emo person

I really didnt like how breath of the wild never properly explained the significance of all that blue. It just made me miss the iconic green tunic even more and it felt like they had gotten rid of it for nothing???

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

anonymous asked:

Has Attack on Titan ever provided you with any life lessons? Have you ever cried while watching it?

Mhmm…life lessons? Probably not. I mean, maybe on an unconscious level, without me realizing it, but thats about it. That said, at times it definitely gave me a reason to live. I usually need some form of entertainment  and fiction to fixate myself on to, focusing my entire life on, something to obsess over on a continuous basis; if I lack something to focus on I quickly turn into self detrimental husk of a person with a strong absence of a will to exist; so having an external, invariable constant supplying me with non-negative emotions while distracting me from my actual life is pretty vital for me healthy right

And Attack on Titan has perfectly fulfilled that role, perfectly taking over my life for almost two years (it’ll be exactly 600 days on April 1st, isn’t that fitting), and I’m damn grateful for it.

I haven’t ever properly cried over it, that said, I’ve certainly had my emotional moments with snk. When Eren “died” in ep 5 during my first time watching it I was horribly shaken and hurt and suffering, so the reveal that he was still alive, plus eremika reunion, was an incredible emotional moment for me (had I not been watching it with my pal I might have actually cried back then. During my first six binges or so I teared up a bit everytime Carla died, and other moments just hit me randomly every now and then. Ilse meeting the titan got me slight tears in my eyes for a period of time for unknown reasons, and just yesterday I had sudden wave of emotion over Annie apologizing to the dead in Trost, ep 13. It just randomly happens sometimes, though its pretty rare since I’ve seen and read this whole franchise 5 billion times already.

I am fully prepared to sob my eyes out over Season 2 though. Chapter 50 is a big contender, but in all honesty, I might actually lose it just during ep 26. All that waiting, all that daily hype and anticipation, all the suffering and struggling end on that day and I might have to let all of that out on camera lmao. I’m excited for ep 26 in every possible aspect lol 

Tbh I’m still very emotional at the fact that Shiro is both the representation of Keith’s hopes and fears. Keith legit created a virtual mindscape of him and Shiro (that he gets to see) because Keith desperately wanted to see him. And Shiro leaving him is his greatest fear. If that doesn’t make you cry idk what will. This season proved how much Shiro meant to Keith.