end of all suffering

I am so done with this. *throws the pastel monster down*


Whose bad end is this again?

aka thoughts that keep me up at 2am if we had his ROUTE

Fallout Endings
  • <p> <b>New Vegas:</b> A slideshow dramatically telling the player the effects of the Courier's actions on all communities and people in the Mojave. Companions reach different conclusions based on the outcome of their personal quests. All endings result in at least one group/person suffering. The player is held accountable for their actions<p/><b>Fallout 4:</b> Which group stands next to you while watching an explosion<p/></p>

Guren Ichinose x Shinya Hiiragi // Owari no Seraph

He’s everything I want He’s everything I need (insp.)

The Walls Would Sing To Me.

When I was young, the walls of my bedroom would sing to me at night. I found the mysterious phenomenon soothing, and looked forward to it every night.

At eight years old, I mentioned it to my parents, and they brought me to a doctor, who concluded I had a wild imagination. This reassured my parents, and prompted me to keep quiet about it in the future.

A few years later, my father had a heart attack in his sleep while my mom was away on a business trip. That night, I woke up suddenly and quickly noticed the absence of the walls’ singing. The silence felt weird, wrong.

It was broken by a lone, strangely familiar voice.

“Young giant, your father is in trouble,” the voice was whispered. It was breathy, like silk against silk, the voice of one of the singers.

Something tickled the skin right below my ear, then dropped down to my arm. When it reached my index finger, I brought my hand to my face so I could see my mysterious companion.

A small, black spider sat on the pad of my finger. Before I could make a move to shake it off, it spoke again.

“You father is very ill. He needs a healer,” the spider insisted in the same delicate whisper before launching itself off my finger into the darkness of my bedroom.

Sure enough, when I went to check on my dad, I was unable to wake him. Later, the doctor told me that my dad would have died if I hadn’t woken up when I did.

The next day, I whispered thanks to the spider that sang in my walls. They hummed in response, and I grinned, happy with my new friends.

My father died from another heart attack when I was seventeen, prompting my mother to spiral into mental decline until her hospitalization a year later. After that, I sunk into a deep depression and ended up in an abusive relationship.

I eventually told the spiders all about my suffering, and they murmured with sympathy from their perches in the walls. A large, brown spider dropped down from the ceiling onto the pillow beside my bruised face and asked me if I would bring my boyfriend over that evening.

“We will take care of you, young giant,” it promised.

So that’s what I did. He came over and settled himself before the TV. I stood at the stove in the kitchen, barely paying attention to my cooking as I waited eagerly to see what the spiders had in store.

He started screaming as the pasta finished. He had stopped by the time I had drained it and added the sauce. I ate my meal happily as I waiting for the police to arrive.

They said he died of a brain aneurism. Tragic, they said. Yes, I agreed, very tragic.

That night, I slept soundly, lulled by the gentle music as my friends sang from their homes in the walls.


생일 축하해, 전보람!! ❤ [March 22]

Happy birthday to our most beloved Jeon Boram. Thank you for showering queen’s with love and ‘aeygo’, your smiles and ajumma laughs. No matter what decisions you make in the future, know we will always be behind you, supporting and watching over you. Thank you for being a part of our lives. Thank you for being a part of T-ARA ♛


Monster (Carl x Reader)

“Imagine being Negan’s daughter. Simon lets you go scavenging around in the area outside the Sanctuary, but you end up lost. Everything will change when you run into the son of your fathers enemy.”

A/N: Just something random I did up to take a break in between requests.

Warnings: Swearing and Spoilers from season 7.

You weren’t sure what exactly you were planning. The sun had already started to set and you knew that your dad wasn’t going to be happy when he found out that you had left the Sanctuary. Simon had told you ‘just a few hours’ and that was the original plan but you got lost pretty quick. You hoped that your dad wouldn’t be too hard on Simon, he had trouble saying no to you and you enjoyed his company when your dad was out terrorizing the other settlements or with one of his many ’wives’. You continued to move through the thick brush as you tried to find something that looked familiar.

You heard the branch snap from behind you and you reacted quicker then you thought you could. You had tackled the assailant behind you, about to drive your knife into his skull before you noticed the color of his skin. The boy took your shock to his advantage and threw you off of him. You moved to get back to your feet but you heard the safety click off of his gun.

“Don’t move, put your hands up…”

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At this very moment, genocide is occurring in Aleppo, Syria. We are being tortured, raped, slaughtered, and basically exterminated indiscriminately. There is no aid, medicine, food, or tools of survival. There are no hospitals, schools, homes, or any safe haven. There is no body or causality count anymore, there are too many to be accounted for. The White Helmets have officially announced that they are essentially powerless and paralyzed; they have stopped counting the dead, only stopping to wrap bodies in orange bags. Men and male children are forcefully being conscripted into the regime army or massacred in mass executions. There are official reports of women asking their husbands to kill them before being conscripted or executed in fear of mass rape and other atrocities they may face. Aleppo and Hama have suffered chemical attacks that have left seemingly unharmed children lining mosque floors dead. The about 100,000 people left in the city that haven’t died or been displaced are moving from one neighborhood to the other as regime and Russian forces close in. They are running only to fruitlessly go through the action, only to feel like they are trying: it’s of no use. The city is blockaded and there are ongoing airstrikes. There is no way out. There is no escape. This is essentially a cat and mouse game. There is no hope. We are literally asking God for divine help and miracles.

There are claims that “Aleppo is falling”; however, it has FALLEN. Russian and regime offenses have taken 96% of the city. Officials say that Russia and the Syrian regime have agreed to a peace deal and/or ceasefire, but live reports from Aleppo confirm it has yet to be implemented. The siege is ongoing. There is no going back from this. What has occurred these past two days is a genocide that was live-streamed to a world still in denial about our suffering. All we asked for was an end to emergency/martial law, yet we received six years of pure agony

Humanity has failed us. The international community has failed us. We are the worst human rights violation since World War 2. We are Obama’s and the UN’s Rwanda. Please save us. Call your representative. Donate to the White Helmets, Syria Relief, Save the Children, etc. Spread the word. Tell the truth. Do anything you possibly can.

UPDATE: As of Wednesday, December 14th 2016, the Turkish-Russian peace deal and ceasefire has FAILED. Syrians have been waiting since 5 AM for evacuation busses and NONE HAVE ARRIVED. Regime and Russian forces have started shelling the city AGAIN.

Please, don’t forget us! This is not getting better, this getting WORSE. They have won. The city has COLLAPSED yet they will not cease their offense. This is still ongoing. This is a nightmare that will never end. We Syrians are trapped in this city with war crimes still happening! Please continue spreading the word.

UPDATE #2: As of Thursday morning, December 15, 2016, the ceasefire has (for the most part) been held. Preparations for evacuation are just about complete. There will be a safe passage from Eastern to Western Aleppo that the International Committee of the Red Cross will oversee. Evacuations should begin soon. We are hoping that Western Aleppo will react kindly to the under 100,000 civilians coming in from Eastern Aleppo and that it will be, for the most part, successful.

Just remember: surviving Eastern Aleppo citizens are being transported on busses that are overtly and excessively decorated with the face of their butcher. At least it’s a slight reprieve from the past couple of days. Please keep the residents of Aleppo in your thoughts and continue to spread the word.

UPDATE #3: First convoy of 1200 Aleppo evacuees have arrived at Idlib, of which 200 were immediately hospitalized and most in critical condition. A second convoy of about 1198 people has crossed the West Aleppo countryside and has just about arrived, as well. There may be a third evacuation convoy if all remains fairly unhindered.

Please keep in mind that remaining waiting Aleppo residents and even the evacuees are facing harsh winter conditions as homes have been destroyed and it gets brutally cold, especially during the night, in Syria. They are also facing extreme hunger. The Syrian regime is providing them with nothing more than transportation to Idlib. Continue to donate what you can and call your representatives.

This will be the last live update I can provide from Aleppo unless an emergency or crisis (more than the now usual) occurs or important updates must be made. Please keep spreading the word, supporting civilians in anyway you can, and remaining vigilant and informed on the crisis in Syria. International mainstream media failed us and many of you didn’t even know what was happening until you read this post. The Aleppo genocide was one of many crises over the past six years and will be one of many more. Keep Syria in your thoughts and prayers. Spread the word.

Since it Seems Insane Cliffhangers are going to be the Norm for the ending of each Voltron Season...

I started to ponder on what season 3′s cliffhanger would be. And no, I don’t have any proof whatsoever that season 3 will end in a cliffhanger, but I assume so since the first two seasons did and almost every fucking Netflix original show seems to have a fixation on ending everything with cliffhangers (why you gotta be so cocky Netflix? We know you have money and are going to make another season- stop rubbing it in our faces by making us wait for conclusions, you jerks). 

Ahem, back to the topic. Now I think we can all agree that the season two cliffhanger was a tad bit darker than the season one cliffhanger (yes, the team was separated but at least we knew all five were alive, but now Shiro’s fate is left up in the air and we have a new enemy upon the horizon so yeah, a tad bit darker) so I can bet that season 3 will try to top that.

But what can they do? Well, if we look back on the first two cliffhangers of the Voltron series, you can see that they go along with the general themes of each season. Season one’s theme was primarily set up to let us get to know the characters and have the characters work towards becoming a solid team, which they do so. So makes sense that a gripping cliffhanger would have the team suddenly become separated.

As for season two, the primarily theme was personal growth and discovery, ESPECIALLY in regards to Keith and Shiro. So, of course, the cliffhanger has Shiro disappear to the Upside Down (let me dream okay?) and hint towards Keith’s having to take his place. 

But what about season 3? I’m pretty sure all of us can safely bet that trying to find out what the hell happened to Shiro will be a big part of season 3. Come on, if Keith’s leading you know he’s going be obsessing over finding Shiro. And we can assume that there might a be a bit of lion shuffling so rebuilding team bonds will also be a factor as well as the new Galra duo leaders of Lotor and Haggar now that Zarkon is out of commission.

So with all these supposed elements of season 3, here’s my guess on what kind of cliffhanger season 3 will end on:

I think after a whole season of looking for Shiro and bonding with one another, the paladins, now confident in the new team dynamics, will finally find a lead on Shiro and go off to save him.

However, it will all be a trap set up by Lotor and a revenge seeking Haggar.  They will encounter a Robeast, a Robeast far more powerful than any of them have seen. Not only that, but Keith notices the Black Lion is acting odd. The Black Lion doesn’t want to fight- it senses something is terribly wrong.

And then after taking a careful look at the Robeast they’re fighting, Keith will come to a horrifying conclusion.

The Robeast is Shiro.

They’ve finally found him. 

And the episode ends with everyone’s horrified faces and we all suffer for half a year  until season 4.

But think about it, what better way for Haggar to have her revenge on the paladins that nearly destroyed Zarkon than to make their own Black Paladin into a monster bent on destroying them? It was always Haggar’s intention to make Shiro into the ultimate weapon. Nothing could break the nearly bonded team’s dynamic more than knowing they’ll have to fight their beloved former leader.

But hey, all this is just speculation! Let me know what ya’ll think and what kind of cliffhanger you think season 3 will end on.^^

It wasn’t just that he could physically feel him, Naruto didn’t need sage mode to know exactly where his wayward friend had snuck off to in the dead of night from the hospital.

It seemed as if Naruto’s eyes had blearily opened the very moment he felt that chakra, that essence, that damn fire begin to distance itself.

He didn’t want to think too much on how the panic had flooded his being at the the idea of how he might not come back.

As it was, Sasuke had found himself restless and his feet had simply taken him to that familiar, nostalgic lake. Near numb, he had sat himself, body still aching, to watch the ripples of the water, the reflection of moonbeams on its surface. It had been so long since he had been here, this quiet, safe and sad little spot.

He did not intend to come back before, but he would not deny the bitter sweetness of its memory and felt himself almost smile for a moment at the sheer nature of it all. All that suffering, training, fighting, to end up back here was almost ironic…

An approaching presence caught him at full focus.

Of course he felt him instantly, as always, that familiar warmth, setting something within him to pulsate, wanting to gravitate towards it…


Honestly, Sasuke shouldn’t have been surprised, yet his eyes flickered a fraction wider for a moment, not a few minutes later he could barley but still perfectly hear the trained silence of the nins every footstep.

Sasuke did not turn to ackowledge the approach but Naruto didn’t need such to know that the other had already felt him.

The blonde plopped next to him, rather ungracefully, grunting softly most likely from the fact he was just as sore as Sasuke was.

Neither spoke, for their silence was comfortable and almost so lovely it hurt. It had been so long since it had been like this, just sitting beside one another after a mission, tired and worn and somehow content to simply be in one another’s company.

As usual it was Naruto who broke the quiet first.

“Ya know how many times I’ve thought about this?” He laughed softly, shaking his head, a soft smile on his lips.

Blushing, he peeked a sideward glance at the raven haired boy.

“To just sit next to you again.“

Scratching the back of his tousled blonde locks he continued on, no longer thinking much about what he was saying, it was flowing out of him and Sasuke listened intently.

“I know you already know… Silly how I can sometimes forget how much you really know me. Even after all those years we spent apart…”

Naruto looked away, those were still fresh wounds that hurt to talk about but he found himself smiling beside himself

“When I saw you, all that pain of time being lost faded. Like when I finally got to be with you everything went still… Which is sort of weird, ya know cause those moments were never enough.”

Sasuke felt something radiating through every facet of his being but naming it was frightening.

It would be just like Naruto to voice aloud the secrets they had already seen in one another’s hearts.

It was one thing to read his soul before a battle. Another to do so sitting here, a calm sweet breeze in the air, Naruto’s body beside his own, no plans, no motive.

Yes, of course he knew, for he felt it too. So much that it… Hurt.

Flashes of their last battle flickered before Sasuke’s vision. His sharingan had been engraining Naruto’s every movement to memory. With an opponent like Naruto, one couldn’t risk a moments distraction.

Sasuke smirked at the thought, Naruto would love to hear him admit that aloud but there wasn’t a chance he’d ever give the dobe that kind of satisfaction.

Not only that but Sasuke had wanted to recall every facial expression, take in the endlessness of his blue eyes, those charming whiskers, that determined glare… He wanted to put all that beauty that was Naruto and keep it in a mason jar snugged deep within his soul.

It was a masochistic ritual meant to make the killing of this boy even more devastating. Yes for he really had intended to do it.

Sasuke gulped, a slight tremble running up his single hand.

Naruto took notice and turned to face him fully now.

“What is it?”

Sasuke pondered for a moment if he should disclose anything to him. What words would he even say?

To say sorry didn’t feel right when Naruto hadn’t ever felt his intentions in any other way then it meaning the death of them both.

“Stubborn.” Sasuke murmured, suddenly. “Just so I wouldn’t be alone, you were really going to let me kill you and you were really going to kill me.”

Naruto’s eyes softened, his smile faltering somewhere lost in anguish and in love. Abruptly, he was pouting and Sasuke tilted his head curiously at the sight.

“You’re just as stubborn, teme! Worse even!”

Sasuke laughed at him, which only furthered his pouting.

“Did you miss me when you were gone?” Naruto asked, shamelessly, without warning.

“I tried not to think of you.” Sasuke answered, truthfully, shyly because it had been a feat he couldn’t ever tackle.

Naruto had to admit that ached. But he showed nothing of it.

“It turned out to be an act of futility though.” He added on, casually, despite how for some reason his heart was racing in his ribcage.

“Since sunsets have a way of reminding me of you. It’s very troublesome.”

“Heh.” Naruto’s entire cheeks went a soft pink that contrasted like art against his tanned skin. It didn’t go unnoticed by the boy beside him.

“I feel the same way about the moon but … To be honest I couldn’t ever stop thinking of you.”

“I know.” Sasuke’s voice went tender and when Naruto reached his good arm to let his fingers graze Sasuke’s, something inside him burst.

Like a tidal wave, no like a fucking volcanic eruption and when they intertwined their fingers, something like heaven crawled up both their nerves.

The comfy silence remained, the tiniest hues of light began to signify that soon the sun would rise, both boys a little surprised at how hours had passed and not just a few mere minutes.

Maybe that was one of the things the dobe was right about, Sasuke thought, with him time really did slow and yet there really never was enough of it.

Sasuke stole a glance at his bestfriend, who was dangling his feet across the edge of the bridge, a delicate, little smile about his lips.

Feeling his stare, Naruto met his gaze, blue eyes on black.

Naruto let his fingers slide from Sasuke’s, a loss of warmth Sasuke would have protested if Naruto had not immediately trailed his fingertips across his pale cheekbone, to grab a soft onyx lock of hair and gently place it behind his ear, revealing the swirling purple of the rinnegan.

Sasuke tried desperately to keep the rushing warmth from his face. Naruto didn’t remove his hand from its spot behind Sasuke’s neck.

Kiss him, you coward, Sasuke thought. The desire and need for that intimacy and closeness to Naruto had completely taken over.

His eyes instantaneously casting downward to see the sculpted pink lips of his…


What a insufficient phrase that had always been. Frustrated and determined, he gripped Naruto’s chin, Sasuke leaned forward and captured those lips, which were even softer and warmer then he could have daydreamed.

Blue eyes went wide only to flutter close, the kiss was short and somehow they both felt breathless once they broke apart, foreheads touching.

Something like fire burning at each of their cores.

“I’m still really glad I met you.” Naruto whispered.

“Even if it means one arm?”

The blonde chuckled and let his hand run through the others hair, caress his cheek, scoot in even closer till he was nearly on the others lap

It just felt too good to be beside him and Sasuke clearly had no objection to this, in fact for the rest of that sunrise they sat, legs intertwined, shoulders and heads resting against one another.

“Thank you, Naruto.” Sasuke said, looking down at the boy with half closed eyelids, near sleep on his shoulder

“For what?” The blonde yawned, sleepily.

“For being my damn usuratonkachi.”

Naruto raised his head to stick a tongue out at him.

Sasuke smirked in return. For the first time since Itachi, he felt safe and like he was home.

“Well then thanks for being my teme.”

“Hn.” Was the ravens only reply.

The rest of their time there was filled with tiny bouts of conversations about what each other had missed in their time apart, about their childhood and their plans and thoughts of the future.

Sasuke was content to hear the babbles and daydreaming of his idiot and they would have went on even longer if Naruto’s stomach hadn’t growled mid sentence.

“Ramen?” Sasuke figured and Naruto beamed at him, a burst of energy hauling him to his feet, he reached his hand out and Sasuke accepted, that same electric feeling soaring within him.

They walked hand and in hand. Neither feeling quite like letting go.

Fucking Fin.
Simply perfect

Let me start by telling you that I’ve been watching this show, live, at 3AM in the morning, for the last 3 and a half years. I loved many episodes, hated many episodes and felt like I wasted hours of sleep for many episodes (yes, even if they had some Captain Swan in them). Also, during these years I said a lot of “this episode was perfect!” and probably I will keep saying it till the end of the season (hello, big wedding in three weeks!) but last night’s episode was simply, without any doubt, perfect.

We had a week between this episode and 6x16, during this week we got a very vague press release, two sneak peeks and a few script teases from Adam. We were left alone to make theories and headcanons about what MIGHT happen, we were left alone to study BTS pictures and rumors. And this is what we did, we had many expectations and I don’t know about you but I am very very happy with how this episode went. 

From Snowing to Captain Swan, from past to present, everything was perfect. 

I did not expect the things that happened with Snowing during the first curse, I NEVER expected that. It broke my heart to watch that Snow and Charming had the opportunity to be with Emma but they refused. This broke my heart the most because we know what Emma has been through, we know how much she suffered. Also it broke my heart for Snow and David. Have you seen David’s face when he saw baby Emma for the first time? That was love at first sight, a father’s love for his child and it makes me realize more and more that if Emma would have been with them since the beginning, she would have been daddy’s girl. But in the end, like the heroes they are, they did what they had to do even if that meant more suffering for them and for Emma.

Moving to Captain Swan… GOSH… I EXPECTED A REUNION, I DID, BUT A SECOND ENGAGEMENT IN THE SAME EPISODE? I only dreamed about it because the writers love to give us pain and this episode, for Captain Swan, did not give us any pain. Killian was prepared to fight with every single Lost Boy on that island (he was also SO done with them)! I did not like Tiger Lily (don’t ask me, I really don’t know) but she is the only person from Killian’s past who did not want to kill him. She wanted to help EMMA. OUR EMMA. KILLIAN’S EMMA! They have been reunited and it felt so good, then Killian asked her again to marry him and it was perfect, hearing his little speech was perfect and I don’t know how I am going to survive their VOWS at the wedding.

 Also, another scene that almost made my cry was that scene with Emma and Killian’s shadow. God it was so emotional! Emma doesn’t just have chemistry with Killian as a person (Killian Jones, Captain Hook, Dark Hook, Deckhand Hook, Wish World Hook) she also has chemistry with his SHADOW. I realized this morning, after a few hours of sleep, that the shadow touched her with the hand Killian will never be able to and this just added more perfection to the whole scene. I strongly believe that the whole point of that scene was to show us the fact that they are True Love with or without the kiss. It’s their special love story. Not having a TLK makes it special because as we’ve seen so many times, nowadays EVERYONE has a True Love Kiss. They don’t and this makes them and their story special. 

This episode made me feel alive at 4AM. This happened only once during these last years, at the end of the third season. I felt so so good during and after this episode. I am glad it happened the way it happened and I loved every second.

(I am also happy of the fact that the Captain Swan reunion and second engagement happened last night because next week I won’t be in town and I won’t be able to watch the episode until Wednesday. And that episode it’s going to the a Zelena episode so yay for me!)