what she means:
why did John Logan do this to me? Ethan was supposed to protect Vanessa. Not kill her. He was her protector. Lupus dei. Let me remind you of when he chose the "the lovers" card, let mE REMIND you of when he said to Vanessa "YOU WILL NOT SURRENDER WHILE I LIVE". wHY JOHN LOGAN whY. I've done nothing but love you and love these characters you can't take them away from me like this. Also: why. And what was season 3, anyway, why on Earth would he keep them apart for a whole season to then end the series? What am I supposed to do with my life now that Vanessa Ives is dead? Also: why is Eva Green so underrated? I need answers.