You are completely free to leave the experience of personal suffering. Your ‘out of jail’ pass is your key to move out of any limited, negative ideas you hold about yourself and surrender (with total trust) to the vast, oceanic bliss of your being. -Anon I mus
If inner peace
is what you truly seek, then that is the state you would choose for yourself
without any conditions placed on it. The only way
to experience something is to create the space
for it to manifest into your reality. -Anon I mus
Do not confuse Oneness for the appearance of
sameness; things can ‘appear’ to look different without being separate. The innumerable expressions
of all life are expressed from this one, creative intelligence. ~Anon I mus
For me, its not the depression or crazy mood swings that are the worst part of BPD, whats the worst is the emptiness and lack of sense of self. Feeling empty and lost is terrifying, and yet I feel it every day. My sense of self is constantly changing when I’m with different people. How can everyone expect me to make a solid decision on my future when I don’t know who I am?
I was quickly learning that something far worse than the pain of loss or longing was the state of feeling utterly passionless and numb. That vast empty void in your life when nobody mattered enough to lead you to feel much of anything one way or another.