emotionally bitter

anonymous asked:

are requests open? If so, can I have Genji, McCree, Tracer and/or Junkrat comforting their s/o after a particularly difficult day at work? Not like, overwatch work, but catering or stuff like that? A normal job. I had a really, really stressful day dealing with constant errors in count and just rude coworkers and need something to help me feel a bit better ;u; (if requests are closed i'm really sorry you can just ignore this)

A/N: We all have stressful days, but unfortunately that doesn’t make them any easier to deal with. Chin up, Anon, here’s some comfort for you.


  • Genji’s a sweet boy, and is much more emotionally available than his bitter older brother, so he’s aware of how stressed you are the second you get home. He’s going to make sure that your every need is taken care of, you get to just sit down and relax while he does all the work.
    • Want to eat a home cooked meal? Genji’s on it. Want take-out or delivery? He’ll get it faster than anyone else. Want to just relax together? He’s at your side in an instant. He’ll be waiting on you without fail, making sure that you’re as comfortable as humanly possible. Might even break out the Sentai suit if you need a laugh.
    • Genji’s dealt with a lot of stress in his life, so he’s happy to give you tips on how to get through it in one piece. Meditation’s always something that he’ll recommend when the going gets tough, and Zenyatta can be there at a moment’s notice if the stress seems overwhelming. Mental health is as important as physical health.
    • At the end of the day, Genji cares deeply about you, and seeing you stressed like that is no good for anyone. He won’t rest until you’re calmed down and in a place of peace. Work is important, sure, but there’s no sense in stressing yourself to death over it, your well-being certainly takes priority.


  • Jesse’s so sweet that he’ll give you a cavity, you don’t fit the cowboy archetype without having some compassion hidden under all that bravado. He’s not even smoking when you come home stressed, it’s all hugs and kisses from your personal outlaw.
    • Nothing cheers him up like a warm home-made meal cooked with love and care. He might not be the best cook, but he’s pulling out all the stops for your sake. Even if it isn’t the tastiest meal ever, there’s no denying that every scrap of it is filled with compassion. The important thing is that he cares, not that he’s a good cook.
    • McCree’s relaxation methods are more focused on material treatments to his stress (smoking and drinking). Now, he doesn’t want you to start chomping cigars, so he’s going to try some more mentally focused treatments for you. Nothing puts things into perspective quite like watching a sunset with your love.
    • Your sweetheart will do everything he can to make you feel relaxed. The stress of being an international outlaw doesn’t even phase him, but that doesn’t make your stress any less legitimate. He loves you, and he’s going to make damn sure that you know it.


  • Lena is, without a doubt, the most affectionate Overwatch member. If you want someone to smother you with love and care when the stress gets to be a little much, then she’s your girl. It’s hard to feel stressed when you’re overloaded with so much genuine love.
    • Cooking isn’t exactly her forte. Making tea or heating something up, sure, but actually cooking? Let’s not. It’s not out of a lack of care, far from it, she just thinks that a burnt meal from her isn’t going to be the most relaxing thing. She’ll grab takeout or delivery in an instant (literally), and if you really want her to cook she will, but making you feel full of love is a bigger priority to her.
    • Prepare to be hugged for the next hour at the very least, she’s not letting go of you no matter what. She’ll whisper in your ear about how much she loves you, running a hand through your hair, helping let the stress of the day slip away. When you hurt, she hurts, and she’s not going to let you suffer because of work.
    • If you need to laugh or simply feel loved, there’s no one better for you than Lena. Living for the moment is incredibly important to her, the past is meaningful, but it doesn’t dictate the future. Every day is a new beginning, and the worries of the past will slip away in time.


  • Jamison is a rather enthusiastic guy, given the line of work he finds himself in. It’s baffling how someone who’s been close to so many explosion somehow manages to find joy in it. Maybe that’s his trick, find joy in the simpler things, not that explosions are terribly simple to us.
    • Junkrat isn’t a world renowned chef, but if you want something deep-fried or scorched, he’s your man. But his focus is more on making you happy, as opposed to making you feel full. He’ll try and make you laugh, pulling out his wonderful Vaudeville routine just for. Throw in some juggling, and you’ve got a private comedy show to take the stress away.
    • He isn’t the best for some quiet moments, but he can recognize when it’s time to slow down a little and just be with you. There’s some laughing, plenty of love, and a surprising amount of silence, and he wouldn’t have it any other way. As long as you feel good, he feels good, that’s all that matters right now.
    • Nothing pushes stress away like laughter, and Junkrat is going to do his best to make sure you’re laughing the entire evening. There’s beauty in the smaller things. To take a quote from a great man “It’s the little things”.
Jung’s Ti, Abridged

These articles are an attempt to condense Chapter X of Psychological Types into a more readable format. I’ve tried to stay as true to the original texts as possible. Enjoy!


Introverted Thinking

Introverted Thinking is mechanistic reasoning guided by subjective tendencies that have their roots in the collective unconscious. This subconscious influence might manifest as a vague sense of structure that guides logic, or a more or less complete idea that only needs to be intellectually formulated. In either case, the theories that Ti creates aren’t derived from external facts, however much the Ti type would like that to be true in the name of being “objective”. The idea has its roots in the psyche, and facts are only used to confirm it or provide evidence of its validity.

However, Ti has the dangerous tendency to give the subject too much credit, at which point it might twist and mangle the facts to fit a subjective theory, or ignore them completely and engage in a kind of intellectual fantasy. This Thinking starts to show a mythological streak, the result of its basis in the collective unconscious. The strong convictions of the Ti type come from the evolved validity of these “eternal truths”. However, their value is lost as long as the Ti type neglects to link them up with objective facts and ideas.

Over-introverted Ti risks creating ideas that say nothing real or relevant. By contrast, over-extroverted Te risks becoming nothing more than stating the facts. Ti says, “I think, therefore I think,” while Te says “It is, therefore it is”. If this intensification continues, the Ti type’s outer life goes to another function in the unconscious, usually Feeling. His relationships with people and things will be infected by childish complexes, fears, anxieties, and the negativity characteristic of the unconscious.

The Introverted Thinking Type

This type pursues his intellectual goals like the Te type, but inward instead of outward, going after thoroughness and clarity instead of applicability or relevance. Like all introverts, he has a strained relationship with the outer world. With people, for example, he gives off the impression of being anywhere from indifferent to avoidant. He might be polite, amicable, and kind, but his subtle uneasiness shows a subconscious desire to pacify the outer world and its troublesome influence.

His neglect for the outer world and his inability to communicate his inner thoughts makes him prone to misunderstandings, which only get worse if, in order to compensate and fit in, he builds up a persona with the help of his inferior functions. Although he never shies away from following an unorthodox or dangerous thought to its logical conclusion, he gets extremely anxious when it comes to bringing his ideas into reality. When he does, he dumps them there without any special presentation – in his mind they are right, and everyone should see that. It doesn’t help that his work is full of doubts, saving clauses, and all kinds of precise technicalities. He has trouble seeing that while his logic might be clear in his head, it can be totally incomprehensible to others.

In his personal relationships, he either doesn’t talk much or is regularly misunderstood. He’s often awkward, and anxious to avoid being noticed, or else childishly naive and unconcerned about how he comes across. Casual acquaintances might see him as antisocial, prickly, or arrogant, but the people closest to him know and value his intimate side. In his field of interest he sparks violent controversy, which he has little clue of how to deal with, and he struggles as a teacher, since he’s more interested in the material itself than in presenting it to his students.

The more he cuts himself off from the outer world, the deeper his theories might get, but he’ll be increasingly unable to express them and relate them to the objective world. What’s more, they’ll inevitably be poisoned by the unconscious bitterness, emotionality, and touchiness brought on by his isolation. His Thinking is no longer creative, but destructive, and he responds to criticism of his work with viciously personal remarks. He thinks withdrawing more and more into solitude will solve his problematic relationships, but it only increases the destructive internal conflict.

Analysis of Televoid’s Oddities (Episodes 0-4)

Episode 0 - Beat The Clock (January 27, 2016)

Description :: The description for this episode reads, “[This is a pilot for a new show where I dig up old television shows, weird VHS stuff, etc. to talk about. I love watching this stuff anyway, and it’d be fun to share more of what I find with you guys! Please let me know how you like it.] Ian flips the channel to an old episode of Beat the Clock.” Notice the brackets and the use of first person. This is presumably the real Ian, the one who is uploading the videos to his channel. However, it switches to third person for the actual description of the video. THIS IS THE NORM FOR BRUTALMOOSE VIDEOS, so the reason I bring this up is because this is the only Televoid episode with a normal description like this. All the other descriptions are written in second person - “you.” I don’t know what it means, but it is interesting to note.

3:00 - 3:30 :: Ian attempts to play along with the game show by solving a word puzzle. When he reveals his answer, it shows up as, “This joke is brought to you by Sylvania.” Although it may seem like this is a weak joke done to mock the show’s constant endorsing of Sylvania, Ian acts surprised and confused when he sees what’s written, even claiming that it wasn’t what he meant to write.

16:50 - End :: Ian says we, the watchers, don’t have to leave. He suggests we stick around to watch something else with him. As he flips through the channels to find another show, he finds only static instead. He grows visibly discouraged before everything abruptly goes to black and we are left in silence for nearly five seconds before the episode officially ends.

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I think the reason Jyn in the book is better is because she absolutely knows she’s an asshole, something which not many of her stans will admit. She 100% knows she is being petty and purposefully trying to hurt Cassian during their fight after Galen’s death. She fantasizes about blowing up the whole Rebel base for revenge but also is just overall emotionally empty and bitter that the rebellion didn’t leave her out of things. She goes to destroy the death star for selfish reasons even if it is a noble cause. Like, for all everyone talks about how the movie is about “not good people doing something good/imperfect characters” and point straight at Cassian for shooting that guy, really they should consider Jyn that way too.

CRUSH(ED) ;: a mix about impossible crushes, wanting people you shouldn’t, and drunkenly crying about it in clubs


Rather Be - Clean Bandit as long as we’re together, there’s no place I’d rather be Real - Years & Years I think I’m into you, how much do you want it too? Two Weeks - FKA Twigs higher than a motherfucker, dreaming of you as my lover Just Impolite - Plushgun I like you, maybe I’m just like you Night Sky - CHVRCHES I want you now and for all time; I’ll be listening until you decide Lose It - Austra (don’t wanna lose you) Sweet Nothing - Calvin Harris feat. Florence Welch I put my faith in something unknown (I’m living on such sweet nothing) Sheets - Shannon Saunders am I worthy of my lover? (’cause he doesn’t love me) You, My Everything - Ellie Goulding I know you don’t feel the same, you’re sensible but it doesn’t make sense Lies - Marina & The Diamonds you’re never gonna love me, so what’s the use? This Time Around - Tove Lo thought you’d make me feel it, thought that I’d be different this time around Until We Bleed - Kleerup feat. Lykke Li I’m numb, I’m stupid, I’m staying Drowning - BANKS I can see that you don’t need me (I’m drowning for you) Loud Places - Jamie XX feat. Romy I go to places we used to go, they seem so quiet now Bridges - Broods we’re burning all the bridges now ‘cause it was sink or swim and I went down.               

Someone: Wow, you’re vegan? I never would have guessed haha

Me: Yeah I know turns out I’m just really not into blatant animal abuse haha who would’ve guessed

Alright, I’ve waited long enough. I’ve gotten enough asks asking me about what I think about things, so let’s get this started. It’ll be under a read more, because this is going to get long. 

Let me preface this by saying that I am not saying all of Naruto is bad, or that all of it has been invalidated, or that things that were good are no longer good. Nor am I saying that Kishimoto cannot write, that he should not have written the series, or anything of the sort. I have no personal hatred against him as a person, and such feelings are irrelevant in this discussion. 

I personally feel, that when you produce something and ask money for it, that you are open to criticism. This is not a critique of him as a person; that’s irrelevant. I will focus only on the work that has been produced, and I will explain exactly why I do not like it, and what parts I do like. 

Also, I will not go into ships, because they don’t mean anything to me personally, except when I talk about a specific topic, and that won’t be a bash or endorsement of any one ship. 

Now, let’s get into this. 

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I’ve been feeling a little better, so I doodled some Undertale headcanons of mine and other fun stuff!

My head canons are super scattered through the timeline so there isn’t a specific estimate of time that these scenarios happen (for now).

Headcanons and Spoilers ahoy!


• Asgore and Toriel are chimeras. Asgore being a mix of a lion, goat and dragon. Toriel being a mix of rabbit, goat and dragon.

• Gaster was a skeleton, but falling into the CORE melted his body. His relations to the skeleton brothers is ambiguous at the moment. Maybe a father? brother? creator???

• Undyne got her eyepatch from Gerson.

• Asgore was forced into the role of king after his parents were killed during the war with humans. With basic knowledge on fighting and no killing intent, he hesitates in dealing the finishing blow to the human leader (the one with the sword). Gerson ‘Hammer of Justice’ loses an eye, an arm and a leg saving Asgore from a fatal attack from the human leader.

• After the war. Asgore visits Gerson during his recovery and breaks down due to feeling powerless, scared and the pressure of taking on the role of King. Gerson tells him to stay determined and makes Asgore promise that he will stay in the underground and rebuild the monster kingdom and bring new hope to their kind.

• Toriel loses her family during the war and becomes emotionally detached and bitter towards humankind. She begins studying and honing her magic in hopes that one day she can take revenge on the humans. 

• Toriel’s parents are respectively a baker and an herbalist. After the war, she uses her knowledge of plants and herbs to help the wounded and injured. 

• At some point a handful of monsters are assigned the roles of Royal Scientists by Asgore. Toriel who works by Asgore’s side as his confidant, checks in with the scientists everyday to make sure they are up to date on the matters. During her visits she becomes really good friends with the head of the scientists; W.D. Gaster.

• They share a lot of quiet moments about their problems, relationships, doubts etc. Gaster introduced Toriel to puns and jokes and she uses a joke book that Gaster gave her to cope through laughter.

• When Gaster was erased from existence Toriel still has the book but feels sad when looking at it.

As much as the books make me grumpy, I have such strong memories of Maximum Ride.  Fuck that blond shit, give me dark haired, half Mexican, emotionally stunted bitter momma Max who just wants to keep her babies alive and not have weird feelings for her psudo-brother.

Love my Maximum Ride too much.

Bluebell walks through the Everfree forest, an unamused expression on her face. It is one of the rare times when she is out in the daylight, although the shadows from the thick foliage does make it difficult to tell that the sun is still shining. Despite having just finished eating a large piece of dark chocolate cake, the Batpony is in a foul mood… The cake was delicious, but she is seriously starting to doubt that it was worth listening to Pinkie Pie ramble on for forty minutes about balloons.

“I’d like to pop all of her balloons…” Bluebell mumbles bitterly, shaking her head to try and clear the echo of the pink pony’s shrill voice out of her sensitive ears. Honestly, that is just a bluff… There is no way Bluebell would ever destroy something that means so much to another pony. But that doesn’t stop her from fantasizing about it.

Her eyes narrow as she notices someone through the thick foliage in front of her. That’s just great… Another intruder deciding to take a stroll through her woods. She releases an irritated sigh, before boldly walking forward to see exactly why the stranger is in the Everfree forest. He seems to be extremely agitated about something… Normally ponies would try to avoid someone who looks as angry as he does, but Bluebell isn’t about to avoid him. Unconcerned, she roughly pushes leaves out of the way with a hoof and calls out, “Hey! What are you doing here?”


My OTPs part 11

Erwin x Levi or Eruri: I didn’t mean to,it’s all Erwin Smith’s fault.I started reading Shingeki no Kyojin and Erwin immediately became my favorite character.I saw lots of beautiful art of Erwin and Levi together on my dash,but I was reluctant to ship them because I knew,I just knew he was going to die.

But the appeal of this ship was so strong to me,their power dynamics,the size difference,their interactions within the manga story becoming more and more interesting.I couldn’t help myself.

The first doujinshi of this pairing I read was Melt by skull9 (the cover attracted me so much) but it was Hitomi’s work that sealed my fate.It’s so perfect.

In a rational level I understanding Erwin’s death and Levi’s role in it,and how he respected Erwin’s choice in the end,but emotionally I’m still so bitter about it (Isayama WHY???).

It’s the first first in my fandom life that half of my OTP dies,but I’ll cherish the art,fics and doujinshis the talented artists made and for me,my ship will never sink,they’ll live together in all the AUs and canon divergent fanarts and fanfics.

Dear Sammy,

You are plaguing my mind. I can’t escape my memories of you even in my sleep. It makes me uneasy. You were unkind, bitter, emotionally distant and somehow I adored you despite all that. I guess I was able to look past that by telling myself it was just a front you put on to protect yourself, although I should have known better than to throw my vulnerable self at somebody who would happily disregard my feelings. I should know better now, in fact, but I guess I haven’t learned. At least you were kinder when you weren’t focused on keeping up appearances and there were moments you even surprised me with your kindness, but I think I probably could have done better and I’d be lying if I said I didn’t think you somewhat deserved what came to you. 

I think I’m done pining after self-absorbed, angsty greaseballs like you for this lifetime and every lifetime after this one. That said, consider things even between us. You’ve suffered enough. I hope you’re now creating the music you always wanted to. I hope this lifetime is better for you like it has been for me. I may actually try again with voice acting in this life. Sorry you got turned into sentient goop and, like, died twice. Sorry I’m so bitter. Sorry.



anonymous asked:

I saw your tags about Qui Gon and now I'm wondering if you think that if Qui Gon did live that Anakin wouldn't have fallen to the dark side? Because ever since if watched the first episode movie and every time I see a Qui Gon and Anakin thing I always think that if he lived it wouldn't have turned the way it did. Especially because the only person who really believed in Anakin was Qui Gon while the rest of the jedi were afraid/kept him a distance.


QUI-GON SURVIVING TPM WOULD LEAVE SUCH AN ENORMOUS IMPACT ON NOT ONLY ANAKIN’S LIFE BUT OBI WAN’S TOO. Qui-Gon’s faith, acceptance, affection and understanding for Anakin IS A HUGE THING. THE WAY HE WEARS HIS JEDI SKIN AND HIS JEDI RULES, he’s not blind, strict devotee of the Order (the way Obi-Wan is and remains;-/), he’s a pragmatic individualist, rebellious spirit and free thinker and Yoda’s contemptuous “Qui-Gon’s defiance I sense in you, need that you do not” <333 indicates that the Council always had issues with Qui-Gon’s loose interpretation of what loyalty to this body means and how occasionally he practices is. Qui-Gon is the follower of the Force not the Order, whenever he finds it he cherishes it (NOT EXPLOITS IT OR SERVES IT),  and he’s absolutely open-minded about it and the fact Qui-Gon  managed to teach himself how to become one with the Force must mean he dabbled in the Dark Side and still managed to keep himself pure and uncorrupted.

The way he is with Anakin OH MY GOD, there’s affection, faith. Everyone is so skeptical of this boy since the beginning, Padme, Obi-Wan, but Qui-Gon just firmly states: he will win the race, he will manage, there’s protectiveness there but mostly PRIDE, Qui-Gon sees his resourcefulness, his sharp intelligence, his passion, his heart, his dedication AND NOT ONCE HE CHASTISES HIM ABOUT IT (there’s a deleted scene where Ani has a fight with Greedo (x) and the way Qui-Gon interferes, there’s nothing of Jedi’s usual haughty holier-than-thou attitude, there’s wisdom and empathy and practical lesson he gives him and Anakin instantly listens, follows and takes it in, because it’s not disciplining with know-it-all ignorance but it’s offering him advice addressing the exact issues he’s going through). Qui-Gon as a person just makes you want to do good for him, as a Jedi Master by default too.

So, yes, in short I AM ABSOLUTELY SURE Anakin’s fall would never happen if Qui-Gon was the one guiding him, because Qui-Gon’s guidance wouldn’t leave so many gaps unfulfilled for Anakin to seek attendance to in wrong places and with wrong people. His presence in Ani’s life would mean freedom of acting and wanting and feeling the way he was made for.  Qui-Gon had all the attention, understanding, curiosity, fluidity and balance Anakin needed. Qui-Gon was the father figure Anakin lacked, the guardian of life and Jedi wisdom he sought and the inspiring role model Anakin needs in his life to be motivated and grounded at the same time.

(I used to have issues with Qui-Gon’s persistence in referring to Anakin as THE CHOSEN ONE - putting shackles of label on him, but his interest in this boy started with the way he’s selfless, kind, smart and skillful and only then it spiraled beyond WHO HE IS AS A PERSON, plus Qui-Gon’s absolute devotion to the concept of Anakin being the bringer of balance (his last words are about this after all HOW THIS DEFINES HIS ENTIRE LIFE AT THIS POINT) is not only a testimony of his general faith in Anakin, it’s such an amazing prospect of training for Anakin, because Qui-Gon’s idea of balance might have been THE GENUINE ONE, not just some myth everyone talks about but knows nothing about and is terrified of  but ACKNOWLEDGING THAT YOU NEED TO BE ABLE TO EMBRACE BOTH SIDES AND TAME THEM IN YOU TO CREATE THIS ONENESS WITH THE FORCE). The difference is when the Jedi Council refers to Anakin as the Chosen One they mean it as doubt and suspicion and unnatural state of things, when Qui-Gon does it it’s with devotion and pride of someone witnessing a miracle.

Also Qui-Gon becoming Anakin’s master and Obi-Wan never having to fulfill the promise he gave him to train the boy opens endless what ifs on how this would influence Obi-Wan. Even though Obi-wan in his blind devotion to Order seems incorruptible I want to believe so much the resentment over being PUT ASIDE in favour of this dangerous, annoying boy Qui-Gon instantly adored would have grown in him, and seeing Anakin rise into this respectful, charismatic, heroic icon with Qui-Gon devoting his entire life to make it happen wouldn’t have left him emotionally unscathed. And so bitter, jealous, frustrated Obi-Wan (perfect model Jedi, nothing else nothing more) meets luring him into the Dark Side Dooku in AOTC, let’s talk about this possible scenario HAAAAA!

anonymous asked:

I looked on Bulbapedia and saw that AG134 was the last time Misty ever appeared in an episode and it aired 10 years ago this month back in 2005. Besides stuff like flashbacks or the Japanese openings/endings, that was the last time she ever actually appeared in an episode. Rewatching that ep now it feels really low-key for what was the last Misty episode for over a decade and counting. Do you think the writers knew at the time that would be her last episode for 10 years?Her last ep was about Max

I don’t think anyone knew honestly. I like to think the writers snuck Misty for a short bit so they could showcase Azurill and happen to hang with Ash and co. (We don’t know how long ago Azurill hatched but it’s safe to assume it’s recent. If we judge how her sisters continuously called her to return to the gym, we can assume she had just hatched Azurill.) Anyway, I have a feeling there could have been more Chronicles/Special episodes but it just didn’t happen. We don’t know.

Her last episode was about her and Max. And so what if it was more about Max? It’s actually great to have Misty interact and relate to Max. Think about how they both relate on being younger siblings and having someone else tell you what to do. It’s been shown that Misty does get along fantastically with younger siblings (looking at you Mikey and Sakura).

The group gets separated and then they talk about their relationships with their older sibling(s) and how easy it is to feel ignored. When you look at Misty’s character and how much she developed emotionally from being bitter/short-fused at first to eventually being more mellow and willing to be patient with your irresponsible siblings, that’s amazing development. She tells Max that it’s okay to not always get along and want to have your older sibling admit you were right.

But also that your older sibling will still care about you no matter what. And where would they be without their sisters?

Like can we just appreciate how patient Misty has gotten over the series? She gets Max to realize (once again since it’s not the first time he knows this but cut him slack, he’s a kid) that yes, May does care a lot about Max. She tells him sisters can be stubborn but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t help them. It’s their job to help their sisters.

Someone help me. And then right when she’s leaving, she tells Max to promise to watch over May. How sweet is that?


Years later, BW comes up with Let’s Hold Hands and look who Max is holding hands with!


Lastly (and I’m going to say this again and again), just because a character doesn’t physically appear doesn’t mean they’re forgotten. It’s been proven again and again that Misty is still very loved. As Misty fans, I think we’re extremely lucky she has gotten so much attention after her departure from the series. Sometimes we take that for granted.

Instead of lamenting how long it’s been, we really should give kudos to ourselves and the show for never completely forgetting about Misty. I’m not saying we shouldn’t complain, we certainly can! ;) I think we should appreciate how many smaller hints about Misty there are compared to other characters who don’t nearly get enough attention.

Alright, I’m just gonna stop talking since this post is all over the place. Not intentional! :P