even though he knows she's wrong

  • what she says: i'm fine
  • what she really means: in season 9 episode 21 of Friends "The One With the Fertility Test" Chandler tells Monica they are both incapable of having a baby, due to low sperm motility and an inhospitable environment. I always assumed Chandler lied to Monica about his low sperm motility so Monica wouldn't find out she was the reason they couldn't conceive. (Even though there was no way to prove it). However, when the doctor calls and Chandler answers, he asks to speak to Monica...if something was wrong with Chandler, the doctor would've told him because he was already on the phone. And when Monica asked Chandler if there was a problem with him or with her, before answering, Chandler hesitates and looks off to the side a little before saying "actually it's both of us."
  • so basically all I'm ever going to think about is how Chandler probably did lie to Monica to protect her from knowing that she is the reason they cannot naturally have a child, the one thing she has wanted since the beginning of season 1, and now i have to cry for eternity
Yoosung meets a woman that has an uncanny resemblance to Rika at his college and becomes infatuated with her and begins neglecting MC

@rfascenariios hahahahaha, so I sometimes accidentally open blogs and then end up scrolling through and I found this, even though I have a mountain of other head canons to work on, but I just love this so much, so here you go.

  • It started with a picture that Yoosung posted on the messenger
  • “I found Rika! Or, at least a woman that looks just like her! She’s in one of my classes and her name is Yumi!”
  • He wasn’t wrong. She did look just like Rika.
  • Yoosung talks about her constantly, getting to know her at school
  • Now, he and MC have been dating for about a year and a half now, and she gets kind of worried about the fervor in which he is treating Yumi
  • Yoosung gets invited out to a mixer with his friends, so MC is invited along and Yumi is there
  • MC gets to talk to Yumi and she’s nice enough, but admits that she has her sights set on Yoosung
  • When MC tells Yumi that she and Yoosung are already dating, Yumi says, “Really? Because he treats me more like his girlfriend that he does you.”
  • After the mixer, MC asks Yoosung if he loves her, and he says yes, of course, but she’s still really nervous about the whole thing and not sure if she believes him
  • And his talk of Yumi continues to escalate, because she started asking questions about Rika and emulating her
  • Eventually, MC tries to express her hurt to Yoosung about the whole thing via messenger, but he doesn’t understand why she’s all bent out of shape
  • Zen and Seven get in on this as well, basically trying to explain what’s going on in MC’s head, but Yoosung refuses to listen
  • It’s not until Yoosung skips a date with MC to hang out with Yumi that things get ugly
  • She’s hurt, but she doesn’t let it affect her too much, hoping he still loves her
  • Zen even yells at Yoosung for doing that
  • The next day, MC shows up at his school to drop off his lunch, which she always brings for him on Tuesday’s, but Yumi sees her first, says that he’s busy studying and, without being a student, you can’t get into the library, so she’ll take the lunch to him
  • As soon as she has the lunch in her hands, she tells MC, “Yoosung and I went out on a date, by the way. You should probably stop bringing him food. He’s moved on.”
  • MC walks away in tears
  • She goes onto the messenger and says that she needs to break up with Yoosung, as much as it breaks her heart, because he doesn’t love her anymore
  • All he loves is a memory of Rika and the woman that looks just like her
  • He doesn’t see it until after his class with Yumi, and he ends up frozen for a few minutes just staring at the message… until Yumi reads it over his shoulder and offers her condolences
  • Yoosung, having been snapped out of it, says he needs to go find MC and talk to her, he doesn’t want to break up, he doesn’t understand why she would do this
  • However, she’s busy drinking with Zen and Jaehee, her phone is turned off, and Yoosung doesn’t know where she is
  • That night, MC stumbles back home, still super drunk, and realizes that she accidentally went to Yoosung’s apartment
  • Now MC is about to turn away when she checks the messenger and sees that he wants to talk about this, so she decides that now is as good as ever…
  • She gets her phone out to start recording because she knows she won’t remember in the morning
  • ….only to walk up the stairs to his apartment to find that Yoosung’s kissing Yumi
  • MC drops her purse out of shock, and when he hears the sound, he freaks, and tries to push Yumi away (what he was trying to do all along)
  • MC doesn’t hear him calling after her and just half stumbles, half runs away
  • She posts a picture on the messenger of Yoosung and Yumi kissing
  • “I thought he wanted to talk to convince me not to leave him. Guess I was wrong. I was wrong about everything.”
  • Zen tries to jump to his defense, saying that Yoosung looks uncomfortable, like he doesn’t want it, but MC just says, “I need to go drown my sorrows in ice cream and romance movies. I’ll check the messenger once a day from now on. Don’t worry about me.”
  • She does as promised, sits at home, crying, eating ice cream, and watching anything with a romance premise
  • Her coworkers worry about her when she’s at work because her eyes all puffy and red, but she just explains that she had a really bad break up
  • One coworker offers to beat him up for her once they hear the details, but she declines
  • She tries to get Jumin’s advice on killing her emotions so she can stop hurting
  • Yoosung finally manages to ambush her a few days after she saw him kissing Yumi at her apartment before she leaves to go to the grocery store
  • He explains that Yumi was there trying to help him (or so she claimed), then suddenly grabbed him and kissed him. She then tried to convince him that MC didn’t love him and only Yumi could
  • But Yoosung knows better, he feels like a jerk, and realizes that Yumi is nothing like the Rika he knew (which wasn’t necessarily the real Rika, but he doesn’t know that)
  • He begs MC to take him back
  • MC states that they’ll start with the dinner she’s about to make, and they can go from there
  • They go grocery shopping, then cook and eat together
  • He ends up kissing her goodbye at the end of the night
  • And twenty minutes after leaving, he comes back and, just-
  • This impulsive, loving yandere child just drops down on one knee with a ring in his hand
  • A few weeks later, Yumi has made no further progress with Yoosung and is getting frustrated, and when MC shows up on campus again to give Yoosung his lunch, Yumi goes to confront her…. then sees the ring on her finger
  • Before Yumi can approach to ask what’s going on, Yoosung is there, kissing MC, giddy as ever to see her
  • Yumi is forced to walk away and save herself the embarassment

I don’t think I will ever get over the fact that Rick ASKED her for the gun. Like even with the stakes so high he is literally sitting there making sure that she is okay with his decision.

He respects her as an equal so much and when they disagree they talk it out and he opens up and lets her know how scared he is of losing her or anyone else. Even though Michonne doesn’t want to agree with him, she can’t argue that he is right and respects him enough to admit that and try.

I just love how their love for each other was built on mutual respect and it continues to show. No matter how dire the situation gets we still see them respecting each others decisions and even when they disagree they discuss it and don’t try to leave the other out of the loop and are able to admit when they are wrong.

I’m just so happy that this is the romance we get for them because I honestly couldn’t see it any other way.

Prohibited Minds {Yoo Kihyun}

Hello! Can you write a fic where Kihyun is in love with a friend of theirs (MX), but he is afraid to make a move, because he is an idol and because fans are giving her a hard time already, because she was spotted with them. Thank you <3

Note: Ah angst, a both an emotional and beautiful thing. I hope you enjoy! 

Disclaimer: I don’t own the gifs/ images used. 

Originally posted by kihqun

He knew it was wrong to watch her like this, with butterflies in his stomach and wonder in his eyes, but how can he help himself when she’s just so flawless and wonderful in his mind.

She has a incomprehensible impact over him, his breath hitches when her hand brushes against his, and his mind is sent into a violent spin like a tornado whenever she turns to smile his way. An even though others would call this true love, he would call it torture.

Torture because he knows the fans will hate it, torture because management will tear them apart, torture because he can never have the ability to call her “mine.”

Leaked images fill the internet and fire up the fan’s hearts as they angrily rage about her on social media, fiercely accusing her and labeling her with unpleasant names simply because she is seen with Monsta X.

Kihyun remembers when the first attack shot her down, and he had been there to rock her gently in his arms as she sobbed into the white of his shirt. His heart cracked and smashed with each tear that rolled down her cheek, leaving him resentful and confused as to why anyone would intentionally devastate someone with such a beautiful mind and a heart of gold.

“You should try asking her out, or at least tell her your feelings. She isn’t going to stay single forever, you know?” Minhyuk had offered his advice, half smiling to reassure Kihyun that it was the right decision to make, but Kihyun hesitated, and still to this day the confession is sizzling low in the pit of his mind, no where near to the brim of releasing.

He breathed out, a piece of hair swiftly moving away from his eye as {y/n} winked at him from across the room. She must have sensed his discomforted, troubled mind because now, she was smiling at him.

Kihyun could feel the pulsation of his heart in his throat as he smiled in return, a tinted pink washed over his face. In responded to his shyness, {y/n}’s twinkle of a giggle sounded and Kihyun felt his face only burning more.

She rose from her seat, elegantly moving away from Shownu and Hyungwon who were in too much of a deep conversation to notice her departure, and sat beside Kihyun. Her hand sliding onto his leg as she gave him a somewhat pointed look.

“You’re thinking again, aren’t you?” She questioned.

“I’m always thinking, because I’m smart. Can’t speak for the both of us though.” He teased, his tone joking to cover his exploding heart.

{y/n} grins, raising her hand and bringing it down to a light clap on his knee in attempt to mock annoyance. She grinned, but only for a moment, her face soon rested again to a collected way.

“I’m serious, Kihyun. What’s on your mind? I can see it on your face, something is worrying you.”

Kihyun can’t hate the way that she’s so good with words, so good at spotting every flaw in his system. But eh wants to, he wants her to stop, he can’t imagine himself corrupting her sound mind with his issues that lie deep.

“I’m fine, {y/n}.” He lies through his teeth, and his smile barely meets his eyes.

{y/n} scans her eyes over his face, clearly unconvinced, but it’s a futile situation and Kihyun isn’t about to let go of his secrets,  even though his confession is starting to boil.

She moves her hand to his face. It’s warm and soft where she caresses his cheek, and his eyelids flutter to a close for a moment, the sensation rushing through him in a motion of sparks and fireworks. When he opens them again, she’s smiling.

“You know you can tell me anything, right?” She asks, sliding her hand down to her lap as Minhyuk calls after her.

Kihyun nods as she stands, flashing him one final smile before aiding Minhyuk’s calls for help from the kitchen.

He knew it was wrong to watch her like this, with butterflies in his stomach and wonder in his eyes, but how can he help himself when she’s just so flawless and wonderful in his mind.

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Spending another evening alone, that’s your deal. You’re sure Jughead is with Betty again and you’re worried. You’re worried about your relationship with your best friend. And secret love.

Of course, you know that Jughead is friend with Betty. But Betty is so pretty and smart and she has something what I don’t have, you think, lying in your bed with your favorite book on your face. You can’t read it even though it’s your favorite book. You have to think about Jughead and Betty. What’s wrong with me?

The next day, you have Biology lesson. And you usually sit with Jughead for Biology because he helps you to get along with dissecting.
“Hey, (Y/N)! How’s my princess?” He smiles at you, sitting to his place. You just shrug. You don’t want to talk with him. He hurt you yesterday by not sending you a message about he’s not going to visit you.
“There must be something in the air, huh?” Jughead raises his eyebrows. “What’s wrong with you, (Y/N)?”
“What’s wrong with me?!” You yell suddenly. All eyes on you. Your cheeks turn red. Jughead looks really surprised, he hasn’t seen you that angry before. “What’s wrong with me, Jughead?” You whisper now because of the attention of your classmates, you just don’t want to look like a drama queen. “Spending another evening alone is wrong with me, Jughead. I was waiting for you, I was waiting for some stupid message that you don’t have time for me! But it’s okay, I can deal with it. You can sit with Betty if you want.” You turn your back to him, propping your head with your hand.
“(Y/N),” Jughead sighs, grabbing your hand lightly, “Don’t tell me you’re jealous!”
“I’m not jealous!” You yell again at him, everyone in the class is looking at you right now, including Betty.
“Hey, (Y/N), you should have told me this. I didn’t know you’d be jealous because of Betty.”
“You’re just spending a lot of time with her.” You turn your face to him and there’s something in your eyes.
“Majesty,” he looks at you with a light smirk, “I swear I’m going to spend more time with you.” He laughs, ripping out a paper from his notebook, making you a paper crown.

Confession:  I don’t know how, but my Dalish inquisitor got a high approval rating from Solas despite making it clear to him that she thought he was a pompous ass, thought him insane for wanting to merge the fade with the real world, and she didn’t trust him. I’m sure there’s an explanation, but right now my headcanon is he has a thing for ladies who aren’t afraid to tell him when he’s wrong (even though she romanced someone else).

anonymous asked:

About Claudia I don't understand this one thing. If she was killed and Vincent too isn't it super heartless too bring her back now? Idk it feels completely selfish and I don't see why Undertaker would even make her suffer just for his own sake if he loved her???

Hey Anon :)

Well that’s the thing though! UT is 100% very desperate + sad + lonely + hurting in his feels so him wanting to bring back people he cherished (not just Claudia mind you, but also the other lockets) is 1000% a completely selfish decision (as far as we know as always, of course).

Like, don’t get me wrong, I absolutely adore UT, he’s endlessly fascinating and I fell in love at first sight but the more we discover about him, the more I feel that this guy is probably almost on Kelvin’s level of being a stalker, except that he isn’t sexually interested in kids (or in becoming beautiful since he’s canonly the most beautiful character lmao). 

I’m probably pushing it with the analogy but that’s on purpose, just to say that the more Yana-sensei allows us to see his true personality, the sadder and scarier it gets. 

I remember myself, one and a half year ago, thinking “yeh maybe UT is a psychopath” since, you know, the guy was laughing all.the.time and that was the only thing we ever saw about him and then…

Chapter 105 happened. And then 3 months later…

That was another arrow in the kokoro

And then, when I thought I could hardly be surprised anymore (’cause he’s my dude and I sometimes spend half my days wondering about what he could be thinking about), ch120 happened…

…Which means that we went from a creepy mortician to a homicidal maniac Shinigami to a Very Desperate and Sad Guy Who Actually Killed Himself Years Ago to him holding someone’s hand with the most peaceful expression he ever had in 24+ volumes of Kuroshitsuji.

That screams character complexity and development but also big issues in my book Anon, which is why, let’s say he’s actually trying to bring back Claudia in the current arc, it’s 100% completely selfish on his part (because he loves her and misses her, because he’s lonely, because he’s scared, because he’s getting mad….), but at this point I think he couldn’t care less and might even admit it, should someone (like Ciel) yells at him that he’s been inconsiderate and mad for a while now. 

Not that I blame him for being completely desperate: we know he killed himself even if we don’t know why + we know he deserted, probably because being a Shinigami and being forced to watch countless cinematic records only made him even more miserable, so let’s say that he actually learnt to live through meeting these people whom he cherished, then losing them to death (or worse, murder) might have been unbearable to him.

Also I don’t know if you noticed but Claudia’s locket is the most recent on his chain: out of the those 7 people, she’s the one who died last, so maybe losing her (or losing Vincent) was the trigger to the BD project and him becoming completely desperate about protecting what’s left of the family of the woman he probably loved, on top of trying to bring her (and the others) back, no matter what the cost was (even if that means indirectly killing a thousand of passengers or bleeding to death London in its integrality, assuming he’s the villain behind the current arc).

At this point, it’s obvious there is not just one factor that led UT to behaving the way he is right now, it’s an ensemble of sad things that he lived through and I really have a lot of feels for him, but yeah, if somehow he is bringing back Claudia and that he succeeds… 
Well, just poor Claudia, poor UT too (even if he’d be the guilty party behind his own misery) and poor Frances (because Claudia is her mom too). Also, that might just be wishful thinking on my part, but I think this whole tragedy of UT succeeding in bringing Claudia back even if just for a short time might be what Yana alluded at through Vincent’s words…

And all in all, it only gets sadder when you think about the choices that UT made so far because inherently yes, even if it’s completely selfish, “it was for love” (cool motive still murder.gif) but it reached such a scale that it probably won’t make Claudia happy and things just won’t get back to what they used to be (and honestly once he’ll be forced to realize that, I think that’s when UT might break down). 

……Ahem, I’m so sorry for rambling -_- You just asked about one of my fav subjects so now that I have some time, I’m just… writing a post about UT’s character from my own perspective.

Well in any case, I hope that managed to more or less answer your question. Thanks for passing by Anon! :) 

Undertale Theory

Asgore is Patience- Instead of taking one human soul, crossing the barrier himself, and starting a war, he waited for children who wouldn’t missed so he could free his people peacefully. The first way would have been faster, but it would not have been right.

Undyne is Bravery- Despite facing certain death in the genocide run, she faces the player head on without fear of death. She knows she is the hero of monsters, and has made her peace with it.

Toriel is Integrity- She holds onto her morals by helping the fallen children, even though she knows they could free her people from the underground. She knows what Asgore is doing is wrong, and she fights against it at her own cost.

Alphys is Perseverance- She continues her work for the good of monster kind, even when she makes disastrous mistakes and has to bear incredible burdens. The fact that she gets up in the morning is an act of perseverance in itself.

Papyrus is Kindness- He doesn’t even consider hurting the player at any point in the game. Out of all the monsters, Papyrus is the only one that is impossible to be killed by. Even in the genocide run, he believes that there is a good person inside of the player somewhere.

Sans is Justice- He judges the player for the choices made during the game. If you have caused excessive harm, he will make sure you get what’s coming to you.

TLDR; The seven human souls correspond to seven major Undertale characters.

Panic attack. Peter Parker x stark reader

Prompt: Peter has a panic attack and doesn’t know whats wrong, but the reader (his girlfriend) knows exactly whats wrong thanks to all the times shes seen her dad (tony stark) have to go though one.

warnings: no 


Ever since Peter had come back from his torture filled stay at Hydra he hadn’t been the same; He was more alert and kept to his self.  Even the slightest movement would make him flinch, he constantly had nightmares and was extra sensitive to certain things. You tried to help him in every way you could. You would make sure not to walk on his blind side or surprise him from behind so he wouldn’t freak out, You stayed up for hours just to talk to him and remind him he was safe, and on the nights he had nightmares you would come to his room and let him snuggle into your embrace and softly comb your fingers though his hair until he fell asleep in your arms. Ever since Peter had gotten back he had been more possessive of you. No matter where you went, wither it was a coffee shop or a dark alley, he would always be holding your hand or have his arm around your waist. When you sat on the couch he would make sure you were in his arms, and when you cuddled at night he would hold on to you like he would lose you if he didn’t, That’s what your dad thought. He said Peter was probably afraid of someone taking you away from him since he had lost so much at hydra. That and you were his rock. you were what was helping him cope. You were an experienced “rock” you’d like to think. you helped your dad all the time when he had panic attacks and you kept him company when he couldn’t sleep at night. You yourself never were a really big sleeper so staying up with him or Peter really wasn’t hard. Since Peter had gotten back, He had gotten more sensitive to certain things. For one example Peter simply couldn’t take a bath and showered a lot less (but he still somehow didn’t smell). He just got really anxious when he took a shower and preferred to keep them quick and completely refused to bathe in fact he hated any contact with water. Peters doctor had tolled you they had used a type of torture on him called asphyxia meaning “to smother or drown.”  All things consider though Peter was recovering offely well; he was turning back into his old self. More smiles,more jokes, nightmare only 4 or 5 times a week, you were finally able to surprise him    with kisses again, and he would go back to school once summer was over. [ i know it’s not summer but what ever] However, today was one of his worse days in a while. 

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High School AU
  • Dr. D is that kid who has their headphones on all the time and like fifteen different band hoodies except he thinks he’s better than everyone because he hates pop music and anything later than Nirvana in general and would fuck each of the Beatles individually. Everyone kinda thinks he’s a tool but they still like him because he has a fake ID and he always has the notes somehow even though he sleeps in class. He’s got more vinyls than he will ever need in his entire life and can’t talk to anyone he’s even remotely interested in but he can do a remarkable amount of chin ups.
  • NewsAGoGo is head of like seven different clubs and does all the announcements in the morning. She doesn’t really have a set friend group because she just knows everyone and she knows everyone’s business all the time. Like, she’s the one to go to for gossip. She’ll leave you out of the yearbook if you do her wrong, she’s kind of merciless. 
  • DJ Hot Chimp is D’s best friend and she’s one of those sporty lesbians who can do like, everything and makes all the boys look bad. Or, she’d make them look bad but she’s only out as trans to like three people so they don’t really notice, they just think she’s chill. And she IS pretty chill, but she’s also not afraid to throw someone down for talking shit. She’s the best in a fight, out of all of them. Like, she knows karate and shit. It’s awe inspiring. 
  • Tommy is really fuckin’ scary because a) he’s the new kid so he’s kind of a wild card, b) he never fuckin’ talks to anyone and c) he will do literally anything for 20 bucks. Among other things he has climbed to the roof of the school in broad daylight, eaten the shifty spider that’s been chilling in the back of the first year English room for weeks, broken into the janitor’s closet, and nearly started a fire in the wood shop. He’s on a first name basis with the principal and all the secretaries. He doesn’t really have friends, and the only time people ever talk to him if they’re not daring him to do something is if they run into him at his dad’s shop where he works.
  • Mad Gear, when he does show up to class, tends to sleep through everything important because he stays up all night playing League of Legends. He used to be the wild card before Tommy came by, and it’s weird that people stopped daring him to do things because he’ll do them for free, they could be saving money. He lives off of Coca Cola and ramen noodles and spends more time than anyone his age should being inebriated. He doesn’t really have friends, just people he knows from the anime club or DnD sessions at D’s house that he talks to sometimes. Though apparently he has a girlfriend, but she lives in Canada or something. He’s a pretty nice guy but he can’t hold a conversation to save his life.  

anonymous asked:

What if Genji's dragon could be used as an extension of himself should he be incapacitated. He could comfort Mercy through the dragon if he were in a coma.

I believe the spirit dragon is literally a part of their soul, so maybe he couldn’t directly control them, but they know what he would want to happen.

  • The incident was only two weeks ago, but he still hasn’t woken up. A mission gone wrong, and Mercy wasn’t even there to put him back together. She know healing takes time, but she’s done all she could do, and still he does not wake.
  • The night is late and she has to give up on the day. Kissing his still face before leaving, she goes to their bedroom. She dreads lying on a too large bed without his warmth for another night.
  • Even though she’s been working and awake for so long, she doesn’t find sleep even though her body is exhausted. Frustrated, and missing Genji’s voice, the tears start overtaking her eyes. 
  • The smallest rustle happens under the covers, and it stalls Mercy’s sobs for a moment as a small spirit dragon crawls out. Little green body moving slowly to her. 
  • She has encountered his dragon before, but only when Genji was close by and aware of its actions. 
  • The noodle dragon wiggles to where her head rests on the pillow. Gently pressing a whisker to her cheek where the tear stains mark her skin. Brushing up against her, it curls itself under her chin. The warmth of its little body reminding Mercy of Genji’s kisses on her throat. 
  • Her hands rests on its slim body, taking comfort that it’s his spirit there, comforting her through the dark night. 

I work as a baker at one of the busiest Banera Preads in the chain, and i cant fucking stand the GM. He loses his God. Damn. Mind. Whenever it gets slightly busy, and then wanders off to god knows where, and then comes back and yells at the employees because of screen times. There’s also a running joke from the other market GMs that “(Name) never does anything, because he has his employees do it for him.”
Which is completely true. The other baker that works there when I’m off does the weekly orders, even though we’re technically not allowed to do sygma orders for the store. Whenever she gets it wrong, all he does is bitch about her to me. And then, when she’s there, anything that’s wrong is my fault.

He’s also a petty fuckin bitch and gossips about associates behind their backs to other associates. Right before he got married, he was know for
A) regularly fooling around with another manager in the walk in freezer
B) occasionally screwing employees

I absolutely can’t stand the dude, but thankfully I bounce around a few stores in the market and don’t have to see his face often.

I Love The Fosters but..

That episode was annoying. 

1- Why is Jude laughing on his way to visit his brother whose having brain surgery? Don’t care how much of a joint you smoke, that will sober you up real quick. 

2- If they aren’t trying to write Noah as a bad influence/antagonist type character, they are failing 

3- Courtney is the worst character please let that relationship die 

4- Why wouldn’t Callie just tell the police immediately what happened? She didn’t do anything wrong? Then her lawyer friend tells her to be honest and she still isn’t???? Then when she decides to be, they arrest her? Even though she technically was distracted because her brother was dying??? 

5- Why would the officer try and question Jesus when he just had a seizure? He is obviously under duress? And so was Mariana when he questioned her??? I’m not even a cop and I know that anything said under duress does not count towards official records???  And wouldn’t Stef know that?? And why would she agree to let the cop question her seizing son???? And doesn’t it make a difference that the person Jesus punched was a kid that stalked Mariana and brought a gun to school and violated his probation and is obviously completely psychotic????? AND WHY ARE ALL THE COPS IN THIS TOWN SUCH AWFUL PEOPLE?????

6- Why was everyone so damn nonchalant in the waiting room like if you told me my son might need a craniotomy I would be losing my actual shit or if I watched my brother/son seizure uncontrollably and foam from the mouth I wouldn’t be napping and sitting around talking about my romantic relationship problems acting like I was waiting for someone to give birth like THIS IS SERIOUS SHIT. WHO DIRECTED THIS EPISODE??? 

7- I enjoy the dramatics of the show but tonight was just overkill. Which made the few scenes that they did input in order to be more lighthearted just seem insensitive and off putting. 

If this show turns into Pretty Little Liars I’m done with Freeform like BYE. 

What is it like dating a trans guy?
Waking up next to someone who daily feels twice as self concious because they’re literally in the wrong body.
Not knowing if you’ll have sex this week, because sometimes dysphoria is so bad it makes it virtually impossible.
It’s holding your crying boyfriend because passing is so hard sometimes.
Dating a trans guy, is waking up every morning and having to call your boyfriend she and her because he’s not out yet.
It’s using the wrong name because nobody would know otherwise.
Saying, “you’re my manly man” and hoping it helps.
It’s falling asleep and realizing that they forgot to take off their sports bra..
It’s having to remind them that even though it’s hard to have them, they can’t be suffocated forever.
Sometimes it’s dealing with severe melt downs because it’s just so hard.
Dating a trans guy is..
Period week being worse than normal because it’s all wrong.
In the end, dating a trans guy is not easy. Not by any means, it’s hard, and sometimes it’s stressful..
But it’s something I wouldn’t change for anything because I love him. I love doing life with him.

  • *a crime scene*
  • Greg: *shaking his head* This is wrong.
  • John: *shrugs* I know but what can we do?
  • Baby Holmes: *trots past, waving Sherlock's magnifying glass; giggling madly*
  • Sherlock: *following; rambling about soil samples*
  • Greg: *rubs the back of his neck* Molly's going to kill him.
  • John: *nods* She's knows what she got into, though.
  • Baby Holmes: *points at the corpse* Deaded!
  • Sherlock: *beaming with pride, scoops her up and gives her a big kiss* That's my clever girl!
  • Greg: *sighs* He's not even sorry, is he?
  • John: Nope.
  • Sherlock: *approaching, his daughter now strapped to his chest; proud af* She found the blood, the weapon and the missing wallet. My little detective. Brilliant, isn't she?
  • Greg & John: *exchange glances*
Thoughts on what to expect in chapter 19 and on jieun

I’m honestly going to be really sad if bum ends up killing jieun and surprised? Because 1. It’s going to mean that bum is going on a straight downward slide to being sangwoo’s puppet and he’s given up and 2. It just feels like a cop-out in terms of writing. She’s had several chapters and we even know her backstory. She mirrors bum in her attraction to the seemingly kind sangwoo, but she’s (as far as we know) had a much better life and is mentally healthy. Even though she’s forced into the situation, she can provide bum with an alternate perspective on his situation. He’s avoided running away at certain times because sangwoo is the closest thing he’s had to kindness in his life. He needs someone NOW, at this incredibly critical moment to tell him that what is happening to him, that what sangwoo and everyone has done to him is WRONG and that he is validated. And more than anything, he needs healthy, non abusive companionship.

I can see this ending in a few ways. 1. She gets killed by bum and he sinks into sangwoo’s hold.
2. Bum can’t do it, sangwoo hurts bum for betraying him “on their special day” and kills her himself. Pretty likely.
3. Bum begs sangwoo not to do it, and sangwoo gets the idea to make jieun the new “mom” and bum moves on to the status of boyfriend. Bum tries to keep jieun safe while both of them try to plan to escape sangwoo. (This is SO unlikely but I’m thinking of turning it into some kind of au)

And I know this has been said but jieun is NOT a bitch and she’s NOT a slut. And the fact she’s being persecuted by the disgusting fandom that is saying grotesque things about what they want done to her is sickening, but I can’t say I didn’t expect it. In a “bl” manhwa women get shit all over.
She is acting like a normal young woman with a crush. She’s no saint, and she’s not hyper empathetic. Granted, this group of friends seems to be shallow (as I’m sure sangwoo makes a point to consort with this type of person, given his victims and his real personality vs. his charming persona), which also helps to explain why she didn’t consider bum’s feelings, circumstances, plus she was probably already a little tipsy and irritable at being blown off by her crush.

So can we all stop holding her to higher standards than a fucking stalker and a serial killer??? Jesus how are you all not hurting for this poor girl. I hope she makes it out okay, as unlikely as it is.

Memories

I was wondering what would happen if Feyre had a flashback/nightmare in the Spring Court. This happened.

Kinda spun out of control, but I couldn’t help but think Rhysand wouldn’t be the only one willing to help her.

Enjoy <3


Feyre lay on the bed in her room, alone. Thankfully, Tamlin had maintained his own rooms. He understood she needed space, even if he was completely wrong about the reason. The fool still thought Rhys had hurt her. In reality, she didn’t know how long she could spend near him before she would try and claw his eyes out.

Rhys.

How she missed him. She wanted to talk to him, but they had to keep contact minimal. Even through the bond, though it was nearly impossible to send a message this far away. Even so, she had to keep her shields up. They never knew when someone might notice, another daemati perhaps. She hugged her knees to her chest. So silly to be lonely, she’d spent countless hours alone in the freezing woods. But it was a particularly dark night. The shadows the trees cast danced on the walls, flickering from the fading moonlight.

It reminded her of another place. Of torchlight flickering on rough-hewn stone. She could feel her heart beat speed up, suddenly breathing wasn’t so easy.

She could hear them all.

The voices, laughing and jeering as she struggled to read. Her voice. Amarantha, calling to Rhysand. She could hear the words, dripping with cruelty, in her head. It was as if the blood drenched queen was whispering in her ear. Her chest clenched, pain blooming as she rested her head on her knees. Breathe. It was so difficult. In. Out.

Suddenly, she was breathing too fast. She could feel her heart pounding in her chest, like it was trying to break out of her chest. She clenched her eyes shut.

Mistake.

It was as if she was there. She could see him. The young fae, in perfect detail, the fear in his eyes so real she wanted to be sick. She felt her stomach flip, nausea hitting her with an intensity that made her eyes water. She saw the dagger. Screamed at herself to stop as she raised it, hands shaking.

No. No, no, no. NO.

She heard the crunch as it went through his chest. His eyes went wide, blood pouring over her hands. She sobbed, the tears rolling down her face feeling too much like the blood that ran between her fingers.

She could hear the voices around her. Murderer. Traitor. Whore. Liar.

The boy’s body fell. The words grew louder, chanting in her head. Murderer. Traitor. Whore. Liar.

Feyre threw the blanket off of her, rushing to the bathing room. Sweat clung to her body. She fell to her knees in front of the toilet, gagging. Nothing came out. A sob wrecked her then.

Feyre slid to the floor. Her hands flew to her face, tears flowing between them as she cried. She lowered her head to the floor, the coolness of it relieving the heat rolling off of her. She shook, chills running along her body. Tilting to the left, she lay on her side, her fingers moving into her hair. She grabbed at her hair as she cried, the sobs rocking her entire body.

She was shocked out of her state by the feeling of grass beneath her. Feyre lifted herself up, looking around to see a clearing in the forest of the Illyrian Steppes. Her eyes landed on the male on the other side. Wearing sleeping clothes similar to those he had in the inn.

Rhys was watching her, wide eyed and worried. He took a step towards her, halting for a moment. Unsure of what to do.

“Rhys.” Her voice broke and she flinched at how weak she sounded. She pushed her palms into her eyes, trying to chase away the lasts of the images dancing her mind.

The next thing she knew, strong arms were going around her. She was lifted into Rhy’s lap, tucked into him as he wrapped his arms around her. Feyre buried her face in the crook of his neck, breathing in his scent. It calmed her, easing her nerves.

“It felt so real.” She whispered, and he stroked her hair in response.

“I know, darling.” Feyre lifted her head, looking into his violet eyes. So open for her, so unlike the masks he wore. “I could feel you, even with all of Prythian between us.”

“How?” She knew he’d understand the question.

“We’re not actually together; this is all in our minds.” He whispered, kissing her forehead. “I did have to winnow a little closer to be able to reach you.”

“How close?” She furrowed her brow, and he smirked at the reaction.

“Let’s just say we shouldn’t take too long.” Rhys ran a thumb over her cheek, wiping away a remaining tear. “Are you alright?”

“Now I am.” Feyre lifted herself to capture his lips, wrapping her arms around his neck as she went. Slow and soft and comforting, all she needed at the time. She pulled away, resting her forehead on his.

“I wish you were back home.” Rhys traced calming patterns on her back, she could already feel herself grow tired. “So I could actually hold you.”

“Soon.” She promised. “I don’t know exactly how long, but I will destroy Hybern myself if that’s what it takes to get back to you. Back to all of you.”

“I can’t wait to watch you.” He nuzzled her cheek, breathing her in. “I missed your scent.”

“Likewise.” She smirked. “Tamlin’s scent is about as appealing as a wet dog’s.”

Rhys tipped his head and laughed. He seemed to want to respond, but his head jerked to the side. Like he was hearing something she couldn’t.

“I better go.” He looked pained to say it, but the smirk returned. “It seems Tarquin was quite serious about those blood rubies.”

“Rhysand-” Feyre was fully prepared to scold him, but the vision ended. Laughter echoed in her head as she came to on the bathing room floor, someone pounding on the door.

She opened it to see Lucien, half dressed with wild hair, looking worried.

“Why-”

“Alis came and got me.” He checked her over, satisfied that she was fine. He met her eyes again, metal whirring as he observed her. “What happened?”

“Oh, just a nightmare.” Feyre put on the face of a scared, helpless girl. Shivering and grabbing her arms. “It was horrible, but I’m fine now. Why didn’t she get Tamlin?”

“Cut the bullshit, Feyre.” He crossed his arms, leaning against the door way. “We both know why she didn’t. Just like we both know who gave Morrigan the blessing to take you away.”

He cocked his head. “And we both know it was Rhysand who helped you, just now.”

“That monster-”

“Didn’t I just say to cut the bullshit?” He sighed, exacerbated. It sounded so much like he used to, Feyre could feel hope blooming in her chest. “Look, I still do not like the whore…”

She growled at the word. And Lucien simply raised a brow and smirked.

“I thought so.” Feyre cursed him, and he laughed. “Look, I may not trust him. But I trust you, as late as I am, and he is your mate. Tamlin isn’t doing the right thing, and he and Hybern need to be stopped.”

He stepped away, letting her pass into the bedroom. “I want to help you.”

“You are very late.”

“I know, I should have realized it sooner.” He hung his head. In shame, she realized. “I just… I couldn’t challenged him. Wouldn’t is the better word, I suppose.” He ran his hands through his hair, sighing. “I was, am, a coward. But I can still do the right thing.”

Before she could stop herself, Feyre hugged him. He stiffened at first, but returned the embrace.

“You know, it’s dangerous to embrace another male’s mate so soon after they are bonded.”

“I don’t give a damn, I missed my friend.” She pulled away, smirking. “Plus, I can handle the Lord of Night. Don’t worry about that.”

He laughed and began heading to the door.

“Get some sleep Feyre.” He looked back before leaving, smirking. “You’ll need your beauty sleep if you want to bring a millennia old King and his army to their knees.”

With that, he left.

Feyre went to bed, her heart lighter than it had been in weeks. Maybe, just maybe, this wasn’t a fools errand. She fell asleep looking at the stars, wishing that were true.

She remembered her own childish disappointment, the first time she had laid eyes on Eddard Stark. She had pictured him as a younger version of his brother Brandon, but that was wrong. Ned was shorter and plainer of face, and so somber. He spoke courteously enough, but beneath the words she sensed a coolness that was all at odds with Brandon, whose mirths had been as wild as his rages. Even when he took her maidenhood, their love had more of duty to it than of passion. We made Robb that night, though; we made a king together. And after the war, at Winterfell, I had love enough for any woman, once I found the good sweet heart beneath Ned’s solemn face. - Catelyn Stark 

He had the Stark face if not the name: long, solemn, guarded, a face that gave nothing away. Whoever his mother had been, she had left little of herself in her son.- Tyrion Lannister about Jon snow. 

This quote is so important to me, I love how  STARK  Jon is. How similiar he is to Ned not only in personality ( Ned was called the quiet Wolf, Jon called his direwolf “Ghost” because he didnt make a sound) but also in looks.  

(And LOL at the “left little of her self”part oh GRRM you troll, i love ya) 

And dont get me started on the  “we made a king togheter” part, because for me that is such a jon/sansa possibile parallel (them being responsible for the heir of the north, the whole duty before love.). 

Also i love this quote, because people believe that when Jon/D*ny happens and dany dies (she will, i can bet money on this), sansa will be jon second choice, his “consolation price”. But for me Sansa will feel just like her mother at first, she wont be happy to marry her cousin ( ex half brother).  (i also believe sansa is going to have a sweet riunion with tyrion, a romance similiar to dany/drogo, that ends in the same tragic way). 

But you know what my favorite Jon/ Ned parallel is? The fact that when both are dying they are thinking about their tully women. Thats right, Ned in all the books thinks a lot about his sister lyanna and not so much about Catelyn. But when he is dying his last toughts are about his wife: 

“The thought of Cat was as painful as a bed of nettles. He wondered where she was, what she was doing. He wondered whether he would ever see her again.” - Ned Stark.  

And interesting enough Jon almost never thinks about sansa ( not that he hates her), he thinks about Arya all the time ( just like Ned thinks about Lyanna all the time too). But before he dies he (and i was a lot surprised by this) thinks about Sansa,he links her to his Lover Yigritte! Which is more that amazing for me. 

 The Night’s Watch takes no part. He closed his fist and opened it again. What you propose is nothing less than treason. He thought of Robb, with snowflakes melting in his hair. Kill the boy and let the man be born.He thought of Bran, clambering up a tower wall, agile as a monkey. Of Rickon’s breathless laughter. Of Sansa, brushing out Lady’s coat and singing to herself.  You know nothing, Jon Snow.He thought of Arya, her hair as tangled as a bird’s nest. I made him a warm cloak of skins of the six whores who came with him to Winterfell…I want my bride back…I want my bride back…I want my bride back… 

Before someone says anything: 

Of course  the whole Jon quote is about Ar*a .Jon wish to save her from Ramsay but in the same way the whole Ned charapter and quote is about Lyanna and the promise he made to her ( jon and Ar*a relationship for me has so many parallels to the Ned and Lyanna one, I want to write a post about that too). I wanted to be clear about this before someone commented on it. for me arya is the most important person in jon life but that relationship for me is family, is two siblings thinking about oneanother, its jon thinking of home, and arya too. The idea of romantic love between the two is upsetting to me (but hey if you ship them, good for you! I support you and all that) 

Just to say: Ned thinks about his sister Lyanna a lot, not so much of Catelyn. In the same way Jon never (or almost never) thinks about Sansa, but both before dying think about them. I just think its interesting. Or i just love to search for any Cat and Ned parallels to Jon and Sansa. (lets do with both lol).

Kensi Blye: Strong, brave woman who is used to living a physical lifestyle, demanding career, working out, surfing with her boyfriend, etc. now stuck in bed, unable to even stand up, possibly having suicidal thoughts given recent comments, definitely terrified, feeling like shit, feeling utterly crushed by her circumstances and feeling completely unpredictable, even to herself, knowing that she’s losing who she is. confused, scared, lonely, because even though Deeks is around, he isn’t experiencing what she is and he can’t truly understand what she’s feeling, and she knows she’s hurting him and she hates herself for it and she hates THIS, because it’s all wrong and she wants the rest of her life that she imagined, not this one and everything just makes her want to cry. 

Haters: what a bitch 

Some Secrets Best Remain Hidden

When a crazy lady from an island says she can see people’s feelings, what will she reveal about Hiccup? Oneshot. Inspired by this post by @ashleybenlove

When the gang went travelling, it was normal for them to pick up some trinkets. Once in awhile, they would bring home a dragon or a dragon egg. But bringing home a person - an actual living, breathing human being - it was complicated.

Normally, it was because they didn’t know enough. Hiccup would get a headache explaining that no, the dragons weren’t out to get them, no, he wasn’t the evil dragon master they had all heard about (even though he probably was), and no, the other tribe hadn’t attacked them because they had done something wrong, they did it because the gang had recently been there getting supplies.

But the problem with this lady wasn’t that she knew too little, it was that she thought she knew everything. Her eyes were misty, and she would often just shriek some “prophecy” from time to time.

At the Edge, the entire gang, including the dragons, were in the clubroom, as the woman sat down, rocking back and forth. Hiccup exchanged a look with Fishlegs, who shrugged.

The lady had said her name was Mantis. She kept looking around the room, and Hiccup honestly had no idea what she was looking for. Astrid was next to him, looking as irritated as he felt. She wouldn’t even let them tell her why the Dragon Hunters had attacked her village.

Finally, a smile formed on her face, and she placed her hands on her lap. “So, who will go first?”

“Who will go first for what?” Snotlout asked irritably. “Becoming a wackadoodle like you?”

“Do not insult the art, boy. I see the past, present, and future. You,” she said, pointing to Hiccup, “Come sit down.”

Ruffnut laughed, hiding it as a cough, and he sent a glare her way as he sat down next to the woman.

“Um, ma’am, please, just let me explain -”

“Shh. Let me see what you feel, young rider.” Mantis closed her eyes. There was probably a storm going on up there, or maybe a flood had already happened, taking away her sanity. She grabbed his hand all of a sudden and Hiccup yelped. Ruffnut actually laughed this time. Tuffnut snickered with her. Even Astrid had a small, amused smile on her face.

“Shut it,” he grumbled to the twins, as Mantis rubbed his hand. This was extremely uncomfortable.

“You…you feel love!” Her eyes flew open excitedly, and she stared intently at him.

“Yeah, I suppose?” Hiccup said hesitantly, “I - I love the Edge. And Berk. And my dad. And Toothless.” Her rambled on, anything to make her happy.

“No, no.” Mantis shook her head dismissively. “It is not that kind of love. It is a sexual love!”

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