Stand up for yourself as much as you want, as much as you can. And get it in your head that it is not vain to give wholehearted acknowledgment to the fact that people envy you and so try to hurt you because of how beautifully brilliant you are. Take it as a trade off if you will. You are a threat of endless kindness, boundless love, insightful thought and perspective, and truth. Some people just can’t handle the purity and authenticity of such a soul.
aries - you have to tear down your own walls first; love isn’t the kind to bleed through the cracks. she wants an ocean. give in.
Leo - i hope one day you can break free from your glass house.
Sagittarius- your love has thawed the ice in me; one day the sea levels will rise to drown my coastlines, and I will welcome your waves with all the love my arms can carry.
Taurus - i saw you in a dream once. i used to hold you when you would cry, but i know she’s stitched your wounds and you’re not crying anymore. i hope you’ve found your peace.
Virgo - they told you all roads lead home, but i know you lost yourself somewhere across the Atlantic when you left everything for something you weren’t sure you even wanted. i don’t know who you are anymore, but i hope you find it– whatever it is.
Capricorn - do you still see me in your skylines? i’ve forgotten what it’s like.
Gemini - they say you have another face hidden somewhere beneath your dress, but i’ve never known anyone who so unapologetically belonged to themselves. but tell me, are you really at war with the world? or is it all just a front? will you ever be caught late at night taking your mask off? i wonder what you think when you’re alone.
libra - i caught you once with your face in a book– did you ever catch me looking?
Aquarius - i worry about the way you love, but i envy it, too. there is beauty in always giving, but there is a loneliness so deep in loving what cannot be returned.
cancer - you are the light in every room, you are the beacon in every storm. you are my manna from heaven, you are the house that keeps me warm.
Scorpio - there are cobwebs in the corner where you used to sit, but sometimes I still see your footprints in the dust. you have a way of haunting the people you loved.
Pisces - your words are featherlight, but your actions are made of iron. one day I pray you learn the weight of what you have done.
Envy is when someone walks around with a pocket full of “That should’ve been me”.
Insecurity is when you turn up the volume on all the wrong voices.
Hate is what happens when you put a shotgun to the face of understanding and it cowers in the corner.
Courage is ripping your heart from your chest and saying “Here, hold on to this for me”.
Truth is everything you tell yourself when you realize you are the only one still paying attention.
Self is whoever you become when the door is locked.
Trust is jumping into someone’s arms and knowing you won’t have to pick yourself up when it’s over.
Love is a tablespoon full of hemlock that I’ve been dying to try.
Faith is doing what you love and watching the bills pay themselves.
Failure is when you talk yourself out of becoming something amazing.
Victory is standing in front of the school bully with no intention to back down and a fist full of irony.
Success is explaining to your mother exactly what you do for a living without feeling ashamed. It’s falling asleep at 2 A.M., waking up at 4 A.M. and going to work with excitement stitched into the fabric of your smile.
Success is a thank you letter from a kid who lives in a city that you’ve never even been to. It’s breaking up a fight between a person and everything that’s telling them they will never be more than what they are.
When I was fourteen, my friend Adam stole a dictionary from his English class. He brought it home and we set it on fire.
I envy the artistic talent of Scorpio’s, and those with Scorpio Venuses. How they word things and how when their pen or pencil hits paper it always brings artwork. Whether written word or the smallest doodle or the most beautiful masterpiece. Whether dark or adorable. Whether hours are spent or simple moments.
I envy that ability to create beauty.
I was reading the part of War and Peace that Great Comet was based on and
decided to make a list of all the phrases/sentences in the novel that I found while listening along to the cast recording while reading that are
either directly put into the lyrics of the musical, or are heavily referenced
with a few changes. I have separated these findings by song, not in the order
of which they appear in the novel. For some of the lines that are less directly
from the novel I have put the lyrics that are connected to them in parentheses
and italics next to the book quotes. It’s really really really fun to see which lyrics have a match so I hope you enjoy!
sorry for any formatting issues: in some songs there are huge chunks that are
almost directly lifted from the book so some placement of bullet points might
be wonky. And if you know of any that I missed, please reblog and add!