either way it's sad as hell

TVD finale was BS!!!
  • Oh sure bonnie has been Damon's backbone for the past 3 years while Elena has been being useless in a coffin for that remaining time(and let's be honest even before that because she was always useless, even as a vampire) yet bonnie is left with her story untold and a shitty ending while Elena just wakes up, cuts her hair and runs off into the sunset living happily ever after with Damon...bonnie fought the devil & literally put fire from hell back in hell! She almost died for damon multiple times and those are just 2 examples because there's so much more through the previous seasons as well. Its just sad how they treated bonnie in the show because honestly she's the best character, I mean she MAKES TVD she is TVD, she's amazing!! Elena doesn't deserve Damon because bonnie has been there for him way more. Elena didn't do half the things bonnie did for damon, even before going into a coma or whatever that was...either way I'm pissed about bamon not happening because it would've been an interesting love story and they are meant for each other!! At least Julie plague can't hurt my poor bonnie anymore now that the show is over so I guess that's good...
SPN’s closeness to Blake Snyder’s Beat Sheet sequences in seasonal form is kind of awesome.

I’ve mentioned before that SPN basically acts like an extremely long movie and this is what I meant. Part of film theory is applying a certain lens to a work to view it from that perspective. It’s kind of amazing how well Supernatural adheres to Blake Snyder’s structural beat sheet if you view it through that lens. It’s almost hilarious at times. 

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I came into this world as a reject
Look into these eyes
Then you’ll see the size of these flames
Dwellin on the past
Its burnin’ up my brussy (brain pussy)
Everyone that burns has to learn from the pain
Hey I think about the day
My girlie ran away with my pay
When fellas come to play
No she stuck with my homeez that she fucked
And I’m just a sucker with a lump in my thrussy
Hey, like a chump
Should I be feelin’ bad? No
Should I be feelin good? No
Its kinda sad I’m the laughin’ stock of the neighborhood
You would think that I’d be movin’ on
But I’m a sucker like I said
Fucked up in the head, not!!
Maybe she just made a mistake
I should give her a break
My heart will ache either way
Hey, what the hell
Watcha want me to say
I wont lie that I cant deny

[Chorus]
I did it all for the nussy (nose pussy)
C'mon
The nussy (nose pussy)
C'mon
So you can take that cussy (cookie pussy)
And stick it up your, yeah!!
Stick it up your, yeah!!
Stick it up your, yeah!!
Why did it take so long?
Why did I wait so long, huh
To figure it out? but I did it
And I’m the only one underneath the sun who didn’t get it
I cant believe that I can be deceived
By my so called girl, but in reality
Had hidden agenda
She put my tender hussy (heart pussy) in a blender
And still I surrendered
Hey, like a chump

[chorus]

I’m only human
Its so easy for your friends to give you their advice
They tell you to let it go
But its easier said then done
I appreciate it
I do, but just leave me alone
Leave me alone
Just leave me alone!!
Just leave me alone!
Aint nothin’ gonna change
If you can go away
Im just gonna stay here and always be the same
Aint nothin’ gonna change
If you can go away
Im just gonna stay here and always be the same
Aint nothin’ gonna change
If you can go away
Im just gonna stay here and always be the same

[Chorus]

When I See You Again - Winter Soldier X Reader - Amnesia

Originally posted by wtvr-believe-in-pink

Warnings; Memory loss, hospitals, pain

Pairings: Bucky X Reader, Sam X Reader (Platonic), Steve X Reader (Platonic)

Word COunt: 2592

(A/N) THis takes place right after - Who Am I?

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Reader’s POV

“Please save Bucky.”

Those were the last words you had said before your vision went dark and your body grew cold. Was this really how your story would end? You had left the safety of your universe only to die in this one. You feel yourself pulled into a dream and looking around see a familiar blue house standing before you.

Your heart clenches as you realize what you were looking at. It was your childhood home. The last place you had truly been happy. You stare at the house as tears fall from your eyes. You hear a door open and looking forward see your mother’s smiling face looking back at you. “Mom?” You say half in shock and excitement. Her smile grows as she opens her arms to you. You start to run toward her when a hand grabs your shoulder and holds you back.

You turn to see who the hand belonged to and your eyes widen as you see Steve standing there next to you his eyes filled with sadness. “Steve?” You say staring at him in shock. “You shouldn’t be here you’re not dead.”

He nods as he says, “No I’m not but that doesn’t mean you should be dead either.”

You raise an eyebrow as you say, “What do you mean? I knew this was how it was going to end up from the beginning. I wasn’t meant to be in your universe so the universe remedied that.”

He looks past you to your old house and says, “Either way you can’t go over there.”

You fold your hands over your chest and say, “And why the hell not Mr. Rogers?”

His eyes fill with sadness as he says, “Do you really want to leave Bucky behind? You know better than anyone that he now remembers everything.”

Bucky, you had been so caught up in seeing your family again that you had forgotten the reason you were standing there in the first place. “He doesn’t need me around to confuse him. It’s better if I just let fate takes its course and go over there with my mother.”

Steve rolls his eyes as he says, “You know that’s a lie.”

“You know you’re a lot more annoying than the real Steve.”

“Of course, I’m not really Steve; I’m just the part of your subconscious that wants to live.”

“So basically I’m having an argument with myself right now.”

“Pretty much.”

“You know they have pills for stuff like this.”

“It’s only crazy if your other self, being me, is right. Which I am.”

You let out a groan as you turn back to face your mom she was now playing in the yard with a younger version of yourself. You smile as you say, “I miss her so much.”

“I know you do, but she wouldn’t want you to give up.”

“I know. She would be angry with me just for thinking about it.” Your eyes are drawn back to the front door where you see your father emerge holding a tray of drinks. His dark grey eyes found yours causing your heart to clench even tighter as tears fill your eyes. “It would be so much easier to just walk over to them and let go.” You feel his hand grabs yours and you look up into his blue eyes and turning toward him wrap your arms around him. This version might just be a figment of your imagination but he was right. You feel his arms reach around your body and he gently starts patting your back.

“Hello Deary,” You hear another voice say and you pull away from Steve and turn to see Genie standing a few feet away munching on an apple.

“Are you another part of my subconscious?” You ask tilting your head.

“Um no, I’m the real thing actually.”

“Why are you here then?”

He smiles slyly as he says, “Well your knight with the shiny metal arm made a wish and I’m here to make sure it comes true.”

“Bucky? What did he do?”

“Oh not much just wished for me to save your life.”

Your heart lifts as you say, “He did?”

Genie nods as he says, “But of course, little does he know the man does love you. Too bad all magic comes with a price and he might wish he didn’t have to pay this one.”

You tilt your head but before you are able to ask him anything he disappears. “What do you think he meant?” You ask Steve but he just shrugs as he says, “It’s time to wake up.”

You start to hear the faint sound of someone’s voice and you open your eyes to see a woman standing next to you a needle in her hands and you freak out.

“Who are you? What are you doing?” You yell out as look around completely confused about where you were and why you were even there.

“Ma'am I’m gonna need you to calm down. You were in an accident you were shot.” Jumping up from the hospital bed you feel an intense pain but you didn’t care as the adrenaline starts to course through your veins. You jerk the IV from your arm as you bolt from the room and down the hall looking for anything or anyone that could help you. “Officer’s stop her!” You hear the female nurse yell out and you look to see two police officers come out of nowhere and attempt to grab you. You quickly dodge them as you quickly try for the door.

All the sudden you round a corner and bump into what felt like a brick wall. Suddenly there are arms grasping yours holding you there. Panicking you thrash around trying to free yourself from this persons grasp. “Let me go!” you scream out.

“______, Calm down!” You hear a male voice say and you look up to see a pair of deep blue eyes looking back and you and narrowing your eyes in confusion say, “How do you know my name? Who are you?”

He stares at you wide eyed as he says, “It’s me Bucky, you don’t remember me?”

You shake your head as you say, “I’ve never seen you in my life.” He instantly releases you and you stare at him in confusion. Your eyes drop down to his arm and a memory flashes through your mind of a man with a metal arm grabbing you by the throat and your eyes widen in panic as you slowly start to back away from him. Before he can say anything you turn and bolt back down the hallway only to run straight into the cops from before. They quickly grab you and pinning your arms behind your back say, “Calm down miss.”

All the sudden you feel something take over and you knee one of the officers in the groin as you punch the other one in the throat. As they fall to the ground you stare at them for a moment before looking at your hands in shock. “______!?” You hear a man’s voice say and you look up to see an African American man walking toward you with worry on his face. “Are you okay?” He says when he nears you. It took you a moment but suddenly it clicked who he was. “Sam?” You ask and he nods as he says, “What happened?” You instantly run over to him and throwing your arms around him say, “What happened I can’t remember anything?”

He gently pats your back as he says, “It’s okay,”

“Where’s Steve?” You ask and you look up him as he says, “He’s fine, he’s here in the hospital getting the help he needs. How did you get here I thought you went down on the Helicarrier?”

You tilt your head as you say, “Helicarrier? I wasn’t on a Helicarrier, was I?”

He nods as he says, “Yeah you and Steve were.”

You reach up and grabbing your head say, “I can’t remember anything. Did I hurt Steve?”

He shakes his head as he turn to the officers and says, “It’s okay Officers I got her, she’s a friend of mine.” You glance back to see the officers look at the two of you with anger in their eyes.

“I’m sorry.” They roll their eyes as they walk away.

“Are you sure you’re okay?” You hear Sam say and you nod as you say, “Just a little shaken up. Can I see Steve?” He nods as he wraps his arms around your shoulders and starts to lead you down the hall. Little did you know Bucky had been watching the whole scene and it had crushed him.

When you reach Steve’s hospital room you see him lying on the bed and your heart drops. “Steve!” You cry out as you run over to the side of the bed and start checking his body for injuries.

“He was shot in the stomach other than that let’s just say he got beat up pretty bad. I’m not sure how he got out of that Helicarrier either.”

You kneel down beside your friends resting body and you sigh as you say, “Why can’t I remember anything? I feel like I’ve forgotten something really important.” You grab Steve’s hand and sigh as you say, “At least your okay.”

“Come on, let’s get you cleaned up.” You hear Sam say and you nod. He reaches into a bag and pulls out a Air force T-shirt along with a pair of gym sweats and handing them to you says, “I brought these for Steve but I can always go get him more.”

You smile as you say, “Thank you Sam.”

“Okay well I’ll be out here.” You chuckle as you nod and walking to the bathroom start changing your clothes.

You glance in the mirror and suddenly see the wound on your back along with the one on your shoulder. You walk over to the mirror and upon more examination find bruises in the shape of a hand wrapped around your neck. You reach up and gently grazing the bruise feel your mind go back to when it happened and you see the man from before holding you up in the air his eyes staring at you coldly. You felt your body shudder. Why had he come to the hospital? How had he known your name and why did he act like he was genuinely worried about you? You shook your head as you push the thoughts out of you mind. All it did was make your head throb. After you put on the clothes Sam had given you, you look into the mirror again and chuckle as they were extremely baggy on you.

When you came out of the bathroom you walked over to a chair next to Steve’s bed and sitting down stare at your friend. When he woke up and you were sure that he was alright you were going to somehow find that sneaky Genie and make him send you home. A few minutes later Sam turns on his IPod and you hear Marvin Gaye’s “Trouble Man” start to play and you smile. “On your left.” You hear Steve say and your heart jumps.

“Steve?” You ask as you walk over to him bed only to have him stare at you in shock.

“_____? I though you were dead?”

You smile as you say, “No, I’m not dead. As a matter of fact I’m just fine. How do you feel?”

He lets out a sigh as he says, “Sore, how did I get here?”

“We found you on the bank of the Potomac.” Sam says as he walks over to the other side of the hospital bed.

“How did I get there? The last thing I remember was drowning.”

Sam shrugs as he says, “No idea.”

Steve turns toward you and says, “How did you get here?”

You shrug your shoulders as you say, “No idea, I just woke up and was here.” You pause momentarily before continuing, “Steve, I don’t remember anything about the last couple of days. Not since your apartment.”

Eyes widening he sits up a little too quickly and grabbing his stomach says, “What about Bucky?”

You tilt your head as you say, “Who’s Bucky?” The two men stare at you and you raise an eyebrow as you say, “What? Who is he?”

“You were in love with him,” You hear Steve say and you tilt your head as you say, “I think I’d remember someone if I was in love with him.”

“Apparently you don’t though.”

You throw your hands up as you say, “Well then who is this Bucky person and why is it I can’t remember him and just him?”

Steve shrugs his shoulders as he says, “I’m not sure.”

You sigh as you sit down on this hospital bed and wrapping your arms around him say, “I’m just glad you’re okay.”

“I’m gonna go get your discharge papers so we can get out of here before they realize who you are.” Sam says as he turns and quickly makes his way out of the room leaving you and Steve alone.

After a few minutes Steve pulls away from you and says, “______, you died. I felt you die in my arms, how is it that you aren’t dead?”

You shrug as you say, “I have no clue, all my memories are fuzzy and when I try to think of them they give me the world’s worst migraine.”

“Would you like me to fill in what I can?”

You shake your head as you say, “I guess whatever I forgot, I wanted to forget. Maybe it was just so painful that I couldn’t help but forget it. At least that’s usually what happens when people lose only certain memories.” He nods as he reaches over and presses the button to prop his bed up. “Steve, can you tell me about Bucky? Maybe if you do I can remember something.”

He nods as he leans back against the now propped up bed. “Bucky was my best friend, most people know him by James Buchannan Barnes.”

You sit there while Steve goes on about Bucky hoping that it would help you remember something but nothing comes to mind until he says, “When he fell from the train, Hydra found him replaced his lost arm with a metal one and turned him into a master assassin.”

“Wait! Hold up! You mean the guy with the metal arm is Bucky?”

He raises an eyebrow as he says, “Yeah? Why what do you remember?”

You shake your head and standing up say, “He was here, he called my name but I couldn’t remember him. The only thing I remembered was the feeling of his hand wrapped around my throat. I freaked out and ran from him.” Then it hits you, “He must have been the one to bring me here and also the one who pulled you from the water. I have to find him and find out what happened.”

“_____, you’re not in the shape to go on a manhunt. Wait for me then we’ll look for him together okay?”

You gulp down a breath of air as you say, “Fine but you better hurry your ass up and heal cause come hell or high water I’m gonna find him and find out why I lost my memories, and then-”

“And then what?”

“And then I’m going to go back home, where I belong.”

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Will Continue in - Voices -

anonymous asked:

This a silly question but as an Olicity and Westallen shipper I'm curious to know what made you start shipping them and even sillier, when was the moment you felt that both were endgame?

Oh this is not a silly question at all anon IMO I’d be happy to explain why I love my ships! I love talking about Olicity and WestAllen ^__^

Olicity:

I have LOVED their interaction since 1x03. Felicity was so adorable and awkward chewing on her pen then along comes the handsome yet badass powerhouse Oliver Queen in all his damn glory with a broken laptop and they just clicked in their scenes together. From that point on I couldn’t wait for more scenes between them. The episode that really made me start shipping them was 1x12 where Felicity asked if she could trust Oliver and then showed him the list of names she’d been working on for his stepfather Walter. I just loved it because it was the first emotional but light scene they did together; Oliver sitting at the window watching the rain and then Felicity walks by the window :) THE MOMENT WHERE HE TELLS HER SHE CAN TALK TO HIM ABOUT HER DAY AND WHEN HE WISHED HER “HAPPY HANUKKAH” AFTER TELLING HER SHE WAS “REMARKABLE”!!!!!!!! Then of course I loved the episode where Felicity finally learns Oliver’s secret and has to help Diggle save him after being shot by his mother [that beginning scene where he was in her car was hilarious LOL]. AND DO I EVEN NEED TO TALK ABOUT THE SEXY SALMON LADDER MOMENTS BETWEEN THESE TWO WHERE FELICITY IS JUST DISTRACTED BY OLIVER’S ABS?!?!?

Some of my favorite Olicity moments came in 1x21 where Felicity went undercover as a card-sharp and then in 1x22 where Oliver, Felicity and Diggle got to play Mission Impossible at Merlyn Global because those episodes really highlighted how incredibly sexy Stephen and Emily could be with each other onscreen, especially when Felicity swung from the rafters in Oliver’s arms *SQUEEE* I just thought they were so hot in that moment. I also liked their development in season 2, their arc together was just awesome. The premiere episode where Oliver saves Felicity from a landmine and winds up ON TOP OF HER SHIRTLESS [it was like they were having sex!!]! 2x07 stands out as being one of my favorite episodes where Oliver saves Felicity because not only did we get some fantastic emotional moments between those two [and it was the first time Oliver realized he had feelings for Felicity] but THE EYE SEX OMFG EVERY SINGLE FRIGGIN TIME!! All Stephen has to do is look at Emily and I turn into a friggin puddle. I wish a man would look at me as intensely affectionate as the way Oliver looks at Felicity. I swear to god it almost makes me want to ship the actors themselves lol!

Other favorite Olicity moments includes the Barry Allen episodes 2x08 and 2x09 because I just loved how friggin hubby and wifey Oliver and Felicity were with each other; actually those episodes were my favorite of that season! THE EPISODE WHERE HE TELLS HER SHE IS HIS GIRL AFTER SHE GETS SHOT AND CUPS HER FACES WITH HIS HAND!!!!!!! And I also loved 2x21 the Olicity/Diggle scene was so emotional and well acted by all three actors. Loved the way it seemed like Stephen was going to turn to kiss Emily’s Felicity goodbye based on how they were looking at each other ugh! The car accident where Oliver carries Felicity in his arms, the clock tower scene where Felicity tells Oliver she believes in him and they embrace like lovers and how could I forget the moment he tells her he loves her for the first time?!?! I squealed like an idiot when that happened and wanted them to kiss soooooooo bad! Luckily we got that kiss in 3x01 which was Olicity heaven until the sad ending of course :(

Overall what makes me ship them is obviously the friggin AWESOME AND EXPLOSIVE chemistry between Stephen Amell and Emily Bett Rickards. They are so friggin HOT together, its like sex whatever they do together onscreen! I don’t know what it is they just gel maybe part of it comes from [dare I say] the Canadian vibe?? Either way its sexy as hell and its just killing me that Oliver and Felicity STILL aren’t officially a couple T__T Forgot to add the best part DIGGLE SHIPS OLICITY BIG TIME AND ITS ADORABLY HILARIOUS!!!!!!

WestAllen:

What can I say about this precious gem of a pairing?! I knew about their comic canon Epic love story before the show aired but I fell in love these two since they came out of the gate in the pilot episode. They were just adorable and hilarious teasing each other, looking at each other like a happily married couple. The moment that made me ship them like crazy was their reunion scene at Jitters after Barry woke up from his coma. It was just so beautiful the way she runs and jumps into his arms like lovers who’d been tragically separated. So well acted by Grant and Candice, I literally felt their connection throughout that episode. Then their dynamic just got cuter and cuter as the episodes went on. And even though Iris is dating that bum Eddie, the entire time SHE AND BARRY ARE MAKING LOVELY HEART EYES AT EACH OTHER WHICH JUST MAKES MY SHIPPER HEART GO CRAZY!!!!!!

1x04 despite Felicity’s visit this was actually a really sweet episode for WestAllen and surprisingly Olicity. I think this is where I noticed that Iris actually has hidden feelings for Barry the way she kept encouraging him to go for Felicity. And I die happily inside EVERY TIME SHE TELLS HIM WHAT AN AMAZING PERSON HE IS AND THAT SHE THINKS HE’S AN ADORABLE NERD!!!!! It’s like girl wake up he’s your true love LOL! It’s almost maddening that she doesn’t realize how much Barry adores her and worships the ground she walks on!! Don’t even get me started on the sex-without-contact scene on the roof in 1x05 OMFG this was the very first time we got a glimpse to how sexy and passionate Grant and Candice could be together and it was sizzling hot!! It was like an early peek at whats ahead for this ship and all I could do scream with excitement. Their emotional scenes [like the breakup] were also incredibly moving to watch, I had tears in my eyes when Iris cried over Barry at the end :(( It also helps that like Stephen and Emily, Grant Gustin and Candice Patton are also blessed with DYNAMITE chemistry its magical whatever they do and its all in the ENDLESS EYE SEX AND CONSTANT FLIRTING!!!!!!

As the episodes go on WestAllen just keeps stealing my heart, like when Barry ran faster than the speed of sound to save Iris from Tony in 1x06, how hubby and wifey they were with each other in 1x07; when Iris gave stressed out Barry a neck rub, they both got upset over Barry’s mug getting smashed by Joe and when Barry ran to the police station to check on her after getting his powers back UGH! Their meetings as Iris and The Flash are also friggin hot because there’s no awkwardness between them like “the friend zone” holding back the obvious sparks between them. IMO its only a matter of time before Iris closes the door on Eddie for good which I’m looking forward to ^__^ I’m also extremely thrilled that JOE SHIPS WESTALLEN!! And then of course the EXCITING FLARROW EVENT!!!!!!!! Ugh the magic of Olicity and WestAllen together in not one but TWO scenes; the first one where Iris got “Queen’d” by Oliver made me friggin laugh my a** off LOL!!!! Especially when she told the obviously jealous Barry about her 3-list [a list of guys to cheat on Eddie with which Oliver was on] lmao!! 

I was absolutely devastated by WestAllen’s second breakup [AND THEY AREN’T EVEN TOGETHER!!] but honestly I’m looking forward to the angst. They need to come into their own individually before they can ever be together WHICH I CAN’T WAIT FOR but like Olicity they are on slowburn and obviously they will eventually become my second ship of pain T__T I’M ALSO DYING FOR IRIS TO LEARN BOTH OF BARRY’S SECRETS UGH TUESDAY CAN’T COME ANY SOONER!! 

 And finally you asked why I think Olicity and WestAllen are Arrow and The Flash’s planned endgames? Well aside from WestAllen’s over 40 years of DC comic book canon royalty and Olicity’s fan favorite status [and the chemistry between all the actors] I believe wholly they’re indeed endgame based on what I’ve seen so far on both shows. HOWEVER…

…I think the moment the show creators highlighted both these couples in one scene within their BIGGEST episode EVER which was the FLARROW Crossover Event, that pretty much solidified to me that the writers plan on both an Olicity and WestAllen happily ever after ^__^