This is for the people just like me:
It’s okay if you feel alone in your own head, because I do. Sometimes thinking about who I am makes me want to die but if I go somewhere else I can be whoever I want to be and start new. I know what it’s like to not be able to breathe when you’re in an open field or clear your head when there’s nothing even causing you to think. I understand how frustrating it can be to try to grasp your hands around the slightest bit of emotions towards other people, but you’re not the only one. I get you have so much to love to give but you can’t even dig it up out of the darkest corners of your heart because you’ve been hurt so many times that you unconsciously hid it to protect yourself. It’s hard…. I know…. You find it hard to fight… But this darkness that’s devouring your sunlight will pass. You just need to tread on so you don’t go under, and hope the currant will lead you to shore.