i was at a pub talking with my dad and stepmom about how i don’t apply to fancy restaurants bc they dont hire fat ppl cause we look “sloppy and unprofessional”, and my stepmom was like ‘yes [my stepsisters/her daughters] mostly apply at “ethnic food restaurants” cause they have the best chance of being hired there’ (for context my stepsister works at an indian food restaurant even though she’s filipino and everyone thinks she’s indian there)

and my dad was like “you guys really shouldnt worry about that, i think it’s all in your head”

so like i told him to point me where a single fat server (or even just a single waitress over 150 pounds) was in the whole restaurant, and where a single server of colour was.

obv there was neither. and i didn’t even have to look around to know it. id already noticed

like.. i cant believe some people dont have to be acutely fucking aware everywhere they go that they’re not adequate, that they’re not presentable to the public

13.05.17 // Updated my physics window for the first time in ages! Had some thoughts over the past few weeks surrounding a free scalar field universe model so I drew them up as well as some old game theory because I watched a Beautiful Mind and felt nostalgic. I hope you are all having wonderful days / evening / whatever plane of existentialism you currently observe 😉





Lance is the guardian spirit of water!!!

he first starts out piloting the blue lion >>> the ocean

then Shiro goes missing, Keith gets bumped up to Black while Lance gets bumped up to the red lion, the red lion’s element is fire >>> the water heats up

Lance and Red’s bond doesn’t work, it’s too forced and bad for Lance >>> the heated water begins to evaporate

Keith piloting the black lion doesn’t work out either, Lance proves to be an effective leader and more compatible with Black and gets bumped up to Black while Keith returns to the Red lion >>> the steam that evaporated from the water RISES into THE SKY AND FORMS CLOUDS (the black paladin is the guardian spirit of the sky!)

Lance leads the team along side Princess Allura and they kick Lotor and the Galra’s asses! >>> the clouds roll across the sky, growing and getting heavier

the team eventually finds Shiro! he returns to the pilot seat of the black lion while Lance returns to Blue >>> the heavy clouds start to rain, the water returns to the ocean (Lance has a motif with rain! he misses the rain!)