even though i haven't posted in days


Color study, livestreamed yesterday over at my Twitch channel! Did a vague walkthrough of one of my coloring techniques. I’ll try and do a more comprehensive tutorial over stream sometime.

anonymous asked:

Hi! I was wondering if I could ask you a question regarding Soribada. It's maybe a bit of a complicated problem but… For some reason, I can't vote daily because everyday when I log in to vote, it says that I've already voted for the day even though I haven't. I've sent an inquiry but no response… Do you know what to do? It's frustrating because BTS is in 3rd place now‥!

Create multiple accounts as shown in this post HERE you just need one valid email. If you still don’t get it DM me ^^ Also log in and out each time.  COME ON GUYS, let’s vote for our boys !!!

Originally posted by fyeahbangtaned

Colored it

thebestroominhell  asked:

Hi! Some days ago, i read a post about how Grayson would be a better boyfriend than Ethan because Ethan is more of a one night stand type of guy, and Grayson would be more romantic and sentimental. In fact, I don't really care, because I don't think their romantic lives are any of my business, but personally I'm really curious about this topic. I'm asking you because, even though I haven't been following you for a long time, I think you seem nice and you are one of the few fan accounts I follow.


First of all, I would like to thank you for following my blog and for the compliment! And thank you for this message, I think it’s an interesting topic.

I actually saw that post too.

I agree with you: their romantic lives aren’t any of our business. That’s absolutely true: they’re not obligated, in any way, to share details of their personal life with us. Also, I feel like they’re both very private people and I completely respect that and I think everyone should.

But I inevitably have an opinion about what I saw (the post).

When I started to watch their videos and started to get to know them a little better, I had the same opinion: Ethan wasn’t very worried about having a “stable relationship” and was more of a “one night stand” kind of guy, while Grayson was the opposite: more sensitive, sentimental, romantic, someone ready/mature enough to commit to a serious relationship.

But as time went by, my opinion about Ethan changed a bit. As some people said, and I agree, Ethan is more “closed off” and has a harder time expressing how he truly feels. And maybe that makes him seem more cold and distant. I actually identify myself a lot with him, in that aspect. I have a very hard time expressing how I really feel, as well.

But in my opinion, the fact that (maybe) he’s more private about his feelings doesn’t mean he doesn’t have them.

Actually, for some time now, I’ve been thinking that (maybe) Ethan is more sensitive than Grayson. He simply hides it better.

Maybe the fact that he’s always making jokes and “playing around” gives the impression that he doesn’t take relationships seriously.

Grayson, is more a serious/responsible person and more mature, most of the times. And maybe this gives the idea that he takes relationships more seriously than E.

Also, I think he expresses his feelings more easily, although he’s also a private person.

But we can’t forget that we don’t know them personally and don’t know how they really behave out of social media. We can’t forget they have private lives.

These are nothing but assumptions based on what they allow us to see.

I think it’s also important to remember that they’re only 17. And, as my friend M [ @dolandreaming ] said (and I completely agree) they’re teens and probably/maybe just want to have fun, fool around and enjoy life while they’re still young.

Their life, their choices.

They’re extremely mature for their age so it honestly wouldn’t surprise me if both of them started a serious relationship, in a near future. Emphasis on “both”, because even if Ethan is more closed off I think he wouldn’t mind (at all) being in a serious relationship. I actually think both of them would like it.

But, at the end of the day, all of this will remain a mystery. Because not everything is what it seems and we don’t know them personally.

I’m not out in real life. Partially because I’m not close enough with anyone that I think coming out would matter, and partially because even though I figured it out a few years ago now, I still always feel weird claiming it. 

Asexuality is a spectrum, I know. With myriad variations and feelings, likes and dislikes for everyone who falls on it. But my variations and place on it often feel like they’re not enough.

I’m not sex-repulsed. I have a libido, it’s just not linked to people, and I have zero desire to involve people with dealing with it. And I know that last bit is the only bit that matters in defining my ace-ness, but there’s an insidious inner insecurity that’s always telling me that I’m not ace enough, or that I’m not ace at all. That really I’m just claiming a title because it makes me feel a little bit better about my terminal forever alone status.

The larger part of me know that’s not true. I know that I am ace (and that asexuals and aromantics are not doomed to a life without meaningful relationships in the first place) and the mere fact that I don’t feel sexual attraction means I’m ace enough.

But that doubt is enough to always make me feel weird. Even here online. And where I’m not particularly close with anyone, even family, it keeps me from coming out. And where I’m not dating, have never dated, and appear that I won’t be dating until well after the rapture of your choice comes, most of the time I don’t feel like it even matters.

That said…

I’m asexual. And probably aromantic (but that one is much harder for me to get a handle on so…I still really don’t know for certain where I actually fall there). 

And someday I’ll be happy that I’m getting used to saying it.

shirostoesies  asked:


may 29th, 4am, 2016, picarto: frogopera makes a mistake that she will never be forgiven for…..a mistake that will haunt her dreams and torment her nightmares…. a mistake that echos down every dark alley she walks through, and clutters her inbox with asks she can never forget…. the first domino in a line of comics and fanfiction that flow towards her at breakneck speed…. sexy kermit.

i feel like being best friends with justin would be the best thing ever like he would always come to you when he’s feeling upset and you would sit there and listen to him while his head is on your lap and you’re stroking his hair or other times once he’s finished from the studio he wouldn’t go home he would just come to you since his day was stressful and he would come into bed with you and wrap his arms around your body while you were sleeping and snuggle his face into your neck and you would be like “justin?” and he would just whisper to you like “it’s been such a long day, babe” like he would give you those cute little nicknames that would make everyone think you two were dating. you two would always been seen together either hugging or you jumping all over his back and literally you felt like your instagram and snapchat was dedicated to him and vice versa like you two were known for your playful and sarcastic ways and everyone would always get the wrong impression and think it was some romantic thing and the media would always be up both of your asses trying to find something that would confirm the two of you being together like even if you two were on different sides of the world and you two were wearing the same color shirt the headline for that day would be like “justin bieber and y/n y/l/n trying to tell us something? are they finally coming out?” and it would be the biggest load of bullshit and za and khalil ya know the squad would always be like “why don’t you two just date” or “jb quit being a pussy and just ask her out man.” and he would always roll his eyes and justin was super protective of you like he wouldn’t let you wear super short shorts sometimes he acted like your dad and he would always want to know what you’re doing and who you’re hanging out with and if any boys were involved like he would be so annoying and you guys would argue about it but he would always end up saying “i just don’t want to lose you to anybody else” and that would make your heart melt because your best friend was the sweetest thing in the world and even though he’s the most famous guy on the planet he was still that humble little boy you grew up with and aww give me this 

22.11.16 / 3 days till end of A’s 

Studying for chem p1 with my new friend! (planning to get a succulent so it won’t be lonely hehe) I’ve gotten so distracted over the past few days bc it feels as if I'm already on a holiday even though i still have one!! more!! paper!!!!  *sighs* (⊙﹏⊙✿) 

Do feel free to tag me at #imstudyingmeow, I’d love to check out all your lovely posts! (๑°ᗨૢ°๑)

anonymous asked:

I was in class and I noticed a giant swastika carved on my desk and I got so freaked out and I told my teachers and they told me to just ignore it and like to this day (this was a year and a half ago) they haven't done anything about it and it just really irritates me like it's simple to remove but my school is so overly Christian (not in a bad way it's just very very Christian even though it's public) that I guess it's not a problem to them idk

Christian normativity at work. A symbol that represents a mortal threat to a Jewish student is treated as the student’s problem for noticing. That’s honestly pretty contemptuous.

anonymous asked:

And how Adina said she was done being the punching bag for the night when everything was civil.. like us LGBT folk haven't been punching bags all our lives..? Idk kinda rubbed me the wrong way :/

i really don’t understand why she continuously said she was an open forum for LGBT discussion, and then the second she said something we disagreed with, she acted like we were attacking her even though we were being extremely civil. I can understand if she was having a bad day but all it did was divide the fandom even more. Really disheartening, I wish celebrities with 50K+ followers would think a bit more before they post certain things, especially if it’s harmful.