end of semester feels

This is a personal one, guys
I’m so fucking grateful that stranger things showed up in my life. I’ve been struggling with bullying in college (where I thought this hell would have an end. It didn’t), I have a lot of problems with my family and I feel totally alone most of the time. The truth is that I don’t have friends irl. Two weeks ago I was thinking about giving up on everything. Life is just too hard. But then I decided to watch stranger things to take sometime off the whole ‘end of semester thing’, and I felt the way I used to feel when I had this multifandom tumblr, and I felt I should go back on tumblr. I was feeling kinda embarassed to be 18 with no friends, being bullied at college and fangirling about this tv series. But everytime I go online I feel like home. I don’t feel alone here, at all. And I want to thank SO MUCH all of you for all the kindness you have with me. Thank you for being so sweet with me. I’m so happy stranger things is helping me dealing with all of this, and happy to be part of this lovely fandom. Thank you.

Does anyone else feel like they are going to miss some of their classes once the semester ends? Not even just the class but the people in it that you may never have class with again? Because I do, I’m going to miss you, guy in my classics lecture who watches smash bros videos almost everyday and reads one piece and who just opened an Incognito window to search up “kirby air ride” looked at two pictures of it and then closed the window, I’ll miss you

231116 - it’s 3 days to my next paper and less than a week to the end of finals!! Feeling so blessed this semester that I got to do modules that remind me of why I chose to major in theatre in the first place! From learning about Sanskrit theatre, to reading Butler and Derrida in Performance Studies class, I’ve been fortunate enough to encounter ideas and theories that have given me new perspectives eeek!! Hope you’re all doing fine and all the best who have tests (ू•ᴗ•ू❁)

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It was the only lullabye Sam ever got

Other than Dean humming Journey or CCR

It was the sound of rubber rolling over cracked pavement

And Baby purring through her gears

That lulled him to sleep.

Dean learned to drive her at twelve

On a long stretch of deserted desert road

Somewhere between Vegas and Bumfuck, Arizona

He had to sit on a duct-taped phone book to get the clutch on the floor

But it was good for hasty exits 

And getting John home from the bar.

When the light struck just right

They could still the imprint of Sam’s algebra homework in the vynil of the dash.

The first time Sam got drunk he was fourteen

And had just ganked the ghost of a six year old girl

He threw up the tequila next to the left front tire

Dean’s hand warm on his back.

The car smelled like road dust and gasoline fumes and leather and greasy fries

It was the place they ran when hunts turned bad

Safety painted satin black.

They slept across the seats on short summer nights

As secure in Baby as most people feel tucked in their beds

In another time Sam and Dean could have been pirates

And Baby their ship

Or knights and Baby their destrier

A brave and loyal steed, a veteran in her own right.

To the Winchesters that car was safety

and freedom

and family

and home

Trapped in a steel frame and leather bench seats. 

They didn’t need the white picket fence and red front door

They had Baby

And that was enough.

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Band Of Brothers 15th Anniversary

Episode 3. CARENTAN
[16 Sep. 2001]

I eagerly await the next time I fall asleep curled against someone I care about. To enjoy the slight shifts in their frame with every breath, as we drift to sleep together. It’s a small thing… but such a lovely small thing.

Semi-Hiatus

Hello everyone! As you can probably guess from the title of this post I am going on a semi-hiatus. The next two weeks are going to be very busy for me as it is the end of the semester and I have a lot of final papers to write and exams to study for. So I’m taking a little break from the blog. 

I will still continue to post submissions in the queue as I can (it is empty right now, sadly) but I will not be taking any new submissions. I want to keep the ask open so I can continue to answer questions people have or just chat about some of the wonderful HCs, but please don’t submit anything. If I see a lot of people are ignoring that, I will have to close the ask.

Thank you for understanding and I hope everyone has an amazing day.

Originally posted by ifoundasavior