I have the greatest boyfriend ever. I’ve been sick that past few days (with idk what, this hybrid flu thing) and The Penpal, who lives an hour away, drove up here and bought me a blanket and drinks filled with vitamin C so I would get better. And this blanket is so big and magical and I can wrap it around myself like 3 times and…and…
I know I’m gushing but holy fuck I love him, and he just takes such good care of me, I don’t know what I did but Lord, I swear I’m not gonna fuck this up.
My mom called me at work with news about my grandma.
I cant handle this right now.
I cannot have a panic attack at work.
I’m doing everything I can to keep me anchored but I feel like I’m coming apart.