emotionally attached to my books

I looked right inside your eyes
A thin layer was separating us
I took my bra off
And my naked body and my naked soul
Hand in hand were laying on your sheets
I wanted to reveal everything
I wanted to tell you secrets
I told you my secrets
I wanted to tell you dreams
I told you my dreams
I wanted to tell you fears
I told you my fears
I was naked to the bones
While your lips ghosted over my body
Your hands stayed on my rib cage
You made love to me
But I didn’t want you to make love to me I wanted you as naked as I was
But all you said was your name
Nothing more than your name
All you did was to make love to me
Nothing more than to make love to me
But I made love out of a few words
I made love out of a smile
I made love out of a warm feeling
I was falling too fast
And I was hurting
—  J.N. (about being emotionally attached to people too fast)