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camisado // panic! at the disco

The Signs as 2004 Films
  • Aries: Shrek 2
  • Taurus: A Cinderella Story
  • Gemini: Spider-Man 2
  • Cancer: Shark Tale
  • Leo: 13 Going on 30
  • Virgo: The Incredibles
  • Libra: Ella Enchanted
  • Scorpio: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
  • Sagittarius: Anchorman
  • Capricorn: The Notebook
  • Aquarius: Saw
  • Pisces: Mean Girls

i can never really it trust when someone that good-looking is into me. do you know what i mean? i just don’t get it. like, if they’re mediocre-looking, i can sort of appreciate why their standards are so low. when they’re that pretty, i’m just like, what are you hiding? you know?


i love baby rotten and i can’t believe i haven’t drawn her yet. i imagine her social skills are pretty much on par with azula’s

feat. stephanie in a tuxedo because yes

ah i have such a massive musical crush on salvador. his voice is so fucking pure and timeless and he’s such a darling i just want to give him a cuddle and i could listen to him sing for hours and hours. swoon*

Lunch (Jeff Atkins)

Requested: yes (my first request yay!) 

Words: 2541

Request: nishattazz: Hey here’s an idea! Anyways, I LOVE Jeff and I hope they explore his character if they do season 2. ANYWAYS! I want an imagine where y/n is a friend of Hannah’s like how Jeff is to clay. And basically Jeff and y/n have always liked each other and they kind of know that they have feelings for each other, but y/n always put a had front up and likes to play hard to get. So an example would be that Hannah and y/n are eating lunch and they see clay and Jeff on another table. Y/n is pushing Hannah, but she won’t do it and Hannah turns it around and y/n is like meh! And then c&j come over and ask what they’re talking about. Y/n blatantly say ‘you’ to clay and starts eating normally. And then Jeff put his hand around y/n and her eyes widen at Hannah, she pulls his hand down and he does it again. This time he pulls her into her, and she’s trying to still play hard. A lot of funny and flirty moments, maybe like he intimidates her and walks her into the lockers until he gets a date, complimenting her etc. And like he snakes his hands around her waist and leans his head on her should from behind.

Hi guys! So this is my first imagine and I hope everyone will like it especially the one who requested it!


Hey, it’s Ella, Ella Montoya. Don’t worry nothing bad happened. I’m just going to tell you the story of how I fell in love. So lean back and grab a snack and let me tell you how this all began.

Liberty High, Senior Year

“Ella! Hey!” Hannah called, running after the blonde
“Hannah Baker, to what do I owe the pleasure?” Ella grinned
“Well, I need help in Spanish and Ms. Gomez suggested you for tutoring?” Hannah said nervously, eyes locked on the ground
“Yeah sure! Meet me at the library after school?” Ella said happily, but when is Ella not happy? That is one of the many reasons why people enjoyed talking to her, she has never greeted anyone without a smile.
“Okay thanks!” Hannah said
“No problem” Ella grinned

But for me, Hannah Baker helped me more than I helped her.

After School

“So, what does el pan mean?” Ella asked, tucking her hair behind her ear

“Um, A cup?” Hannah said, but more like asked
“No but it means bread” Ella giggled
“Oh my gosh. I’m sorry. This is what I meant when I said I needed help” Hannah said
“Don’t worry, It’s okay. You’re not the first person to have trouble” She assured the curly headed girl
“Thanks for doing this” Hannah said gratefully
“No problem! So I think I know why you’re having trouble” Ella smirked
“Really? Why?” Hannah asked
“Well for starters, you keep glancing at Clay Jensen. Tell me do you like him?” Ella said
“Yes. No. Wait. I think?” Hannah said, looking at Ella who just raised an eyebrow
“Ugh yes!” Hannah finally concluded
“Yay! I definitely have to get you two together!” Ella squealed
“How about you and me head down to Monet’s and get together there, bonita” A voice said, Ella turned around and there he was, Jeff Atkins, star baseball player of Liberty High and behind him was Clay Jensen, who kept glancing between the floor and Hannah, who was also glancing at Clay.
“Hi Jeff” Ella said bluntly
“C'mon I like you, you like me! Why are you making this hard?” Jeff pestered
“Not everything is supposed to be easy, Jeff. C'mon Hannah, let’s go. I’ll give you a lift home. Bye Clay” she smirked at the two oblivious lovebirds.
“Thanks. Bye Jeff, bye Helmet” Hannah said, waving to the two boys
“Bye” Clay said, waving back
“Bye Hannah. I’ll see you tomorrow, hermosa!” Jeff shouted, earning him a ‘shh’ from multiple students.

In Ella’s Car

“So?” Hannah grinned, smiling a smile that that was bigger than the Cheshire Cat’s

“What?” Ella asked

“What’s between you and Jeff?” Hannah grinned even more if that was possible

“Nothing” Ella smiled

“Oh yeah sure! That smile means nothing” Hannah scoffed

“Okay let me tell you, Jeff made it clear that he likes me and sometime between his confession and now, I also made it clear that I like him back” Ella explained, pulling out of where her car was parked

“Then why are’t you two together?” Hannah questioned

“Because! What if I’m nothing but a conquest for him? How do I know that he’s not part of some group that sleeps with girls and keeps score in some sort of secret play book?” Ella exclaimed, keeping most of her focus on the road in front of her and the other on Hannah talking

“Okay you have to stop watching Riverdale and you need to listen to me, Jeff is literally the nicest jock at Liberty High and it looked like he really likes you and I think you should give him a chance” Hannah smirked

“But what if he-” Ella got cut off by Hannah shushing her

“No buts!”

“Okay” Ella sighed

“How about this? If I get at least a B in a Spanish test then you have to give Jeff a chance” Hannah negotiated

“Okay. If you don’t then you- you have to tell Clay that you like him” Ella said

“Excuse me?”

“Oh sorry correction, you don’t like him-” Ella started

“Yes” Hannah sighed

“You looooove him!” Ella continued laughing

“What? No! I don’t- Shut up!” Hannah blushed, making her cheeks pinker than what a blush powder can do

“Awhh! Hannah Baker’s blushing, Hannah Baker’s blushing” Ella sang, laughing afterwards

The next day

“Hey Ella!” Hannah called

“Hannah Baker! What do you got for me?” Ella smiled

“Well I’m doing a test later in Spanish” Hannah revealed

“Won’t that test determine if you need a tutor or not?” She asked

“Yeah but tutor or not, I still want you to be my friend” Hannah grinned

“Awh thanks Hannah Banana! Eat with me later at lunch!” Ella squealed

“Yeah sure!” Hannah giggled and there they were chatting about things when Ella heard that voice that instantly made her day

“Hey bonita!” He called

“Ugh Jeff” Ella groaned, pretending to not be fazed by his presence

“Bye, Ella” Hannah winked, walking away to her classroom

“Let me walk you to class” Jeff offered

“Thanks but no thanks. I’m capable of walking to class on my own and don’t you have class in the other building?” Ella declined

“So you know my schedule?” Jeff grinned, outside he was happy but inside he was jumping up and down out of happiness

“Yeah” Ella said

“May I ask why?” Jeff asked curiously

“So I know what classes to steer clear of” Ella smirked

“That hurt me, hermosa. You should know that” Jeff faked groaned, his hand holding the chest part above his heart but Ella just smiled at him and walked away.

As she walked away, Jeff watched her with a smile on his face that always appeared whenever she was around before walking away.

At Lunch

Ella and Hannah walked over to a vacant table, carrying their trays and sat down.

“So? How did you do on the test?” Ella asked then taking a bite from her fruit salad

“I don’t know but I think I failed it” Hannah said, pushing her food around with her fork

“Be positive. You probably did good” Ella encouraged

“Thanks. And good enough to get a B, so you can finally give Jeff a chance?” Hannah said, suddenly having her big grin

“Nah you probably failed” Ella joked then taking another bite from her salad

“Okay ouch!” Hannah laughed, throwing a fry at her

“Hannah, Clay hasn’t taken his eyes off of you since we sat down. Look C or not, you have to tell the poor guy that you like him back!” Ella exclaimed

“I can’t!” Hannah said

“Why not?” Ella asked

“I don’t know why!” Hannah said

“Just tell him and- Jeff and Clay are on their way here” Ella said shocked

“Hey girls, what are you talking about?” Jeff asked, taking a seat next to Ella

“We are talking about Clay” Ella said bluntly

“Me?” Clay asked, sliding into the seat next to Hannah

“Yes Clay, you” Ella said

They continued talking, but not about Clay anymore obviously the poor boy would probably be tomato red if that conversation continued on. So as they were chatting and eating, Jeff did the oldest trick in the book,  The old yawn-then-arm-over-shoulder trick on Ella.

“Okay Jeff, we are at the cafeteria, not at a cinema in the Crestmont” Ella said pushing his arm off her shoulders

“Then let’s go to the Crestmont, after school and catch a movie?” Jeff offered

“Jeff, for the hundredth time-” Ella started

“Ella! Can I tell you something for minute?” Hannah cut in

“Sure, We’ll be right back boys” Ella said following Hannah to the side where they were out of earshot

“You have to give him a chance!” Hannah said

“Okay” Ella said

“Wow that was easy. Okay let’s go and-” Hannah said before getting cut off

“I just wanna see the B on your Spanish test paper” Ella said, tapping her foot

“Okay” Hannah shrugged, pulling out a folded paper from her pocket

“Hannah?” Ella rolled her eyes at the sight of the contents of the paper

“Yeah?” Hannah sheepishly said

“This is a B” Ella said slowly

“Yup” was all Hannah said

“From your old school!” Ella exclaimed

“Well you never said the recent test paper” Hannah shrugged

“I- ugh Hannah Baker, you are one sneaky mujer” Ella groaned

“What does that mean?” Hannah blinked

“Look it up” Ella simply said, returning to the table and taking her seat next to Jeff

“Jeff?” Ella started nervously


“Yes” Ella said quickly

“What?” Jeff said clear shock on his face

“Yes” Ella repeated

“What?” Jeff said again still shocked

“Yes! I’m saying yes to-” Ella laughed

“I know! But you finally said yes!” Jeff exclaimed happily, standing up

“Jeff, calm down!” Ella laughed

“The girl of my dreams finally said yes! Woohoo!” Jeff pumping his fist in the air

“Before Jeff starts jumping from table to table Clay, Hannah likes you” Ella revealed and both Clay and Hannah was blushing from the revelation

“Ella!” Hannah said blushing

“Bye! Love you Hannah Banana!” Ella sang, standing up and running to Jeff, who was standing next to Justin’s group’s table and pestering Zach

“Jeff! Leave poor Zach alone!” Ella scolded and he ran off happily again

“Sorry about him” Ella apologized to Zach

“Don’t worry about it. Congratulations” Zach smiled at the blonde

“Thanks” Ella said then went to Jeff to calm him down

“Jeff! Calm down!” Ella laughed, giving him a kiss on the cheek which made him stop immediately

“Okay, bonita” Jeff grinned

“Now Crestmont, after school?” Ella smiled back

“That’s the plan” Jeff said kissing her on the forehead

“ELLA MONTOYA! YOU’RE DEAD!” The couple broke apart at the sudden words of Hannah Baker

“See ya!” Ella grinned kissing Jeff on the cheek before running away from Hannah

“Bye” Jeff chuckled

He was happy that he finally got the girl of his dreams.

Now let’s go back to Ella and Hannah and see how’s their chase is going.



Or maybe we shouldn’t…

After Classes

Ella was putting some of her stuff in her locker, humming to herself when she felt arms wrapping around her waist and by the sudden warm feeling that grew in her she knew who it was.

“Hey, cariñoa” Jeff said placing his chin on her shoulder

“Hi” Ella giggled turning around to place a kiss on his cheek

“Are you ready?”

“Sure! Oh wait! Hannah!”

“She told me to tell you that she’s working today” Jeff said

“Okay then let’s go!” Ella smiled closing her locker and pulling Jeff by the hand to the school doors

At The Crestmont

The couple were walking towards the ticket booth when they heard a voice that they never expected to hear.

“Hey!” Hannah grinned from inside the ticket booth

“Oh hey, it’s Hannah!” Ella grinned

“Hey, Hannah” Jeff greeted her

“You work here?” Ella asked

“Yeah. it’s good money” Hannah chuckled

“Here you go” Hannah said giving them two tickets

“How much?” Jeff asked reaching into his pocket for his wallet

“On the house! What’s the use of having a friend that works at the movies if you can’t get in for free” Hannah whispered

“Thanks! Monet’s on Sunday?” Ella asked

“Sure! Now go! You might miss the movie!” Hannah laughed

Jeff and Ella were walking and laughing at each other’s jokes when again they were surprised at someone who they never expected to be there

“Clay!” Ella called walking over to the concession stand where Clay was the cashier

“Hey” Clay greeted the couple

“Hey, man” Jeff said doing a some sort of guy handshake with Clay

“You work here?” Jeff asked

“Yes! It’s good money here” Clay answered

“And the girl he likes works up front” Ella smirked

“Dude, she’s right. When are you going to ask her out? I mean you know she likes you.” Jeff asked, Ella nodding in agreement

“Soon? I don’t know! Now go to your movie! You might-”

“Miss our movie? Yeah we know” Ella laughed

“Good! Now here’s two complimentary drinks and jumbo popcorn” Clay said giving them the said items

“Wow, Clay and Hannah working here just saved you 20 dollars” Ella realized

“Even if they didn’t work here I’ll get anything for you"Jeff sweetly said

So the couple walked to the cinema and went to their seats

“So, tell me what is the movie about?” Ella whispered leaning close to Jeff

“I don’t know” Jeff whispered back

“Who’s the lead in the movie?” Ella whispered again

“I don’t know” Jeff whispered back

“Do you know anything about the movie?” Ella laughed

“No” Jeff laughed

After the movie

“So? How was our date? Tell me, do you want to marry me now?” Jeff asked jokingly

“The date was perfect and maybe or maybe not. Let’s see how this relationship goes” Ella chuckled

“I’m in a relationship? I thought I was in a dream” Jeff said smoothly

“Smooth, Atkins, smooth” Ella laughs as they got into the car

Ella’s street

“Park here. my house is like three blocks away and I don’t wanna disturb my parents and brother with the headlights” Ella said, so Jeff parked at the side

“Walk me to my house?” Ella asked

Jeff nodded and turned off the engine, taking off his seat belt and Ella doing the same. They both got out of the car and started walking to Ella’s house

“Tell me, why wouldn’t you say yes to me when we both found out that we liked each other and I asked you out?” Jeff asked while they were walking and holding hands

“Honestly? I was scared that I was just something you do and dump when you’re done” Ella answered nervously

“I’ll die before that happens, cariñoa” Jeff promised

Before they knew it they were in front of Ella’s front door and Jeff’s eyes flickered to her eyes then to her lips then he started to lean in and Ella doing the same then their lips collided against each other and Jeff felt Ella smile into kiss and sparks flew but like the night, the moment had to end and so when they pulled away they both blushed and promised to call the other back. Ella took her keys out and opened the door and gave Jeff a peck on the lips before bidding him goodnight and closing the door. Behind the door Ella smiled and touched her lips still feeling the sparks from the kiss and outside the door there stood Jeff who also touched his lips an feeling the same and started walking to his car. The memory of the kiss replaying inside his head.

The Next Day

At Ella’s house

Ella laid in the living room, reading a book though she couldn’t focus on it as she remembered the events of last night when the doorbell rang. She stood up and answered it.

“Hey, hermosa ” There stood Jeff with a bouquet of pink roses and a smile

“Hey! aw thank you! What are you doing here?” Ella said pecking him on the lips when he handed her the roses

“We are going on an adventure!” Jeff announced

“Really? Where!” Ella asked excited

“Calm down hermosa, it’s a secret” Jeff laughed and Ella laughed back and just looked at Jeff mentally thanking Hannah for convincing her to say yes to Jeff.

“Well? let’s go! We have a long journey ahead of us!” Jeff said, grabbing her hand and pulling a smiling Ella to his awaiting car to start their adventure.



YAY my first imagine! I hope ya’ll liked it and if you want to see more like this just request! I’ve got 2 Jeff imagines and 1 Clay imagine coming in the days to come! Hope you guys loved it!


It Don’t Mean A Thing If You Ain’t Got That Swing - Ella Fitzgerald                     Happy Birthday to The First Lady Of Jazz,Ella Fitzgerald!!!


Bella’s eyes filled with tears. She hid her face from him.

“Wait, Bella, I didn’t mean–” Caleb started, knowing he must have upset her.

She interrupted him. “I’ve been waiting for years. I don’t care what happens to me. It’s…Scarlet…I just–”

Bella….” Caleb breathed, reaching out to comfort her.

Scandal Review 6x11

Yoooooooooooooo! Scandal season 6 ep 11 came up and showed tf OUT hunny! OLITZ IS BACK BITCHEEESSSSS! *twerks to Diana Ross the Boss Ain’t no mountain high enough* (and yes I added an E in bitch lol). Scandal , Shonda, Liv and Fitz (Kerry and Tony) FED us good last night.
I first started watching Scandal for Kerry Washington, who is one of my faves(LOVE HER) , and now I stan Anthony Howard “Tony” Goldwyn. My mans is most definitely invited to the cookout! I will fix his plate, prepare his drink, and bring it to him! Tony is such a fuckin phoneme on and off the camera. Do yal follow him on IG, how awesome can he be…..and he’s 56! *Wiggggg*
REVIEW TIME (rundown mode)
Ok! Let me say this, I need to get it off my chest: that Opening with the illuminate girl and David was SAD! Yal that sex sounded so horrible, straight trash lmaoooo I was like what tf is really going on. David ain’t had no good sex since Abby! Lmao. @ me on this!!! 

Mellie attacking Olivia:  Bitch. *stares motherfuckerly* BITCH HOW DARE YOU!  I need mellie to get her head out of her entitled ass! Ugh how you gone try to attack the one damn person who has been in your corner for two damn years trying to make you president. Fuck Mellie (until later).

1st Olitz moment : They are in the Oval and this is the second time Olivia shows Fitz her vulnerable side. Olivia is telling Fitz how Mellie is going to ceed the presidency over to Cyrus, Fitz stop her cuz he sees how its affecting her. We all know our girl Olivia hates to lose , Fitz knows this as well. So he gets up and does the shoulder thing again *swoons* he is comforting his best girl and she falls into him and holds him tight. (I was screeching in OLITZ when he said “Come here,” how sexy is this man when he is being authoritative! hot damn) 

The Return of Liz North?: Um guh where you been and why all of a sudden you come out the woods talking about Mellie need to fight for the presidency …. I knew she was full of shit yal!

Mellie goes to Olivia and tries to get her to reconsider about the presidency but Liv was still saying no. Then once again Mellie insults Olivia then try to say sorry. Bitch bye! Anyways we see that Huck is love and well, in Olivia’s Pink robe lol. Quinn had the nerve to snatch a pillow from behind charlie to give it to huck……um ma’am which one is your man? She needs to gone break up with charlie and not string him along like some little dog.

Liv and Cyrus…still the dream team?: HELL NO….kml Liv tried to go talk to cyrus but he shut her all the way down. Miss cyrus was not having it. And honestly I can’t really blame him. Liv did do him dirty! But Cyrus is Cyrus how much shit he helped put Liv and Fitz thru? soooo I really just didn’t care.

ANGELA. HI. HELLO. HOW ARE YOU?: Lmao so Angela is in bed trying to low-key question Fitz about Olivia. Um ma’am you are the director of the FBI and you mean to tell me you couldn’t pick up on “your man” deflecting tf out of you? Fitz really was not giving her the time of day. Hun give it up you can not and will not compare to Olivia C. Pope. ISSA WRAP. I mean yal Fitz literally told the guh he was working *cackles evilly*

Liv visits Rowen: That entire exchange was so sad because Rowen basically was looking out for his damn self, which a part of me can’t blame him…..but I am so over him its hard to jump on board when Liv goes into her “make daddy proud” modes! He always come off as a manipulator and I’m over it….but then sometimes I get the feeling that he do be trying to look out for Olivia but he is so damn evil urghghhgh bye! 

Shade moment: Michael ass went on TV and shaded the entire fuck out of cyrus! LMAO!! And Michael got JAMES baby being the Mommy & Daddy, I mean tbh Ella is better off with him cuz cyrus is a toxic ass man, he don’t need a baby(IMO).

2nd Olitz moment: Liv tells Fitz she went to see her dad, Fitz wants to “handle” Rowen but Olivia playing daddy’s little girl asks Fitz to forgive Rowen like she forgave Abby. Fitz rolls his eyes and goes to their (kissing) window. lol!

Fitz and Cyrus moment: Liv sent Fitz to Cyrus to go make his ass get up and take this job seriously (didn’t really care cuz it was funny and shady how he wouldn’t talk to liv but talked to Fitz who left his ass behind in that jail too! over it)

Liz North see you on the other side: I knew she was down with the illuminate! When Mellie walked into that office I was not surprised….but what did surprise me was how Becky took that damn gold club and beat that woman to death. YIKESSS! Liz deserved better lol! (I was very proud of Mellie when she stood up to them tho, like I really was proud of her!!) Mellie who is covered in blood, kids got threatened and she fell in line with the illuminate! 

Angela Vs. Olitz(because they are a package)pt1: Angela comes in on a mission! Lol, homegirl going off about how she is going after Olivia, how she got evidence, and how she bout to interrogate Liv. PAUSE HO YOU REALLY TRYING IT! Then she had the nerve to call Fitz a boy! *slams hand on the table* I’m so tired of all these irrelevant ass people trying my guy Fitzgerald! That is a man! Fitz has always stood his ground and been a leader! Fuck yal who think otherwise! Side note: It was funny that she said it because I am a black woman and I know I be like “Boy bye…or boy please” lol If she would have said this to anybody else I wouldn’t say nothing but I can’t let her disrespect my mans Fitz like that! I ride for that one!! 

Once again Olivia Pope to the rescue: Mellie calls Olivia but doesn’t tell her what happened. Olivia comes and sees Liz dead on the floor. Now lets all remember that Olivia has PTSD! This was not good for her. Mellie talking fast and i’m sure she was having flashbacks to Jerry death, we all remember how she lost her shit! I felt bad for Mellie. Jake so irrelevant lmao he only came out for “clean up” duty *cackles* 

3rd Olitz moment: Let me just say Olivia lost her fuckin mind! Guhhhhhh (goes in corner to collect myself). She comes in the Oval , Fitz tells her that Angela’s Jealosy has gotten the best of her and now she is coming after Liv. Lmao my boy really said he was contemplating getting her resignation. LMAOOOO Fitz ain’t you smashing this guh? And you said that?? I knew Angela was a non factor kml!!! Liv goes to the window , turns around and tells Fitz with a straight face “Good” hold up! Pause. Flag on the play! Bi what? Good? So you wanna go to jail and be somebody prison bitch? Um no ma’am. Me nor Fitzgerald Thomas Grant the 3rd having that shit! Fitz loses his shit and start yelling *cackles, my boy was heated* My guy took my breath away when he said “There is no way in hell I am letting you go to prison for life” I KNEW AN OLITZ MOMENT WAS COMING , I FELT IT IN MY SOUL! (Olivia ass started to walk away and say a petty comment but We (me and Fitz) wasn’t having that!
(still yelling at her ass) “Don’t you see, I’d lose you, forever” HOOOOOOOOOWOOOOOOOOO! YAL. I knew this man was still in love with Olivia Pope. Fitzgerald Thomas Grant the 3rd was, is, and forever will be in love with Olivia Carolyn Pope. @ me on this!!!
*eye roll* Olivia goes on to say “my father will die” (shrugs shoulders and yells *who cares, guh you was tryna kill him a few eps back!) She then goes on to say that if Fitz stops her and arrests her dad he would lose her forever. I personally do not think she meant any of that because the look on her face and the way she turned around at that door says otherwise! Olivia was just using herself as a threat against Fitz because thats all she can use , she doesn’t have any other leverage over him. BUT all she had to do was sit down with Fitz and come up with a plan instead of trying to do it on her own. Ugh stop with this self sacrificing shit, Me and Fitz aint having it NO DAMN MO! (will elaborate on this part later)

Angela Vs. Olitz pt2: ANGELA YOU THOUGHT! *CACKLES EVILY* When I say Fitz was done playing games, my guy told her back up and move ya ass to OMAHA! *que in Beyonce* To the left to the left! 

Rowen got arrested: *CACKLES EVILY*

4th Olitz moment: Baby Olivia comes thru heated like a hot sausage on a saturday morning! She is yelling at Fitz , meanwhile my mans got his scotch and a remote in hand and says “You want to stop yelling at me” LMAO BOSS MAN STAUTS!!! Fitz gave 0 fucks about what she was saying! He knew the game, he knows she will try to use herself to get her way. Liv looks at the TV and sees her dad is safe in the office. (In the background Diana Ross the Boss “Ain’t no mountain” monologue starts to play, and it fits so perfectly to this moment.) Fitz lets her know rowen is in his care and he is ready for them (him and her) to start working together to fight the illuminate. She turns around breathing heavily…..(KerryW is playing TF outta this roll)…  It was so many emotions running across her face. She walks to him and sits in front of him, he scoots down and now they are face to face. Fitz looking at her like “I told you I got you” the looks these two were giving each other was sending me into my death(I was literally screaming at this point). Olivia reaches out and grabs Fitz and they kiss (I was so damn PROUD of Olivia) I love that she was the one to initiate. Fitz was SHOOKETH. Lol, my guy hadn’t kiss those lips in 2 years he didn’t even know what to do with his hands at first lol. When he cups her face , Olivia is literally looking like she wants to cry, Hell him too! (whyyyy they playing with me like this, yal I love them!!) 

*sips my fancy ass Chamomile tea* Olivia is walking backwards into Fitz room, if you pay attention Fitz(low-key Tony) face was priceless cuz he knew he had gotten his woman back and she was finna fuck the shit out of him! She places his hand on her hip and she grabs his neck in *bring that ass here fashion* She kisses her man and they close the door. We didn’t get a sex scene but I will be happy with a bedroom waking up scene at the beginning of the next ep. Remember Kerry had a baby so she might not be ready for these type of scenes yet. Yal respect my Fave and don’t be on her bout a sex scene.
Fitz: He “Handled” it! I repeat Fitz handled the situation. He out poped Olivia pope.
Fitz will not let anything come between him and Olivia. Not Mellie, Not Cyrus, Not the presidency, Not Abby, Not Angela, Not Rowen, Not even Olivia! He has proven time and time again that he will choose her. Let me tell you something THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER FITZGERALD THOMAS GRANT the 3RD. This man has proven for the 1000000000000000000 time why he is the fuckin MAN! Fitz hates Rowen, we all know why ( he killed his son). Fitz chose to save Rowens life for Olivia, the woman he loves. He knows she loves her dad, regardless all the shit talking and acting tough that she does, Fitz knows this and like I keep saying FITZ never makes Olivia choose. He always lets her work things out on her own. But this time she was about to take it to far so he had to step in and “FIX” the situation. Ladies Get you a Fitz!! Lol!
The next ep looks so promising just because I think its gonna be dope that Everyone is going to be working together to take down the illuminate!
Much Love, Chaun.

Shame Part 2

I felt a slight grogginess wave over me as I struggled to open my eyes. They fluttered open and I could hear something beeping to my left and I turned to see that it was a monitor. I followed its wires and saw that I had an IV in my arm. I turned to my right to see an attractively male nurse unwrapping something.

“It’s good to see you’re awake. You had me worried.” he said shooting me a smile.

“Wh-where’s Harrison?” I asked as he came over with a wet wipe. He started cleaning up my face and I tensed up.

“It’s just water.” he said smiling. I looked at him for a while before nodding and letting him continue. Again, I asked where Harrison was. He squeezed the excess water and gunk into another bowl, and I looked at it. It turned a light pink color and I stared at it.

“You’re friend is okay. Actually better knowing his nurse is a girl.” he teased. I looked at him and smiled.

“Is he your boyfriend? “The nurse asked. I snorted and he blushed.

“He’s practically my older brother.”

“So.. Do you have a boyfriend?” he asked, not meeting my eyes. Oh he’s good. I smiled and looked down, making him bring my head up by my chin to clean my cheek and I noticed how green his eyes were.

“Are you going to answer that?” a familiar voice said. We turned to see Tom leaning against the door.

“No. I don’t.. Not anymore.” I said, looking away from Tom. The nurse looked at me then back at Tom and I think he got the memo. He cleared his throat and picked up his supplies.

“I’m Dean. Ring if you need anything okay?” he said, touching my shoulder and giving it a small squeeze. I smiled weakly and nodded. He stuck his hand out to Tom who took it but never took his eyes off of me. Dean left the door open a bit as Tom came to the hospital bed.

“I don’t want to hear anything you have to say.” I said.

“Please. Let me-”

“No! Get out! I don’t want to see you right now!” I screamed, hearing the monitor beep faster. A nurse came in and pulled Tom away. I began to hyperventilate and my face began to go numb.

“What’s going on!?” Tom demanded as the nurse came over to put something in the IV. A few more nurses came in and my vision began to blur.

“She’s going into shock and you need to leave right now!” Dean said, escorting Tom out. I felt dizzy and the last thing I heard before I blacked out was Tom crying.

“Please make sure she stays. I love her too much to lose her.”

~Tom’s POV~

Dean escorted me out and sat me down on a chair, handing me a tissue as I cried. I didn’t care, I was in pain of loosing her. And I still might.

“Hey.. It’s going to be alright.” Dean said, placing a hand on my shoulder.

“Is it? It’s my fault she’s here.” I said sniffling.

“How so?”

“I made a stupid decision… More like alcohol made a bad decision.” I said, cleaning my nose. Dean looked at me with anger.

“No no! I did not hit her. I just.. Made a mistake without me realizing it.” I said. He looked at me and then made a face.

“Ah. The old ‘I thought she was you’ bit huh?”

“Yeah… And now she’s in here.. Wait, where’s Harrison?” I asked, panic rising for my best mate.

“Harrison? She said the same thing.” Dean said getting up to go to a desk. He pulled out a folder and told me to get up. I followed him as he spoke to me.

“He was emitted the same time as her. He’s doing a bit better than her surprisingly, seeing that his side received more damage. All he has is a sprained arm and a few cuts. He should be getting stitches right now.” Dean said.

We got to the room and Harrison looked terrible.

“Harrison! You’re okay!” I said, sitting next to the doctor who was doing his stitches.

“Who let you here?” He spat out. The doctor cut the stitches string, covering the huge gash on his thumb and I swallowed.

“I saw the news and recognized her car. I came as fast as I could. Sh-she went into shock.” I said. Harrison was about to say something when Dean burst through the door.

“Doctor, we need you. A patient is falling fast.” he said. The doctor just got up and ran and I looked out from the door. He turned to the right, the way of her room. I could hear beeping from behind me and I saw Harrison with a remote in his hand. A nurse ran in and she looked at him like he was crazy.

“Keep me updated on her. Or I swear I will be more annoying.” Harrison said. The nurse crossed her arms in a ‘try me’ manner and Harrison took it as a challenge. He began pressing the button rapidly as well as yelling random words.

“Okay okay! Just… Keep it down.” The nurse huffed, taking the remote away from Harrison and heading down to her room. I looked at Harrison and he gave me a smug look.

“Harrison… Please let me explain.“I said, sitting next to him. He gave me such an ugly look before sighing.

“Might as well.. But don’t think that this means I forgive you for hurting her.” he said. He nodded and I explained what happened.

“Wait wait. She came on to you? And you let her?” Harrison said. I nodded.

“She said she was rehearsing for a movie role and needed someone to practice on. I was the closest so I agreed, thinking it was just some readings. After she came on to me, I practically threw her off of me and told her I was with someone. After that, we just met up to work on her lines. She tried again, trying to talk me into dating her instead. I told her no and we just continued on with the readings for about two months. Then the after party happened and we just kept pounding drinks. She said I couldn’t tolerate as much as her and I told her that we shouldn’t intake so much but she taunted me. One thing led to another and she was asking for my room key and then…” I said, placing my head in my hands. Harrison placed a hand on my shoulder and squeezed.

“You’re still a dick Tom. It was an accident but you should have known even though you were intoxicated.” he said.

“I know. But, I thought of her, not Ella. I’ve always thought of her. Never in my mind have I fantasized with Ella. She means nothing to me.. But the dress Ella was wearing reminded me so much of when we went out on our first date. She was nervous and that’s when I knew I really liked her…” I said. The lady nurse came in and she looked sick.

“How is she?” I asked, standing up.

“She had some internal bleeding and is being prepped for surgery. I can’t believe we didn’t see it….” she said, checking Harrison’s blood pressure.

“I have to go back and assist Dr. Weltse so don’t cause any more pain to the other nurses.” she said, scowling at Harrison. He smiled and saluted her. She left and I sat back down, running my fingers through my hair.

“This is all my fault. You guys could have died.” I said, feeling sick to my stomach.

“Hey! If you’re going to barf do it somewhere else.” Harrison teased.

“You’re an ass.” I said, swatting his arm.

“Look mate. I can’t forgive you unless she does. I know that’s harsh, but I’m with her on this one. You promised and it should have been kept, even if it was the alcohol talking.” Harrison said. I sighed and nodded.

“I don’t expect you to forgive me. I wouldn’t forgive me. I should be the one in the hospital, not you guys.“I said, balling my fists.

“Tom stop. It could have happened to anyone.” Harrison said.

“Yeah. But why you guys and not me?”

“Karma? I don’t know. Just suck it up right now you baby. Stop thinking about yourself and start thinking about your apology.” Harrison said, getting comfortable. He closed his eyes and sighed.

“What should I do?” I asked. He opened one eye and smirked.

“What you do best.”


  • what she says: i’m fine
  • what she means: i really need Lorde to release her album right now. pure heroine was the best album of our generation but nothing has been going on for the past few months. royals was a smash hit along with tennis court and team but her absence from the spotlight has been felt throughout the music industry. sure the mockingjay soundtrack gave us a quick break from the music drought but things are back to what it was like before
Spitting Image

A/N: An anon request for a Spencer x Reader where they are married and having their first baby. They’re in their mid-to-late 30s, when one day, they get a call from someone they never expected. @coveofmemories @sexualemobitch @jamiemelyn


One week. 

In one week, you and Spencer would finally meet your baby girl - little Rosalind Diana Reid. You were already unbelievably in love; you’d waited so long. After 10 years together, the two of you finally felt you were in the right place in your lives to bring a baby into the world. “Feeling okay?” Spencer asked, watching as you smiled down at your ever-expanding stomach. “Are we early?”

“No,” you smiled. “I just can’t wait to meet her, for real. Like, I feel like I know her a bit already, but she’s gonna grow up and be a real, little, whole person.” The Bureau had accepted you to work with the BAU at 25 years old. Spencer was 28 at the time and you’d immediately fallen for each other. For a few months, you kept your relationship a secret, but once you knew you were both in it for the long haul, you couldn’t help but tell everyone. Now, 10 years later, here you were - one week away from having your first baby.

Spencer came to sit at your side, smiling down softly as he placed his hand on your stomach. “Hi, Rosalind,” he whispered as he kissed your stomach. He’d already made a habit out of reading to her, so she’d become accustomed to his voice. When he said hello, she kicked, as if to say, ‘hey, when can I get out of here.’

You’d of course taken three months maternity leave, starting this week, but Spencer had also taken six weeks of paternity leave. There were those first few weeks that he couldn’t imagine missing. Plus, he said he wanted to let you sleep as often as he could. 

Suddenly, a ring came through on the landline, which you had but rarely ever used. “Who could that be?” you asked.

Spencer shrugged and got off the couch, reaching for the phone. “Hello? Yes, this is he.” Somebody had asked for him specifically. All of a sudden his face fell. A flash of confusion. And then recognition. “Umm…can I give you a call back?” Quickly, he jotted down a phone number and hung up the phone.

“Who was that?” Something was very wrong, but you couldn’t place what.

Your husband swallowed hard, looking down at your stomach, then at you, and once again back toward the phone in his hand. “Her name is Vera.”

“Who’s Vera?”

“She claims to be my daughter.”


“Say what now?” If he truly thought it wasn’t a possibility, he would have outright denied it, but he wasn’t. He was sitting there in stunned silence. “You have a child I didn’t know about?”

“I didn’t know about,” he said, his eyes glazing over with tears. “But she told me who her mother is and it makes sense. I’ll have to check somehow, but…”

The tears that had formed started to fall as he realized that if this girl truly was his daughter, he’d missed out on the first 14 years of her life. As he cried, you listened as he told you of the one other relationship he’d had, with a woman two years younger than him when he was just 24. Her name was Ella Franklin and they’d had a six-month relationship during his first few years with the Bureau. She worked down the street from the Bureau so they’d run into each other frequently. “She always had an issue with me being away from home. It got to be too much and we called it off, but if this girl is mine, that means Ella was pregnant when we called it off and didn’t tell me.”

For a few moments, you both sat there in stunned silence. But you were brought out of it when the baby kicked. “Okay, we’ll handle this like we handle everything else,” you said. “You obviously need to know if this girl is yours, but how about we have this baby first, and then you can get together with her.”

“That sounds like a plan.” He bent down and cradled your stomach as he stared off into the distance. “I just can’t believe she wouldn’t have told me.” Had he seriously been denied 14 years with his daughter?


Five days after the bombshell that was your husband’s possible other child, you went into labor, giving birth to a beautiful, 6 pound 11 ounce, 19 inch long baby girl, Rosalind Diana about nine hours after you were admitted to the hospital. She was everything you’d both always wanted and more. “She’s beautiful,” Spencer cried as the baby was placed in his arms. “She’s perfect.”

The first week home with Rosalind was hectic to say the least, but you were both managing - on very little sleep - but still, you worked it out. She’d been home 10 days now, and Spencer was more in love than he ever thought possible. “You okay?” you asked. He was leaning over the crib with a half-smile, as if he missed her. But she was lying right there.

“It’s just…I can’t imagine missing her growing up,” he started. “I know we’re both going to go back to work, but we’ll be able to have video of moments we’ve missed, but…”

As soon as he started speaking, you knew where he was going with this. “If this girl, Vera, is yours, then you missed out on everything.” You massaged his shoulders as he sighed. It was not the best time for all this, but with a newborn it would never be a good time. “Why don’t you call her and ask to meet up?”

Spencer glanced up at you before burying his head in your still-bloated stomach. “Are you sure?”

“If she is yours, you can’t miss out on anything else.”

“You’re not mad?”

“Of course not. If she is yours, this happened before we even knew each other. I’m just pissed for you that you were never told. I can’t imagine missing out on 14 years of my baby’s life.”

With a sigh, he stood up and kissed you on the forehead, stealing one more glance at your beautiful sleeping baby before he grabbed Vera’s phone number and made the call. “Hello?” You heard the strain in his voice. “Yes, Vera? This is Spencer. I was wondering if I could meet with you and your grandmother.” Out of nowhere, Rosalind started crying. “Yes, that’s my daughter. My wife is holding her. I’ll ask. I’ll see you in a few days.” 

When he got off the phone, he came back inside and immediately comforted Rosalind. She was definitely going to be a daddy’s girl. “So what did she say?” you asked.

“She’d like to see us both in a couple of days. Her grandmother is going to come with her,” he said, feeling far off in the world. You could tell he had no idea what to do with himself right now. “Will you come with me?”

Nodding, you placed Rosalind back in the crib and took a deep breath. “Absolutely.”

“Have I said I love you?” he asked with a smile. “Because I really love you.”


Barely two weeks after having your own little bundle of joy, you and your husband were off to meet his possible teenage daughter. The moment you stepped into the cafe, Spencer looked at you. There was no doubt she was his daughter. She was the spitting image of him. They had the same eyes, same hair color and texture; she even had his nose and jawline. “Hi, Vera.” With a shy wave, reminiscent of her father, she handed over her birth certificate, which listed him as the father. 

Her grandmother stood up to shake hands with both of you. “I’m Ella’s mother. You remember me, Spencer?”

“I do,” he said softly. “What happened to her? Why didn’t she tell me?”

“After Vera born, Ella assumed that you’d be too busy to be involved in her life. I told her to tell you, that you seemed like a good guy who would’ve done the right thing by her, even if you didn’t end up together, but she refused,” Vera’s grandmother started. “She recently died in a car accident, so when Vera was placed in my custody, I decided she should meet her father.” 

Vera started to cry when Spencer turned toward her. “Hi, dad.”

Maybe it was your still wild hormones, but you started to cry when Spencer placed his arms around his daughter. “Hi, baby. I’m so sorry I wasn’t there.”

“That was mom’s choice,” she sobbed. “I don’t expect that you are your wife are going to want me around all the time. You don’t know me. But I was hoping we could at least get to know each other.” The hope in her eyes was devastating. You couldn’t imagine putting yourself out there to family and wondering whether or not they’d accept you. 

Careful to cradle Rosalind’s head in your arm, you reached out the other to place on Vera’s shoulder. “You’re family,” you said. “We would love to get to know you. This is your half-sister.”

Vera looked down at the sleeping infant in awe. “She’s beautiful. What’s her name?”


“Hi, Rosalind.”

For the next few hours, the four of you (well, five including the two-week-old baby) sat in the cafe and spoke about Ella, what Vera had been doing for the last 14 years, Spencer’s job and how the two of you had met. The silences were filled with profuse apologies from Vera’s grandmother, who felt guilty about keeping Ella’s secret when she thought it was so wrong. “She’s my daughter.” She shrugged. “I had to respect her wished no matter how wrong I thought they were.”

“I understand,” Spencer said. “I just wish she would have told me.” He’d missed so much.

“The past is the past,” you said. “Maybe one of these days you could come by us for dinner? Both of you?”

“I’d like that,” Vera said. God, her eyes reminded you of Spencer’s.

Even after Rosalind was born, you were still carrying some wicked cravings, so you got up to grab a scone from the counter. Vera’s grandmother came to join you. “I hope you two can forgive me,” she said.

“You respected her wishes,” you replied. “I can understand that. Let’s just look forward. Spencer gets to try and make up for lost time, and I get another kid to dote on. At this point in the game, we were pretty sure we’d only have the one.”

As you grabbed your scone, you turned around to see father and daughter laughing over something, you weren’t sure what. There would be a DNA test in the near future, which was agreed on by everyone, but as you took in their matching smiles there was no doubt in your mind that Vera and Spencer were father and daughter.

Happy 2nd birthday to Cinderella 2015! It’s been 2 years and people still think I’m crazy for falling in love with this movie lol

We should all aspire to be like Ella. This movie means the world to me, I always have something to watch when I’ve been crying or stressing. My favorite part about this movie is that “have courage and be kind” not only applies to other people but also to yourself.

“Above all, you must remember to have courage and be kind, even to yourself, even when it’s difficult.”

anonymous asked:

Second, I managed not to cry this ep, but what got me closest and choking out a sob was Lucifer's "Let there be light", Lucifer Lightbringer Morningstar saying that, ldfjlsfdjslfjkslahahdlsjfldkj. No, really, how are we supposed to wait til fall, this is cruel and unusual punishment.

Ack, if there was a first part of your ask, tumblr ate it.


Can we talk about Lucifer not wanting another war. Not wanting more casualties. Not wanting any humans to be hurt. Not wanting his siblings to be hurt. Not wanting his parents to be hurt, not really (and once more having a human that one of his parents was using as a vessel wake up and not recognize him, when Charlotte Richards woke up after God Johnson did the same in 2x16, and yes). Not caring about whether Dad made Chloe to trap him because he wanted to open up and tell her the truth, and because as ever, he instinctively would do anything to save her. Blaming himself for hurting Linda by mixing her up in the supernatural thing. Letting Trixie do whatever she wanted to him. And (in last episode) swearing he’d never leave Maze and realizing that he hurt her.

Hell, this season he’s even become bros with Dan. DAN. And is rebuilding his relationship with his actual brother, and the two of them clearly still love each other a lot. Making friends with Ella. I MEAN.

Lucifer has so much love to give if he could ever figure out how, he’s so devoted to the little family he’s built for himself outside his completely dysfunctional biological one (whom he also still loves) and I have many feelings about it.

"The First Lady of Song," Ella Fitzgerald

(April 25, 1917 – June 15, 1996)

Ella Fitzgerald with an infatuated Dizzy Gillespie. New York, 1947
William P. Gottlieb/Ira and Leonore S. Gershwin Fund Collection, Music Division, Library of Congress

Ella Fitzgerald: “How High the Moon” Clip

Ella Fitzgerald- “It Don’t Mean A Thing If It Ain’t Got That Swing” 1957
The First Lady of jazz, Ella Fitzgerald, performs one of her signature tunes live in Europe in 1957. Her stellar bands includes Ray Brown on bass, Oscar Peterson on piano, Papa Jo Jones on drums, Herb Ellis on guitar and Roy Eldridge on trumpet. Legends all!