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I can’t remember the first time i met Junhoe , all i can remember is us falling in love . I can barely remember how it happened as it was so quick .
We’ve been together for a few months now . Me moving to Seoul for my studies was a great opportunity for us to spend more time together .
Sure Junhoe is the most sassy person i ever met and has a really shitty temper, but i learned with time that he has a part in him , deep inside , that’s unbelievably caring . I just act as i don’t notice all of what he does for me to keep his ego safe .
It’s been a few days since the last time we met . He had two concerts and a fanmeeting so he was too busy , and i was busy myself with my studies.
“Uuuuugh” I sigh throwing my pen on the table .
(Friend’s name) have been trying to explain this shit to me for half an hour and it just won’t get into my brain . I like accounting , but sometimes it’s just too hard to understand .
(Friend’s name) is the only person here that comes from (Native country) .The only one i can see my country into . The only one i can cook (native country) food with and eat it while crying of home sickness . The only one i can talk my native language with . He’s a good student as well , i help him out with some of the modules and he helps me out with others .
I decided to drop accounting and work on marketing while (Friend’s name) struggled with Korean . To be honest , the biggest challenge for both of us was the Korean module . The lessons were way too much more advanced that our level . I look at (Friend’s name) in regret and drop marketing to struggle with the Korean lesson he was reading . Two brains are better than one .
I didn’t sense time passing as we both were stuck in the same exercice . Every Korean dictionnary in the library was widely opened in front of us , but still nothing got any clearer. I grab my head then suddenly jump from my seat .
“ (Name ) ! (Name)! (Name) ! I GOT , I GOT IT !!” He almost yelled making everyone in the library glare at him .
“Sorry” I mummer . “Shut up” I add turning to (Friend’s name).
“But i found it” He complained .
“What is it ? “ I ask .
He explained and i smile bigger with each word he said . How can i be so stupid . He offered a high five and friendly fist bumped my shoulder .
” You’re the best!” I giggle .
Just at that time , my phone vibered . My face immediatly lit up as i saw Junhoe’s name .
J: “Where are you ? “
(N) :“At the library . I’m tired of studying . Korean is so hard”
J :“I’ll pick you up in 10 minutes”
(N) : “I can’t , i’m busy rn . Let’s meet later”
J:“We HAVE to talk . Don’t be late”
(N) :“What’s wrong ?”
(N) : “Junhoe ?”
(N) :“ANSWER ME !”
I hate when he acts like this . But still , when you love someone, you love them with their flaws . And i love Junhoe, more than i ever loved a man . What am i talking about ? He’s the first man i ever loved , and obviously will be the last .
I sigh and start picking up my books . I hope he’s just being like that to tease me . That’s his way of surprising me sometimes : making me mad then giving me the sweetest little gift ever . I hope it’s that what he’s willing to do .
“Where to ?” (Friend’s name) asked .
“S-something just c-came up” I stutter and he sighed “Again ? Ok , see you tomorrow in class” .
We shook hands and i leave .
As soon as i reach the road, i spot Junhoe’s car . I climb in with a smile :” Hello there” I say .
I look up at him when i got no response :” He-llo - there !” i stare at him for a while and he was just focusing on the road . “Ok , you’ll be like that . Alright .” I lay back on my seat thinking of all the good things about Junhoe that i like , just to forget all his rude acts .
I spontaniously start telling him about my day , how i had three courses in a row then how i ran to the cafeteria and ate quickly because i had alot of shit to revise : “ … and then i met up with (Friend’s name) and we studied from 3 pm to now .” I say checking my phone “ Oh … it’s nine already .BRO , we studied for six hours . . That’s why i’m tried . You know , we’ve been stuck in that Korean chapter i told about and he just understood it. When he explained it to me what it was I felt so ….” . I stop talking when he suddenly pulled over .
I look around , what’s this place ? I never quite pay attention to the road when i’m with June . I trust him , i know he’ll never hurt me . But i doupted it for a second when he pulled over in the middle of nowhere with a red face . He looked so angry i wouldn’t be surprised to see smoke coming out of his nose and ears . I lean forwards to meet his gaze . “ What’s wrong ?” .I get no response so i remove my security belt and move closer to him putting a hand on his shoulder : “Please , hun . Tell me . What’s wrong ? “ . I snap back in surprise when he violently yelled at me : “ARE YOU SERIOUSLY GOING TO KEEP THIS ACT GOING ?” .
I was so taken aback with his words .I don’t know what he’s talking about .
“June ? W-What are you talking about ?”
“ What am i talking about ? WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT ? DO YOU SERIOUSLY DON’T KNOW ? “ He yelled even louder .
I was so surprised , and scared at the same time . I felt tears reaching up and i hardly fought them back before answering : “ I swear i don’t know what you’re talking about .”
“She doesn’t know w- . .SHE DOESN’T KNOW WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT “ He giggled .
I’m so confused . I don’t know what to say or do : “ W.. June ? “ I move closer to him “ I swear , i don’t know .” I wasn’t able to control my tears anymore . Junhoe is one hell of an angry guy , but he never yelled at me like that . No one had ever yelled at me like that til now . I’m so scared . “ June , please answer me , i’m so scared right now” I cry .
“Yea . YEA “ He yelled again “ Crocodile tears . You put your act so good , (Name) . You put it so good that i actually FUCKING BELIEVED YOU” .
“ ARE YOU GOING TO TELL ME WHAT’S WRONG ALREADY !?” I finally yell back .
“Do you think i don’t see you ? The way you look at him . How happy you look when you’re talking to him .”
“WHAT THE FUCK ! “ I yell .
“ I saw you earlier . I was coming , like any other boyfriend ,to surprise you at the library . I somehow knew you’ll be there . Heheheh , boyfriend feels . I put on a hat and hid my face inside my coat and walk in there RISKING that someone would recognize me , JUST TO SURPRISE YOU . And what do i see? HE’S FUCKING HOLDING YOUR HAND AND RESTING HIS OTHER ONE ON YOUR SHOULDER AND YOU’RE FUCKING FINE WITH IT !! “
“ Are you doubting me right now ? You think i’m cheating on you ? “
“Oh ..” He laughed . “ Not really . . “ He laughed further .
“Then what ?” I ask “ STOP LAUGHING AND ANSWER ME”
“The thing is , (Name) , we can’t cheat on someone that we don’t love . You’re not cheating on me , you just . . NEVER LOVED ME . All this time , you were with me for the money . THAT’S IT . You’re using me for my money when you love HIM !”
I couldn’t help but be shocked . Tears came up to my eyes again and I didn’t really care about them , i just stared at him , too deceived to say anything . He just avoided any eye contact with me and i lay back on my seat letting a “Wow” slip from my lips . I giggle a little , not because the situation was funny , but at myself for believing all the bullshit he told me , that he loved and truly cared about me . He’s handsome , and famous . He’s visited the world and met so many people when i’m just a plain jane , focused on her studies , that made the one mistake to have one and only friend who made the mistake to be born with a penis .
“Take me back where you took me from .” I murmur looking out the window .
“Why don’t you go back yourself “ He giggled .
“YOU brought me here , YOU’re taking me back where you took me from” I snap in an attitude .
He giggle further and immadiatly turned on the car and u-turned . The ride was only a few minutes but it seemed like we’ve been driving for days . He pulled over in front of the library and look out his window , obviously waiting for me to leave . But i wasn’t leaving anytime soon .
I remove a couple of bracelets i had on .I never wear accessories , ever, but i wore the ones he bought me . How naive i can be sometimes . I gently put the bracelets on his thigh . Feeling something touching his thigh , he look my direction before his gaze finally caught the bracelets . He stared at them for a while while i empty the little blue cross body purse he gave me a month ago on my birthday in my backpack . That purse i took everywhere with me in addition to my backpack . Me who never used purses before . As soon as nothing was inside the purse , i gently rest it on his thigh before opening the door and leaving the car .
I walk a few steps when i realise i was wearing his red sweater “so you can always have me with you” as he said . Silently i walk back towards the car then to his window . I didn’t care if a car hit me right now , i already died of humiliation . I put my backpack down on the ground and remove the sweater . “Y-you can keep it . It’s cold” He said .I didn’t care if i froze to death, I couldn’t allow him to humiliate any further , I’ve had enough of his shit . I gently put the sweater on his shoulder before grabbing my backpack and walking back to the library .
For the whole walk , I was hoping it was just a nightmare and that i’ll wake up soon , but I never woke up .As soon as i got inside the library , i start walking through the rays until I reach the corner . A tear finally dropped after I’ve held it for what seemed like an eternity . I press my back to the wall and slid down to the ground , crying , sobbing my ruined heart and murdered pride . A giggle slipped off my lips “He really DID surprise me” .
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