To All Tomorrow’s Parties #43

(The New Abstracts #175)
Syd Matters, End and Start Again
Basile Pesso-my BCN © September 2 013
My Blip / My web magazine : Yes We Are (links) with Manuel Ramos as The Side Look of a Barcelonese #545
…and thanks a lot to Mary Beth Brower aka I Follow My Feet to have added a reblog to the other ones for Entre les Jambes (link) !

Our emotions are real. There is nothing wrong with what you feel.

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From :-D to =8-0 - Effects of Emoticons on the Brain - Neuroskeptic

An unusual study reports the effects of emoticons on human brain activity: Neural correlates of text-based emoticons South Korean neuroscientists Ko Woon Kim et al. used fMRI to record brain activation in 18 volunteers who were shown various expressive text symbols, in both the Asian ‘vertical’ and Western 'horizontal’ styles: However, it turned out that the brain doesn’t really respond to emoticons at all: there was no significant difference in the brain response to the real emoticons

Originally posted by snivelingbabe

I just started writing....

Times like this I need you most. I run for the essence of loving you and all your surroundings. All were mine… tucked away from an existence that included self but I didn’t know it… Unknown were the unknowns that were conquered with each breath… i took none of that for granted… lived in the moment as if it were an abyss of never-ending wholeness… loved me… what ifs and sadness on their own plateau…washing vividly over blinded heartbeats driven by emotions known.to.every.thing.known.to.land.before.time.faded…..

Unknown came named Growth… both good and bad… or both light and light?? Another unknown of our existences… another step in a direction that could still lead to you… nah, life doesn’t work like that… so i subconsciously dream daily about certain memories to create with you…. you’d enjoy this and that… your presence fades into sadness… 

New growth… beginnings… lights… just.Lights I struggle to give myself because too much of one thing is bad right?.. Okay. Know this… thoughts.. smile. You. laugh. you. climb. you conquer. you. kind is you. Possibilities. endless. with. you. So I wake up each day choosing you… the best version of self for you…..

. - I just Stopped Writing..-




. Latchkey

Something I wrote a long time ago.

Perfection. That was the one word that was engraved into my mind. Everything about her was perfect.

Inhale. The icy air dug into my lungs like picks into a mountain. God she was so beautiful.

Exhale. Even through the steam that had assembled between our faces I could see that her beautiful, yet so contagious smile was growing, becoming more mesmerising with every passing second.

Inhale. Even in the dead cold of winter. Her hands felt so warm. Like a beacon in a sea of darkness ready to swallow me whole. I’d never felt so alive.

Exhale. I tried to force the words out but my heart wouldn’t allow it. My nerves fought vigorously against my vocal cords. “I….” I choked on my tongue.

She giggled. The sound of her voice made everything I’d ever worried about dissappear.

“I love you too.”

I forgot to Inhale. Such a basic human function, so critical to our survival. And those four word pushed even breathing to the back of my mind.

I’m not doing very well today or lately for that matter and its not just the pain because I’m always in pain and can manage that decently. I have just found myself feeling very alone and unable to find anybody near me i am able to connect with. The few people I do connect with live far away and requires travel if I ever want to see them which usually isn’t feasible with my pain and budget but i do it anyways so I’m not always alone.