Oh sim, Senhor, sei que não vais desistir de mim. Acaso sou eu digna de qualquer atenção Sua? Não, mas ainda assim Tu te importas comigo a ponto de perdoar-me sempre que me lanço aos Teus pés em busca do Teu amor. Ah Senhor, jamais conseguirei entender esse amor, mas sei que também jamais conseguirei viver sem Você!
—  Sou Cristã (Yasmin)
Uma mulher que tem o coração escondido em Deus não se deixa encantar por um homem somente pela sua aparência, ou pela sua inteligência, ou até mesmo pelo seu caráter. O que realmente importa e o que a conquista na verdade é um homem que acima das suas características físicas, emocionais e intelectuais, tem temor a Deus, vive a santidade e tem os pés no caminho de Jesus. Que além de ter um bom caráter, partilhe da mesma linguagem espiritual que ela.
Não, ele não é perfeito assim como ela também não é, mas juntos se esforçarão pra serem sua melhor versão um pro outro pois estão sendo moldados no amor e pelo Próprio amor. Um homem que é companheiro, amigo, que a pastoreie, ore, cuide e invista em sua esposa. Um homem que se deixe ser guiado pelo Espirito Santo e não por sua razão e emoções . Um homem segundo o coração de Deus, que seja amigo e íntimo Dele. Um homem que ela possa firmar alicerce até o céu.
—  Nam(ore)
Ninguém vai invejar sua oração, seu jejum, seu sacrifício, sua renúncia, seu sofrimento. Mas certamente terão inveja da sua colheita e do seu sucesso… Todos querem nossas medalhas, mas ninguém quer nossas cicatrizes
—  Pr. Cláudio Duarte
What’s going on in Brazil? #09

Sooooo  in spite of a popular saying here being that the year in Brazil only starts after Carnival, a fuckton of stuff has happened since January. I’m gonna try to cover them all quickly, but brace yourselves. Written at 11/02/2017.

The year started with the total meltdown of  our prison system. Basically, gang fights lead to the massacre of some 60 people in a prison in Amazon, then another governor from another state asked for federal help cause they thought they were gonna face the same issue, then our Minister of Justice said “nah” then SURPRISE shit happened and some other 40 people died and more prisons were taken by organized crime and long story shot some couple hundred prisoners were killed by other prisoners in a bunch of different prisons (and by killed I mean decapitated and their heads thrown over the prison walls). Government says situation is under control now but tbh we don’t really know that and we don’t even know how many people died or who’s really in charge in a few prisons, so. 

Then, a few days later, the judge (Teori Zavascki) who was in charge of the investigations of that famous corruption case, Lava Jato, died in a plane crash just when he was going back to the capital to approve on some quite dangerous papers. So our president had to name someone else to fill in the vacancy for the Supreme Court, right? He named Alexandre de Moraes last week… Our former Minister of Justice. Yes. The dude that did nothing on the thing above. And a man who has been linked to organized crime before. Waiting now to be confirmed as the next name to the Supreme Court. Yeah. Great. Also, speaking of the corruption investigations, a bunch of people got named, then the president decided “out of nowhere” to create another cabinet and name one of the accused guys to that position cause then he can’t be investigated by regular police, supreme court only, then a judge decided that that wasn’t legal, then the government appealed and it was overthrown, then another judge decided it was illegal, then the government appealed again and again and again and so on and they’re still fighting on it. 

 And if thought that was enough disaster for a year, there’s more. The entirety of the State of Espirito Santo was left without police for a week and, well, exactly what you think happened happened. Like in those distopia movies, people didn’t leave their homes, and the ones that did probably got mugged or killed. Hundreds of stored were sacked, cars robbed, etc. About a hundred people died, mostly murdered. This happened because police officers found a way to strike cause they happened to be the most underpaid officers in the whole country and their salaries haven’t been readjusted for seven years (and the state government still didn’t concede the increases after this). Federal government sent in the army, didn’t really solve the situation. Troops in other states, especially Rio, threaten to do the same thing now.

Coming back to policies, the High School Program reform was approved by the congress this week and every single teacher I know is pissed off which is probably not a good sign for a High School reform. What it does is making some subjects a mandatory base, like maths and portuguese, and others become optional… Like History, or Geography, or Chemistry, or Physics (they were all previously mandatory before). And now you kinda don’t need to have graduated in the subject you’re gonna teach to be able to teach, just prove you know the thing. And more hours of school for everybody, also. If it all sounds like a shitty idea, it’s because it is. 

On minor news, the new Mayors of Rio and São Paulo have been busy proving me they’re just the assholes I thought they were with the first naming his kid for a thing and the second embarking on a crusade against street art in general. Also, the Yellow Fever is back. Probably due the death of most mosquito predators like a year and a half ago in an area due to the biggest environmental disaster of the history of this country for which no one has been prosecuted yet. And our ex-first lady (wife of Lula) died and people became really mean and shitty about in online. 

I think this about covers it. Not an easy month, not an easy month at all.

Que neste natal seja lembrado o verdadeiro significado dessa data, que as pessoas recebam o espírito natalino, que por pelo menos um dia sejamos todos bondosos, que por uma noite seja entregue não apenas presentes mas sim amor, e que todos estejam abertos para receber este bem. Feliz Natal a todos.