even though i had to study but lol

Hello! So watching studytubers has always been my favorite pastime, but I always want to find more new ones out there. So, I thought that I would make a masterpost of all of the studytubers out there, big and small. If you would like to add yours to the list, please comment it below and I will edit it for you! Lol, I had to explore the depths of tumblr/youtube to find this many people, and I’m probably missing a lot.

Even though StudyTubers can be fun to watch, please remember that the content that they create is to help you in your studies, not to keep you from your studies. ^^

(Alphabetical Order)


abby0h (@medstudie )

acadreamic (@acadreamic )

Aly Mcalister (@alymichelestudies

Ally Studies (@allystudies101)


biologyqueen (@biologyqueen )

Caitlin’s Corner

chloestudiessometimes (@chloestudiessometimes)

Danni Sams (@thestudydog)

del the nerd (@delthenerd )

Emma Studies (@emmastudies )

Everything Janis

Faria Zahra (@studylikeaslytherin)

focusign (@focusign)

getsh*tdonetbh (@getshitdonetbh)

GhostVoid (@ghostvoidstudies)

Hai Victoria (@studynotepad)

Hayley’s Bookshelf (@hayleystudy)

h2ostudies (@h2ostudies)

itsmeamyge (@blr-studies)


Izzystudies (@izzystudies)


Jem (@burgundycafe)

Jhon Daniel (@jhonstudies)

journalsanctuary (@journalsanctuary)

Julia’s Acads  (@juliasacads)

Kat Chai (@katsdesk)

lentilstudies (@lentilstudies)

Leo Studies (@leostudies)

LilysDesk (@glamstudying)

Lindsey M (@linstudies)

Lisa’s Study Guides

Lydia Violeta

Lynn’s Study Corner (@lynnsstudycorner)

Mariana’s Study Corner (@studywithmariana)

maryplethora (@maryplethora)

melanie (@alostmoon-studies)


milkteastudies (@milkteastudies)

Mina (@mimistudying)


myriad inklings (@myriadinklings)

natastudies (@natastudies)

Nina Studies (@etudiant-en-rose)

ohnotes (@analyctics)

popsiclestudy (@popsiclestudy)

Productivity Plant (@productivityplant)

Purplester (@purplesters)

Reese Regan



Ruby Granger

Siena Mirabella


Simply Studying

Sincerely Gisselle (@sincerely-gisselle)

smoinerd (@smoinerd)


snowystudies (@snowystudiess)

sonnystudies (@sonnystudies)

Statics and Stationery (@staticsandstationery)

study files


studyign (@studyign)


studyquill (@studyquill)

Study To Success

Study Vibes

studywithinspo (@studywithinspo)

Study With Jess

studywithmaggie (@studywithmaggie)

Study With Me

tatiana (@study-tati)

tbhstudying (@tbhstudying)

The Girly Geek (@the-girlygeek)

TheStrive Studies/TheStriveToFit


Thomas Frank/College Info Geek (Podcast)




UnJaded Jade

unknownnotes (@unknown-notes)


Yumi (@myusshi)


Zoë Kezia (@nehrdist)

anonymous asked:

Okay but you and shawn studying for a med exam and its about the human body and for everytime u get something right he kisses that part of ur body

a/n: I’ve misconstrued the idea of blurb night cause i’m still going lol x 

“Alright baby, let’s go back to the basics” Shawn quirks, kissing you on your shoulder before getting off of your bed. 

It’s about one in the morning, and you’re sloppily dressed in one of your boyfriend’s t shirts, the fabric old and worn from the washer. 

The pair of you are studying for your final med exam, and even though Shawn is coaxing you through it, reading out the questions with an enthusiastic tone (despite the dreary nature of the topic): 

“A forty year old male who had been a heavy drinker for many years presented to physician complaining of recurrent abdominal pain” the information just isn’t going in.

Had his arms around your waist when he’d rattled off the fictional man’s symptoms, and was halfway through describing the man’s weight loss (“has been losing weight for the past two years”) when you’d turned to him and said ‘none of this is going in’ with a frustrated tone and furrowed brow.

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[ April 17 2017 ] i hope everyone had a wonderful easter! today i’m revising a draft for my spanish composition exam + i am planning to go to the gym later, too. we’ll see if that happens lol. the light was nice in my room today even though it’s really rainy + gloomy outside. i only have 3 more weeks of my sophomore year of college and that’s h*ckin scary but also so exciting. if anyone ever has any college questions or any questions at all really, i am more than happy to answer! 

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Who in the hell…?

Eliza: “Alright, alright that’s very good. Now don’t worry you’re going to survive this!”

She separated from her and the woman stood tall in the center of the room. Is everything going okay?

???: “I’m carried into the room!”

EN (Ensemble): “To the room, to the room, to the room!”

???: “Blood down my side.”

EN: “Down her side, down her side, down her side!”

???: “And they wonder, will I live or will I die?

They let me in…”

EN: “They let her in, they let her live!”

???: “And they hope I will survive.”

EN: “Stay alive, stay alive…”

???: “But I believe that…I should never be satisfied!”

EM: “Rewind….!”

There was some sort of backwards screaming sound as she spun anxiously in a circle.

???: “I remember that night,

I’ll never forget that night for the rest of my days.

I remember that suitor’s voice,

Pissed off because he’ll never win my praise.

I remember that dreamlike, dirt and fight,

Like a dream that you can’t quite place.

Philip: “But my starlight,

I’ll never forget the first time I saw your face.

I have never been the same.

Intelligent eyes in a hunger-pane frame!

And when you said ‘Bye’

I knew you won the game!

Set my heart aflame, every part aflame!”

The man playing Philip danced in toward her with a doe like expression.

???: “When you asked me what’s my name!”

Philip: “You strike me,

As a woman I could surely satisfy.”

???: “I’m sure I don’t know what you mean,

get over yourself.”

She turned her back to him.

Philip: “But you’re like me,

I’m never satisfied.”

???: “Isn’t that fine?”

Philip: “I could help you be satisfied…”

She turned back around hesitantly and held out her hand.

???: “My name is Titania Taylor.”


Philip: “Call me Philip Hamilton.

Where’s your family from?”

Titania: “Unimportant, there’s a million things I haven’t done.

But just you wait! Just you wait!”

They began to dance around each other with choreography. Is that…me?

Philip: “So, so, so!

So this is what it feels like to match wits,

With someone at your level!

What the hell is the catch?

There’s a feeling of freedom, of seeing the light!

It’s Ol’Franklin with a key and a kite,

You feel that right?

Our conversation could’ve last two minutes,

Maybe 3 minutes!

Not everything we said in total agreement-

It’s a dream!

Maybe it’s a trance,

It could be her posture; it could be her stance!

I’m a bit of a flirt, but she could give me chance!

We asked about her family, did you see her answer?

Her hands started fidgeting,

She looked askance!

She’s now penniless but she never knew how to dance!

Gorgeous, God she don’t know it!

Strong girl, she knows that she owns it!”

Titania: “I wanna take him far away from this place,

Then I turn and see that boy’s face and he is-“

Philip: “Helpless!”

Titania: “And I know he is!”

Philip: “Helpless!”

Titania: “And his eyes are just!”

Philip: “Helpless!”

Titania: “And I realize,

Three fundamental truths at the exact same time!”

They came together and linked arms.

Titania: “Where are you taking me?”

Philip: “I plan to change your life.”

Titania: I regret letting you lead the way…”

EN: “Number one!”

Titania: “I’m a girl in a world,

In which everyone thinks I should marry rich!

My Father had no son,

So I was the one, who was supposed to strive for one!

But I’m boldest, and the silliest,

And no one should love me, that’s ridiculous!

But Philip Hamilton is the wittiest!


That sure don’t mean I want him any less…”

Philip: “Do you see the starlight? It reminds me of you!”

Titania: “Starlight?”

Philip: “My Starlight…”

EN: “Number two!”

Titania: “They’re still after me,

Because I have no sister and my parents died.

I’d have to be naïve to not step aside.

Maybe that is why,

I take comfort in Eliza, I can’t decide!

Nice going, Titania!

I was right, I will never be satisfied…

Thank you for showing me this…”

Philip: “If it takes a million years for you to see,

It would still be worth it.”

Titania: “I’ll hold you to it.”

EN: “Number three!”

Titania: “He knows me more than I know my own mind!

I will never find anyone as trusting or as kind!

If I tell him that I love him,

I’d be setting him behind,

He’d be mine!

He would say it’s fine!

I’d think he’s lying!

But when I fanaticize at night,

It’s into Philip’s eyes.

As I romanticize,

What would happen if I recite…

My love profusely…

All I want is to be called his wife!”

Philip: “…You’ll always have my eyes in your life…”

Titania: “They’d say…

To the groom!”

EN: “To the groom, to the groom, to the groom!”

Titania: “To the bride!”

EN: “To the bride, to the bride, to the bride!”

Titania: “It could be real as…

As long as I stay alive!

To our union!”

EN: “They let her in, they let her live!”

Titania: “And the hope that we provide!”

EN: “Stay alive, stay alive!”

Titania: “May we always be satisfied!”

EN: “Satisfied, satisfied…”

Titania: “And I know…

I’d be happy as his bride…

And I know….

I will truly be satisfied,

Can I help him be satisfied?”

             It took you a moment to notice the tears streaming down your face. That was you, or at least that version of you. Someone who was unsure, scared and self-sacrificing. It was almost surreal, seeing someone pretend to be you, be your voice, speak your thoughts and show your own story. It felt like being the author of a book that was turned into a movie. Washington On Your Side started up with Burr’s voice and you wondered what else was different. And then it happened again, in We Know. It seemed normal but there was another person there, the woman playing Titania. She was off to the side, still prominent in the scene but almost like she was hiding from the other four men on the stage. From time to time you could hear her voice faintly under the others’.

Alex: “Mister Vice President

Mister Madison

Senator Burr

What is this?”

Jefferson: “We have the check stubs, from separate accounts.”

Madison: “Almost a thousand dollars, paid in different amounts.”

Burr: “To a Mister James Reynolds way back in

Seventeen ninety-one.”

Alex: “Is that what you have, are you done?”

Madison: “You are uniquely situated by virtue of your position.”

Jefferson: “Though ‘virtue’ is not a word I’d apply to this situation.”

Madison: “To seek financial gain, to stray from your sacred mission.”

Jefferson “And the evidence suggests you’ve engaged in speculation!”

Burr: “An immigrant embezzling our government funds!”

Madison/Jefferson: “I can almost see the headline; your career is done.”

Burr: “I hope you saved some money for your daughter and sons!”

Madison/Jefferson: “Ya best g'wan run back where ya come from!”

Alex: “Ha! you don’t even know what you’re asking me to confess.”

Madison/Jefferson: “Confess!”

(Titania: “Say no to this…”)

Alex: “You have nothing; I don’t have to tell you anything at all


Madison/Jefferson: “Unless…”

(Titania: “Lord, show him how to

Say no to this…”)

Alex: “If I can prove that I never broke the law

Do you promise not to tell another soul what you saw?”

Burr: “No one else was in the room where it happened…”

(Titania: “Please, you need to

Say no to this!”)

Alex: “Is that a yes?”

Burr/Mads/Jeff: “Um, yes…”

Alex handed Burr a piece of paper.

Burr: “Dear Sir, I hope this letter finds you in good health

And in a prosperous enough position to put wealth

In the pockets of people like me, down on their luck

You see, that was my wife who you decided to-“

Titania: “Wait!”

Titania ran across the stage, grabbing Alex by the arm and the letter, pulling him away from the others.

Jefferson: “She courted him?

Escorted him to bed.”

Madison: “And when she had him in her corner,

That’s when Reynold’s extorted him.”

Burr: “For a sorted fee?

He paid him quarterly?”

Jefferson: “He may have continued his affair with that maid,

We’ll tell them in the papers.

The public will be set ablaze!”

The focus shifted from the three and to Titania and Alex.

Alex: “If they can see I kept a record of every check in my checkered history,

Check it again against their list n’ see consistency!

I never spent a cent that wasn’t mine,

They sent the dogs after my scent, that’s not fine!

Titania: “Yes, you have reasons for shame,

But you have not committed treason and sullied your good name!

If they can see you have done nothing to provoke legal action.

Maybe our answers will be to their satisfaction?”

Jefferson: “My God…

Gentlemen, let’s go.”

Burr/Mads/Jeff: “But do we really know

What we know?”

Alex: “How do I know they won’t use this against me

The next time we go toe to toe?”

Titania: “Alexander, rumors only grow.

And we both know what we know…”

             Oh my god, I changed history! I really did change history! It definitely wasn’t a dream! I’m not crazy! Next up was Hurricane, that was relatively the same. The only change you noticed was at the end.

Alex: “I’ll write my way out

Overwhelm them with honesty!

This is the eye of the hurricane; this is the only

Way I can protect our legacies!”

EN: “Wait for it, wait for it, wait for it, wait!”

Alex: “Titania’s Pamphlet…”

Oh no, not this again!

EN: “Titania’s Pamphlet!”

Jeff/Mads/Angelica: “Have you read this?”

Burr/Jeff/Mads:” Alexander Hamilton had a torrid affair

And he wrote it down right there!”

Madison: “Highlights!”

Alex/Jefferson: “The charge against me

Is a connection with one,                      

James Reynolds!  (James: “James Reynolds!”)

For purposes of

Improper speculation                          

My real crime is an   (Burr: “My real crime is an)

Amorous connection with his wife    (Amorous connection with his wife”)

For a considerable time

With his knowing consent!”

Mads/Burr/Jeff: “Damn!”

Alex/Jeff/Mads: “I had frequent meetings with her

yet some have looked into my own house!”

Burr: “Into his own house!”

Madison: “Into his own house!”

Deep voice: “Damn!”

Alex/Jefferson: “Titania had no part in this, in fact I’ve considered myself as her father.”

Madison/Burr: “No…”

EN: “Booooo!”

Madison/Burr: “Have you read this?”

Jefferson: “Well, he’s never gon’ be President now!”

Madison/Burr: “Never gon’ be President now!

Jefferson: “Well, he’s never gon’ be President now!”

Madison/Burr: “Never gon’ be President now!”

Jefferson: “He’s never gon’ be President now!”

Madison/Burr: “Never gon’ be President now!”

Jefferson: “That’s one less thing to worry about!”

Jeff/Mads/Burr: “That’s one less thing to worry about!”

Angelica/Philip: “I came as soon as I heard.”

Jefferson: “What?!”      

Alex: “Angelica…”    (Philip: “Titania…”)

EN: “All that way from London?!


Alex: “Angelica, thank God   (Philip: “Titania, oh God

Someone who understands   (I don’t know if I understand

What I’m struggling here to do (Please, tell me it’s not true…”)

Angelica: “I’m not here for you…”

EN: “Ooooh!”

Angelica: “I know my sister (Titania: “You know me more)

Like I know my own mind! (Than I know my own mind!)

You will never find (I will never find)

Anyone as trusting or as kind! (Anyone as trusting or as kind!)

I love my sister more than (I love you Philip more than)

Anything in this life! (Anything in this life!)

I will choose her happiness (I would choose your happiness)

Over mine every time! (Over mine every time!)

Put what we had aside (Don’t put what we have aside!)

I’m standing at her side (I’ve always been at your side!)

You could never be satisfied! (The public will never be satisfied!)

God, I hope you’re satisfied (God, I hope their satisfied!)

Jeff/Mads/Burr: “Well, he’s never gon’ be President now!

Well, he’s never gon’ be President now!

Well, he’s never gon’ be President now!

That’s one less thing to worry about.”

Jeff/Mads/Alex:              (EN:

“Hey!                                  (“Well he’s never gon’ )  

At least he was                  (be President now!)

honest with our money!

                                (Well he’s never gon’)

.                               (be President now!)

.                              (Well he’s never gon’)

.                               (be President now!)


At least he was honest          

with our money!”

.                             (That’s one less thing)

.                            (to worry about.”)

Full company:

“That’s one less thing to worry about!

The Titania’s Pamphlet

Jeff/Mads/Burr: Have you read this?

You ever see somebody ruin their own life?”


Full company (Except Alex and Eliza): “His poor wife…”

You were extremely overwhelmed. A lot was happening at once and it all felt so knew to you. It was the most perplexing thing. It didn’t feel like it was you anymore. It was just another person in history, someone who made your decisions. They felt like two separate things. I guess that’s how history goes; we can never know the full extent of it… unless we lived it ourselves. The next song was Burn and you couldn’t help but remember the actual incident with injury. That poor woman didn’t deserve what she got. There were only some small differences in that song.

Eliza: “They published a letter

Her husband wrote to you.

You told the whole world that you brought this girl into our bed!

In clearing your name, you almost ruined my life!”

You weren’t that surprised by the changes. After all, Titania’s Pamphlet was a lot vaguer than the original. A thought came to mind. What about Blow Us All Away?

Philip: “OooooOoooh!

I do, I do, I do, I do!



I do, I do, I do, I do, I do!

Girl, you got me


Look into your eyes and

The sky is them!

I’m Helpless!

Down for the count and I’m

Drowning in ‘em!

Yo, I have never been the type to try and grab the spotlight!

Even at revel, they’ll still tell us on a hot night!

Laughing with my sister as she’s dazzlin’ the room

But you’ll walk in, make my heart go


Titania: “Try and catch your eye from the side of the ballroom!

Everyone’s dancing and the band’s top volume!

Grind to the rhythm as we wine and dine!”

Philip: “Grab my sister

She whispers

‘You’ll get her this time!’

                                  (All men:                

.                                    (“Oooh)

My sister made her way across

the room to you                (Oooh)

And I got nervous,

thinking “What’s she gonna do?”          (Oooh)

She grabbed you by the arm,

I’m thinkin’ ‘That’s new!’                     (Oooh)

Then you look back at me

and suddenly I’m Helpless!               (Helpless!)

Oh, look at those eyes                 (Look into your eyes)

.                                                         (And the sky’s in them)

Oh!                                                    (I’m)

Yeah, I’m                                           (Helpless!)

Helpless, I know                             (Down for the count)

.                                                        (And I’m drownin’ in ‘em)                


.                                                          (I’m helpless!)

I’m so into you                                (Look into your eyes)

I am so into you                               (And the sky’s in them I’m helpless!)


I know I’m down for the count             (Down for the count)

And I’m drownin’ in ‘em.”                      (And I’m drownin’ in ‘em.”)

Titania: “Where are you taking me now?”

Philip: “Did you think I was done changing your life?”

Titania: “Then by all means, lead the way.”

Philip: “You can really see the sky out here…”

EN: “Just kiss her already!”

Titania: “Thank you…for being with me”

Philip: “I would spend a million years to prove myself, it would still be worth it.”

Titania: “You’re already worth it…”

Titania/all women: “One week later!”

Titania: “I’m writing a letter nightly

Now my life gets better every letter that you write me!

Laughing at his sister, cuz she knows I care for him!”

Female member of the EN: “I’m just saying if you really loved me, you would marry him!”

Titania: “Yes!”

Philip: “Two weeks later              (All men:

In the living room stressin’           (“Stressin’)

My father’s stone-faced

While I’m asking ‘what are my chances?’     ( Blessin’)

I’m dying inside, as

We wine

And dine

And I’m tryin’ not to cry

‘cause there’s nothing

that our minds can’t do               (Oooh)

My father makes his way across the room

To you

I panic for a second, thinking

“what’s he gonna do?”                          (Oooh)

But then he shakes your hand and says

“It’s true…”                            (Oooh)

And you turn back to me, smiling, and I’m

Helpless!                    (Helpless!)

.                                      (Look into your eyes)

.                                    (And the sky’s in)

.                                     (Them I’m)

Helpless!                      (Helpless!)

Hoo!                                (Down for the count)

.                                         (And I’m drownin’ in)

.                                         (‘em I’m)

.                                         (Helpless!)

That girl is mine

That girl is mine!        (Look into your eyes)

.                                     (And the sky’s in)

.                                   (Them I’m)

Helpless! Helpless!      (Helpless!)              

Down for the count     (Down for the count)

And I’m drownin’ in em!”   (And I’m drownin’ in em!”)


“Philip, I don’t have a dollar to my name

An acre of land, a group at my hand, a dollop of fame

All I have’s my honor, a tolerance for pain

A couple of callings coming and my top-notch brain

Insane, your family brings out a different side of me

Eliza confides in me, Alexander tried to take a bite of me

No stress, my love for you is never in doubt

We can get a place in Harlem and figure it out

I’ve been livin’ without a family for quite a while

My father tried, my mother died, I grew up with a fake smile

But I’ll never forget what my father taught me, that was real

And long as I’m alive, Philip, swear to God

You’ll never feel so…”

.                                                (All woman:

.              (Philip:                  (“ Helpless!)

Titania:        (“I do I do I do I do!)


.                                         (Helpless!)

.                  (I do I do I do I do!)

I’ve never felt so—

.                                     (Helpless!)

.              (Hey, yeah, yeah!)

.                                              (Down for the count)

.                 (I’m down for the count)       (And I’m drownin’ in ‘em)

.                   (I’m—)

My life is gon’

be fine cuz                                                     (Helpless!)

My sunshine’s in it.

.                        (I look into your eyes,)

.                        (and the sky’s in them)

.                         (I’m)

.                                                            (Helpless!)

.                                                             (Down for the count)

.                     (…drownin’ in ‘em.)       (And I’m drownin’ in ‘em.)

(Wedding march, but whistled)

En: “In New York, you can be a new man…

In New York, you can be a new man…

In New York, you can be a new man…”

Titania: “Helpless…”

Philip…Oh God… You couldn’t move, your mind was running a mile a minute. It was all hitting you at once. This was a simplified version of what you and Philip went through together. This was supposed to be a happy song, full of hope, full of love. But you knew, you knew what came next. The thing that kept you up at night. The whistling of the wedding march changed, you weren’t ready for this. You never could be.

Philip: “Meet the latest graduate of King’s College

I prob’ly shouldn’t brag, but, dag, I amaze and astonish

The scholars say I got the same virtuosity and brains as my pops

The ladies say my brain’s not where the resemblance stops

I’m only nineteen but my mind is older

Gotta be my own man, like my father, but bolder

I shoulder his legacy with pride, I used to hear him say

That someday I would-“

Full company: “Blow us all away!”

Philip: “Ladies, I’m lookin for a Mr. George Eacker

Made a speech last week, our Fourth of July speaker

He disparaged my father’s legacy in front of a crowd

I can’t have that, I’m making my father proud!”

Female EN member: I saw him just up Broadway a couple of blocks,

He was going to see a play.”

Philip: “Well I’ll go visit his box!”

2nd female EN member: “God you’re a fox!”

Philip: “And y’all look pretty good in ya’ frocks

But I got girl waiting for me back home and she rocks!” ( Both female EN members: “Aww, okay…”)

Full company: “Blow us all away!”

Philip: “George!” (Eacker: “Shh!”)


Eacker: “Shh! I’m tryin’a watch a show!”

Philip: “Ya shoulda watched your mouth before you talked about my father though!”

Eacker: “I didn’t say anything that wasn’t true

Your father’s a scoundrel, and so, it seems, are you.”

Full company: “Ooooooh!”

Philip: “It’s like that?”

Eacker: “Yeah, I don’t fool around, I’m not your little tool girlfriend.”

Philip: “Well, see you on the dueling ground

That is, unless you wanna step outside and go now?”

Eacker: “I know where to find you, piss off, I’m watchin’ this show now”

Philip: “Pops, if you had only heard the shit he said about you

I doubt you would have let it slide and I was not about to!”

Alex: “Slow down!”

Philip: “I came to ask you for advice, this is my very first duel

They don’t exactly cover this subject in boarding school!”

Alex: “Did your friends attempt to negotiate a peace?”

Philip: “He refused to apologize, we had to let the peace talks cease.”

Alex: “Where is this happening?”

Philip: “Across the river, in Jersey…”

Philip/Alex: “Everything is legal in New Jersey!”

You didn’t notice it until just then, but the woman playing Titania looked like she was listening in from off to the side.

Alex: “Alright, so this is what you’re gonna do (Titania: “Never be satisfied…”)

Stand there like a man until Eacker is in front of you.                    .  

When the time comes, fire your weapon in the air (Helpless….”)

This will put an end to the whole affair!”

(Titania: “Please, say no to this…”)

Philip: “But what if he decides to shoot? Then I’m a goner…”

Alex: “No, he’ll follow suit if he’s truly a man of honor

To take someone’s life, that is something you can’t shake

Philip, your mother can’t take another heartbreak…”

(Titania: “Please don’t leave me, I am helpless…”)

Philip: “Father!”

Alex: “Promise me

You don’t want this young man’s blood on your conscience!

Philip: “Okay, I promise…”

Alex: “Come back home when you’re done.

Take my guns, be smart, make me proud, son “

You were expecting the normal switch between the normal melody and Philip’s rap, but that didn’t happen. Instead it slowed down a bit.

Titania: “Look around, look around

At how lucky we are to be alive right now…

Look around, look around!”

Philip turned to find her there, he didn’t seem happy.

Philip: “You weren’t supposed to know…”

Titania: “I should have known…”

Philip: “Titania, you know me!”

Titania: “You’re fighting for something that happened over a month ago!”

Philip: “No!”

Titania: “I must survive until this war is done

But I deserve a chance

To see the Sun!

Look around, Look around

At how lucky we are to be alive right now!

I don’t need a legacy, (Philip: “He will throw away his shot)

I don’t need money! (History has its eyes on me)

I just need you by my side, (Look into your eyes)

I let you inside my heart! (And the sky’s in them)

Oh! Let me be a part of the narrative (Will be ever be satisfied?)

In the story they will write someday! (I can’t say no to this!”)

Let this moment be the first chapter

Where you decide to stay!”

Philip and Titania separated from each other.

Philip: “My name is Philip

I am a poet (Titania: “Am I not enough?)

And I’m a little nervous, but I can’t show it

I’m sorry, I’m a Hamilton with pride

You talk about my father; I cannot let it slide!                   .

Mister Eacker, how was the rest of your show?

Eacker: “I’d rather skip the pleasantries, let’s go

Grab your pistol! (Could this be enough?)

Philip: “Confer with your men!”                                            

Eacker: “The duel will commence after we count to ten.”              .

Full company: “Count to ten!”

Philip: “Look ‘em in the eye, aim no higher (This must be enough!)

Summon all the courage you require

Then slowly and clearly aim your gun towards the sky…                .

Full Company: “1, 2, 3, 4, 5-“

Titania ran towards Philip

Full company: “6, 7-“ (Wait!”)




A/N: I got this idea MAINLY from my close friend bc we was talking about how she would love to see a seongwoo au of him being a songwriter so I’m writing this for her! (you know who you are LOL) 

ALSO I got a LITTLE carried away because I had a sudden idea so it may be a bit too long! 

Originally posted by minsbugi

  • you had recently been motivated to learn how to write some songs! Recently all of your favorite artists seemed as if they were able to at least participate in their new album so you were motivated to do the same. 
  • Even though you were just studying english in college the idea of being able to write songs was a pleasant one. 
  • You took the first class (also the cheapest) you could find and instantly signed up for it. 
  • Everyday leading up to the first day of the songwriting class you had taken time out of your day to at least study the basics. Even though you had signed up for the regular classes you knew that there were going to be people who already knew how to compose songs. 
  • When the first day had come you had come an hour earlier thinking that you had arrived first. well you weren’t 
  • when you entered you heard a soft melody playing on the piano at the front of the class room. as you walked in more you noticed a guy around your age playing it while also looking at the sheet of music in front of him. 
  • ‘he’s handsome wow…’

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Bombed Audition

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

Words: 1366

Warnings: None, just some fluff!

Request: If you don’t have too much on your plate, can you write an imaging of the reader aspiring to be a musical theater actress. The reader has been practicing for an audition and is confident going in but ends up singing off key and forgetting part of the song.(this has happened to me during an audition)Being embarrassed, scared, and crushed she leaves and locks herself in her room. It’s up to Peter to cheer up the reader.

Idk if I really captured what you wanted lol it got away from me and became WAY more self indulgent than intended lol

  You pace you room, Peter sitting cross-legged on your bed with both of your homework laying around him. What started as a study date session has quickly morphed into you having a panic attack over your theater audition tomorrow. Even though Peter, Ned, and even Michelle, have told you multiple times that you’re amazing and you’ve had the song memorized for weeks now. There’s still that glimmer of doubt lurking.

  “Y/n, would you come sit down? You’re wearing a trench in your floor,” Peter chuckles quietly, playing with his pencil. He’s balancing it on his nose.

  You fall back on a clear spot on your bed. “I’m having an existential crisis and you don’t even care!”

  He peers over you, head above yours. “Well, you have the dramatic part down.”

  You push his head away and sit up. “I’m serious! What if I bomb? What if I mess up just enough to not get the part?”

  He watches you as you huff from your nerves, hair a mess and a small pout on your lips. Honestly, you look adorable.

  “This means a lot to you, doesn’t it?”

  You nod. “This could be the start of a career for me, Pete.”

  He reaches over and grabs your hand. “If it helps, I’ll try to make it to your audition.”

  For the first time since you both started studying, you smile. “You’re the best.”
  You regret every decision in life as you walk out on stage. There’s only the judges of the auditions and a few others who want to watch and see who gets the part, but to you, they seem like hundreds. Worst part is, you don’t see Peter in the crowd.

  “Hello, Miss L/n. What song will you be singing for s today?”

  You’ve practiced this moment in ever mirror you have for weeks now. “Um, W-waving Through a Window from Dear Evan Hansen.”

  The judge nods to you and you feel more confident having that over with. Then, you see Peter rush in, panicking because he’s afraid to miss your performance. You smile. You never knew he likes your singing that much.

  Clearing your throat, you begin on-key for the verse. You feel great and you’re beaming as you sing, although you can feel your nerves returning with vengeance. You stumble over the end of the chorus and start the second verse off-key, which only causes you more anxiety. Anxiety causes you to blank about halfway through the verse and you freeze in place.

  “I-I’m sorry,” you mutter before dropping the mic and sprinting out of the room, tears burning your eyes. You don’t even notice Peter as he watches you run.

  You never should’ve done it, it was always a stupid idea. If you can’t even sing in front of those few people, you’re never going to be able to perform like you want.
  Peter climbs in your window in full Spidey gear, his eyesight turning to nigh vision since your room is basically a Prison of Darkness. He sees you curled up on your bed, head on your knees, as you cry silently. His heart hurts to see you so broken over this.


  His voice startles you and you jerk your head up, rubbing at the tears in your eyes. “H-hey, Pete…”

  Peter climbs onto your bed and you crawl onto his lap, burying your face into his chest. He doesn’t say anything as he rocks slowly, one hand rubbing your back and the other running through your hair.

  “I totally bombed,” you mumble against his suit, the basketball texture feeling weird against your cheek.

  “No, not at all,” he tries to convince you with his perky tone.

  You give him a dead look.

  “Okay, maybe a little,” you groan at this, “but I still think you’re amazing.”

  You scoff, then whine as he pulls away from you and gets off the bed, digging through his backpack for his phone. When he pulls it out, he grins widely at you before tapping away. You have absolutely no idea what he’s planning and you’re a little scared of that. But only a little.

  He starts a playlist and the first song just happens to be a Bruno Mars song. He really does know you incredibly well. Peter smiles at you, urging you to sing with it before he restarts the song so you can. You sigh, standing up to lean your lower back against his desk for appearance sake of the performance.

  You decide to change a few things with the lyrics. “Oh, his eyes, his eyes make the stars look like they’re not shinin’. His hair, his hair falls perfectly without him trying. He’s so beautiful, I wanna tell him every day.”

  Just as you go to start the next part, he cuts you off.

  “Yeah, I know, I know when I compliment her she won’t believe me and it’s so, it’s so sad to think that she don’t see what I see, but every time she asks me “Do I look okay?”, I say…”

  Your eyes widen in surprise slight as a grin appears on your lips and you both launch into the chorus, harmonizing as best you both can.

  “When I see your face, there’s not a thing that I would change ‘cause you’re amazing just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while. 'Cause girl (boy) you’re amazing, just the way you are.”

  You smile at him brightly as he starts the next verse on his own.

  “Yeah, her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she’d let me.” You cover your mouth in surprise and laugh softly, making Peter smile wider. “Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it’s so sexy. She’s so beautiful, and I tell her every day.”

  He’s right. He does say how good you look every day or finds something to compliment you on. Your stomach does a flip as you both move closer, now in the middle of his room.

  “Oh, you know, you know, you know I’d never ask you to change,” you start singing along with him. “If perfect’s what you’re searching for, then just stay the same. So, don’t even bother asking if you look okay, you know I’ll say.”

  You hold out your hand to him and he takes it immediately, spinning you slowly.

  “When I see your face, there’s not a thing that I would change, ‘cause you’re amazing just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while, ‘cause girl (boy) you’re amazing, just the way you are.”

  He laughs with you as he spins you more, you pulling his arm to dance with you. You take his other hand and keep dancing slowly around his room, turning in circles slowly. He pulls his hand out of your grip to spin you to lean your back against his chest, rocking side to side gently. He keeps singing softly as he rests his chin on your head.

  “The way you are. The way you are. Girl, you’re amazing, just the way you are.”

  You whisper-sing with him on the last chorus.

  “When I see you face, there’s not a thing that I would change, ‘cause you’re amazing, just the way you are. And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while, ‘cause girl (boy) you’re amazing, just the way you are.”

  When he moves his head off yours, you tilt your head back to look up at him, your arms over his around your waist. “I mean what I said. In the song, granted, but it’s true.”

  He smiles down at you, rubbing his nose against yours to make you giggle. “And I meant what I said. You’re amazing.”

  You slip out of his arms to turn to face him, cupping his cheeks gently. They flare red under your soft hands, making him looks adorable. You smile softly, pressing a gentle and soft kiss to his lips.

  “Thank you for cheering me up, Pete,” you whisper against his lips.

  “Anything for you,” he whispers back before kissing you again.

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May 18 2017

Today I guess I forced study buddy to wake up and go to lecture at 9am even though we were up until 4am last night studying ochem. He was pretty annoyed with me lol

Had an easy but sleepy time on campus and came back to take a nap that i dreamt so lucidly in (probs bc so sleep deprived). I was craving Chinese food also and study buddy had it delivered and I’m just so spOILED BY HIM he literally gives me everything I want

Ochem midterm in the morning now ;___; I understand a lot of material but I’m scared I won’t reproduce it on the test

Happy studies

The Step 1 Study Post

What I used & how I used it:

-UWorld: As some of you guys know, I used UWorld throughout the second year in pathology, pharmacology, pathophysiology, and behavioral science. On day 1 of my dedicated study period, I reset UWorld (you’re allowed to do this once) and started from the top with random, timed blocks. I did 2-3 blocks per day, reviewed them, annotated FA with any gems of knowledge until I finished the bank one time through. As I went, if I got a question right but didn’t feel confident about the subject, I would “mark” this question with the little flagging option. I finished this a week or ten days out from the test. From here, I started doing blocks of previously incorrect questions. If you get it right, UWorld moves it out of your incorrect bank. So I continued to do this (actually switched to tutor mode for this because it was faster) until there were no more questions left in the incorrect bank. I also sharply increased my questions per day to about 6-7 blocks. Once this was over, I did the “marked” banks, again until all of the questions were out of the bank. By this point, I had accumulated more in the incorrect bank and did these questions, yet again, until they were all gone. 

The self-assessments were also so key. Unlike the NBME exams, you can review the entire test, with explanations. It gives you a score estimate and people debate about the accuracy of these scores, but mine weren’t too far off from my NBME scores. More on this below.

The key with UWorld is reviewing the questions. The diagrams, charts, and explanations given in UWorld are second to none. They’re incredible. I would say that it was hands down the greatest source of my learning during M2 year and during dedicated study. 10/10 highly recommend.

-First Aid: Added gems from UWorld, sketchy, and pathoma as needed. This is regarded as the Step Bible, and I agree. It’s your go-to for everything. If I got a question wrong in UWorld, the first thing I would do is open up to the FA section and ask myself if I had memorized everything about this concept that’s in FA, would I have gotten the question right? A lot of the time, yes. Of course UWorld goes above and beyond on some topics and I would be sure to add any extra information into FA. I divided FA up based on each of the chapters and had a specific “topic of the day” that I would study once I was done with my UWorld blocks. In retrospect, I wish I would’ve spent 3 days on neuro and only 1 day on behavioral science, but I think it ended up working out okay. 

-Pathoma: I started off watching the videos associated with each section, but eventually ended up just reading the book instead. I had already watched them all at least twice during the school year. This is an absolute key resource for learning pathology. Our professors recommended Robins, but I just couldn’t. I read Goljan Rapid Review throughout the year if I felt like I needed more exposure to a certain topic. I didn’t end up using Goljan during the dedicated study period, mainly because I felt pretty strong in pathology and needed to focus more on relearning M1 material and other subjects. 

-Sketchy micro: I spent the first 3 days of dedicated rewatching every sketchy micro video available. I would’ve done the same with pharm, but sketchy pharm was not out during my second year so it felt like a huge burden to start sketchy pharm during dedicated. I loved sketchy micro during second year and loved it again during dedicated. I think I would’ve bombed micro without it… 

-NBME forms 16, 17, and 18: These were $60/test. Worth it though. 

-School-provided CBSE x3 For those of you that don’t know, the CBSE is the Comprehensive Basic Science Exam aka just a practice step 1 but shorter. My school gave three of these to us. 

My original schedule: Wake up, exercise, and eat breakfast before starting the day. 9:30am-10pm study every day and Sundays off. I planned on doing 2-3 UWorld blocks/day, and studying the topic of the day.

What actually happened: A couple weeks into dedicated, I started meeting a friend on campus around 7:30-8a to get started. How long we stayed varied/depended on the day, sometimes before dinner and sometimes until 9p. I actually ended up not exercising as much as I should’ve. Having someone else to talk to that actually understood what I was going through may have saved me though. I actually didn’t end up taking an entire day off either. Instead, I usually worked every morning and would sometimes take an afternoon or evening off if I needed it. 

I basically would start the day with a UWorld block and review. I made a powerpoint of all my incorrect questions (which ended up being a huge power point LOL). Study topic of day. Eat. Another UWorld block + review. Study topic of day. Eat dinner. Possibility of another UWorld block. Sleeps. Wake up, repeat. For 6 weeks.  

What I wish I had done more of: exercising, taken more breaks, not go completely nanerz towards the end, worried less about what everyone else was doing, etc. 

Since I don’t want to post actual scores, I’ll describe my practice exams in terms of my “goal score.”

CBSE 1 & 2: Goal score - 45 points… *cries* Yes, the exact same score on both of these tests despite them being a couple months apart. 

CBSE 3: Goal score - 20 points- better! At least I’m improving. This was the start of my dedicated study period. 

UWorld Assessment 2: Goal score dead on. Wut. Probably overestimated. Five weeks out.

NBME 16: Goal score + 5…. okay guuuuurrrlll you got dis. Four weeks out.

NBME 18: Goal score - 6… rude. *FORGOT SNACKS, HANGRY BY BLOCK 3* Three weeks out.

UWorld Assessment 1: Goal score + 7 !!!!! Two weeks out.

NBME 17: Goal score + 7 !!!!! One week out. 

So I felt pretty good going into the test. I actually was not nervous at all before or during the test which is VERY STRANGE for me. I’m normally anxious, but I was so calm. It was weird. Anyways, that’s how I studied for Step 1! If you guys have any questions, feel free to ask! :D 

aftg gift exchange!

@callron hi i’m your person! i have no idea if this is what you wanted but it’s what i wrote so i hope you like it!! i tried to focus on neil since you said you love him (i also love him), plus renison. (also: i use v minimal japanese in this but in case anyone comes for me, just kno i’ve been studying it for six years. i still make mistakes all the time though lol)

ok please enjoy!! @aftgexchange

By all accounts, it was not a game meant for winning.

It was not a death match. They were not playing a nemesis, or even a friendly rival. They were not playing anyone they knew. It was a Japanese team from Fukuoka touring the States for practice, or fun, or murder. They were one of the first official college Exy teams on record, and had sent an astonishingly high percentage of their players to the Olympics. Kevin had nearly cried when Jeremy told him they shredded USC.

Simply, they were out of the Foxes’ league.

They would have stood a chance, Neil thought, with Andrew in goal, but Andrew was currently out of commission. No one was quite sure how he’d done it, but the monster had somehow managed to contract pneumonia. He was over the worst of it and had returned from the hospital, but still refused any drugs beyond those that were absolutely necessary. Wymack nearly blew a gasket the last time Andrew opened his mouth to complain about being sick. It hadn’t been pretty.

So Andrew was on house arrest, or Fox Tower arrest. Renee had filled in seamlessly during the local scrimmages scheduled that week, but Neil could tell the team had silently come to terms with the fact that their match against Fukuoka would be, in all likelihood, a wreck.

It was not a game meant for winning.

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anonymous asked:

What about post retirement Victuuri who life in America? I mostly read that for Funny Headcanon. But if we talking about serious life decision, would they stay in America or would they stay in Japan? I'm all for Japan. Since America is not their home, and Yuuri was there for Study only before. But people seems think it was possible. Why?

I think that mostly started because of Sky*gem’s retirement AU prompt to be honest.

I don’t read too many of those any longer because the original prompt had Yuuri not win enough stuff (no Olympic gold even. yeah I’m picky lol), and most of them follow the post pretty stringently and don’t deviate from it, but that’s definitely where it came from because there are so many fics of that. 

(This is my fave fic of the prompt though. Very good and Yuuri breaks all the records and lands a quad axel and is majoring in sports psychology. My jam.) 

A lot of the fics have Yuuri and Victor buy a rink or something there. 

It’s not something I personally see happening on anything more than a short-term basis (i.e. maybe Yuuri and even Victor decide to further their education there), but it’s not uncommon for foreign skaters to move to America to coach.

I think that while it kicked off with that prompt though, one of the reasons it persisted is just because of familiarity with the setting from writers. 

Victor loves Hasetsu so much though, and there’s a perfectly adequate rink there if they want to take it over as theirs. IDK why not just use that. 

shadowrld replied to your post: i want your french, give it to me :p

I’ve been studying German for 7 years and still am but can’t seem to elaborate a damn thing my vocabulary is so limited i hate myself

I had French for like 7 years. Look what is left of it. lol Though, tbf, I am kinda sad. But I just had nobody to practice it with and over the years you just forget about it and now I am just a bit too lazy to get into it again, I guess. :(

anonymous asked:

What is interesting is I never officially took a gender studies class. (though I took some real doozies like "race and ethnicity" and "multicultural psychology") but even a lot of my "good" classed either had gender studies or feminist talking points, or super loud feminists in them so you got all the talking points anyways

Lol don’t worry, those other ‘studies’ are just extended forms of critical theory, it’s all the same framework just with different victims, the villain always stays the same though, I think you can guess who that is. If you take any of these classes in the humanities, you’re going to get cross references, that’s the whole point of intersectionality, tapping into each group’s supposed oppression and uniting against their shared oppressor. Which yes, is old white guys. 

The problem we have is these classes are self admittedly speculative, there’s little facts or evidence ever provided, these professors have bare minimum qualifications who have only been employed to make the university money from these silly classes as real professors are teaching real subjects but because someone had a genius idea to add ‘studies’ onto the end of them, young people who want to be woke are taking them with the idea they are the pinnacle of academia and morality. 

These are speculative and agenda-driving theories being taught in made-up, pandering liberal classes which students are absorbing as factual evidence, they indulge on the victimhood and convenience of having someone else to blame and it’s become their ideology and the way they view the world around them. That’s how we are in this mess. It’s also why they’re so good at creating an argument but completely crumble the second they’re expected to defend it. 

A Quick Revisit Stefan With PTSD

This is sort of my hiatus event to remember and keep alive the old narratives regarding Stefan and Caroline.
Chapter 1 A Quick Revisit Amnesiac Stefan

Chapter 2:
When Stefan gained his memories back, he had a bad visitor named PTSD along with the memories. He constantly had little panic attacks as if he was in the safe drowning over and over again and as usual he chose to distance himself from the people he cares(Damon, Elena, Caroline and so on…) until he ran into drunk Katherine… He told it himself that he was avoiding people.

So nobody knew about his PTSD though Damon suspected there was something wrong with Stefan. He wanted to deal with it alone, by himself and with a glass of alcohol which clearly wasn’t working.
In the meanwhile Caroline and Elena were dealing with newbie vampire ripper Jesse but I’m not gonna get into that storyline.
Aside from Stefan, Katherine was also dealing with her own problems and so through their situations and with the push of Stefan’s compassion and hero hair they had some bonding moments.

Which is parallel to Stefan’s catching Elena in season 3. btw I sooo want him to catch Caroline too one day!! That’s Stefan at his core which is what Katherine said.

Stefan made it his job to keep Katherine alive, imo he did it for two reasons. First he’s that person such as who values the life as it is, kind of something like that and you know he had some sort of feelings for Katherine imo and Secondly it was sort of a way to distract himself from his PTSD. But then Katherine told that if he wants to keep her alive she can’t work with the people who cannot give their %100.(Though I genuinely believe that even though she didn’t say it she wanted to just help him because she cared about him) So she called Caroline for Stefan’s PTSD. So that our queen made her shiny appearence lol

So when Caroline heard about Stefan PTSD, as always she dived into the books and studied some psychology to help Stefan. It wasn’t enough she got her mom drop off the safe for them to use which kinda scared me a little actually and I guess Stefan too.

Oh btw she even sanitized it, did I mention I love Caroline so much?

Caroline is not a doctor nor she’s 500 years old nor she’s the smartest person on the planet but “when push comes to shove” she always finds a way to help her friends in her own power and so did she again. She came up with her own terrifying(to Stefan) solution to PTSD problem. Stefan’s failed with his own way she thought “which I agreed” that Stefan should deal with his PTSD head on. This is one of the reasons how they are balancing each other which was mentioned earlier by threadsandspiderwebs

“We’ve gotten to see how both Stefan and Caroline have issues that are core to their characterization (though Stefan’s is still more in analysis while hers are more clearly presented), but the extent to which either are able to move past and not let their issues control them them reflects the difference in growth:. For Caroline, it’s not debilitating** (yet?) Yeah, those issues are there, will always be there, but it’s not overwhelming, and when it threatens to be, she copes in other non-self sabotaging taking-care-of-self ways.(x) While Stefan…

But what if was always meant to have a certain symmetry….Early on, with the first couple eps of the season, I think we expected Stefan and Caroline’s pathologies to be problematic at the same time…


…which they were for a moment, but the CLASH didn’t really act as the SOURCE of a continued disconnect. Because what’s interesting is the on-edge, in-denial, “tunnel vision” Caroline of the first two eps, was supplanted with a calmer, somewhat more removed, but eventually more…resigned? to all of it Caroline***..” ( X ) (About S6)

As it’s been mentioned that Caroline’s issues are clearly presented, spoken and discussed by other characters while Stefan’s is a mystery and interpretation is left to us, the viewers. (in s6)

Back to the PTSD storyline, Stefan gets into the safe. He starts panicking, feels like drowning and the name he calls is “Caroline” for help. Not “hey” not “Katherine” not “guys” or not any other way for calling help it’s Caroline. Hmm…
The scene shows Stefan in the safe and Katherine-Caroline’s voices coming in outside of the safe. So Stefan hears what they are talking.

Katherine: Have you two ever… uhmm you know?
Caroline: No I don’t know.
Katherine: Come on you know. Have you?
Caroline: Oh my god! Katherine seriously!
Katherine: That wasn’t exactly a yes or no.
Caroline: We are friends!! (lol sure whatever Care, we know how that turned out:) )
Katherine: Your loss he’s great in bed!
Caroline: Oh god I’m so not listening to this!

So in 5x09
Caroline: We are friends!
In 6x08
Stefan: She’s my
So Stefan actually hears what Katherine and Caroline talk. So it means “friends” was mentioned four times which I realized I didn’t notice this one when I was writing it in my old meta.

(I think you can either be friends with someone or in love with them” (5x18) So he ignored what amnesiac Stefan felt to a some point but we all know what happened in the second half of the season. Holding her hand in sleep? Brushing her cheek? He got confused, he couldn’t be sure about what he’s feeling and also remember this.

Caroline: You are my friend (5x12)

Stefan: Remind me. We were friends (5x16) *if I lose my  memories*

Caroline: We’re friends, right? (5x20)

So many unnecassary “friend” mentioning in the second half of the season with the first quote in 5x18 which may have confused him even more and forced him to ignore what he felt since his amnesiac time period. It wasn’t a possibility because she kept saying “friends”. So when he asks “how did I miss it” it’s saying like “I didn’t want to miss it”) ( X )

So how can we blame Stefan for being oblivious to what she is feeling about him?

So Stefan loses his conscious in the safe and Katherine-Caroline decide to push Stefan even more. Katherine gets into the safe with Stefan because she knows he can’t overcome for himself but he can always overcome for others. ***I so loved the tension between Stefan and Katherine*** In the safe Katherine points out Stefan’s real problem which is avoiding the emotional pain of the break up and instead focusing on to the physical pain ***which is what Stefan is going to do when he loses Damon, Instead of dealing with the pain he’s gonna run away, create a prison for himself(starting over routine), get beaten up by random people*** So in the safe he overcomes his PTSD not for himself but for a “life” whether he cares about or not.
When he’s coming out of the safe Caroline’s standing there waiting for him. This is one of my favourite scenes of s5. First of all they hugged, they smiled

it was so cute and adorable but there is one more thing that I found this scene so meaningful. Two episodes earlier Stefan told that he wanted Damon and Elena to be the one to save him from the safe

but when he got out of the safe they were not there. Tessa took him, he lost his memories so when he regained them he went right back into safe with all the pain because of the PTSD. So in 5x09  this is actually the first time he gets free of the safe and pain, all of that. And Caroline is the one who is there for real.

She studied psychology, came up with a good idea, carried the safe, cleaned it but in the end Katherine was the one who got most of Stefan’s attention and probably most of the viewers too because she’s the one who got into the safe, shared those intense moments with Stefan, had sex with him later. So to me even though we are giving Caroline the credit she deserves, I don’t think rest of the fandom(I mean besides sc fans and caroline stans ***except exceptions***) gives her enough credit.
Anyway later on Stefan and Katherine you know:)

Regardless this was so hot^^ And Caroline overhears it, I wonder how much of it she listened lol First Amnesiac Stefan flirted with her in 5x04, then they had dance in 5x06 then she overheard him having sex in 5x09. Wellll so much for platonic I guess lol
One more bonus gif!

Dating would include: Doyoung

* Y'all there is two sides of doyoung in my opinion

* He’s either gonna be so playful like always winking and smacking your butt

* Or dead romantic with spontaneous dates and gifts

* He’s also super needy

* He craves attention especially when he’s tired

* Like he comes to see you straight from practice and from the minute you open the door he clings on and won’t let go

* Like you really need to pee and he’s like “no Y/N you can hold it”

* “Doyoung, seriously I’m gonna wet myself”

* “Y/N, hold it”

* He eventually lets you go and when you come back to the bed or sofa or wherever he would totally smack your but and giggle saying “that’s for leaving me”

* Okay but this little bunny is also so cute and romantic

* For your anniversary he got you a necklace with the date engraved on it and wrote you the sweetest letter and you were so touch you couldn’t help but cry

* He began to really panic as he never knew what to do when people cried so his eyes just went super big and started running frantically round the room trying to find a tissue

* When he finally returned to you with a tissue you had stopped crying and just hugged him super tight

* Also super fun and spontaneous dates like playing at the beach at midnight or theme parks

* When y'all at the theme park you know you gotta have those couple headbands

* I feel like he’s not as confident in his singing as some of the other members so you would have to force him to sing

* By force I mean threatening to never kiss him again and you know he can’t resist you so he begins to sing


* But when you are upset he would sing to you with no hesitation

* I can imagine him to be the type to pretty much only have one or two girlfriends through his entire life

* Meaning he’s very committed and in it for the long run

* Like during his high school days he was always more interested in his studies or training and even though many girls had their eyes on him he was oblivious

* But when you, the new girl, walked in to school on the first day of senior year he dropped everything for you (lol of course he carried on doing well in school and training but ya know what I mean)

* He would follow you round like a lost bunny begging for your attention

* But when you finally agreed to go on a date with him he became super shy and could barley look you in the eye

* After a couple more dates he became much more open to you and finally kissed you on the third date


* like he would totally fan girl over boy groups with you

* He would also get excited about makeup with you like you text him saying “OMG DOOOYOUNG MAC JUST DROPPED A HIGHLIGHTER”


* Also he would totally gossip with you about all the snakes you encounter


A/N: sorry if there is typos I got really excited writing this also I included my favourite gif of him

Originally posted by yonges

I did so much today, even though I had a 3 day holiday! I finished my AP Biology study guide, read my Campbell Biology textbook, wrote up my AP Chemistry prelab, practiced some math problems for the SAT Subject Test, and went over some old chemistry notes from last year. I know this list doesn’t seem much, but honestly I have improved so much with my homework completion skills. And that’s enough for me. Here’s to good senior year of high school! Expect more posts from me soon.

Items pictured
• yellow folio
• monthly/weekly planner from HOM
• zebra mildliners
• binder from costco

• pencil bag from Air France (lol.)
New Year Resolutions

Originally posted by skotya

Request: happy new year! could you do a one shot with Peter (in his pov) & the reader on new year eve or new year’s day and they are talking and cuddling about the celebrations/what the new year has on store. & w/in the new year he is going to propose. Thanks 

Author’s Note: Happy New Year everybody! I thought this was really cute and I wanted to get it done right away while it’s still relevant lol It is really, really short and I apologize for that. so, here ya go! Enjoy c:

Warnings: Maybe some language, idk


Peter’s POV

Y/N let out a small sigh, her lips turned up in a grin. I looked down at her, studying her features even though I had them memorized perfectly. Her beautiful eyes were focused on the television as the parade played. I smiled to myself, thinking how lucky I was to have found her.

“Peter?” she asked softly, rolling to her back so her head was in my lap instead of on my chest. I moved my arm to wrap around her frame, playing with her hair.

“Hm?” I hummed in reply, content to just stay in this moment forever.

“What do you think this year is going to bring? Do you have any resolutions or goals?”

“I think it’ll be a great year,” I told her, totally honest. Y/N smiled up at me, teeth and all, making me chuckle. “I have everything I could ever want. An amazing girl, a great place to live, financial security.”

“So, no resolutions?”

“I think my biggest resolution for this year is just to be a better man, for you. Make you the happiest woman on the planet,” I said, letting the love I felt for her be conveyed in my expression.

“Peter,” she whispered, a goofy, loving smile adorning her face. She sat up, kissing me sweetly. I hummed into the kiss, tangling my fingers in her soft hair. “I love you.”

“I love you, too, Y/N,” I replied, meaning every word. “So, what about you? What’s in store for my sweetheart this year?”

“I don’t know,” she started, sighing a bit. “I’d like to maybe find a house, get out of this apartment. I wanna travel with you a bit. Just spend time with you really, make memories.”

“That sounds wonderful,” I said softly, nuzzling her neck before she giggled and laid down again, watching the rest of the parade.

I smiled to myself, smirking in my mind. Y/N had no idea what I had planned for this year. I had big ideas for us. She wanted memories, she was getting memories. I thought of the ring I had hidden in the closet, the house options I had bookmarked on my laptop, the honeymoon trip I had all thought out. Who knows, maybe we would even start our family this year.

The new year was going to bring all kinds of new things for us, and I couldn’t wait.

Fanart I made of Tina when I really should have been studying for finals. I think a lot of people probably feel the same way as I do since I see so many new fanfics/art online. We can’t help it…

Feel free to message me to talk about FBAWTFT and HP. (=3=)/ <3

Issa New Studyblr!!1!1

Hi everyone! I just started this fresh studyblr today even though I had a studyblr/tumblr in the past (it failed lol it was in the 7th grade and I didn’t really put the effort into it) and my account eventually dwindled to just a regular tumblr. I ended up mainly just using it to silently see all the studyblr and meme posts so I’m not a total stranger to this community. I wanted to make an intro post so I could officially introduce myself to everyone and immerse myself into this place from the get-go and maybe make some friends too :) 

sum basics about me;;

name; aranza but u guys can just call me zuzu lol

age; 14 (15 next july)

sign; cancer

grade; high school freshman (!!1!)

where im from; Peru but i moved to america when I was younger so my spanish isn’t perfect ;-;

why i started this studyblr; Ive struggled with being productive and motivated for school my whole life but I REALLY don’t want to mess up this year since high school is where grades/academic performance really matters so I’m hoping this studyblr will help me fix those problems + meet cool people!


art/drawing (i have an art instagram where u can see all my work //shameless self promo heheheh// it’s @_alosia lmao)

learning (i hate being stagnant and i love being challenged)

music (i love rap and r&b but really anything tbh) ESPECIALLY: Tyler The Creator (FLOWER BOY IS SOOOOO GOOOD) and Childish Gambino. Existence would be pointless without them i think

playing ukulele (im a beginner and i don’t have time to play it much but i still love it a lot!!!)


tv shows like Sherlock <3

i also love Marvel movies!!1!1!1 ive never read the comics mostly bc i don’t know how to start :( :/

AND STAR TREK im watching the original series rn so im just a beginner in the fandom oof

politics (intersectional feminism, race issues, sounds kinda dumb coming from a 14 year old lol but i love catching up with the news and the state of the united states and stuff)

video games (my parents don’t really let me get any though so I only have Tomb Raider, The Walking Dead, Minecraft //cringe//. I LOVE the first two! I’m sad bc i’ve almost finished them  tho:(

memes (who isn’t tbh)

my courses and career path;;

-I don’t really know what to do yet as far as career but I really like the idea of science, astronomy(working at nasa specifically), and coding/bein a programmer too (although I haven’t put a lot of research into what these career paths are like so maybe I really don’t like these things lol)

Im freshman rn so this year im taking:

-computer science pre-ap

-biology pre-ap

-geometry pre-ap

-spanish 3 pre-ap

-english 1 pre-ap

-art 1 

-geography pre-ap

new school year goals;;

I really wanna get all A’s in my classes (hopefully above 96 each!)

limit procrastination so I have more time to sleep and have free time to do things I like like art :)

balance my life so I can immerse myself into clubs and volunteer work while also making the best grades I can

building my artistic presence online and hopefully doing commissions to help me fund my college

learn how to code

improve on my art by a large scale

improve my spanish

studyblr inspiration;;

these are the studyblrs that inspired me to get out of just watching from the sidelines of the studyblr community! <3

@studyign @studywithinspo @elkstudies @stvdybuddies @bookmrk @studyquill @studyplants @studylustre @emmastudies and more! those are just the ones I can think of from the top of my head lol


Going through my GP file and doing some last minute revision for my first paper tomorrow, although i got a little distracted and ended up on the UN Women’s website lol ヽ(●゚´Д`゚●)ノ゚I’m kinda angry with myself for not being able to do much today even though it was a study day and i didn’t need to go to school. Had a headache since noon but it’s better now so i’m gonna read through some stuff before going to bed. I’m crossing my fingers and hoping that tomorrow will be all right! (。•́︿•̀。)