What you were to selfish to realise about breaking her heart;
She wanted nothing more than to run after you as soon as you started to walk away, she hates herself everyday for not trying but how can you chase someone who has made it obvious they don’t care about you at all.
The only reason there is ‘new’ guys in the picture is because she can’t stand the hole you left her with. It’s better to have the wrong company than being alone with the voices in your head.
She will tell everyone she’s fine, she doesn’t care anymore, because she desperately wants to believe it herself.
She still checks on you, it doesn’t matter if you don’t give a second thought about her. All she wants is to see you smile.
She has every right to be mad at you, she put her all into you and all you gave back was lies and heartbreak. She trusted you and you stabbed her in the back without a second thought.
She would rather continue sobbing endlessly in the shower than calling you, it’s much less lonely.
She will never realise she is the one that can do so much better, she’ll always believe she deserves it but we both know she doesn’t, she’s the best you could get and maybe that’s why you ran away scared.
She hates that she still gets jealous when she sees you with someone else but unlike you she cannot just erase the moments shared, her love for you was true, something I doubt you can say.
Most importantly one day she is going to realise what a coward you are, she’s going to let it all go. Her flame might be flickering right now but just you wait until it lights up again. It’s hard watching someone who deserves the world hurt over a jerk who would rather sleep with meaningless girls than be with a girl who is worth 100 times that.
What you don’t know when you broke her heart is one day she is going to break yours when you see her triumph over you.
“Tokiya Senpai- Lineart” Drama Club senpai from the android app, Notice me Senpai, by @skillshotlabs. I’ll colour this one sometime this week, but the lineart is now done for this finally :) My friends all now think I’m crazy with talking about this game (Or more crazy than I was before), and how happy my Prince makes me *sobs endlessly* I am a HUGE sucker for chivalry- NGL.
*BREAKS DOWN DOOR* I WANT A LITTLE BIT OF CALIFORNIA *PUNCHES A WALL* WITH A LITTLE BIT OF LONDON SKY *KICKS TABLE* I WANNA TAKE MY HEART TO THE END OF THE WORLD *JUMPS ON COUCH* AND FLY AWAY TONIGHT *FALLS ONTO COUCH* I WANT A LITTLE BIT OF OPEN OCEAN *SOBS ENDLESSLY* WITH A NEW YORK STATE OF MIND
Alvin??? Haha what a manchild, what a--*trips* *thousands of photos of Alvin spill from pockets* wh-what an asshole omg those aren't mine I'm holding them for a friend I-- *slips in pile of photos* fcking THEY'RE NOT MINE I SWEAR he's a liar and a traitor and totally irredeemable I hate him I-- *photos fall endlessly as I sob and try to pick them up* just listen ok JUST LISTEN--