In my desperate attempts to become a fellow citizen, I’veconstantly suppressed myself and try to be the person I thought they wanted.
Constantly. Everywhere. And look what’s happened to me; I’m a failure. Doubting
the system is bad. Always obey. Those are the conditions for being a fellow
citizen. But I’ll never become a fellow citizen. It’s over. It’s over. My life…
it’s all over.