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Dear Diary,
today will be different. Today I will smile. It will be genuine. Because today is the day that I get to live again. This life will be good and beautiful. But not without heartbreak. In death comes peace. But pain is the cost of living. Like love, it’s how we know we’re alive. And life goes on. After med school, I came home to Mystic Falls. It felt right. It’s where I wanted to grow old, and… I did. And that’s my life. Weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing and above all, epic. And I owe it all to Stefan. When I met him, I had lost my parents and I was dead inside. But he brought me back to life. And I’m going to live it as best I can, for as long as I can. Even after our long and happy life together, Damon is worried he’ll never see Stefan again, that he’ll never find peace. But I know he’s wrong. Because peace exists. It lives in everything we hold dear. That is the promise of peace. That one day, after a long life, we find each other again.

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                                                    “Devotion save me now
                                    I don’t wanna stray from the hallow ground.”

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female awesome meme; 4/5 unfairly hated ladies: elena gilbert (the vampire diaries)
“you’re gonna think that the pain will never end, but it will. but first, you have to let it all in. you can’t fight it. it’s bigger than you. you have to let yourself drown in it, but then eventually, you’ll start to swim, and every single breath that you fight for will make you stronger.”

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The night that my parents died, I blew off family night so that I could go to some party. I ended up getting stranded, and they had to come pick me up. That’s why we ended up in the car at Wickery bridge and that’s why they died. Our actions are what set things in motion. But we have to live with that.