“Dear Vanessa, your many kindnesses I will always carry with me. Such generosity has not been a part of my life. And I thank you for your affection and understanding. In my most frightened and lonely moments, you were there. And such light, you brought to me. But I am made for the dark, as we both know. I am fir for only one place and I should have been there, long ago. Deep in cold clay, on a forgotten hill. Your road may be difficult, but mine is doomed. So we walk alone. Written, with love. Ethan.” - 2x10.