Life is a funny thing. We only get so many years to live it, so we have to do everything we can to make sure those years are as full as they can be. We shouldn’t waste time on things that might happen someday, or maybe even never.
An unusual study reports the effects of emoticons on human brain activity: Neural correlates of text-based emoticons South Korean neuroscientists Ko Woon Kim et al. used fMRI to record brain activation in 18 volunteers who were shown various expressive text symbols, in both the Asian ‘vertical’ and Western 'horizontal’ styles: However, it turned out that the brain doesn’t really respond to emoticons at all: there was no significant difference in the brain response to the real emoticons
Times like this I need you most. I run for the essence of loving you and all your surroundings. All were mine… tucked away from an existence that included self but I didn’t know it… Unknown were the unknowns that were conquered with each breath… i took none of that for granted… lived in the moment as if it were an abyss of never-ending wholeness… loved me… what ifs and sadness on their own plateau…washing vividly over blinded heartbeats driven by emotions known.to.every.thing.known.to.land.before.time.faded…..
Unknown came named Growth… both good and bad… or both light and light?? Another unknown of our existences… another step in a direction that could still lead to you… nah, life doesn’t work like that… so i subconsciously dream daily about certain memories to create with you…. you’d enjoy this and that… your presence fades into sadness…
New growth… beginnings… lights… just.Lights I struggle to give myself because too much of one thing is bad right?.. Okay. Know this… thoughts.. smile. You. laugh. you. climb. you conquer. you. kind is you. Possibilities. endless. with. you. So I wake up each day choosing you… the best version of self for you…..
I’m not doing very well today or lately for that matter and its not just the pain because I’m always in pain and can manage that decently. I have just found myself feeling very alone and unable to find anybody near me i am able to connect with. The few people I do connect with live far away and requires travel if I ever want to see them which usually isn’t feasible with my pain and budget but i do it anyways so I’m not always alone.