I’m Always Gonna...
Even if you’re sitting right beside me or halfway around the world. I’m going to miss being who we were.
…say your full name
Just for the sake of you hating it when I do that. Then you would get that pissed off-slash-playful look on your face, because you know that I’m messing with you but I really just love saying your whole name.
….hold your hand
Because they’re soft, and they keep me grounded. Because whenever you hold my hand, ever nerve in my fingers wake up and electrify me.
…laugh at your jokes
Even if they are super lame and no one else is laughing. Because I know that you like making people smile and it makes you smile too.
Because at one point in my life, I thought you were the one that I’m going to spend the rest of my life with. And you made me so happy that everything else just disappears even for a moment only.
Not because I don’t love you anymore. It’s because I love you too much. And I’m scared that my love might overwhelm you and I don’t want you to realize that I don’t deserve you. It’s actually me that doesn’t deserve someone like you, because I know you’d never leave me, and yet I ran on the other direction.