“Wesley?” I asked. “Um” he said. “What’s wrong?” I asked. “I-I” he said. I looked into his eyes, but I just couldn’t figure out what he wanted to tell me. “I cheated on you, ” he said. “What?” I said. “I was with another girl, ” he said. I could feel my heart drop, tears were rushing to my eyes, but I wouldn’t cry in front of him. I never thought Wesley would ever do this nor did I know what to do now. I turned and walked away as my tears fell from my eyes staining my cheeks, I didn’t want him to see the weakness. “HEY!” he said as he ran after me. “What?” I asked. “It didn’t mean anything, ” he said. “Yea, I’m sure Wesley” I said as I continue to walk away. He grabbed my arm, pulling me back to him, I wanted to scream and just hit him because I felt like he made the biggest mistake of my life. “Stop, ” he said. “No you stop” I said as I pulled my arm away. He tilted my chin so that I would look at him, tears were running down my face and at the point I didn’t care. “I love you, ” he said.”If you loved me you wouldn’t do this” I said. “I was drunk a complete accident, ” he said. “How is it an accident?” I asked. “It just happen, I didn’t mean for it to happen” he said. “If you didn’t mean for it to happen then why did it?” I asked. “I don’t know? He said. I pulled away from him and walked to my car, getting in closing the door behind me. I just wanted to get away from everything, from him, from my life just escape. I pulled off and I didn’t even bother to look back, tears running down my face as I drove. I knew he would be at the apartment so I avoided that, I didn’t want to go home I wanted to leave. Maybe leave it all….. what was my life? Night was falling fast and I could barley see the road, I turn my headlights on and kept going. I didn’t know where I was nor did I care it was exactly where I wanted to be. My phone started to ring and that’s when I lost control of the car, I went off the road and head straight for a tree, the car stopped dead in its tracks as it came to a standstill. “There is someone in this car” the police officer said. I was knocked out, but I could still hear everything that was going on. They pulled me out of the car and my phone was flashing with the message ‘I love you, I’m so sorry’ from Wesley. If he truly loved me he wouldn’t of did what he did, but the bigger question was could I forgive him and move on. The last thing I remember that happening was being put into the ambulance and they take off everything else was a blur. “Baby?” he asked as I started to wake up. “Wesley?” I asked. “I’m right here?” he said as he grabbed my hand. “What happen?” I asked. “You were in a car wreck” he said. “Why are you here?” I asked. “Because I love you, ” he said. I closed my eyes as my head was pounding, I guess so since I had a gash in my head, nothing major was wrong with me just a few bruises and cuts. “I Love you” he said. “i love you Wesley” I said. “Give me another chance?” he asked. “I don’t trust you, ” I said. “I know I will make that up, ” he said. “I don’t know, ” I said. “Please, I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up to you” he said. “We have to take things slow” I said. “It’s all at your pace, ” he said. “You can stay” I said. I could feel his grip on my hand get stronger as I said those words. A few days went by before I was resealed from the hospital, we went back to the apartment at first it was hard to forgive him but I finally did but I would never forget what happen. Every time he went out, rather it was with the band or the studio I would think he would cheat on me, I mean it did happen before so my jealousy was high.
-A Few Months Later-
Things started to get back to normal between Wesley and myself, but I would always ask him a million of questions when he came home. He came home really late from the studio and I was beyond mad. “Where were you?” I asked. “In the studio, ” he said. “Yea right, ” I said. “I Was!” he said. He took his shirt off and pants because he was getting ready for bed. “It’s 2 AM” I said. “I know and I’m tired, ” he said. “Are you cheating on me again?” I asked. He sighed and grabbed my hand, trying to calm me down. “No, that was a big mistake and I’m still paying for it” he said. “Well are you?” I asked. “No, I’m not, ” he said. I looked at him and the trust that once was there between us was gone because he broke it. “Baby, ” I said. “Baby I’m not, ” he said as he grabbed my hips, pulling me to him. I couldn’t hold the tears back so they slide down my face as he tilted my chin up. “I love you, I’m in love with you and what happen will never happen again” he said. “I love you, ” I said. “I know I messed up, but I will get your trust back” he said. “I want to feel safe again, ” I said. He pulled me close to him and wrapped his arms around me as I laid my head down on his chest, hearing his heart beat calmed me down and it always has. I knew how sorry he was and I knew he wouldn’t do it again, but in the back of my mind it was always that what if……………
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