one thing i’ve noticed about bpd is when i come across a good thing, it either lifts me up and i float through the ceiling, i can feel my heart beating through my chest and it feels as if it’s going to spill with happiness

or it leaves me completely unaffected, cold and numb 

Yeah.. im okay.. im totally fine. No im not crying over a 19 year old changing his instagram @ . No whhhhat im totally fine but get out of my face before i have to fight you