Sooooo

I’ve been a bit down lately. Been blaming it on being extra busy and being tired. Today I had a eureka moment!! Tomorrow (Saturday) is one year since I broke it off with my ex. I knew about a week or so earlier that she had cheated on me. Spent a week trying to figure things out about when and how I was going to confront her. Was actually wanting to catch them. Never happened. I couldn’t hold back anymore. So now a year later and valentines again, still single, been quite lonely lately again. Turned on my dating app again. Only opened it once since. Ugh. I hate being in limbo.