things that hurt from season 3 even more now:
how even said “the lead dies in every epic love story.” in 2:10
that look even has on his face of fear and uncertainty whilst he’s sat on the windowsill in 2:10.
the aluminium leg theory in 3:10.
“did you think i had died?” in 4:10.
“it’s you and your thoughts, you can’t escape your thoughts. the only way to do so is to die.” in 5:10.
“i don’t sleep because sleep is the cousin to death.” in 5:10.
even, despite his fear of parallel universes bc of how unobtainable happiness has been to him in this universe, sketching isak in them bc isak believes in them.
the entire changing room scene in 5:10.
even hopelessly watching isak cross the schoolyard in 6:10.
even’s look on his face when he bumps into isak in the canteen bc he hurt isak in 6:10.
even at isak’s doorstep, hoping and hoping and hoping, despite his fear, in 7:10.
“she can’t think what i think, or feel, for that matter.” […] “i’ve never felt anything quite like this, ever.” in 8:10.
“am i the man of your life? are you talking to me? …. say it again.” in 8:10.
“who’s mikael?” “the previous man of my life.” in 8:10.
“i’ll save you right back.” in 8:10.
even whispering (after asking how many isaks and evens are lying here in bed like this, and isak saying infinite) “in infinite time?” with so much hope but exasperation in his voice, as though if he said it any louder than a whisper, the universe wouldn’t allow for it to happen, in 8:10.
“the only way to have something for infinity is by losing it forever.” “don’t say that.” “i’m kidding.” in 8:10.
isak texting even to stop texting him, and even doing exactly that, in 9:10.
even not answering isak’s call when isak tried to ring him in 9:10.
o helga natt. just …. o helga natt, in 9:10.
“because its true. i’ll just hurt you, and then you’ll hate me.” in 10:10.
“i saw you the first day of school.” in 10:10.
“that was nice. you’re so nice.” in 10:10.