manor house, and he catches them at it and gets HELLA PISSED @ THESE UPPITY HOOLIGANS INVADING HIS PROPERTY. kids today!!!!!!!!! he probably locks them in the stables so he can deliver them a 5 hour lecture on why they suck, and also why all of humanity sucks. which isn’t the worst fate ever, but, like, he kind of looks like a straight up crazy ax murderer (crazy hair! crazy beard! tattered clothes! definitely hasn’t bathed this month!!!), so there’s some serious panic in the hearts of these kids.

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Ok let’s talk about Liam.  You wanna talk about Liam?  I wanna talk about Liam.

He was so on in the interviews from today.  Of course there’s always an element of reading into things with this, but I think he was throwing shade left and right and it was glorious.

1) He wore a bright yellow jacket (Zayn’s color) with a Batman necklace (Batman having been used to represent Zayn in past hints, skip to 6 in the link) on the day two of his interviews came out that mentioned Zayn, one of which was definitely filmed today based on the clothing.  One of his other interviews today was also at Z100.

2) When his Batman necklace came up in discussion, there was a point where he said that “he comes around with me sometimes” and then a part I can’t hear clearly.  Anyway, it might be my imagination, but something about his tone and the emphasis he used makes me think he was talking about Zayn.  He’s never worn that necklace before, so saying “sometimes”  doesn’t quite fit, does it?  That, among other things, just gives me a feeling.

3) Liam replied to @natyamity today on Twitter for the lovely modification of Liam’s new Twitter emoji.  She’s one of the members of TheZiamNews on Twitter.  While him interacting with her isn’t a first, it definitely fits with the Ziam theme today in particular.

4) When Liam was telling the TS story, he mentioned himself being there and Harry and Niall, but then he said, “Where was Louis?” with this playful-but-really-meaningful-in-a-shady-way tone.  I mean, if she’s anywhere nearby, you and I and Liam all know that Louis is going to be as far away as possible.

5) The quote they’re using about the hiatus makes it sound like Liam is uncertain of a reunion, but then in a different interview today he specifically emphasized how it’s a “HIATUS” and tells the interviewers, “it’s not a case of breaking free because it’s a hiatus, just remember”.  Clearly nothing has changed from what the boys originally told us even though the official narrative is trying pretty hard right now to slowly and subtly make fans lose faith.

6) He put 5 colored hearts as emoji on the pic on Instagram.  This one is hard to say for sure, but someone (maybe Liam) chose to specifically put 5 heart emoji on the picture.  I’m saying OT5 since today’s already a shady day.

So yeah, basically, Liam has been glorious in interviews ever since this round of promo started (despite unfortunate official narrative circumstances) and he turned the shade up to high today.  It was awesome.  That is all.

friendly reminder that keith, the second shortest of the team has to bend down to look at pidge

anonymous asked:

Hello~ I was reading your ask about fic recs centering around powerful Magnus, and you mentioned how some fics don't have Magnus as "a character in his own right," so I was wondering if you have any tips/general advice on what writers like myself should keep in mind when writing Magnus? Like Dos/Don't and which stereotypes to be careful of/avoid? (I figured I'd ask you since you love Magnus very much and i'm always scared of accidentally writing magnus as lesser, if that makes sense?) Thanks!

This is a good question! I should clarify that I’m not suggesting people shouldn’t write Alec-centric stories because obviously if you have a shorter story there maybe just isn’t room to explore another character. That’s totally fine and everyone has a certain character they identify with more. So that isn’t really what I mean when I call Magnus a prop. It’s more like there are certain trends I see in not just writing, but also meta and headcanons, that strikes me as problematic. For example:

Magnus the Waiting Waifu

Wherein he’s waiting for Alec to come home or call him or generally just existing only to be available instantly Alec. Magnus is the High Warlock, guys. He’s got better things to do. Between being the High Warlock and the Head of the Institute, Magnus and Alec probably have to fight tooth and nail to get time to spend together. I’d like to see more of this. I’d like to see Magnus waking up early to squeeze in a goodbye kiss before Alec leaves. I’d like to see Alec duck out between a hunt to bring Magnus coffee as he’s on his way to meet a client.

Like, there’s a ton of fics about Alec falling asleep on Magnus after coming home late, but few about the opposite even though in CoLS, it’s stated that Alec has trouble pulling Magnus away from his work and that it’s Alec who actually winds up going to bed alone on some nights. Speaking of which:

Magnus the Always Ready for Sex Bisexual

Magnus has hedonistic tendencies, but let’s not make it like he’s just ready to go at all times or that he’s always the one initiating between them. Sometimes he’s got other shit on his mind. Seriously, in the same scene in CoLS, Alec practically had his hands down Magnus’s pants and Magnus was literally like “Yeah ok maybe in 5 min.” 

Alec leaned into him, pinning Magnus between the table and his own body. Not that Magnus seemed to mind.

“Come on,” Alec said against Magnus’s ear. “It’s late. Let’s go to bed.”

Magnus bit his lip and glanced over his shoulder at the papers on the table, his gaze fixed on ancient syllables in forgotten languages. “Why don’t you go on ahead?” he said. “I’ll join you—five minutes.”

“Sure.” Alec straightened up, knowing that when Magnus was deep in his studies, five minutes could easily become five hours. “I’ll see you there.”

It’s suggested this isn’t even a rare occurrence. Alec seems to know this trait of his after dating him only a few months.

Magnus the Unconditionally Supportive Boyfriend

Magnus is very patient and understanding with Alec. He’s kind, and as a whole he wants to see the right thing done. This is canon. But Magnus can also be petty and bitter and cynical. Sometimes he stirs shit just because he can and it amuses him (1.12, taking digs about Jace and Clary being siblings). This does not make him a bad person. I think it’s important to remember because while white characters tend to be allowed their flaws, POC are required to go above and beyond. Their mistakes are often less forgivable, blotting out any hint of good they otherwise have. So people either dismiss the character altogether or, if they like them enough, then the MOC is often rendered as Very Pure and his flaws completely ignored even if they may be addressed in canon as if acknowledging said flaws automatically ruins the character and makes them Bad rather than human. (This is just the other side of the same coin regarding what fandom does to white characters where their terrible deeds are acknowledged but woobified and excused and made totally okay.)

For instance, as early as 1.02, when Magnus chose to rescue his warlocks and leave Dot behind/ignore Clary’s need for help, there was bit of an outcry from fandom about how “Magnus would never do that.“ As if the entire fandom forgot moments in book canon where Magnus basically slammed the door in Jocelyn’s face when she came to him for help (Tessa had to convince him) or where he manipulated Clary into finding and giving him the Book of the White.

Magnus is 400 years old. He’s complex, occasionally ruthless, and has an exceptionally sharp tongue. Sometimes he projects his feelings. Sometimes his desire for self-preservation overrules his compassion. Sometimes he has his own agenda that takes precedent over other people. And yes, this includes Alec. (See 1.09 where he helps steal the cup.) Magnus’s priorities and self-interests being in conflict with Alec is not him being a bad boyfriend. It makes him a person and part of a growing relationship is two people navigating and making compromises. I’d like to see more people explore this rather than just constantly making Magnus Alec’s cheerleader.

Anyway, that’s the general gist of it. I have read good meta and fanfic, but there’s definitely a trend that can be seen, though this is really something that applies to all fandoms.

warnette headcanon drafts

i’ve had these in my drafts for literally months maybe years so i’m just gonna post them all even though they’re all inappropriate and dumb and unrealistic so here u go

  • juliette wearing lingerie and warner looks at her for like 5 seconds before being like “this is great and i love it and you look beautiful but i’m going to take it off now”
  • warnette sitting on opposite sides of the bathtub with their legs intertwined just looking at each other while drinking wine from fancy glasses
  • juliette buying body paints and warner is like aw yiss thinking he’s gonna get some but juliette just asks warner to lay on his stomach so she can make landscapes/pictures out of the scars on his back (and then he falls asleep while she paints or something LAME because he is a cINNAMON BUN)
  • james asking juliette if she loves warner and whereas warner was sarcastic and skirting around the truth she doesnt even hesitate before telling him yes 
  • kenji teasing juliette about her sex life and she pins him to the wall by his throat and asks calmly “sorry, what was that?” 
  • kenji finding out warner’s first name and it’s really awkward for like 10 seconds then hes like “im just gonna keep calling you warner” 
  • kenji being super protective of warnette’s kids and always playing with them and teaching them their first swear words 
  • juliette looking in the mirror in the morning and noticing her entire neck and chest is covered in hickey bruises and she’s like “goddamn it” and warner just walks by like ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 
  • warner playing music in their room and asking juliette for a dance and she’s super shy because she doesn’t know how and never has but you know warner is knowledgeable af so he twirls her around and they’re giggling and out of breath and i need to sit down
  • juliette hardly able to walk after a rough night and warner doesnt know whether to be smug or concerned 
  • juliette going with warner the next time he checks on everyone in the compounds and all the citizens are thanking her and wanting to shake her hand and at one point a child the same age as the one she killed holds his arms up for juliette to hold them and she does then looks at warner emotionally and omg
  • juliette getting bath bombs and she saves the glittery one for herself bc she doesnt want warner sparkly and embarrassed but he insists on using it with her and gets glitter stuck to him everywhere anyway and challenges anyone who tries to point out that they’re both literally sparkling the day afterward
  • warner teaching james not to be a fuckboy 
  • kenji being like “you both are so intense. it’s like no one else is in the room when you’re together” and warnette’s like “who said that” “did u hear anything”
  • headcanon: so since juliette can turn her power on and off, can warner feel when it’s on/off? since he can feel the power flow through him when it’s on, do you think they’re ever just snuggling and she lets down her guard and lets it flow through them and he stifles a gasp? her tracing her fingertips down his face and it’s literally electric? 
  • warner chuckling at something juliette says/does and he hides his smile behind his fist shyly but the dimples show and he’s so LAME and BEAUTIFUL
  • do u ever just see inappropriate pictures on tumblr and ur like “awww warnette would do that” bc me 

I think that one of the major problem of Ikon is actually the line-up. I’m not saying that a members should leave just that the line-up is bot the best. Like besides DoubleB the 5 others doesn’t shine at all and are always overshadowed by them. Because even though this members are talented and good looking there is not that amazing vocalist, that amazing visuel, that amazing dancer or anything. I don’t feel many appeal from them maybe they lack or maybe DoubleB is just too charismatic, idk.

I was searching for the gorilla emoji on google because I’m on desktop and got inspired to do the ranking emoji meme. Here goes.

An okay job, not consistent with the color of hair. Gorilla maybe went to a barber and had dyed it’s head. 3.5/5 I guess.

Only face no body, looks a bit accurate I guess. 2/5

??????? WHAT IS THAT FACE 0/5





1/5 looks high and would probably maul my face.

The arms looks like it’s dislocated?? Or maybe I’m just not familiar with the anatomy of a gorilla, that ass though looks a bit sharp, and those thighs look thicc. Also looks a bit similar to Disney’s Tarzan’s daddy gorilla. 99/5

The Kaminari Theory (part 2)

Original Part 1 post here

Sorry for spreading the theory around. A lot of you, if not all, are so heartbroken with the idea of Denki being the traitor. Don’t worry, me too. I’m not the first to come up with the idea but I guess that post was a bit more clearer or concise so it gained traction.

Of course, please remember that all of these are just speculation. Unless it happens in the manga, nothing is set in stone and the traitor can actually be anybody at this point.

THAT SAID, here are some more points I’d like to bring up. (apparently I’m not yet done!!!! lol) These are kinda minor compared to the first part but I’d still like to mention them.

1) There’s this post by @ectoodle where they posted another instance of Kaminari saying something out-of-character with his “idiot” persona:

This was on the bus on their way to USJ (I can’t believe I forgot about that).

2) When they encountered that Electric villain:

He used the reason that he didn’t want to kill Kaminari “as a fellow Electricity user”. It’s a very convenient excuse to not hurt Kaminari but at the same time threatening the other two kids.

3) Kyouka commented that Electric users are so powerful and useful right, and if that’s the case, then:

This didn’t go answered by the villain, but with the way the scene was portrayed, it could also be a “slight” at Kaminari, if you get what I mean. (Thanks again ectoodle)

4) Summer Camp arc, the scene where they showed the boys sleeping:

Shown (left to right):

Sero, Shouji, Bakugou, Unknown kid?, Mineta, Kouda, Izuku, EMPTY BED

Based on this list, those not shown are (probably off-screen sleeping too):

Kirishima, Kaminari, Yuuga, Iida, Ojiro, Satou, Tokoyami, Todoroki.

The Unknown Kid covered in pillows is automatically not Iida or Satou since they’re both huge guys. It’s not Ojiro because no tail. Todoroki doesn’t seem to be like a guy that sleeps that way (and lol if he does). Personally I think it’s Yuuga or maybe Tokoyami because of the body build.

In any case, with the way the blanket of the empty bed was drawn, it seems like somebody got up in the middle of the night. Compare it to the girls’ room:

You can tell Tooru’s there even though she’s invisible because of the indentation, and the blanket is parallel to the bed. As for the empty bed, the blanket was perpendicular as if the person lying there pushed it out of the way and got up.

So whoever was lying there… got up in the middle of the night for unknown reasons. Possibly… met with the villains?

5) Kaminari’s Dorm Room

It looks like he’s the sporty kinda guy, a skater guy too? What gets me the most is the part where they say that it’s like he just threw in whatever he could (in FA translation it said “it’s random jumble”). Aside from the non-suspicious reason that he just really likes his room like that, on another point of view, it could very well be either:

  1. He has lots of items in his room, so if he was hiding something, it’s hard to notice or find.
  2. Since he’s faking his character, and his interests are vastly different than his fake persona, he has no idea what this kind of guy likes having in a room. Hence, just putting in everything he thought was fit for a “cool guy”.

His room is kind of a mess. When you think about it, compared to the other rooms shown, at one glance you can instantly tell what their character is based on their room. Izuku’s a huge All Might fan, Tokoyami is a Chuuni Edgelord, Ojiro is normal lul, Kirishima likes manly things, Shouji’s like a Buddhist apparently etc. but for Kaminari. Well. A skater guy I guess.

His Quirk drawback is really so convenient in excusing himself from using it.

Look at Kaminari here in Chapter 5 he looks so different lmao (Horikoshi did say at first his hairstyle was so inconsistent) (not related to the theory I just want to point it out haha)



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More Emergency Commissions (5 Slots)

Hi guys, so I know I already have commissions pending though I have 4 orders left to finish. In that time I’ll be taking 5 more slots, because a new emergency has come up.

Recently I was accepted into my local college so I could attend Video Game arts, the class I’ve been wanting to take since I was a kid. I’ve been accepted, I’m currently applying to OSAP, however there is a $250 fee that needs to be placed in order to completely reserve a seat in that class/I guess it’s to ensure people don’t suddenly bail out last second.

I’m taking 5 slots from my original commission price sheet (though I’m removing the sketch option purely because the money is an urgent need and I won’t make what is owed by taking a bunch of $25 dollar commissions sorry)

Even if you can’t afford it right now, I’d really appreciate if you shared or maybe even sent a link to your friends who might be looking for someone who does character designs. I’m very sorry for this inconvenience..;;



Even with the many changes that has gone through the years since they debuted in 2012,  (going from 12 to 9) they continue to do their best and give their all. As Suho stated and asked, “Let’s go for another 10, 15, 20 years. Can we do this for 50 years?” Well, maybe not 50 years because who knows what will happen by then, but I will continue to support this hard working group because not only are they doing what they love, but they allow me to have happiness. While the last 5 years was mixed with a lot of tears, confusion, sadness, there were definitely a lot of happier moments and I’m glad to have spent the last five years with them. 

Being a Yixing/LAY biased has been really hard lately, but small things, like Suho calling out for LAY, even though he’s not there, still gives me hope and happiness. While he cannot be there to celebrate their fifth anniversary, it doesn’t mean he’s not EXO or lesser than the other members. It must be hard time for him especially with the politics, so I’m glad that they continue to support and even include him. 

I hope that there will be more moments with all nine of them, but overall, I wish that they all continue to do what they love but in a healthy manner.

Thank you for the wonderful five years and definitely look forward to what more to come. I definitely can’ wait to see you in 20 days! ❤


“Remember when you thought you were in love with me?”

Summary: Y/N is in love with her best friend, but he already has a girlfriend.

A/N: This was the first one shot I wrote in English so I don’t really know if it’s any good, but many of you liked it on the old account so here it is again. Also, there won’t be a second part - I simply don’t feel like it would fit the story, sorry xx

”What about when I pushed you in the pool with all of your clothes on and you wouldn’t talk to me for three days? Or when I fell on my bike and you carried me all the way home? Or when you let me use my mother’s makeup on you?” It’s always like this at your sleepovers – basically just refreshing all your old memories from when you were younger. From when things weren’t so complicated and you weren’t in love with your best friend.

“I looked soooo good with red lipstick,” Calum laughs and you can’t help a smile either. You’re sure that his beautiful smile could light up the whole world and his laugh cure all sickness. And his eyes, oh god, his eyes, when you look into his chocolate brown eyes you feel yourself falling harder for the maori boy – if that’s even possible.

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Face Revelation - H2O Delirious

Quick few notes:
1) All the one shots I’ve written so far are in the same alternate universe of gay superpowered teenagers.
2)Gamer tags and real names are used interchangeably. Last names are not mentioned nor is the location of the school other than it’s in America
3) All these one-shots can be found on either Wattpad or AO3 in one story. The title is Hiding for Myself and the username is nevergiveupgirl (Add 924 on the end for Wattpad).
4) I’m willing to take requests if you want me to write more, but I don’t do smut. I’m a teenager, and have no experience in that area.
5) Enjoy!


Jonathan was staring at Evan again. It happened more often than he would like to admit, but he just couldn’t seem to take his eyes off him whenever he was in the hallway. Maybe it was his slick black hair or his brown eyes, but Jonathan always found himself looking Evan’s way as he walked by. It wasn’t like Evan was going to see him, though. They hung out with different people and liked different things and were of different rankings in the metaphorical high school caste system. Even if you could forget all though things, Jonathan’s power of invisibility combined with his introvertedness made it easy for him to hide his gaze.

He watched Evan walk through the hallway talking with one of his friends before the two turned the corner and disappear from his line of sight. He strained his neck to see if he could find them, and it was then he felt the jolt of electricity on his right side.

“Bryce, what the hell?!” Jonathan exclaimed as he became visible again. He looked to his right, and saw Bryce laughing. “Really?!”

“Hey, don’t blame me! It was CaRtOoNz’s idea!” said Bryce, pointing over Delirious’ shoulder. He turned around, and was meet with Luke’s smug face.

“It not like you’re going to fucking listen to me anymore.” was his only comment. “Especially about your Evan problem.”

“It’s not a problem, CaRtOoNz!” Jonathan shot back.

“Oh, right. Your ‘crush’ on Evan hasn’t become a problem.”

“No, it’s not. And it’s not a fucking crush.” Luke rolled his eyes at this statement.

“Can’t you at least talk to him?” Bryce suggested as the trio started walking toward class.

“Can’t.” Delirious replied.

“Won’t.” CaRtOoNz rebutted. “He doesn’t have the balls.”

“Hey! I .. I have balls.”

“Not when it comes to Evan.” This earned another snicker from Bryce. Jonathan didn’t say anything, mainly as he was too busy being invisible. Evan, alone this time, walked past them, and Jonathan felt his cheeks grow rosy. Bryce and Luke simply looked at each other as Evan left.

“You sure you have balls, Delirious?” A voice asked from the shadows.

“Fuck you, Ohm.” Jonathan said, before turning back to CaRtOoNz. “Alright. Let’s say I did have a crush on Evan …”

“Which you do.” Bryce interrupted.

“IF I did, then you know I still couldn’t talk to him. Only people I’m comfortable around are you guys, Mini, and Vanoss.” Delirious glanced at his friends, trying to gauge their reactions. Luke still had his usual straight face, while Ohm was too much disguised by shadows to read him. Bryce, however, was easy to read. He was looking at Ohm with his checks slightly puffed and hands in his pockets. He also was avoiding eye contact with Delirious. “Bryce.”

“What, Delirious?”

“Do you know something I don’t?” Bryce again looked at Ohm, as if he needed permission to say it. Ohm was the one who actually said.

“Delirious, Evan is Vanoss.”

“Oh.” The other boys left out a few laughs, which only let the redness in Jonathan’s cheeks become more apparent. Suddenly the hallway became more claustrophobic, despite not ever having the fear. He needed space to process the thoughts swimming in his head. He excused himself and walked quickly away, focusing on one thought of many swimming in his head.

What did this mean?


He was so lost in his thoughts that Jon almost didn’t hear the tapping at the window. He assumed it was just his fingers tapping against the metal chair he was situated in in Mini’s office, but after 30 seconds it became annoying. He stopped, but the noise didn’t. The noise, he soon realized, was coming from a little red bird at the window. Jon could clearly see it was injured on his left leg.

“Hey little guy.” He said as he opened the window. The bird quickly took its chance and flew past him and into the bathroom door. He hesitated, simply staring at the ajar window before turning and heading to the bathroom to usher the bird out.

“Agh.” The sound came from the bathroom, one which made Delirious freeze. It was human, but he was the only person in Mini’s office. The only reason the bird was able to fly into the window was because he left the door when he went. And there was only one person who he know had the power to change into animals. He didn’t want to go in, so he stuck to leaning against the side next to the door.

“You know,” He started. “I don’t think turning into a bird helped your leg.”

“It was faster than walking.” Evan shot back. “Where’s Craig?” It took Jonathan a second to remember Craig was Mini’s real name. He only really called him Mini.

“I think he said he went to go diffuse Tyler and Marcel.” Jon heard Evan curse under his breath. “I’m not sure. I only caught him on his way out.”

“No, that’s probably where he is. Knowing him.” Evan groaned again at his leg. “Why are you waiting for Craig?”

“Burns. Not the worst though, it’s only about 2nd degree this time.” He lifted his shirt, despite the fact Evan couldn’t see him.

“How’d you get them?”

“Battleship.” Delirious replied. “It was all fun in games until the fire nation attacked.” He chuckled a little, and he heard Evan do the same. “It was my friend Luke though. He has pyrokinesis, or can fire bend, so whenever we play a game that’s even slightly rage inducing he often lashes out on the nearest person.”

“Yeah, that sounds like my friend Marcel.” Evan comments.

“Is that how you got the broken leg?”

“Yeah. My friend Tyler has somewhat of an innate talent for pissing people off. David has it too, but it only works on Marcel.” Evan sighs. “He has the shortest temper out of all of us, so it’s best to stay fifty feet away from him when he turns into a big rage monster.”

“I’ll make sure not to piss him off, then.” Jon says, and both boys laughed. The two stayed where they were for a while. Jon talked to Evan in the bathroom, never moving from his position outside the single door. It felt like he was Delirious again, simply at home talking to Vanoss behind his computer screen. It seemed like half an hour before Evan brought the conversation back to their current situation.

“I wish Craig would get back here soon.” He said. “My leg hurts like a bitch.”

“Don’t you have his number? Seeing as you two are friends?”

“It’s not on me. I must have dropped it when Marcel turned Hulk.” He was silently for a moment. Jon assumed it was hesitation. “Can I borrow yours?”

Jon hesitated too. This was the guy that, damnit, he had a crush on. He could fuck the entire thing up. Granted, he didn’t fuck it up before now, but he was certain he would fuck it up now. He took a deep breath. It was just Vanoss. One of his best friends. Just Vanoss.

“Sure man.” He used his closer hand to push the door open enough to squeeze through. Evan was on the floor, using his elbows to prop his chest up. His legs were spread out in front of him and, like the bird, it wasn’t hard to tell which leg was broken. His left leg was bent at an unusual angle, which Jon tried his best to avoid looking at. “That’s so unnatural, man.” He commented.

“Can I just have the phone?”

“Oh right, sorry.” He chuckled a little as he passed the phone to Evan. “His number is under M.”

“For Medic?”

“For Mini Ladd.”

“Like … his gamer tag?” Jonathan nodded. “I didn’t know you played.”

“Don’t tell many people I do. I’m somewhat of an introvert.”

“I’m Evan, by the way. I don’t think we had a proper introduction. My gamer tag is Vanoss.” Evan extended his hand as far as he could in his position, which wasn’t very. Jon still had to kneel down to accept it. “And you are?”

“Just call me Delirious.”

Hi!! Guys you’re AMAZING!! I can’t believe how nice you all have been with me and with the first part of my fic. I’m so so happy you like it so here’s part two.

Warning! There’s a lot of fluff

I really really really hope you like this part and that I don’t disappoint you.

Thank you so much again!

Also here’s part 1 for those who haven’t read it and want to


“Well, this is it. This is where I work”

They had just arrived at the kindergarten. There was a small stage in the playground and a lot of folding chairs for the public.

“It’s really nice”

“Do you want to meet the kids?”

“Yeah, I’d love that”

Yousef led the way to the building near the stage. They entered a room where around 24 kids were talking to each other in funny costumes. There was a lot of noise, it seemed like the kids were really nervous.

“Well, is someone going to come a hug me or what?” Yousef said acting like he was hurt.

As soon as the kids saw him they all ran straight to him yelling his name

“Hey buddies! Are you excited?”

“Yes!!” all the kids yelled

“Are you going to rock the stage?” he asked a little louder


“And more important…are you going to have fun?!” he yelled


“That’s right!! You know the most important thing is to have fun, it doesn’t matter if you do something wrong or you forget any line or song, you are here to have fun, okay?”

All the kids nodded effusively.

“Yousef, who’s that?” one girl asked pointing at Sana who was watching the scene with a huge smile

“Oh that is my friend Sana. Sana, come here and say hi”

She rolled her eyes but approached him and the kids.

“Hi kids, how are you doing?”

“Yousef, is she the Sana you always talk about?” a boy with glasses asked

Sana raised an eyebrow and looked at Yousef who was blushing.

Yeah, she is…” Yousef said “but I don’t talk about her always”

“Yes you do, you’re always saying that she’s smart and funny and…”the little boy said counting adjectives with his fingers

Okay, that’s enough” Yousef said embarrassed “does anyone want to ask Sana something?”

 Sana tried not to laugh at Yousef’s embarrassment. She was already loving these kids.

 “Sana, is it true that you play basketball?” a blond boy asked

“Yeah, it’s true” she said

“Not only she plays basketball, she’s great at it” Yousef added

“So she’s smart and funny and she’s great at basketball…”the boy with glasses started to count again

Aleksander, dude, not helping” Yousef said trying to make the boy stop.

“Can girls be better than boys at basketball?” one girl with a ponytail asked Sana.

“Of course we can!” Sana said, then she crouched to be closer to the kids “and do you want to know a secret? Yeah? I beat Yousef at basketball last Friday”

All the kids started to laugh along with Sana

“Okay, okay, enough with the laughs. Don’t forget who’s your teacher here” Yousef said offended

“Aw Yousef, don’t be a sore loser” Sana joked making the kids laugh harder “But listen to me kids, he’s right. The important thing is not winning or losing but having fun, okay?”

“But winning is more amusing that losing” a brunette girl said

“It can be, but losing is funny too. For example, when you lose you can ask the person that won to teach you to be better. That’s fun too.”

“Ohh, I see it now. Like Yousef can ask you to teach him basketball so he can be better”

“Exactly like that. See? Losing can be fun too.” She smiled at the kids and then looked up at Yousef who was standing by her with a huge smile on his face. “What?” she whispered raising her eyebrows

“Nothing” he whispered back still smiling. He loved seeing her like that.

She turned to the kids waiting for more questions. One girl who was dressed as a princess approached her.

“You’re very beautiful Sana” she said smiling

“Thank you, sweetie. I think you’re very beautiful too. In fact, I think all of you are very beautiful”

“So she’s smart, and funny and great at basketball and beautiful…” Aleksander started to count once again.

Yousef laughed and shook his head in defeat. Then he clapped his hands to get everyone’s attention “Okay kids, show must go on. It’s time to start. I’ll be there in the public watching you. Just relax and have fun, okay?”

Sana stood up and followed him outside the building waving goodbye at the kids.

If someone had told her that she would be enjoying that much a kids’ play she would’ve called that someone crazy. But the truth was that the kids were amazing, they forgot some lines but carried on and improvised.

Being honest though, what she loved the most was watching Yousef laughing and smiling at the kids, he knew every single line and he even sang the songs. When the play ended everyone stood up and gave the kids a huge applause. Sana saw from the corner of her eyes how Yousef tried to wipe away a tear.

“Are you crying?” she teased him

“I’m not crying, I’m just really proud of them” he said biting his lip “do you want to come say goodbye?”

“Of course”

They entered once again the building they had visited before where all the kids were waiting for their parents.

“Well, well, well, what was that? It was the most amazing play I’ve ever seen guys!!!” Yousef said “I think this deserves a group hug” he said crouching and opening his arms.

 All the kids hugged him while Sana stood by the door watching the scene with a smile.

 “Did you like the play Sana?” the girl with the ponytail asked her

“Of course, I loved it. You’re all extremely talented”

“Okay guys, we have to go now, but I’ll see you tomorrow okay?” Yousef said

“Will Sana come back someday?” the blond boy asked

“Well…” Yousef started uncertain of what to say

“Yes, I will definitely come back if you want to”

“Yaaay” the kids yelled.

“Okay, kids, say goodbye to Sana” Yousef said standing up

“Yousef, can we hug Sana?” the girl that had told Sana she was beautiful asked

“You’ll have to ask her that, Emmelie”

“Sana, can we hug you?” she asked

Sana couldn’t help but laugh, those kids were so cute. She crouched once again and opened her arms like Yousef had done.

“Come here” she said and all the kids ran to her.

“Those kids are amazing” Sana said as Yousef gave her her ice cream.

They had left the school a while ago and went to have an ice cream. Sana had insisted on inviting Yousef like they had arranged but Yousef claimed that it had been his idea to go out so it should be him the one to pay. Sana only accepted when he told her that she could invite him next time. Next time, so there was going to be a next time. Interesting.

Now they were walking down the street while eating their ice-creams.

 “Is Sana Bakkoush softening up?” he asked raising his eyebrows

“No.” she said dryly. Then she smiled at him “But I get it now, why you love kids.”

“You were really good with them”

“You think so?” she asked with a shy smile “It’s a big responsibility you know? Knowing that everything you tell them will have an impact in their lives, they’re so young. That’s why I admire the job you do with them. It’s so nice”

“Thank you, it’s really fulfilling when you see a kid being nice to another kid because you told them so.”

“They’re awesome”

“And they like you a lot. They’re going to hold you to that promise of coming back, you know?”

“I will gladly come back.”


“I still think you wanting to have 12 kids is too much, though”

Yousef laughed. He thought maybe she wouldn’t even remember that, after everything that had happened in a few weeks.

“Maybe you’re right, I think I’d settle for 5” he said looking at her “There are 5 people in a basketball team, right?”

“Yeah, there are 5 in a basketball team” she said biting her lip

“Cool” he said nodding and smiling.


“Well, here we are. Back at your house” Yousef said standing outside her door, in front of her

“Yes, here we are. Thank you for walking me home”

“Of course” he looked at her. A comfortable silence settled among them. “This is giving me Friday flashbacks” he laughed

“Are you going to forget what you want to say, again?” she teased him

“No, I know what I wanted to say then and what I want to say now”

“Which is…?”

“I like you Sana, just thought you should know that in case you didn’t already know”

Sana’s smile slowly grew as she processed his words.

There they were, the dimples Yousef loved so much.

She was about to say something when he interrupted her.

 “It’s okay. You don’t have to say anything” he said taking a few steps backwards as he smiled at her “Goodbye Sana”

 He put his hands on his pockets, gave her a final smile, winked and turned around to leave. She stood there watching him leaving.

Sana laughed to herself. That boy was so extra.


Later that night, after the 101 questions her mom had asked her when she entered her house, she sat on her bed ready to go to sleep. She grabbed her phone and opened the text conversations but someone knocked on the door.

 “Can I come in?” Elias asked


“So, how was your date?”

“It wasn’t a date Elias” she said rolling her eyes

“Yeah right, you can fool mom but you can’t fool me sis, you have been smiling since you got home”


“Okay, okay I’m leaving.” He said walking to the door. “Just know that I’m happy for both of you and I hope things work out”

He turned around and started to leave but Sana called his name

“Elias” he turned around to face her “Thank you”

“No problem, sis. Good night”

“Good night”

Once she was alone she grabbed her phone again.


This is it!! 

I really hope you like it and you don’t think it’s out-of-character

Also I’m sorry for the hideous heart but the emojis wouldn’t work in the app

Again thank you so much for reading and hope you liked it.

You guys are amazing with me and I can’t thank you enough

(Note: to those of you who reblogged the first part and added some beautiful tags just know that even though I can’t answer you directly like I do with the comment, I do read your tags. Hope you don’t think I’m a stalker but I really love reading people’s tag when they reblog my posts. So thank you!)

anonymous asked:

What's your top 5 best moments of black butler?

Hey Anon :) Hmm, let’s see… In no particular order:

  • The “safety coffin” arrangement between Ciel and UT when Seb “died”. xD
  • Lizzie turning out to be a badass sword fighter <3
  • Tanaka cutting a bullet with his sword mid-fight even though he’s most likely 70+ years old. :D
  • Frances’ “ew no” moment at the end of the cricket match, when everyone else was in tears, because she didn’t believe in Ciel’s act. xDD
  • Druitt almost getting killed 5 times in one chapter back during the Campania arc because he’s too stupid.

Other great moments that almost were on this list:

  • Anytime Lau pretends he gets the situation when in fact he doesn’t (or maybe he pretends he doesn’t to hide the fact he does, idek)
  • Also Seb’s magic trick with Lau going crazy with the swords
  • Will stopping Grell’s scythe with one finger
  • Also Will refusing to touch Seb when they were a duo during the circus show xD
  • Seb and Betty during the circus arc
  • The Phantom Five stealing the show from the Starlight Four in the current arc
  • Dee saving the day in the Green witch arc
  • Anytime Nina and Frances give Seb cold sweat xD
  • Ciel pretending to have an asthma/coughing attack to break Soma’s egg during the Easter chapter xD
  • Also, Soma annoying Cole during the Weston arc xDDD

I hope it satisfies your curiosity Anon, have a nice weekend! :D

Rest Easy, My Love (E.D)

Pairing: Ethan Dolan X Reader

Word Count: 1,202

Summary: You get drunk and call the one person that’s been on your mind for the past three months.

 Warnings: Mentions of death and suicide, alcohol consumption, etc.

A/N: It’s a bit sad, but enjoy! xx

 It was Thursday night and you were sat alone on your bedroom floor; an almost empty Smirnoff bottle in your right hand, and clutched in your left hand was your phone. You were well past drunk at this point, softly humming to “Broken” by Lifehouse, a song you’ve had on repeat for the last three months that meant more to you than you’d care to admit.

It was your song. 

You didn’t bother to wipe the tears that were effortlessly rolling down your flushed cheeks as you attempted to sing along to the lyrics, 

“I’m falling apart, I’m barely breathing, with a broken heart that’s still beating..”

You took a swig of vodka and placed it down before you typed the number that was so familiar yet foreign on your dial pad, and listened to the phone ring until it was sent to voicemail.

“…Hey! It’s Ethan! Sorry I couldn’t get to the phone, I’m probably too focused on my beautiful princess, Y/N. Maybe I’ll call you back, so leave a message or whatever..Uhm, bye!”

You weren’t prepared when you heard his sweet, melodic voice blast through the speaker of your phone. So once the voicemail began, it was like all of the air had been sucked from your lungs and left your chest aching. The amount of tears in your eyes increased as you felt your lips tremble, forming into a deep frown. You brought your hand up to your heart as if that would stop the pain from getting worse. You licked your dry, cracked lips that tasted faintly of your salty tears as you opened your mouth to speak.

“Hi, E.. It’s me. Y/N.” you croaked, bringing the sleeve of his sweatshirt you were currently wearing to your nose, deeply inhaling his scent that was slowly but surely fading before wiping your eyes. 

“I’ve had our song on repeat ever since you’ve been gone. It reminds me so much of us. Shit, I really wish you were here right now, I miss you so much. I didn’t think it’d be this bad without you. But fuck, I was so wrong. I’m so miserable, baby. I don’t want to be here, not without you. We had so many plans for our future, E. What happened?”

You looked up at your ceiling, shaking your head before breaking out into a fit of sobs. You weren’t sure if it was because you were wasted or at your breaking point, but this phone call felt like it was long overdue. There was still so much you wished you had said to him.

You calmed yourself down enough so that you could somewhat make out words through your tears, “Sometimes I can’t help but think if any of this is real life. Part of me thinks I’ve gone completely fucking insane, which is probably true. Or that perhaps when I tried to hang myself a month ago from my ceiling fan, I actually succeeded and I’ve been living in this made up dream world I’ve created for myself to escape the reality of you not being by my side. It’s a world where you were still here, with me. And if that really is the case, then it’s a dream I don’t want to wake up from, Eth.” 

You picked up the bottle and chugged the rest of the remaining vodka, letting the empty bottle sit in your hands.

“You meant everything to me Ethan, you were my whole world. Fuck, you still are.” You sniffled, looking over at your favorite picture of you and him that sat on your nightstand. It was taken two years ago at the beach he had brought you to where he had first asked you to be his girlfriend. You were wrapped up in his arms, his lips pressed to yours as you both smiled into the kiss. It was one of your purest moments together, one that you surely wouldn’t forget. 

You felt your lips turn slightly upwards as you reminisced that day, but your smile left as quick as it came. Instead, it was replaced by a frown and sorrowful tears. 

“God, Ethan. Why did you have to get in that fucking car? Why didn’t you just call me or Grayson to pick you up? You knew they were drunk. You’re so much smarter than that, so why the fuck did you do it? Did you even think of what could have happened? How it would have affected everyone? You had such a bright future ahead of you baby, and it was ripped away from you. It isn’t right. How you were the only one that died when Mikey’s car collided into that tree. How you, the only one that was sober; the only one that made my life worth living got killed.” You blubbered into the phone. The pain you were experiencing right now was immense. Your chest felt heavy and your breathing was labored as the tears poured from your bloodshot eyes. 

You felt angry at everything. He didn’t deserve it. Not one bit. He didn’t deserve to die. Not as young as he did, not in pain. He was supposed to die old in his sleep, where he would be at peace.  He was supposed to live his life to the fullest like everyone wanted him to. He was supposed to expand and grow his Youtube channel with Grayson by his side. He was supposed to graduate high school and college. You were supposed to get married and have two beautiful boys and maybe even a little girl. But now he was dead, and there wasn’t any way to bring him back. 

“I know you didn’t mean it though baby, I know you didn’t. You just made a really bad mistake. A really, really bad one.” 

Your phone buzzed as you looked down, seeing the notification that it was on 5%, meaning it would die any minute now. You were too drunk to get up and retrieve your charger, so you came to the realization that you needed to end the voicemail. You dropped your head in between your knees and pushed the hair away from your face. You weren’t ready to hang up, your heart still felt hollow in your chest, and you were planning on talking to him for as long as this voicemail could record. 

“I need to go now, Ethan. I love you so so much baby boy, and I hope you always know that. No one will ever take your place, okay? I love you and I miss you. I’m gonna try to go to sleep, even though I know I won’t be able to because I don’t have you giving me goodnight kisses and running your fingers through my hair. But I’ll call you again soon, I promise. Rest easy, my love.” 

With that being said you reluctantly hung up, letting all of your emotions pour out. You screamed until your throat was raw and scratchy, and bawled until you ran out of tears. And eventually, you fell asleep sprawled out on your floor, cursing the God’s above for ripping the love of your life away from you and taking your heart and soul with him.

OT5 Quotes

“I don’t know if I can say this.. I really miss Yunho, Changmin.. No matter what anyone says, they’re still my members, I understand those guys more than anyone else.. I don’t know if this will be deemed as unnecessary nonsense by others.. But I really have been missing them for a long time"— Jaejoong

“When the 5 members come together once again, it will be even more glorious than before. Hopefully, that day will come, even if we don’t know when it will become a reality. But, we hope to grasp onto this hope.” — Yoochun

“We miss TVXQ just like how everyone does. If there’s a chance, we hope we can be together.” — Jaejoong; Beijing 08/23

"Whether it’s me, JYJ or the other 2 members - If everyone still likes us, we’ll continue to work hard.” — Yoochun

"I want to release an 5 members’ album. Should it be possible as the time passes”— Yoochun

"People asked us, “What do you think of TVXQ in the past?”

No, that is not totally wrong question to ask. Some people might think that way… But why must they ask about the ‘past’ TVXQ? It like they’re saying we’re not part of TVXQ anymore. Maybe its because there is only the three of us left so you used that word. Even though we can’t do activities under name of TVXQ, we’re still members of TVXQ.” — Jaejoong

"No matter  how far we’re separated, we’ll come back together one day.”— Yunho.

"The five of us working together could be consider as fate. Five different people feeling as one, happiness multiplied by five, sorrow is just 1/5. This is called happiness. To me, TVXQ is just like a family, a home. No matter how far we’re separated, we’ll come back together one day. TVXQ is just such an important place for us.”— Yunho

"Denying their (JYJ) existence is like denying TVXQ’s existence.” — Changmin

"Even though we’re separated from each other at this time, my biggest desired wish is that we can do activities as TV5XQ like before. Nothing can break down our connection/relationship."— Yunho

"We have been divided into 2 for a long time and all of us feel very hurt about it.”— Yunho

"In the past we said, ‘Even if we’d have solo activities, the 5 of us will continue to stay together’ and everyone promised."— Yunho

"Even though it is disappointing with the current situation. We would like to welcome the activities of the two members. When the five of us are together, we bring out the best of TVXQ and it gives us great pride that we are part of the group that is worthy of that name. If you are true to the name TVXQ, please buy their album.” — Jaejoong

"We (JYJ) are still members of TVXQ. That’s why we hate being called ex-members of TVXQ."— Jaejoong

"Yunho and Changmin are my members. I know them better than anyone."— Jaejoong 





"I’d like to call them and have a glass of soju like before. Whatever occurs, wouldn’t it be able to be reconciled through time?"— Yoochun

"A lot of time has passed. The misunderstandings that formed because of the distance and the amount of the time we’ve spent apart are beginning to disappear. We just want to meet them, and talk to them."— Jaejoong

To be honest, it’s not that we had thrown away our identity (as members of TVXQ), or thrown away or given up our music and history. It was just a problem we had with our agency…”— Junsu

"Yunho. Changmin. Jaejoong. Yoochun. Junsu. I’m waiting for us… Let’s wait together.” — Jaejoong

"We will be back together one day. Time will heal all.” — Jaejoong

"The two friends frequently appear in our dreams. Not long ago, they appeared in the dreams of all three us on the same night."— Jaejoong

"I tear up and feel frustrated that I can’t tell you this all the time.. It’s difficult to bring up Yunho and Changmin when I talk.. Because it feels like my heart and my words are like heaven and earth…” — Jaejoong

"As the others are not with us right now, it’s embarrassing to say this, but I felt the love from them."— Yoochun

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