Now, whenever he kisses him, Han remembers what it was like to kiss him on their wedding day last June. He remembers the tears on both of their cheeks, remembers Luke shaking to pieces in his arms, remembers the feeling of pure elation with a dash of anxiety and a breath of relief. He remembers the smile against his lips, the way Luke laughed into his mouth.
I am so unbelievably and undeniably loved by God, and some days, that’s really hard to believe. However, my feelings and emotions do not determine who He is or how much He loves me. That’s humbling. “But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” (Romans 5:8) Be encouraged… this truth is not only meant for me, it is for you too. You are so loved. Do not let doubt cloud your mind and make you feel less.