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Mi piace di te
quello che altri non vedono,
mi piace di te
quello che lo specchio 
non può riflettere,
guardare il tuo viso 
o i tuoi occhi non mi basta,
guardare il tuo corpo è bello
ma voglio
anche la tua sostanza,
leggere i tuoi pensieri
e guardare i tuoi sogni,
le immagini che hai nella testa
e le sensazioni che nessuno sente,
che nessuno pensa, di te,
mi piace il tuo lato nascosto, di te,
mi piace il mondo che hai dentro
nel profondo.
—  Ejay Ivan Lac

“Mi piace di te
quello che altri non vedono,
mi piace di te
quello che lo specchio
non può riflettere,
guardare il tuo viso
o i tuoi occhi non mi basta,
guardare il tuo corpo è bello
ma voglio
anche la tua sostanza,
leggere i tuoi pensieri
e guardare i tuoi sogni,
le immagini che hai nella testa
e le sensazioni che nessuno sente,
che nessuno pensa, di te,
mi piace il tuo lato nascosto, di te,
mi piace il mondo che hai dentro
nel profondo.”

Ejay Ivan Lac

Di te mi piace il tuo lato nascosto…
Di te mi piace il mondo che hai dentro… nel profondo.

Ejay Ivan Lac

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Non si dimostra amore mantenendo la presenza in ogni momento di ogni giorno, ma si dimostra vero amore, quando dopo tanto tempo gli racconti che è ancora dentro di te!

(Ejay Ivan Lac)

Tae. Naiiyak na ako dahil sa stress. Ayoko na dito sa tindahan. Letche! Apay ngata ipapilit da nga 1 ejay kuht 5 nga ngarud talaga ejaaaaay! Uggggggh! Napatawag tuloy ako kay mama ng wala sa oras. Sorry ma. Sorry talaga. Uwi ka na please. Ayoko na. :( 

 Do you guys remember this day? We all met up at Target to support Ejay spinning. I think it was opening day. I was so excited to see you guys that day; actually, all week. I couldn’t wait to give you guys the friendship bracelets I bought at Brandy Melville. Ever since then, none of us took it off until they broke, one bracelet after the other. The beads were connected on a flimsy little wire and it was bound to break. I just didn’t think it would so soon after I bought them. 

No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t keep our friendship together; the thing I feared the most was losing you both. That one day we were fucked up at Tantalus, you said, “Our friendship is fucking weird, no one can understand our friendship.” I never forgot your words. Even during the two years we stopped talking, I held on to what you said because at the time, it was the only thing keeping me going, keeping me alive. It was so hard to lose you as my friend, Jo. It was one of the most painful two years of my life. 

I didn’t understand why you left, at first. I’m so sorry that it took this long to finally realize it. I thought you just abandoned me for something better. I was so selfish and blind. Do you remember the time we got stuck at the bottom of my apartment?  We were all sitting on the stone benches next to the pool. I told you guys that I didn’t need a stupid boyfriend, as long as I had you guys in my life. You and Ry looked at each other and laughed and you told me that it’s because I’ve been in love before. You still wanted to have the chance to find that special girl and have a relationship too. That was when I realized that eventually, I’d lose you guys. 

Do you remember the time I tried to kill myself? I vaguely remember that day. I only remember brief flashbacks. I didn’t even deserve the things you both did to keep me alive afterwards. You guys both made a vow to always watch over me ever since then. You guys told me, “don’t worry, Christina. As long as we’re alive, we’ll always be here for you. & that’s forever. We haven’t figured out how yet, but don’t worry. We’re searching for the fountain of youth. We’re actually writing a book on it.”  That’s how our adventures started. It started because you guys wanted to keep me happy, always. & I was always happy. I couldn’t have asked for anything else in the world. 

For two whole years, I woke up to good morning texts from you guys and fell asleep safe and sound, no matter where I was sleeping that night. I’d work extra hard in school from Monday through Friday, counting down every minute of every day until I saw you guys again over the weekend. We’d spend the entire weekend together, not showering and smelling raunchy as fuck, but I don’t think it really phased any of us. It didn’t matter how I dressed or what I looked like, you still told me that I was the cutest girl in the world. & even when I couldn’t come out because of finals, you’d still visit me late at night at my house or at the library just to give me some motivation and encouragement. Seeing your smile always gave me this burst of energy; it inspired me to do well. I worked hard and made a promise to myself to become successful and rich so I’d be able to buy you food and even a huge house for the three of us to live. At the time, I truly believed that we could really all be together for the rest of our lives. 

You guys always protected me from guys with bad intentions and chased away all the creepers. I was so gullible and stupid back then, if you guys weren’t there to protect me, I probably would’ve made mistakes that last a lifetime. You guys only wanted the best for me. You never wanted to see me hurt.

I just wish I had seen sooner how much you guys had done for me back then. If I wasn’t so caught up in my own depression and self-pity, none of this would’ve ever happened. If I could, I’d do anything to turn back time and stop myself from ever telling Ry that I loved him. Those three little words tore our entire friendship to the ground. I lost you; and in the end, I lost Ry too. 

I tried my best to be happy; we both did. But after a while, we couldn’t ignore the empty space left by you. In all honestly, it hurt me so much that it affected our relationship. We started blaming each other for what happened. & at the time, I was in complete denial; I put the blame on him. 

But it really was all my fault. I should have never told him that I loved him, just to break his heart. & even though I’m thankful to still have the chance to see you and call you my best friend, it’s not the same. I don’t know why, but it’s not. Now, when I see your smile, there’s something seems off; it almost looks a little pained, as if you’re forcing it. Deep down, I know there’s something still hurting you. As much as it kills me when you lie to me that things are okay, I try not to pry; I just ask if you’re okay. & that’s because as much as I respect you as a friend, I no longer have the right to hold your heart in my hands again. 

Nothing’s the same. I don’t think we’ll ever be able to go back to our glory days. But I’ve come to terms with it now & I’m turning the page. I’m just thankful to be able to see your face again, to hear your voice and to call you my friend. I’ll keep the memories the three of us had locked away safe in my head and my note pad, and I hope you don’t mind; I’ll revisit them from time to time. It gets me by when things get hard. & on lonely nights like these, our memories keep me company. I can almost hear your guys’ laughter echo through my room, as if you guys were right here with me, telling jokes and talking story. 

For old times’ sake, I’ll end the night with what Ryan used to always say: “I love you guys even when the drugs are gone.”

FTG

Bigla akong nagkaron ng lakas ng loob mag-audition sa FTG (Feu Theatre Guild). Eto talaga gusto ko mula pa nung umpisa eh, kumanta umarte. Kasama ko nun si Jing tapos 6 pa yung start. So medyo nakapag-practice pa kami, refresh ng mga lines. Tapos nung nagsimula na, grabe yung kabog ng dibdib ko at lamig ng kamay ko. Feeling ko anytime mahihimatay ako eh. Alam mo yung feeling na yung matagal mo ng pinapangarap, finally abot kamay mo na, malapit mo ng makuha. So pumasok na kami sa loob, lima kasi yun per batch. Nung ako na sa monologue ko, buti na lang nakapag improvise pa ako, kasi nakalimutan ko eh :-( sad hahhaha pero ok naman siya. Tapos shet nung surprise eksena na andun si kuya Ejay!!! (Juan Kulot) Sobrang in awe ako sa kanya!! Kahit nakita ko na siya dati at nakapagpapicture na ko at naakbayan na niya ko, iba talaga siya tuwing makikita mo eh. Ayun, nakanganga lang ako. Pero sana matanggap ako kasi ito talaga gusto ko at sayang scholarship huehue