I will never forget your voice.
I will never forget the way you talk.
I will never forget how you dress.
I will never forget your beer belly.
I will never forget your skinny ass.
I will never forget your slanted hat.
I will never forget the way you wear it.
I will never forget the shit you say.
I will never forget how mad you’d get me.
I will never forget how happy you made me.
I will never forget the times we’ve shared.
The fights we fought, the arguments we’ve argued, the times we’ve partied and the many fried bananas we’ve eaten.
I will never forget what you mean to me.
I love you Eric Heller.
Sweet Dreams my sweet Angel.
I hope you’re looking over Kamerin for me whenever I can’t. I hope you’re seriously happy now. Everyday I wonder why you haven’t visit me yet, why I haven’t dreamt of you yet.. Why our goodbyes never met… I really miss you Eric. I swear.. I hate it but your death broaden my horizon.. Because of you, I want to be an extraordinary great nurse.. Not just a nurse. I want to live my life doing things for myself, my son and the people I love. I want the best for the people I care for and the people who care for me. I mean, duh.. I’ve always wanted that but it’s different now. I want to save lives because I feel so dead right now.
Eric, I swear.. I’m so sorry for everything that happened. I really wished I can rewind time and talked to you… I really wished I didn’t let work get in the way of my life with my family… I really wished I didn’t have to post this.