enjoying the moments

Maybe it’s because I’m from a country where being gay is not as acceptable in society as much as it is in countries like America but I appreciate the little LGBT moments in blockbuster films. I definitely don’t think Hollywood should be getting such huge praise for these little moments but that doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy the fact that those moments are in the film. People in my country won’t watch films like films like Moonlight or Carol (even if their Oscar winners) but they’ll watch films like Power Rangers, Star Trek and Beauty and the Beast. These films may not have best kind of LGBT representation, especially compared to how explicit this stuff is on tv but it’s better than nothing in some less liberal counties. So as someone who isn’t straight, I really want these movies to be more explicit with their LGBT characters but that doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate smaller moments too, because in some countries even the small stuff like this helps

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Hey y'all, so apparently I reached 2,000 followers today! (What even?!?!) I want to say thank you to every single one of my lovely followers! ❤️ I created this blog in September 2014, right after William & Kate announced they were expecting their second child, and I’m so glad I did. I have met so many amazing friends on here. My dash would not be the same without any of you guys. Y'all have made these last 3 years in the royal fandom so much fun for me, and I look forward to enjoying many, many more royal moments with you all in the future! 💖

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obviously i’m gonna make tops for my glowans too, who do you take me for lmao

here’s one, out of the rest that i’ve yet to make

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Because you know you need a moment.

Enjoy.

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@erenbaegerr and @perksofbeingawaifu asked for photos from my trip, so here you go, lovelies.

I’m still in the middle of the vacation and am breathing this city’s air with gratitude. Tokyo is such a great place to visit, full of contrasts and with so many wonderful, small places. It keeps on surprising me wherever I go and the food is heavenly.

The only thing I truly miss over here are the cats back home, my friends (especially @raindrop-rouge), and writing. But there’s still so much to see and I enjoy each moment to the full. Every day life will have me back in it’s claws much sooner than I’d wish to after all. :)

This past week has been a great experience for me and very memorable. I’m so happy I was online to witness what was happening this past Thursday (thank God I was on Spring Break too). I had a blast! That was something that I would never forget. This is my first time experiencing a new Gorillaz phase. And I’m enjoying every moment of it. I’ve been a fan for a very long time now and this blog is only a year old. I feel nostalgic a bit. April 28th is the anniversary date of me being a Gorillaz fan (2 years!). The release of their album Humanz is coming out on the same day. What a coincidence! I wasn’t expecting them to release it so soon. Gorillaz are full of surprises aren’t they? I can’t wait to get the album soon and I’m looking forward to what Gorillaz have in store for us. :)

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Favorite Destiel Moments 

Road Trip
SPN 09X10

I believe, this scene doesn’t need any explanation.
This two were very much in to each other, and didn’t care that Crowley was there mocking because of Sam.
Why is that this intense looks (eye fucking) and signature Destiel’s meetings occur because of Sam?
And all the very married old couple, we are fighting but we still love each other scenes’s , happens when Sam is there in the middle? That I suppose, it’s a mystery of life, a constant reminder of the Orobus conundrum.
Sam seams to be the gravitational point of Destiel, even in Fanfiction.
Let’s enjoy a Classic Destiel’s moment, while this deep thoughts sink in our minds.

I am at this point in my life where I want a “subtle” relationship. I imagine phone calls after work just to ask how the day went. The phone calls doesn’t need to be an everyday thing. They don’t even need to exceed five minutes. Just a simple hey, how are you? and if there would be stories, then why not? The thought of seeing each other everyday no longer appeals to me. Surprise visits (even if they are not frequent) seem to fit the subtlety I’m looking for. I’ve had my share of clinginess from my past relationship and I don’t regret that. I enjoyed those moments, but now that I’m working, I don’t have the energy to meet anyone everyday. I am too tired to go out everyday. Just the thought of it is already tiring for me. And I like how it sounds – to know that you’re living two different, and separate lives. But at one point, they intersect. I want that “point where you meet.” I’m craving for another person’s warmth, not to take me out of the coldness, but to remind me that the world can be brighter. That having another person’s existence can give you the extra fuzzy feeling.

So what I’m saying, I guess, is that I want two stars shining on the same sky. Two potted flowers having the time of their lives on the same windowsill. Two planets existing on the same galaxy. Two hands finding each other amidst the business of the world. Two hearts beating their own rhythm but listening to the same melody. Two people co-existing.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.